make zero with tears

Like a bandit, Cui Zhannan broke into his life rashly without his permission, and after messing up his life, he slapped his ass and left heartlessly.

Fu Xinglin doesn't know if his state is what people often say "can't afford to play", but he is really unhappy and feels very uncomfortable.

But at the same time, there was another voice in his heart that kept telling him: It's your fault.

Today, Fu Xinglin rushed to Nanling, the home of Cui Zhannan, after finishing the school celebration rehearsal as usual.Not surprisingly, there was still no one else in the family except Yao Junze.

Cui Zhannan is still not at home.

As usual, Fu Xinglin helped Yao Junze sort out his knowledge and left him a few questions to do, and then he gave him targeted explanations based on Yao Junze's answers.

During the break, Yao Junze went to the kitchen refrigerator and brought a plate of cut oranges to share with Fu Xinglin.

"Mr. Fu, eat oranges." Yao Junze pushed the plate with oranges in front of Fu Xinglin, "This is something my uncle cut up and put in the refrigerator for us to eat before he went out. cut."

Fu Xinglin paused, glanced at the fresh and juicy sliced ​​oranges on the plate, then calmly picked up a slice and put it to his mouth, pretending to ask casually: "Is your uncle at home today? "

Yao Junze nodded: "Well, today is the weekend. I came here early in the morning and have been studying here. My uncle went to work very late today, and he was still at home when I came. Cut it for me. I left after the oranges were finished."

Fu Xinglin lowered his eyes, so he didn't just leave...

"Your uncle seems to be quite busy at work recently."

Yao Junze nodded: "Last time I heard him call about investing in movies. Recently, my uncle seems to be dealing with directors and actors in the entertainment industry. I don't know what he is doing. But I I asked him to get the autographed photo of my goddess, hehe..."

Fu Xinglin frowned unconsciously.He suddenly felt a panic in his heart.It's just that I haven't contacted him for a few days. How come so many things happened to Cui Zhannan that he didn't know about?

Later, after the class started, Yao Junze began to concentrate on doing the questions. While he was doing the questions, Fu Xinglin replied to a few Wechat messages from the student union.And at this moment, a news feed popped up from the top of the phone.

When he saw the words "Shu Jianlin", he opened it by accident.Afterwards, Fu Xinglin regretted his actions at that time countless times. If he hadn't been rude, maybe nothing happened later.

The content of the news made him look colder and colder, and finally his whole aura was not right.In addition to the detailed description of the news as if it was seen with one's own eyes, there are also a few blurred photos.

With this blurry photo, others would definitely not be able to tell who was in it.But if someone knows them, they will recognize them at a glance.

Fu Xinglin knew that the man who sat and laughed happily with Shu Jianlin, and even had a close conversation with him was Cui Zhannan.

At that moment, he seemed to understand the reason for Cui Zhannan's indifference these days.Why did the person who was so obsessed with him before, who was as stubborn as Xiaoqiang and refused to give up, suddenly break up with him and stop pestering him? All of this seems to have an answer.

Because of Shu Jianlin, because of his predecessor Shu Jianlin, because of his unforgettable and special first love, Shu Jianlin.

At that moment, Fu Xinglin felt like his blood was flowing backwards.He felt that his limbs seemed to become cold at that moment, and even the frequency of breathing began to become disordered.The brain seems to have stopped functioning, and there is only a noise-like buzzing in my mind.

He has always thought that a person like Cui Zhannan who is good-looking and well-dressed is very handsome when he smiles, even when he learned that he was gay and began to reject him.But at this moment, watching him show such a smile to other men, he only felt glaring.

He thought viciously: Sure enough, Cui Zhannan is no different from those homosexuals in his cognition who are chaotic and have no moral bottom line.He doesn't know what it means to be loyal to feelings at all, let alone... what self-restraint is.

Fu Xinglin was stuck in his own thoughts and couldn't get out. He almost subconsciously blocked everything from the outside world, so he never heard Yao Junze call him.

After Yao Junze finished the questions assigned by Fu Xinglin, he asked him to correct him, but he didn't seem to respond to calling "Teacher Fu" several times.Just holding a mobile phone and looking down, I don't know what I'm looking at so engrossed.

So Yao Junze leaned over curiously, which awakened Fu Xinglin and brought him back to his senses for a moment.

Fu Xinglin immediately buckled up his phone to look at him.

However, despite Fu Xinglin's quick actions, Yao Junze still saw the above photo and the two people in the photo.

He raised his eyebrows with a smile, and said naturally: "Isn't this my uncle and Uncle Jianlin?"

Fu Xinglin pursed his lips for a moment: "Do you know Shu Jianlin?"

"Of course, he is a star, who doesn't know him?"

"I'm not saying this knowledge."

"Oh, I understand. But I haven't seen him for many years, and I don't know if we still know each other." Yao Junze was heartless, and he didn't know what effect his big mouth would have, "Put it on In the past, our relationship was more than acquaintance? I grew up watching him!"

Yao Junze's flaunting tone seemed to be saying: How about it?Am I good?I am so familiar with such a big star!

The expression on Fu Xinglin's face calmed down, only those dark eyes seemed to contain a violent storm, hiding everything under the surface calm.

"He and my uncle have known each other since we were ten years old. He took me to play with me when I was young! He has a relationship with my uncle..." Yao Junze realized the danger when he said this, so he hurriedly Remedy, "I mean the relationship between friends, they are doing well!"

After speaking, Yao Junze couldn't help breaking out in a cold sweat.I was a good boy, and almost slipped my mouth.The uncle in front of him hasn't caught up yet. If this is too much nonsense, his uncle will have to skin him later, right?

Fu Xinglin didn't say anything after that, but gave Yao Junze another lecture, as if nothing had happened.Yao Junze is also not sure what the situation is now, why is there a photo of his uncle and Shu Jianlin in Fu Xinglin's phone?But he didn't dare to ask more questions, so he held back.

After class was finally over, after seeing Fu Xinglin leave, Yao Junze took out his mobile phone and prepared to call his mother to ask her to send a car to pick him up.And it was at this time that he saw the trending search, and then he suddenly understood where Fu Xinglin's photo just now came from.

But... Fu Xinglin's reaction was too calm, as if it was something that had nothing to do with him.

After all, Yao Junze is young and has little love experience, so he can't see the way of it at all.He just thought that Fu Xinglin didn't like his uncle, so he didn't hold back and quickly informed his uncle, gossiping and scolding him a few times.

It seems that it can be comfortable like this.

***

After that day, Cui Zhannan had been waiting for Fu Xinglin to contact him.After all, according to Yao Junze's description, there are nine out of ten that that kid Fu Xinglin is pretending to be deep.Cui Zhannan bet on how long he can endure.

Although the scandal with Shu Jianlin brought him a lot of trouble, but looking at it this way, it might be a good thing.However, Cui Zhannan waited and waited, but Fu Xinglin never took the initiative to contact him.

Cui Zhannan began to feel that things seemed to be a little out of control.

So in the end, it was Cui Zhannan who couldn't hold back at all.

This day, he inquired about the time of Yao Junze's make-up class in advance, and took a little time to go home when their class was about halfway through.

Fu Xinglin and Yao Junze were stunned when they heard the door open.

"My uncle is back?" Yao Junze muttered.

Fu Xinglin's hand holding the pen was stiff for a moment, and he tapped the math problem on the scroll with the tip of the pen: "Don't be distracted, read the problem."

Cui Zhannan put on his slippers, walked slowly to the study, stood at the door, and looked at the people inside quietly.

I hadn't seen him for several days, but when I suddenly saw Fu Xinglin and Cui Zhannan, I realized how much I missed him.This face... I really can't get tired of looking at it.

At the same time, Fu Xinglin also turned his face away, looking straight at the person at the door, without any fluctuation in the expression on his face, as if he didn't feel anything about Cui Zhannan's arrival.

Cui Zhannan was a little annoyed, this kid is really itchy!

Yao Junze's neck was almost stiff, he wanted to turn his face to see the gossip between the two, but he didn't dare to read it openly, but he was exhausted.

"Are you in class?" Cui Zhannan said with a smile, curling the corners of his lips, "I'm coming back to get something, so I won't bother you?"

"It's okay, it's okay, don't bother me." Yao Junze quickly turned his face and waved his hands at his uncle.

It can be considered that he was able to turn his face away in a fair manner, and Yao Junze couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief.

Cui Zhannan stared at Fu Xinglin without flickering, as if waiting for his response, he didn't even give Yao Junze a glint from the corner of his eye.

Fu Xinglin's face was still calm, but the fingers holding the pen tightened a little bit, and the pads of the fingers began to turn white.He pursed his lips, endured the turbulent waves surging in his chest, and said flatly: "Don't bother."

Cui Zhannan frowned unhappily.Fu Xinglin's bland reaction was completely beyond his expectation, which made him very upset.

Fu Xinglin looked at him for a while, then turned his gaze back, and refocused on Yao Junze's paper.He didn't want to keep looking at Cui Zhannan's face anymore, as long as he saw this face, he could think of the news that was quickly erased and the photos in it.

As long as he thinks that Cui Zhannan will use that face that smiled at him to please others, he will feel disgusted.

"Okay, keep working on the questions, don't be distracted." Fu Xinglin raised his hand and turned Yao Junze's head, forcing him to look away, as if he completely ignored the big living person standing at the door.

This made Cui Zhannan very depressed.

Yao Junze's big eyes rolled around, and he didn't know what kind of idea he was thinking.After doing two questions, he found that his uncle still hadn't left, so he suddenly put down his pen and covered his stomach with a pained expression on his face.

Fu Xinglin was stunned for a moment: "What's wrong with you?"

"Oh, Teacher Fu, I suddenly have a stomachache! Then what, I'll go to the bathroom first, and I'll do the rest of the questions when I get back."

Then, without waiting for Fu Xinglin to speak, he clutched his stomach and ran to the bathroom.

Fu Xinglin frowned, and without even looking at the person at the door, he picked up the paper again, looking... as if he was thinking about the remaining questions.

However, at this moment, only Fu Xinglin himself knows that he can't understand a single word of these questions.

Cui Zhannan looked at the boy's back in silence for a few seconds, then walked in without hesitation.

When Fu Xinglin heard footsteps approaching, his back tensed for a moment, his whole body became tense, and even his breathing eased a lot.

Then he heard the man behind him say: "Xinglin, don't you have anything to say to me?"