absolute temptation

In fact, even Shen Haoyun himself doesn't know why he likes Ding Lei...

Maybe it's because of his indifferent personality. Since he was a child, Shen Haoyun didn't like to deal with others, he didn't like to have in-depth contact with others, and he never paid attention to people who didn't need to be remembered.

To be honest, Ding Lei's first impression of him was not good. Shen Haoyun hated noisy people, but Ding Lei came up to talk to him when he was in the military training, and he kept talking and asking.The scorching sun was in the sky, and there was another person chattering non-stop next to his ear, which made Shen Haoyun feel very headache.

Military training was actually nothing to him, but Huang Qing couldn't help finding fault.For Huang Qing, Shen Haoyun really didn't bother to pay attention, because he found it troublesome.The intensity of the military training was much higher than that of others, and the legs trembled slightly for the first time, which made Shen Haoyun a little uncomfortable, especially when he found Ding Lei on his back and paused and cautiously for a moment, Shen Haoyun felt inexplicably embarrassed. He, did you find out? ...

One month into school, Shen Haoyun has never seen Ding Lei since the day he beat Huang Qing during the military training. There are nearly 3 people on the campus, and they are not in the same major. possible.

When I saw Ding Lei again, it was he who was taking the girl on the bus back to school. That time, Shen Haoyun noticed the girl's kindness to him and Ding Lei's dislike for him.

Ding Lei hated him, it didn't matter to Shen Haoyun, but what happened next, Shen Haoyun couldn't figure it out, Ding Lei obviously hated him, so why did he come to approach him again.

Every day, no matter how much displeasure he expressed from Shen Haoyun, Ding Lei didn't seem to notice it. As long as I have time, I still come to the classroom to find him, follow him to class, and eat with him.

In the end, Shen Haoyun had no choice but to be too lazy to take care of Ding Lei.

However, he really didn't expect that Ding Lei and him were friends, not just for fun, Ding Lei would brave the rain to bring him dinner, and Ding Lei would take him out from time to time to find those snack bars that he had never been to.

He himself didn't know why he paid attention to these details. Perhaps Ding Lei brought Chen Xue to school again. When he saw Ding Lei let Chen Xue walk on the side of the road that was safer, Shen Haoyun suddenly realized that in fact, every time he and Ding Lei walked in the When we were together, Ding Lei always did the same...

Realizing this, Shen Haoyun suddenly felt a little uncomfortable staying with Ding Lei.

He knew that the way he looked at Ding Lei had changed, maybe as Ding Lei said, Shen Haoyun already regarded Ding Lei as a good brother?

The moment Ding Lei subconsciously denied that Chen Xue was his girlfriend on the basketball court, Shen Haoyun couldn't help being happy...

At the moment when he started running on the sports field, Ding Lei suddenly grabbed him, and Shen Haoyun was stunned by the overflowing worry...

When meeting Ding Lei at the bar, Shen Haoyun was actually not happy because he knew exactly why he came to the bar...

On his birthday, because he didn't know Ding Lei's contact information, he asked his classmate He Shao to invite Ding Lei, but on the same day, he received the news that Ding Lei could not come with his girlfriend... At that moment, the jealousy overflowing in his heart made Shen Haoyun breathless, he It's ridiculous that Shen Haoyun would be jealous, jealous of a girl who likes him!The veil that was torn from the originally vague emotions at this moment became transparent.At some point, he actually fell in love with this man who always tried to make him happy, always cares about him inadvertently, he fell in love with a man...

Isn't this kind of relationship doomed to be impossible...

It's nothing to like a man, not to mention that this man also has a girl he likes very much. He laughed at himself and planned to hide this love in his heart, but he couldn't match the expression of that man hugging the cake and apologizing.

He didn't want to see that person touch others, and he actually made wrong hints to Chen Xue, as long as Chen Xue remained obsessed with him, as long as Chen Xue didn't look back at that person, it would be fine.

Thinking this way, he did the same thing, but never thought that Ding Lei, who has always been smiling, would be so angry and questioned like that. In his heart, the uncontrollable pain oppressed Shen Haoyun so much that he couldn't breathe. He thought he was indifferent enough, but his indifference was Under the scolding of this person, it was completely shattered.

Why do you like her and you come to blame me?What is that woman?Isn't she squandering your likes wantonly just to get close to me?Why would you like a nice woman who can't see you, but not me? !

I, Shen Haoyun, will never allow it!

After agreeing to Ding Lei's invitation to go to Huangshan, looking at Ding Lei who was eating chocolate and smiling silly, Shen Haoyun suddenly wanted to kiss him.

He kissed Ding Lei as a joke, he wanted to know Ding Lei's expression, was it disgust?Confused?Is it surprise?

But he was wrong. He didn't expect that Ding Lei would come back with a kiss. He was so surprised that he subconsciously stepped back, but Ding Lei followed closely. Ding Lei's dark eyes reflected his appearance, and his staring eyes made Shen Haoyun dizzy He raised his head and raised his hand to respond, and what he got was Ding Lei's enthusiastic lips and she entangled and hugged tightly.

He didn't understand why it happened like this, but he didn't want to think about it either.Since Ding Lei is not indifferent to him, then Shen Haoyun will never let him go.

He didn't talk to Ding Lei, and deliberately made Ding Lei anxious. He knew that Ding Lei liked to see his rare expressions, so he deliberately lured Ding Lei to approach infinitely, and guided the confused Ding Lei to say those words.

Maybe Chen Xue's phone call was an opportunity. Ding Lei came to approach him because of Chen Xue's request. He understood this kind of thing when he saw Chen Xue again. After getting along with Ding Lei for so long, what kind of person Ding Lei is? If you don't know, it's impossible.Even if Ding Lei started with a purpose, so what?Shen Haoyun can be sure that when Ding Lei gets along with him, there is no trace of falsehood.

As for why he said, "If you still want to be a brother, don't have a purpose next time. I, Shen Haoyun, have always hated this." In this case, Shen Haoyun thought, he would still be angry. I thought it was the same thing, but I was really sure Ding Lei really tried to get close to him for that Chen Xue at first, but Shen Haoyun still felt very uncomfortable.

It is impossible for Ding Lei not to like Chen Xue, and Shen Haoyun does not believe that Ding Lei's tenderness towards him is fake.He desperately wants Ding Lei to only think about him, he desperately wants Ding Lei to forget Chen Xue, he thinks that he, Shen Haoyun, hasn't degenerated enough to share Ding Lei's liking with a girl, what he wants has always been the only one.

However, feelings never change according to your wishes. He never thought that Ding Lei would actually fall off the cliff. He never thought that he might not be able to tell that person how he likes him. He never thought about it. What would happen to Ding Lei if he could never see him again.

"Ding Lei, I like you, I like you."

Forget it, life is fickle, you can never know what you will encounter in the next moment, at least, tell Ding Lei what he likes now, at least you will not regret it.

Looking at Ding Lei who was wiping away tears for him, with red eyes and hoarse voice, Shen Haoyun suddenly felt that he could wait slowly until Ding Lei forgot about Chen Xue and Ding Lei belonged to him completely.