make zero with tears

[One more: wash it clean]

Gu Heng relayed to Cui Zhannan what he said to Fu Xinglin that day in a mocking and contemptuous tone, with a strong meaning of revenge.

He looked at Cui Zhannan's uncertain face, which seemed to be holding back the monstrous anger, and felt extremely refreshed.

Cui Zhannan was unusually silent, always feeling as if he was listening to someone else's business.He didn't believe it. After Gu Heng said these words, his first reaction was to not believe it.He didn't believe that Fu Xinglin would do such a thing, it was impossible.

Gu Heng's expression was still calm, but there was a slight smugness in his eyes.

"I don't believe a word of what you said." Cui Zhannan looked into Gu Hang's eyes and said word by word, "Xing Lin would not treat me like this, and you don't want to try to sow discord between us."

The expression on Gu Heng's face froze for a moment, and then he snorted coldly: "Believe it or not. You are willing to deceive yourself, so what can I do?"

Cui Zhannan clenched his teeth, firmly suppressing the anger that was about to burst out of his body.He put his hands on the table, looked down at Gu Heng in front of him, and said in a deep voice:

"Gu Heng, stay away from Fu Xinglin, he is different from you. If you let me know that you approached him and said something, I think I might not be able to help but talk to Xue Zhanyang about my past with you. "

Gu Heng's expression changed: "How dare you!"

Cui Zhannan smiled viciously: "See if I dare or not." He took a deep breath, knowing that his rationality was about to be burnt by anger, but he still pretended to be calm, "Gu Heng, I didn't If I remember correctly, before you slept with me for the first time, I told you that I don’t want to talk about feelings with you. You knew what kind of person I am and the purpose of my approaching you, but you still agreed. So Aren’t you responsible for what kind of results you have later? You’re blaming me now, which is actually very unreasonable. Our mutual acquiesce is just a relationship for fun, and I can’t cater to you just because you are sincere. So Gu Heng, I don't owe you anything."

Gu Heng's face turned blue and then white, biting his lower lip tightly and staring at Cui Zhannan's eyes.

Cui Zhannan's expression was extremely indifferent: "But Gu Heng, I don't want to argue with you. Even if you want to blame me and hate me, I have no complaints. I have always been generous to those who have been with me, and I have enough tolerance. But Gu Heng, You shouldn't provoke Fu Xinglin, he is different from you."

Gu Hang straightened his neck, and laughed mockingly: "How is he different from me? Aren't they all poor people who are deceived by scum like you? I'm helping him."

"No." Cui Zhannan shook his head, "You're not helping him, you're just venting your jealousy, trying to transfer the pain you can't love to Xinglin, you think that's the only way to be fair." After a pause, " I am seriously in love with him, I care about him and cherish him, I don't want him to be hurt because of my past. I am very angry when you do this, but I can forgive you this time because of the past Please forget me as a scumbag, live your own life well, and don’t bother me and Xinglin again. Also, if there is any irreversible damage to my bodily functions due to the broken medicine you developed , I will definitely take you to court. You decide for yourself!"

Cui Zhannan gave Gu Heng a final cold look, turned around with a cold face and opened the door to leave.

Gu Heng sat in the chair, looking at the door swinging back and forth, his eyes slightly straightened.It was expected that he and Cui Zhannan would break up so badly in the end, but what he didn't expect was that Fu Xinglin held such a heavy place in Cui Zhannan's heart.

Every sentence of Cui Zhannan's "You are different from him" is like a hot slap on his face.In his words, he cherishes and loves Fu Xinglin, including defending Fu Xinglin even when he is furious. All these behaviors tell him: Cui Zhannan has changed.

He is no longer the heartless, messy scumbag he used to be. He has someone he really likes and someone he really cares about.He really likes Fu Xinglin, and it is very likely that, as he said, Fu Xinglin is really that... different person.

Feeling the coldness on his face, Gu Heng raised his hand and touched it lightly.Looking at the crystal tears on his fingers, Gu Heng smiled mockingly.

He has always had a keen mind, so he easily realized something that he couldn't believe but had to believe: Cui Zhannan may have fallen in love with Fu Xinglin.

Cui Zhannan may not even be aware of this matter, but... he will not tell him.He will not.

"Knock, knock!" There was a knock on the door, and the next patient came in, looking at Gu Heng cautiously.

Gu Heng immediately raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, raised his mask and looked at the person calmly, with only a slight tremor in his steady voice: "What disease?"

Cui Zhannan sat in the car and endured it for a while, then suddenly raised his hands and clenched his hands into fists and slammed the steering wheel several times.The piercing sound of car horns echoed in the empty parking lot, drawing people's attention.Cui Zhannan's dark eyes were filled with endless anger. He yanked the seat belt buckle and started the car.

***

While preparing for the robot competition, the educational app developed by the company is also running in an orderly manner.Xue Zhanyang is in contact with the education department, who is very interested in their product.Things got so busy that sometimes Fu Xinglin couldn't even go to class on time.Fortunately, he can keep up, but he has to pay more.

Today, I was busy at the company until the evening before leaving get off work.The message he sent to Cui Zhannan did not get a reply all day today. To be honest, he was quite worried and wanted to go home early to have a look.

However, one thing left and one thing right has been delayed until after eight o'clock before leaving.After leaving, he turned on his mobile phone, and the interface of chatting with Cui Zhannan was still stuck at the last sentence he sent after five o'clock:

[I may have to work overtime, buy something to eat in the evening, and eat on time. ]

Fu Xinglin frowned unconsciously looking at the phone interface.

Cui Zhannan has been very attentive to him these few days, even more than when he was chasing him back then.Both seem to cherish the rare moments of harmony.Therefore, Cui Zhannan always responded to Fu Xinglin's news in seconds. Even if he couldn't reply in time for some reason, he would explain it to him later.

Fu Xinglin liked the feeling of being with Cui Zhannan very much.

But today is unusual.Not to mention explaining, he didn't even reply.So after thinking about it, he opened the chat interface with another person.

[Is Zhannan in the company all day today? ]

The other party replied quickly, and the profile picture of a cute anime girl jumped out.

[No, Mr. Cui left after his lunch break, and has been away from the company in the afternoon. I don’t know where he went. ]

Fu Xinglin frowned, pursed his lips and put the phone away.Instead of taking the bus, he raised his hand to hail a taxi.He wanted to go home quickly and see Cui Zhannan, because he felt flustered at the moment.

At this time, the evening rush hour has passed, so Fu Xinglin will arrive soon.After getting off the car, he walked quickly to the door of Cui Zhannan's house, scanned his fingerprint skillfully, and pushed the door open.

Seeing the scene inside the room after opening the door, Fu Xinglin froze for a moment.He took a deep breath, entered the door with a calm face, and closed the door gently.

The house was in a mess, like a typhoon passing through.If he hadn't seen Cui Zhannan sitting on the sofa in the living room and smoking a cigarette with a gloomy face, Fu Xinglin would have thought his home had been burglarized.

He lifted his foot, stepped over the scattered newspapers on the ground and half of the broken glass lampshade, and walked in front of Cui Zhannan step by step.Cui Zhannan didn't even raise his head, as if he didn't see Fu Xinglin come back at all.

Fu Xinglin frowned, his eyes fixed on Cui Zhannan's face for a moment: "Brother Nan, what's wrong with this...?"

Cui Zhannan leaned half his body on the armrest of the sofa, his hair and clothes were all messed up, and he lost the delicacy of the past.He held a slender cigarette between the index finger and middle finger of his right hand, and put it to his mouth in mouthfuls, puffing in front of Fu Xinglin.The whole living room was filled with the choking smell of smoke, Fu Xinglin frowned a little.

Cui Zhannan's slovenly appearance revealed decadence and depression, which made Fu Xinglin's heart twitch.

"Brother Nan..."

"Fu Xinglin." Cui Zhannan took a deep breath and looked up at Fu Xinglin, "I'm treating you pretty well, right? Hmm? Although I didn't say my heart and soul, I have done my best to treat you. I have never treated anyone So patient and so tolerant, you are still not satisfied, are you?"

Fu Xinglin turned pale: "What do you mean by that?"

Cui Zhannan sat up straighter, spit out the smoke and pressed the cigarette butt in his hand on the coffee table, and looked at the man with the same ugly face with his bloodshot eyes for a moment.

Fu Xinglin felt that the man in front of him was as strange as if he had never known him before.

"Fu Xinglin, what I, Cui Zhannan, hate most in my life is when others misunderstand me. I don't bother to explain to others. Usually, what other people think I am, I will really prove the crime as he wishes. I am doing what I do. To be honest, I will not deny what I have done, I will bear it. But if you want to accuse me, then I will definitely become what you think. "

Cui Zhannan got up from the sofa, stood in front of Fu Xinglin, and stared into Fu Xinglin's eyes without fear.Then he took out his mobile phone in front of Fu Xinglin, and called someone randomly from the address book.The call was connected quickly.

Because they were very close, Fu Xinglin immediately heard the soft and coquettish voice of the boy in the receiver: "Brother Nan, do you still remember to call me?"

Fu Xinglin's face turned cold, his eyes were full of frost, and he looked at Cui Zhannan as if he wanted to kill someone.

Cui Zhannan also looked at Fu Xinglin, but he was speaking to the person on the phone.

"Alan, at ten o'clock in a while, get a room at Yuming Hotel, and then send me the room number."

Fu Xinglin's breathing was heavy for a moment, and the veins on his neck protruded.

The person on the phone didn't hesitate for a moment, and said sweetly: "Okay, I'll wait for you~"

Cui Zhannan pulled his lips and smiled viciously, still looking into Fu Xinglin's eyes without blinking, and said in a frivolous and ambiguous tone: "Wash it up."

Fu Xinglin finally couldn't bear it anymore, and slapped the phone in Cui Zhannan's hand away with one hand.The screen of the phone shattered instantly when it hit the wall, and then went completely black.

Immediately afterwards, Fu Xinglin bent Cui Zhannan's slender neck tightly with one hand into the shape of an eagle's claw, and slammed him onto the sofa behind him.

"Cui Zhannan, you fucking court death!"

[Second update: We break up]

Fu Xinglin used his strength this time, and Cui Zhannan immediately felt the tighter and tighter force around his neck.He began to have difficulty breathing.

If it was an ordinary person at this time, his legs would be weak in fear, but Cui Zhannan was not an ordinary person after all, he was angry now except for anger.So he raised his leg and kicked Fu Xinglin's lower body fiercely in this posture, and grabbed Fu Xinglin's short hair with both hands and lifted it fiercely.

Men are naturally very wary of kicking their lower body, so Fu Xinglin immediately stepped aside.When he wanted to change his posture to suppress Cui Zhannan, he found that this person had escaped his control by taking advantage of the situation, and pushed him away violently.

Fu Xinglin knew that he had used all his strength.

Cui Zhannan got up quickly and kicked Fu Xinglin, who was standing unsteadily, to the ground.The sofa area in the living room is not too big, and two big men who are more than 1.8 meters tall really can't fight.Cui Zhannan also took advantage of this and trapped Fu Xinglin on the floor between the coffee table and the sofa, making him unable to get up for a while.

Cui Zhannan just stood in front of Fu Xinglin, looking down at him like he was looking at an ant.Fu Xinglin only felt throbbing pains in his chest, as if someone had pierced him with a long sword.

Then he heard Cui Zhannan's extremely quiet voice say to him: "Fu Xinglin, we broke up."

It's not "let's break up", but a unilateral decision "we're breaking up".Cui Zhannan didn't ask for his opinion, nor did he discuss it with him, so he had already hammered the future of the two of them.Fu Xinglin only felt that his limbs were cold, and the blood in his body seemed to flow backwards. At that moment, he even forgot to breathe, and there was only a continuous humming in his ears.

The atmosphere was silent for a few seconds, and Fu Xinglin didn't know where the strength came from, but he stood up dangling while supporting the floor under him.A pair of blood-red eyes fixedly stared at Cui Zhannan, like a ghost climbing up from hell.

"You're dreaming!" Fu Xinglin took a deep breath, as if he was afraid that the excessive breathing would hurt his internal organs, "Three months are up, are you getting bored with me? Let me tell you Cui Zhannan, I'm not the people you met before, don't even think about getting rid of me completely! You came to provoke me first, so don't even think about getting out!"

Fu Xinglin's voice became louder and louder, and the last sentence was no different from a roar.However, the person he yelled at - Cui Zhannan, still had an expression of indifference, as indifferent as a stranger.Fu Xinglin couldn't help but began to wonder if someone was pretending to be Cui Zhannan. This person might not be Cui Zhannan at all.Otherwise, how could it be possible that the person who smiled and talked sweetly to him yesterday would become what he is now? !

What went wrong?

Cui Zhannan quietly looked at Fu Xinglin, who seemed to be going crazy, and at this moment, he was still in the mood to appreciate the different side of this beautiful boy.Fu Xinglin's eyes were red with tears, his neck and ears were all red from the emotional agitation, but his lips were pale again.His breathing rate was disordered, and his chest heaved up and down uncontrollably, as if he had suffered some great grievance.

Cui Zhannan thought, this is probably the so-called "broken feeling".Although Fu Xinglin is a jerk, it doesn't prevent him from being a beauty.

Cui Zhannan quietly looked into Fu Xinglin's eyes, and gently pulled his lower lip.He didn't speak, but turned around and took out something from the crack of the sofa and smashed it on Fu Xinglin's face.Fu Xinglin couldn't dodge in time, and was hit squarely by the unknown object, causing pain in his forehead.

The thing rolled down at his feet, and when he looked down, all the blood on his face faded away.He couldn't be more familiar with this thing, after all, he had held this small medicine bottle in his hand and looked at it for a long time.Fu Xinglin immediately raised his face, looked at Cui Zhannan's cold face and shook his head: "Brother Nan, you misunderstood, I didn't..."

"You don't have anything?" Cui Zhannan smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, "Did you not believe me, didn't you listen to Gu Hang's slander, didn't you drug me to control me?"

Fu Xinglin's figure shook.He suddenly became afraid, and that panic eroded his heart instantly.He stepped forward in two steps, trying to grab Cui Zhannan's hand, but Cui Zhannan dodged it.Fu Xinglin's face turned pale for a moment, and he looked at Cui Zhannan's face covered with frost for a moment, and hurriedly explained:

"I really don't have Brother Nan. The origin of this medicine is unknown. How dare I give it to you casually? I, I was in a daze at the time. I admit that I thought that way, but I never did it! I never did!"

Cui Zhannan only felt that his heart was falling all the time. For the first time, he felt disappointed with Fu Xinglin.

Cui Zhannan knocked Fu Xinglin away with his shoulder, bent forward and picked up the medicine bottle on the ground, then unscrewed the lid roughly, lifted the medicine bottle to Fu Xinglin's eyes, and said viciously: "Then tell me, the plastic seal of the medicine bottle Why was it torn apart?!"

Fu Xinglin was startled, then became anxious.He knew that Cui Zhannan might not believe how he explained things now, but he still wanted to explain.

"I ripped it open because I wanted it to be tested. I wanted to check what it was, or what the drug was! But then it went away because I didn't want to tie you up like that Brother Nan, I guarantee that I only took one grain out of it, and I put it back right away! I never used it for you! You believe me!"

"Fu Xinglin, do you think I will trust you again?"

"Brother Nan..."

"Enough." Cui Zhannan threw the medicine bottle in his hand on the sofa, his eyes were full of exhaustion, "Fu Xinglin, I have coaxed you enough, and all my patience is almost exhausted. I think I am good enough for you But in the end, you still want to collude with outsiders to harm me by drugging me, you really make me feel chilling."

Cui Zhannan closed his eyes and said in a deep voice, "Let's break up, I've had enough of you."

Fu Xinglin looked at Cui Zhannan with a pale face, and suddenly felt that language is really a sharp weapon to hurt people.Every word Cui Zhannan said turned into an invisible sword, stabbing at random in his already wounded heart.He felt that his heart might have turned into a puddle of invisible flesh.He couldn't even feel the pain.

Just when the two were at a stalemate, the landline in the living room suddenly rang.The two of them stood still at first, and then Fu Xinglin, who was still the closest, walked over with heavy legs and picked up the microphone to answer.Before he could speak, the person on the phone said first:

"Brother Nan, why can't you get through on your mobile phone? Fortunately, I left the number of your landline. I have arrived at the hotel now, 6024 on the sixth floor, come quickly!"

Cui Zhannan didn't know who was calling, and he didn't know what the people on the phone said.He only saw a slight change in Fu Xinglin's expression.Those eyes, which were full of panic and despair just now, have sunk a little bit now, as black as a bottomless hole.Obviously nothing changed, but he just felt that the aura around Fu Xinglin had changed.Cui Zhannan swallowed unconsciously, and an inexplicable sense of crisis lingered in his heart.

He saw that Fu Xinglin didn't say a word, and slowly put down the phone receiver.He just stood there in silence for a while, and then he said, "You hate me for trying to drug you, what about you?" Fu Xinglin turned to look at him after he finished speaking.

The dead silence on his face is generally unsettling.

Cui Zhannan frowned.

Fu Xinglin stepped up and walked towards him, then knelt down and found a box of medicine from the storage drawer of the coffee table.Cui Zhannan felt familiar, and then seemed to think of something, and the expression on his face changed unpredictable.It was an eerie mix of embarrassment and shock.

Fu Xinglin pinched the thin medicine box with his slender fingers, and said expressionlessly: "If I don't agree to your pursuit, are you going to give me medicine? Huh? What right do you have to be angry? Cui Zhannan? I learned it all from you."

Cui Zhannan's face was ugly: "When did you know?"

Fu Xinglin smiled: "That friend of yours, He Kaiwen, just talked about everything after drinking a little wine."

Cui Zhannan: "..."

Fu Xinglin looked at Cui Zhannan quietly with dark eyes: "Only state officials are allowed to set fires, but ordinary people are not allowed to light lamps?"

"I was just thinking about it, and I didn't really use it for you." Cui Zhannan paused after speaking, and then stopped talking.

After being silent for a while, Cui Zhannan continued as if he was wronged: "These two things can't be compared at all. I just thought about it and didn't do anything. But what about you? It's not that I really believe you because you said you didn't do it. There was something wrong with the tea you gave me that day, right? Otherwise, how would you explain what happened to me later?"

Fu Xinglin still looked at Cui Zhannan calmly, as if he didn't want to explain anymore.He raised his chin slightly, holding the medicine box behind his back.

"Cui Zhannan, don't justify yourself anymore, and don't try to put the blame on me. You are like what your predecessors said, you will get tired of it when the time is almost up. You are just trying to find a decent reason for yourself. But Cui Zhannan, if you think you can get rid of me like this, then you are too naive. I am not as easy to deal with as they are, and I am not them either."

Fu Xinglin took a step forward every time he said a word, and when he finished the last sentence, he had already stood in front of Cui Zhannan.In order not to embarrass himself, Cui Zhannan stood still without flinching, even though he had already noticed that Fu Xinglin was abnormal...

Fu Xinglin looked into his eyes and smiled for a moment: "Cui Zhannan, your days are coming to an end."

"What are you talking about... um!"

The boy who was smiling faintly one second, suddenly leaned forward the next second, and tightly covered Cui Zhannan's mouth with his right hand.Because he is talking, his mouth is open.He felt something in Fu Xinglin's palm was sent into his mouth.All of a sudden, his eyes changed in panic.

While struggling, Cui Zhannan saw the medicine box that fell on the ground. It was the one that Fu Xinglin was holding in his hand just now. He Kaiwen gave him the "panacea" to fix the person in front of him.At this moment, it was clearly visible that one was missing from the fallen medicine tablet.

He opened his eyes wide and looked at Fu Xinglin, and suddenly began to struggle violently.However, Fu Xinglin didn't know where he got the strength to push him down on the carpet and suppress him firmly, forcing him to swallow the pills.

Fu Xinglin's expression was terrifying, his calmness was so chilling.He saw Fu Xinglin hooked his lower lip and smiled without warmth:

"Although I don't know why you have a problem, it doesn't matter. Because you will never use it again in this life."

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In the next chapter, Cui Zhanan is about to dedicate a delicate daisy to classmate Fu~