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From the moment he didn't push Cui Zhannan away immediately and didn't resist his kiss, Fu Xinglin knew it was over.

He always acted that he didn't like Cui Zhannan's overtures and intimacy, but he was very clear in his heart how obsessed he was with Cui Zhannan every minute and every second.Cui Zhannan is a man who can bewitch people, he has a magic power that can make everyone fall in love with him.

Even Fu Xinglin was not spared in the end.

Before today, at most Fu Xinglin knew that he was curious about Cui Zhannan and cared about Cui Zhannan. Perhaps this attention was beyond the scope of his friends, but he never dared to think about it on a deeper level.

But today, a fact forced him to face the truest thoughts in his heart.

When Cui Zhannan pressed his shoulders and trapped him between the wall and his body, his heart couldn't control it and began to beat fast.He likes the smell of Cui Zhannan, and the smug and handsome smile on his face.And when Cui Zhannan kissed him, he realized clearly: he likes to kiss Cui Zhannan.

Fu Xinglin has no experience in kissing, so he has no way to compare whether the experience of kissing with Cui Zhannan is good or not.He didn't know whether his intoxication and obsession was easily bewitched due to lack of experience, or... originated from the truest desire in his heart.

He was very confused, and he was eager to know the answer, so instead of pushing Cui Zhannan away, he...accepted his aggression.

He could feel Cui Zhannan's excitement at that moment, because the already domineering kiss became even hotter at that moment.For the first time, Fu Xinglin experienced what is called "confusion".

His mind became more and more dizzy, and his thoughts gradually blurred, only the feeling of the hot kiss on his lips was extremely clear.It seems that his world is in chaos, and there are only the most primitive desires.And all these senses come from Cui Zhannan alone.

In the past, it was not that he had never dreamed that he would fall in love in the future, hug and kiss the person he liked... But in all his fantasies, the non-existent object should have been a girl.

Not a...man like Cui Zhannan.

Therefore, the kiss with him was completely beyond his imagination, and the kiss with a man was far hotter and wilder than imagined.

Fu Xinglin's last line of defense seemed to have been broken, and he indulged himself in the vortex that he should have escaped from.

I don't know how long it took, when he felt that he was about to lack oxygen, Cui Zhannan finally let go of his lips, reluctantly bit his already red and swollen lips, and looked at him with a pair of frighteningly bright eyes. with him.

Like watching prey about to walk into a trap.

At that moment, Fu Xinglin's body seemed to be stiff.It's just that he wasn't shocked by Cui Zhannan's eyes, but by...his own body.

Maybe it was because the kiss just now was too passionate, and he was completely absorbed in it. Until now, he didn't realize what had changed in him.

He suddenly remembered the embarrassing things that happened when he just entered puberty.And now he is as shocked by what happened to him as he was when he first discovered his wet dream when he was 13 years old.

The well-documented facts told him loudly: he has desire for Cui Zhannan.

It's the kind of... desire that men have for women.

He was completely in a state of extreme shock and fear, so he couldn't listen to a single word Cui Zhannan said.At this moment, he completely blocked the sound of the outside world, and the soul in his body was repeatedly broken and reorganized, reorganized and broken...

Until he suddenly heard Yao Junze's voice, at that moment he almost subconsciously quickly pushed Cui Zhannan away, and stood elsewhere in embarrassment.The back that was always straight was slightly bent at this moment, and the standing posture of the whole person was very strange, as if... he was trying to cover up something.

Yao Junze was heartless, he didn't notice the delicate atmosphere between the two people in the room at all, he walked to the desk carelessly and picked up the paper again.

Fu Xinglin stood hunched over in embarrassment, constantly reciting the Great Compassion Mantra silently in his heart, trying to quickly reduce the flames that shouldn't be on his body.And in this gap, Fu Xinglin finally dared to look up at Cui Zhannan who was pushed aside by him and stood silently.

He thought, fortunately Cui Zhannan didn't notice his embarrassment, otherwise...he would lose face.

And that Cui Zhannan...will definitely never let go of this great opportunity to tease him to death.

After experiencing such a passionate kiss just now, Fu Xinglin thought that Cui Zhannan must be extremely proud.But at this moment, his face...had no expression that he thought would appear.On the contrary, Cui Zhannan's expression... seemed to be a little... gloomy.

Fu Xinglin was stunned, not knowing why this happened for a while.

Cui Zhannan was so angry that he gritted his teeth. He opened his mouth to say something, but he glanced at Yao Junze and swallowed the words again.Cui Zhannan took a few steps forward and walked in front of Fu Xinglin.

Fu Xinglin tensed his body nervously, and exhausted all his self-control to control it without flinching.He looked at the man close at hand, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down.

Cui Zhannan sneered in a low voice and said, "Fu Xinglin, it's useless to run away. It's inconvenient for Junze to say something here today, so I'll let you go. But next time, you may not have such good luck."

Fu Xinglin was at a loss, and had no idea what Cui Zhannan was talking about.He instinctively felt that he didn't hear what Cui Zhannan said just now, and just as he was about to ask, Cui Zhannan turned around and left.

Cui Zhannan said: "I will give you three days to think about my question and give me an answer."

Fu Xinglin stared blankly at Cui Zhannan's back, standing there motionless, completely confused.He didn't understand what Cui Zhannan meant by these words at all, and he didn't even know what question he wanted to answer three days later.At that moment, Fu Xinglin wanted to catch up and ask for clarification.

But suddenly the image of the two kissing passionately popped up in his mind, and even the residual heat from his body hadn't dissipated yet... for a while, he couldn't move his legs again.

It's not that he's timid, but...he's just a little embarrassed.

To put it bluntly, he was ashamed.

"Mr. Fu, what did my uncle tell you just now?" Fu Xinglin was startled by the sudden appearance of a big face in front of him.

"Have you heard everything?" Fu Xinglin asked subconsciously.

Yao Junze shook his head: "His voice is quieter than a mosquito, and I didn't hear a single word." The boy turned his big eyes full of gossip, "What did my uncle tell you when I was away just now?" Already?"

Fu Xinglin was embarrassed for a while, facing Yao Junze's curious little face, he deliberately put on a serious face: "Don't meddle in adults' affairs, children!"

Yao Junze pursed his lips: "Mr. Fu, why are you exactly like my uncle now?"

Fu Xinglin didn't respond to him any more, but picked up the paper again and guided him to do the questions.

***

After that day, Fu Xinglin never saw Cui Zhannan again.After they had kissed so passionately, it was as if nothing had happened, and everything was peaceful again.

It's not like this happened before, but this time, Fu Xinglin could no longer calmly accept Cui Zhannan's indifferent and lukewarm behavior.He began to care crazily about Cui Zhannan's intentions, and would unconsciously guess what he was doing at every moment.

One day Zhou Li'an laughed and scolded a buddy in the dormitory who was teased by a girl and then left out in the cold, and started chasing him down as a licking dog for others, saying that he "got on top easily".

If Fu Xinglin felt something, it turned out...it was the boss.

I saw Cui Zhannan again on the night of the school celebration, and Fu Xinglin never expected that Cui Zhannan would come.

At that time, the party had come to an end, and he was busy in the background with some members of the student union.

"Minister, someone is looking for you." A junior came to call Fu Xinglin.

Fu Xinglin was so busy with the work at hand that he didn't even have time to raise his head, so he casually said: "I'll talk about it later, after the party is over."

"But..." The junior showed embarrassment, "That person..."

"An irrelevant person, you arrange him to stay in the rest area first, and then go there after I finish my work. Well, I have to adjust the equipment here, so you hurry up and go to your work."

The junior hesitated to speak, and finally had no choice but to turn around and leave.

At that time, it was nine o'clock in the evening. After the meeting, Fu Xinglin stayed to do the finishing work. By the time everything was basically done, it was already past ten o'clock.Fu Xinglin, some younger students, let them go back first, and he stayed here with a few student union officials to finish.

"Hey? Fu Xinglin? You didn't leave?" The head of the Propaganda Department was a little surprised when he saw Fu Xinglin, "I heard from Xiao Hai that someone was looking for you, so I thought you had already left."

Fu Xinglin was taken aback for a moment, then remembered that there was someone waiting for him.He knocked his head in frustration, and immediately raised his legs and walked towards the rest area.

I really forgot about it, I didn't think about it at all.I don't know who was looking for him, but I guess he's gone now, it's so late...

But Fu Xinglin was still worried, so he decided to take a look.

At this moment, the stage shelf on the sports field has not been dismantled, only some people are dismantling the equipment.Fu Xinglin turned around the stage shelf and was about to go to the rest area when a person walked towards him, and the two almost collided.

Fu Xinglin hurriedly stabilized his feet, and at the same time quickly reached out to support the opponent so as not to fall, subconsciously said: "Sorry, I didn't see it, are you okay?"

The person supported by him raised his face for a moment and looked at him in surprise.At the same moment, Fu Xinglin's breathing also stopped.

Cui Zhannan grinned and showed his big white teeth: "Xinglin!"

Behind Cui Zhannan is the night full of stars, everything is so quiet and beautiful.Cui Zhannan's smile seemed to hit Fu Xinglin's heart in an instant, causing his heartbeat to become chaotic.

Fu Xinglin withdrew his hand uncomfortably, looked at Cui Zhannan with red cheeks and asked in a low voice, "Why didn't you tell me when you came? I want to know that you are the one who came looking for me, so..."

"So what?"

Fu Xinglin didn't have the nerve to continue talking.He thought, if he knew that the person who came to look for him was Cui Zhannan, he would definitely... go out as soon as possible, instead of making him wait so long.

However, he was embarrassed to say this.

Fu Xinglin didn't respond, but instead asked, "Why are you here?"

Cui Zhannan smiled, his eyes curled up: "The three-day period has come, and I'm here to ask you for an answer."

"what is the answer?"

Cui Zhannan immediately put away his smile, and stared at him: "Stinky boy! Are you still playing tricks on me here?!"

"No, I really..."

"Hey! Classmates be careful!" A shout came from behind, and at that moment Fu Xinglin only felt a gust of wind sweeping towards the back of his head.

He saw Cui Zhannan in front of him change his face for a moment, his wide-open eyes and pupils constricted instantly because of fright.

At that moment, time seemed to stop.

The author has something to say:

Merry Christmas, my friends!

Wood went out for Christmas at night!So I'm late~ Sorry~

PS: We will probably be together in the next chapter!