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Fu Xinglin knew very well that what Shu Jianlin said next was definitely not what he wanted to hear, and he should open the door and leave immediately.

But for some reason, the soles of his feet seemed to be filled with lead, and he couldn't move a step.

Fu Xinglin withdrew his right hand holding the doorknob little by little, turned around and looked silently at Shu Jianlin who was sitting in the chair.

"What do you want to say?"

Seeing him, Shu Jianlin smiled faintly, and said slowly: "Xiao Nan told me that you really mind my frequent contact with him. I guess, what you really mind is my time with him."

Fu Xinglin pursed his lips tightly.

Shu saw that the corners of Lin's eyebrows moved slightly, and his expression was always calm: "You should know that Xiao Nan is not...a person who is loyal to his feelings. He is very casual and pays attention to enjoyment. To put it nicely, he is called romantic and wanton. , is actually selfish. He is an extreme egoist. So even if you can guard against me today, you may not be able to guard against everyone around him. To put it bluntly, the real problem lies in Xiao Nan. You should be looking for him, not me."

"This is not something you, an outsider, need to worry about." Fu Xinglin said coldly, "Just take care of yourself."

This time Shu Jianlin was silent for a long time, and then slowly smiled: "In fact, Xiao Nan is not a bad person in essence, he is just... just spoiled. I think you know something about me and him, To be honest, when I was with Xiao Nan, he was not like he is now. He would not take his feelings seriously like now, whether you want to hear it or not, or believe it, it really has something to do with me. open relationship."

Fu Xinglin's hands hanging by his sides clenched into fists little by little.

Shu Jianlin cast his eyes on the green plants in the house, his eyes were slightly straightened, and his expression was also slightly disappointed.

"The biggest regret in my life, or the most regretful thing should be separated from Xiaonan. At that time, I was too young and too proud. I always felt that I could still live a wonderful life without him. But until now I have I know what I have lost." Shu Jianlin took a deep breath, "I know, Xiao Nan always thought that I separated from him because I had someone else, or... I abandoned him in order to climb high, so he He hated me for so many years. But in fact... I never did those things, and I never forgot about him for a day. It’s just that he doesn’t know about it.”

Fu Xinglin's jaw line tensed for a moment, and he felt unprecedented panic at this moment.He knows how special Shu Jianlin is to Cui Zhannan, which is why he minds the existence of Shu Jianlin so much.But he has always felt that the possibility of them getting back together is not high.Because Shu Jianlin once hurt Cui Zhannan, and Cui Zhannan was such a proud person, it was impossible for him to allow himself to forget the humiliation and be with Shu Jianlin again.So even though he minded, he wasn't worried that the old lovers would really rekindle their old relationship.Because there are too many obstacles between them.

But now...

All the obstacles that prevented them from being together turned out to be non-existent.So, is he still confident that Cui Zhannan won't turn back for the sake of seeing the prodigal son Lin?He has no confidence...

Fu Xinglin straightened his back, stared at the dejected Shu Jianlin with his dark eyes for a moment, and his voice was so cold that it was about to drop ice: "It seems that you don't intend to give up."

Shu Jianlin raised his eyes to look at him, and the traces of gentleness in his eyes had disappeared at this moment.

"Xiao Nan was bent by me. I was the one who slept with a man for the first time. It is because of me that he became what he is now. The bond between me and him is so deep that it is impossible to break it. The two of us, one day sooner or later We'll still be together. I'm not provoking you, nor irritating you, I'm just explaining to you a fact that we both know well. I used to be too inferior and sensitive, and I didn't think I was worthy of him, so I just missed such a good person. But now I won’t, and I won’t let Xiao Nan go.” Shu Jianlin stood up from his chair, looked straight at Fu Xinglin, and said in a calm voice, “Don’t worry, I’m here I won't do anything while you and Xiaonan are together. I will wait until you break up. Anyway, I have been waiting for so long, and it's not too late. Children, I advise you not to waste too much energy on Xiaonan, he In this life, you will never fall in love with anyone except me. So, you might as well make more money from him while you are young so that he likes you, so that you won't waste your time in vain. "

Shu Jianlin's tone was cold and arrogant.He seemed certain that Fu Xinglin and Cui Zhannan would not last long, and he even believed that he and Cui Zhannan would get together sooner or later.His tone of persuading Fu Xinglin to be more careful was exactly the same as that of Gu Heng, which made Fu Xinglin feel extremely harsh.

Anger and jealousy were about to burn his sanity, and a mass of evil energy was crazily flowing through his limbs and bones.He stared at Shu Jianlin, and said in a cold voice, "Go ahead and dream!"

The first time I met Shu Jianlin alone, the ending was not very happy.This result was not only within Fu Xinglin's expectation, but also beyond his expectation.

After leaving the TV station, Fu Xinglin stood in a daze at the bus stop for a long time.But for such a long time, his mind was always blank.He seems to have lost his ability to think.He looked intact on the surface, but he knew that his heart was already riddled with holes.

Fu Xinglin took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and opened the chat interface with Cui Zhannan.His finger hung on the dialog box for a long time, but after all, he didn't type a word, and finally closed it.

***

Cui Zhannan never expected that the cold war with Fu Xinglin could last for more than half a month.It's not that the two of them never had quarrels and conflicts before, but there was never a time when they had an affair that lasted more than three days.This time it's been so long...

According to common sense, Cui Zhannan should have automatically and consciously determined that the two of them are finished, and started the second spring happily.But he doesn't know what's wrong with him, he just can't get over this hurdle, and usually whenever his mind is free after working hours, he can't help but think of that brat.

He has no interest in starting a new relationship at all, he just wants to solve the problem with Fu Xinglin as soon as possible.Cui Zhannan felt as if he had entered a dead end, and began to get into the horns of Fu Xinglin's matter.It's as if he can't live comfortably if he doesn't understand the mess with Fu Xinglin.

To be honest, he actually missed Fu Xinglin.The two have never seen each other for such a long time since they were together, and it is false to say that they don't want to.

Cui Zhannan didn't know how Fu Xinglin could be so stubborn this time.He remembered that Fu Xinglin was not like this before.This kid is as cold and aloof as he is, he is simply the real version of the flower of Gaoling.Cui Zhannan liked the way he dismissed him, but it was so interesting that it made his heart itch.But now...

It's not that it's bad that Fu Xinglin has become concerned about him, he just feels very frustrated.He wanted to be nice to Fu Xinglin, but it always seemed to make him feel uneasy, causing him to become what he is now.The originally very interesting jealousy turned into unreasonable troubles. This is completely consuming the relationship between the two, like a bottomless pit.

Cui Zhannan thought about calling Fu Xinglin, but for a while he felt embarrassed.Fortunately, he left Qi Dong's phone number back then, so he could only understand Fu Xinglin's current life from the side.

After learning that Fu Xinglin had a fulfilling and good life, Cui Zhannan became even more depressed.He suddenly had a strange thought: Could it be... that Fu Xinglin dumped him?Is this state of affairs between the two of them a unilateral breakup by Fu Xinglin?

Hold!If Fu Xinglin dared to do anything, he would break his legs!

Cui Zhannan was in a bad mood, so he wanted to find someone to drink some wine to relieve his depression.After work that day, he called Liu Zheng without thinking about it.

After the call was connected, it took a long time to be connected, and Cui Zhannan did not wait for the other party to open his mouth and said first: "Seven o'clock in the evening, Lan Ye, come and have a drink with me."

After waiting for a while, Liu Zheng didn't answer, so Cui Zhannan became a little impatient, and his tone was not very good: "Did you hear that? Squeak!"

"Brother Zheng, he's not free." A man's voice was completely unfamiliar.

Cui Zhannan was stunned for a moment, and took the phone away to see if he had made a wrong call.After confirming that he was calling Liu Zheng, his face darkened for a moment, and he said coldly, "Who are you?"

"Zhai Yufan."

Cui Zhannan frowned, chewing on this familiar yet unfamiliar name between his lips and teeth, and the appearance of that shady young man gradually emerged in his mind.So Cui Zhannan was upset: "Give the phone to Liu Zheng."

"As I said, brother Zheng is not free. Also, please be respectful when talking to him. He is not your servant, and he has no reason to be called around like a dog. You..."

"What are you doing?!" Cui Zhannan seemed to hear Liu Zheng's voice on the phone.

Immediately afterwards, there was a noise in the receiver, as if the two were tearing up something.It took a while for the phone to quiet down, followed by Liu Zheng's familiar voice: "What's the matter, Zhan Nan? What's the matter?"

Cui Zhannan lowered his eyebrows: "Are you with Zhai Yufan?"

"Uh..." Liu Zhenggu talked about him, "We met by chance. Do you have something to do with me?"

Cui Zhannan pondered for a moment, and recounted the time, place and events.He planned to meet Liu Zheng at night and ask him what was going on.

However, after meeting Liu Zheng at the bar at night, he had already forgotten about it, and just drank alone, scolding Fu Xinglin by the way.

Liu Zheng arrived a little later than the agreed time.Thinking of Zhai Yufan's annoying words before going out, Liu Zheng felt troubled.Standing at the door of the bar, Liu Zheng took a deep breath before stepping in.

He thought he would be scolded for being late, and he was prepared.But he didn't expect Cui Zhannan to drink quietly with his glass in his arms, as if he didn't realize that he was late.

Liu Zheng was taken aback for a moment and hurried forward.

At this time, Cui Zhannan seemed to be getting a little overwhelmed, and his face was also a little red.He raised his eyes and looked at the person coming, raised his eyebrows:

"coming?"

"Well," Liu Zheng sat down beside him, and frowned at the smell of alcohol on his body, "Why did you drink so much? What's wrong with you?"

Cui Zhannan pushed the empty wine glass in front of Liu Zheng, picked up the bottle and poured him a glass: "Come, have a drink with me."

Liu Zheng had never seen Cui Zhannan like this, except... when he broke up with Shu Jianlin.He was a little worried, and reached out to grab Cui Zhannan's arm: "Don't drink Zhannan, tell me, what's wrong with you?"

"I'm fine." Cui Zhannan snorted coldly, "I just want someone to scold Fu Xinglin for that heartless little heartless man!"

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