make zero with tears

People who are paralyzed by alcohol are not clear in their minds, and it is reasonable to do some outrageous things.

Cui Zhannan explained his outrageous behavior last night in this way.

Standing in front of the teaching building of University A at this moment, Cui Zhannan thought that if he saw Fu Xinglin for a while, it would be a big deal to say a few nice words to coax him. Anyway, he did something wrong last night, and he should apologize.

Cui Zhannan really doesn't like this kind of cold war feeling, he now misses the little days of mixing oil with Fu Xinglin, you and me.How sweet the two of them were at that time, they could spark when they looked at each other, and they pulled the curtains when they felt in place.

It's better now.Every time they met, they were not in a good mood, they either quarreled or fought. After careful calculation, the two of them had nothing for a long time.How can this work?

Anger is anger, how can the two really break up for such a naive reason when they are together?So Cui Zhannan decided to bow his head again, coaxing the children home first.

So after Liu Zhengjia left, Cui Zhannan went back home, took a shower and changed his clothes. He also grabbed his hair and sprayed on the newly bought perfume to make himself look bright and fragrant.

After the bell rang for the end of get out of class, many youthful college students walked out of the Boya Building one after another.Cui Zhannan was looking forward to it, his eyes searching the crowd like radar.However, he didn't see Fu Xinglin until there were fewer and fewer people.

Could it be that he overlooked it?It shouldn't be, Fu Xinglin looks so "outstanding" person, he has no reason not to see it.

Cui Zhannan took out his mobile phone and checked Fu Xinglin's class schedule again. He was sure that his class was in the Boya Building, and it was also the end of get out of class time.

Where did this kid go?

"Are you...Fu Xinglin's brother?"

Cui Zhannan raised his face when he heard the sound, and saw a big boy with a backpack walking towards him.He felt a little familiar, but didn't recognize it for a while.But he still nodded: "Yes, you are... Xinglin's classmate?"

Zhou Li'an smiled heartlessly: "Ah, yes, I am also Xinglin's roommate. That... are you here to find Xinglin?"

"That's right." Cui Zhannan seemed a little more enthusiastic, "Didn't he attend class with you?"

"Oh, Xinglin doesn't come to school very much during this time. He seems to be starting a business with his seniors and has been busy with those things outside. To be honest, we don't know exactly what he is busy with. But every time we see him He was in a hurry, as if he was very busy."

Cui Zhannan nodded: "In other words, Xinglin is in the company now, isn't it?" At the same time, Cui Zhannan also recalled the name and address of the company Fu Xinglin opened in his head, planning to go there later.

Zhou Li'an shook his head: "Xinglin seems to have asked for sick leave. He came to compile the principles of the first session in the morning, and then asked for sick leave with the instructor and left."

Cui Zhannan frowned, and subconsciously said, "Then he is in the dormitory now?"

Zhou Li'an shook his head: "No, he seems to be living outside now, so he should go to his residence outside."

Outside residence... Cui Zhannan couldn't think of another place besides his own home.So Cui Zhannan didn't dawdle any longer, and immediately left University A after saying "thank you" to Zhou Li'an.He drove all the way back the same way, and he really saw Fu Xinglin sitting pitifully on the stone steps at the door of his house.

At that moment, Cui Zhannan only felt his heart hurt like a needle.He didn't know when Fu Xinglin came or how long he had been here.He hadn't seen him when he went home before, and he thought the two of them probably missed it during that time.

Cui Zhannan went out to look for him, but he came here alone.

Fu Xinglin didn't seem to notice Cui Zhannan, he hugged his legs with his arms and buried his face in his knees, looking like a puppy abandoned by its owner.At the same time, Cui Zhannan also noticed the gauze wrapped around his hands.

At that moment, he spurned and cursed himself in his heart.He is really a bastard, how can he let his own people suffer this kind of crime and endure this kind of grievance?

Cui Zhannan unconsciously made a swallowing movement, walked lightly in front of Fu Xinglin as if he was afraid of disturbing the person in front of him, and stood still.

"Xinglin?"

The boy's slightly thin back trembled, and then he slowly raised his head.

There was no expression on Fu Xinglin's face, his complexion was not very good, showing a little paleness.Those beautiful eyes were dark and quiet at this moment, looking straight at him without any waves.

Cui Zhannan was so distressed that he squatted down quickly, raised his hand and touched the boy's head, and said softly, "Why are you sitting here? Why don't you go in?"

Fu Xinglin turned his face to look at the electronic lock on the door, and then turned his face again. His tone was not accusatory, but every word seemed to express his grievance: "I can't open it."

Cui Zhannan was stunned for a moment, and before he could speak, Fu Xinglin added: "You changed the password."

Only then did Cui Zhannan remember that he had changed the password out of anger.He hated that irrational self so much now.

Cui Zhannan repeatedly apologized: "I'm sorry Xinglin, I'm sorry...it's Brother Nan's fault. Come on, don't stay outside, hurry up and get inside. It's still cold today, how cold is it sitting on the floor? Get up quickly."

Fu Xinglin didn't insist, he followed Cui Zhannan's pull and stood up.He looked at Cui Zhannan for a moment, and asked in a low voice, "Are you still angry?"

Cui Zhannan was already full of guilt, but when Fu Xinglin asked him in such a pitiful tone, he couldn't remember any grudges or grievances.With a sigh, he cupped Fu Xinglin's face and kissed him lightly on the forehead.

"I should ask you this question."

Fu Xinglin's eyes flickered.

"Xinglin, I'm a person... I don't have a good temper. To be honest, few people around me can stand my temper. So sometimes if I say something bad or do something bad It doesn't necessarily come from my heart. Xinglin, I also regret what I said to you that was too much. I made you feel wronged."

Fu Xinglin was silent for a long time, and then said "um" softly: "I understand your character, I am not angry."

"Hey, our little Xinglin is so nice, why is he so nice? What a treasure..."

Fu Xinglin was teased by him and gradually smiled.With such a shallow smile, he looked as good as someone in a cartoon, Cui Zhannan heard the beating of his own heart.

It's great to finally get through this little crisis.To be honest, Cui Zhannan really missed the sweet time with Fu Xinglin before.

Fu Xinglin pursed his lower lip, glanced at the electronic lock on the door, and snorted softly: "Why did you change the password?"

Cui Zhannan was startled, and then felt a little embarrassed.He also couldn't tell the real reason, otherwise the atmosphere that was finally harmonious would be destroyed again.So he made up a nonsense reason: "I read a news that day that a thief could crack the combination lock based on the fingerprints left on the (Xiang Ah Xiang) face, so I changed it on a whim."

Cui Zhannan didn't blink when he said nonsense, Fu Xinglin was dubious, so he snorted and said it.

Cui Zhannan took Fu Xinglin's arm, walked to the door, and said with a smile, "Well, let's change the password again, and you change it. Then you record your fingerprints."

Fu Xinglin raised his eyebrows and did not object: "What password do you want to change?"

Cui Zhannan thought for a few seconds, glanced at Fu Xinglin's fair and tender side face, and grinned: "It's your birthday."

Fu Xinglin froze for a moment, then turned to look at him.

After changing the password and entering the house, Cui Zhannan became concerned about the injury on Fu Xinglin's hand.He held Fu Xinglin's injured right hand distressedly: "How did this happen?"

Hearing this, Fu Xinglin's eyes dimmed for a moment, and he said in a low voice, "It was scratched by a piece of glass in the bar last night."

Cui Zhannan froze for a moment, and the image of him pushing Fu Xinglin down suddenly popped up in his mind.I think it was scratched at that time.

Cui Zhannan regretted it all, quickly took Fu Xinglin's hand and kissed his wound, and looked at Fu Xinglin with regretful eyes: "I'm really sorry Xinglin, I'm so worthless, I..."

Fu Xinglin didn't let him finish the rest of the sentence, because he suddenly approached and gently kissed the man's lips.

Cui Zhannan was stunned for a moment, then hugged Fu Xinglin's waist tightly, deepening the long-lost kiss.

Fu Xinglin's heart was completely uncertain, but Cui Zhannan's distressed expression just now was so real.Any moment when he can feel that he is cherished by Cui Zhannan makes him infinitely moved.He couldn't resist this man at all.

It was not easy for the two to reconcile, so naturally they had to be gentle.After kissing Ben'er enough, Cui Zhannan's mind became active, but Fu Xinglin didn't answer and pushed him away gently.Cui Zhannan was a little dissatisfied with his desires, but he couldn't do anything about it.

After finally coaxing his wife well, it is natural to obey him in everything.

Cui Zhannan is the most courteous person, and now he is doing his best to Fu Xinglin.Fu Xinglin offered to cook for him, but Cui Zhannan didn't let him cook because he cared about his hands.

Seeing that Cui Zhannan wanted to take the initiative to cook, Fu Xinglin endured for a while before saying, "How about...let's order takeaway."

Cui Zhannan was also a little embarrassed.He hadn't done much work in the kitchen for a long time.On the one hand, his eldest and young master can't use the spatula for him, and on the other hand, he is usually very busy with work, so he doesn't have time to study how to cook.He is also showing gallantry to his superiors, and he wants to do everything.

So the two finally ordered takeaway to eat together.

While waiting for the takeaway, Fu Xinglin brought over the paper bag he was carrying earlier.Cui Zhannan took a look: "What is this?"

Fu Xinglin took out a jar inside: "I bought black tea for you. I saw it in a tea shop when I passed by. I think you should like it."

Cui Zhannan looked at Fu Xinglin's plain but very beautiful face, and his heart softened in a mess.Without saying a word, he stepped forward and hugged Fu Xinglin's waist from behind and kissed him on the side of the cheek:

"My wife is so kind to me."

Fu Xinglin smiled, raised his hand and touched the head on his shoulder behind him, and turned his face to touch his face.

Fu Xinglin boiled hot water, found out the tea set and planned to make a cup for Cui Zhannan.At this time, Cui Zhannan answered a call from the company, so Fu Xinglin was the only one left in the kitchen.He looked at the tea leaves in the cup that had been scalded by the boiling water, took out the medicine bottle from his pants pocket, and stared at it with straight eyes.

"Ding dong—" the doorbell rang suddenly.

"Come on, I'll open the door! The takeaway should be here!" After talking on the phone, Cui Zhannan ran over on his own initiative, as if Fu Xinglin was reluctant to move even a little bit, and he was a little silly in his hospitality.

Fu Xinglin stood at the door of the kitchen and looked at him, smiled, and gave a soft "hmm".

Cui Zhannan is very happy today.He never expected to be able to reconcile with Fu Xinglin so smoothly.And this kid doesn't seem to be as persistent as before, and he no longer clings to one thing.He made him tea and massaged his head, making him feel for a moment that there is no one better than Fu Xinglin in this world.

Cui Zhannan rested his head on Fu Xinglin's lap and closed his eyes comfortably.Feeling the strength of the boy's fingers, his heartbeat started to speed up from a little relief.

Cui Zhannan suddenly reached out and grabbed Fu Xinglin's hand, opened his eyes and looked at Fu Xinglin from bottom to top.He raised his hand to press down Fu Xinglin's neck and kissed him on the lips: "Xinglin, I miss you."

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I am so happy to pet cats every day~