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I have to say that Fu Xinglin's sixth sense may be more accurate than women in some aspects.

Cui Zhannan was a little startled, but his face didn't show at all. He just looked at Fu Xinglin calmly, smiled and said, "I don't know you. Why do you ask?"

Fu Xinglin looked at Cui Zhannan for a moment, as if he wanted to see something else from his deceiving eyes.

However, no.Nothing at all.

For a while, Fu Xinglin began to wonder if he was really overwhelmed?Maybe it's because there are too many things and too tired recently, or maybe it's the lingering uneasiness about this relationship that has affected his judgment for a long time.

Is he too sensitive and suspicious?maybe.

After Gu Heng left, although the atmosphere at the dinner table was not as tense as before, he still felt somewhat uncomfortable because of the absence of someone.Cui Zhannan, who was the most active at the dinner before, was uncharacteristically quiet today.

Fu Xinglin remembered that when Cui Zhannan had dinner with him and his classmates and friends, he was always the one who talked the most and adjusted the atmosphere the most.At that time, he seemed to wish that the whole world would know the relationship between the two of them.That snarky and flamboyant look is both annoying and lovable.

But today...he seems to have matured and stabilized in an instant.

All in all, not the same as before.

Fu Xinglin had a delicate mind, so he could easily sense something was wrong.But for a while, he couldn't tell what was wrong, let alone what the reason for these changes was.

When ten o'clock came, they really had nothing to talk about, so they decided to leave.And Gu Hang hasn't come back since he left.Although Xue Zhanyang was worried, he didn't really abandon them to find Gu Heng.He seemed to have sent a wechat message to Gu Heng, and he didn't know what Gu Heng had said to him, so he seemed to feel relieved a lot.

While Cui Zhannan was tidying up his things, Fu Xinglin went to the bathroom.

Although there were people deliberately avoiding at the dinner table just now, they were still given a lot of alcohol.Fu Xinglin knew the pain of a hangover, so he kept drinking water during the dinner to increase his metabolism and not to be tortured too hard by alcohol.

If you drink too much water, you will naturally want to go to the toilet.Thinking that it would take more than half an hour to go back with Cui Zhannan, he planned to go there before leaving.

"Okay, then I'll go out first and wait for you in the car." Cui Zhannan looked into Fu Xinglin's eyes and said.

Fu Xinglin nodded: "Well, I'll be there soon."

Cui Zhannan didn't drink tonight, so he must be driving when he goes back later.It's so cold outside now, he might as well go to warm up the car first.

After Fu Xinglin came out of the bathroom, he went directly to the sink to wash his hands. He had just turned on the faucet when he saw a person walking behind him in the mirror.

It's Gu Heng.

Different from the meekness and humility in the box before, his expression at this time is not in a good state, and his face is also very gloomy.He held a slender cigarette between the fingers of one hand, and the other end of the cigarette was still curling up with shredded tobacco.

Gu Heng brought the cigarette butt to his mouth and took a puff, then slowly exhaled.He leaned on the sink with his waist and hips standing beside Fu Xinglin, and did not speak.

Fu Xinglin glanced at him, raised his wet hand to turn off the faucet, straightened up and looked at him quietly.

He knew that Gu Heng had something to say to him.

"I'm a doctor, so I pay more attention to health preservation than ordinary people. Before, I didn't smoke or drink." Gu Heng smiled lightly and put out the cigarette in his hand on the sink. "Now I quit drinking, but Cigarettes... but I can't quit anyway."

Fu Xinglin silently looked at the cigarette butt on the sink: "What do you want to say?"

"Do you know who I got into smoking and drinking because of?" Gu Heng didn't give him time to answer, he asked himself and answered, "Cui Zhannan, your...boyfriend."

Fu Xinglin's jaw line became cold for a moment, and his whole expression tensed up.

Gu Heng smiled lightly as if recalling something: "I met Cui Zhannan about... four or five years ago. I think you should know better than me how attractive this person is. So when he Started to pursue me, I couldn't stand it at all."

Fu Xinglin's hands clenched the edge of the sink little by little, his knuckles turning white.

"When we were together, we had a very good relationship, so good... I thought I could be with him forever. But it turned out that I was ridiculously stupid. The time we were together was only more than two months. He lost interest in me very quickly, aka... 'tired'. He fell in love with someone else, he fell in love with someone else at the same time I was hysterical to save him, and he kicked me away without hesitation gone."

Gu Heng smiled wryly: "This scumbag who loves the new and dislikes the old, I really can't see him living so happily."

Fu Xinglin's breathing became more and more rapid, as if a big hole had been broken in his heart, he bent his back in pain.Fu Xinglin was silent for a long time before asking hoarsely, "Why did you tell me these things?"

Gu Hang finally turned his face away and looked at Fu Xinglin seriously, with...a faint pity in his eyes.He retracted his gaze and said softly:

"I don't know. Maybe, because I hate him, I can't see him well. It's also possible... I hope you won't be deceived by him like me. I don't want to see someone hurt like me, like me... go not come out."

Gu Heng's bright and beautiful eyes seemed to be covered with a thin layer of mist at this moment, making him look a little lonely.He stared at the toe of his shoe quietly, and was silent for a while, as if... recalling the past that made him both love and hate.

"Cui Zhannan is very popular in the circle. As you can see, his external conditions are there, and he has always been very generous to his people, so many people are looking forward to having a romantic relationship with him. I felt at that time that he could choose me firmly in the face of so many temptations, maybe he really likes me." Gu Hang smiled wryly, "It's really embarrassing to say. I'm older than Cui Zhannan At the age of two, he can be completely fooled by him."

Gu Hang turned his face and looked at Fu Xinglin seriously: "He is the best at acting. Sometimes he gets into the drama so deeply that even he himself can't tell the difference between reality and fantasy. And Cui Zhannan is best at acting. The character is a 'love'. The person he likes is really happy. He will do everything to be good to the other party, and show all the beautiful faces to the other party, as if there is no one in his eyes but the other party. I I think, no matter who it is, facing him like this, it's hard not to be moved. It's just... this illusion of happiness has a time limit."

Fu Xinglin silently adjusted his breathing, even though he wanted Gu Heng to shut up, he couldn't help but want to listen.He clearly knew that it would not be good for him and Cui Zhannan to let Gu Heng talk, but he... still wanted to know.

He wanted to know what kind of person Cui Zhannan was.

Gu Heng lowered his eyes: "As far as I know, each of his partners has not been with him for more than three months. He likes novelty and excitement very much, so when he succeeds, he will quickly Lose interest, and then continue to look for the next prey. He has been like this with everyone, for so many years, without a single exception."

Fu Xinglin raised his head slowly, looked at Gu Heng with his quiet eyes, and said in a deep voice: "What is your purpose? Do you want me to separate from Brother Nan? But Doctor Gu, I don't know you before, you How much do you think I will believe what you say?"

Gu Heng didn't seem surprised at all, he just looked at Fu Xinglin silently, the pity in his eyes made Fu Xinglin feel extremely dazzling.He felt like a pitiful worm in Gu Heng's eyes.

"Believe it or not, it's up to you." Gu Heng stood up straight, "Because I suffered from Cui Zhannan, so I know how painful it is and how difficult it is to get out of it. I am very glad that I met Zhan Yang later. It was he who made me stop denying myself, regain my confidence and start living a normal life. As you can see, I can now face Cui Zhannan calmly. Fu Xinglin, I I often hear Zhanyang talk about you, how good you are, how capable you are. I also admire you very much, so I don’t want to see you getting deeper and deeper, and I don’t want to see you get hurt. Maybe my behavior today is a bit out of line Now, if you don't like it, just pretend I didn't say anything."

Gu Heng stood up straight and planned to leave.Before he left, he thought for a while and turned around and said to Fu Xinglin: "What I told you today... I hope you don't tell Zhan Yang. He doesn't know about these things. I don't want him to know and he doesn't have to I know. I cherish my life with him very much. Fu Xinglin, no matter what, you have to protect yourself. If... If you need my help, you can come to me at any time."

Fu Xinglin raised his face when he heard the words. He looked at Gu Heng quietly, and smiled slightly: "Thank you, but... I don't think I need it." He took a deep breath and straightened his back, as if I was encouraging myself, "I know that Brother Nan's past is very complicated, but I don't care. Whatever his past is, it will not affect my feelings for him now. I believe in him, and I also believe in the relationship between us. "

Among the people who come and go around Cui Zhannan, almost everyone thinks that they are the "one and only", and everyone seems to think that they can let Cui Zhannan, the "King of the Sea", come ashore.Gu Heng looked at the young man in front of him, and sighed softly in his heart.

In the end, he just smiled and said nothing, turned and left.

After Gu Heng left, Fu Xinglin stood in place for a long time, and did not leave until his legs felt numb.

Cui Zhannan waited in the car for a long time before seeing Fu Xinglin coming out of the restaurant.

"Why so long?" After Fu Xinglin got into the car, Cui Zhannan naturally stepped forward to fasten his seat belt, touched Fu Xinglin's cold face, "Is it cold?"

Fu Xinglin, who seemed to have lost his soul, seemed to come back to his senses at this time.He raised his face and quietly looked at the person close at hand, pursed his lower lip and suddenly raised his hand to hug Cui Zhannan.

Cui Zhannan's body was stiffened by his sudden hug. He was stunned for a while before he touched Fu Xinglin's head with a smile: "What's wrong?"

Fu Xinglin buried his face in Cui Zhannan's chest, and said in a muffled voice, "Brother Nan, do you like me?"

Cui Zhannan laughed: "Aren't you talking nonsense? I don't like you, what kind of relationship should I have with you?"

The boy tightened his arms: "Brother Nan, I like you too."

Now Cui Zhannan was so happy that he couldn't find North.You must know that Fu Xinglin is a thin-skinned guy, and he never said anything like "like" or "love", this is the first time.

"What kind of a good day is it today? Our little Xinglin is so good at making Brother Nan happy?"

Fu Xinglin raised his face from Cui Zhannan's arms, looked up at Cui Zhannan and smiled faintly.Cui Zhannan couldn't stand him like this, and his heartbeat started to speed up all of a sudden.

"Let's go home?"

"Ah."