absolute temptation

lovelive

Ding Lei was startled by Shen Haoyun's cold-bloodedness towards Chen Xue.

Ding Lei did not expect Shen Haoyun's family to know about the two of them.Looking at Shen Haoyun, whose expression was still the same as usual, Ding Lei suddenly didn't know what to ask.

What can Shen Haoyun's family say?Even if Shen Haoyun wasn't the only son of such a family, even if he was just a child of an ordinary family, his father would definitely not agree to Shen Haoyun being with a boy...

Yes, I have been deliberately ignoring this problem before. When kissing and hugging Shen Haoyun, Ding Lei never thought about what is wrong with the two boys together, and deliberately treated the relationship between the two as a normal relationship between men and women.

Because he knows how people view homosexuality in this era...he can also guess how his parents will react when they know he likes a man...more clearly, when he thinks about these issues, he will hesitate and stagnate forward.

He didn't think about all the problems. He didn't think about all the problems that he would encounter after being with Shen Haoyun, such as Chen Xue, friends, and more importantly, his parents who gave too much for him.

Ding Lei thinks he is not a slow-witted person. Although he seems to be careless in doing things, he has always thought about many things before doing them. But since he met Shen Haoyun, Ding Lei seems to be unable to control himself. What? He didn't even think about it, didn't think about anything, he just wanted to get closer, to be close.

Shen Haoyun has a fatal temptation for him, he can't help himself, he wants to love him, wants him to only look at himself, wants to hug him and own him desperately.

But in the end, he who didn't think about these issues showed disrespect for Shen Haoyun.Because Ding Lei can't deny that when he hugged Shen Haoyun back then, he didn't think of just having a happy memory, how many college loves can last forever...

Ding Lei didn't speak, Shen Haoyun could probably guess what he was thinking, looking up at the dim ceiling, Shen Haoyun asked in a low voice: "Ding Lei, do you want to leave?"

The seemingly calm words, I am afraid that only Shen Haoyun knows how scared he is to know the answer, he will be afraid, he will also struggle, no matter how mature and indifferent he looks, he is only nineteen years old in the same year as Ding Lei only 20 years old...

leave?He never thought, he never thought about what would happen to him without Shen Haoyun.But he never thought that the relationship between him and Shen Haoyun could last for a long time...

Ding Lei, who lowered his head and thought about these things, inadvertently saw Shen Haoyun's clenched fists, his thoughts suddenly formed a net in a mess, and the net became tighter and tighter, reaching his heart. After a dull pain, the feeling of heartache spread To the whole body, the pain was so painful that the whole body couldn't help shaking.

He thought of Shen Haoyun's impatience the first time he spoke to Shen Haoyun, he remembered Shen Haoyun's frowning frown when he followed him to the small noodle restaurant for the first time, he remembered Shen Haoyun's smile when he bought dinner for Shen Haoyun and sent it to him at the train station. When Shen Haoyun bought a cake, he remembered that he suddenly grabbed Shen Haoyun during the race, Shen Haoyun's astonished expression, remembered the night when Shen Haoyun slept with Shen Haoyun at home, and remembered the tears that Shen Haoyun shed quietly...

I can't let it go, it's impossible to let it go for the rest of my life... Everything about Shen Haoyun is engraved deep into my heart, and I can't forget it, let alone forget it.

I like Shen Haoyun, I really fucking like it, what did Shen Haoyun do wrong to Chen Xue, so what, who did Shen Haoyun hurt, it would be good if he helped to make up for those mistakes, why should he be like a questioning To get to the bottom of it, let Shen Haoyun tell all the reasons?What's more, a large part of the damage Chen Xue suffered was caused by Ding Lei...

He didn't know how they would react when he told his parents that they had found a son-in-law for them, but he knew that he would never, ever want to lose Shen Haoyun.

Stepping forward and hugging Shen Haoyun tightly, Ding Lei felt a little unspeakably uncomfortable, whispering Shen Haoyun's name in a low voice, Ding Lei pretended to smile and said: "Hey, what did you and your father talk about? Tell me about it." Maybe someday I can learn from it when I talk about this with my dad!"

I am with you, even if my parents object to me,

Shen Haoyun understood the meaning of Ding Lei's words, and he also understood it. All the anxiety in his heart seemed to disappear, and Shen Haoyun couldn't help laughing.

Raising his hand to hug Ding Lei back, Shen Haoyun smiled lightly and said, "He asked me to leave you."

"Hey, he let you leave me without even seeing me? How kind I am, how much I love you, and what a loss it is not to let you be with me! By the way, how did you answer?"

Close your eyes and listen quietly to Ding Lei's whispering words, Shen Haoyun gently leaned on Ding Lei's shoulder, and said: "I say it's impossible, and it's impossible for a lifetime." Feeling Ding Lei's hands tightly hugging her, Shen Haoyun said softly Said: "I said, even if I leave this home, I don't want to leave him."

The throbbing pain in his heart made Ding Lei's eyes turn red. He knew it couldn't be that simple. Shen Haoyun said that it was absolutely impossible for him to be taken home for a few days, but he didn't know anything...

Biting Shen Haoyun's earlobe lightly, Ding Lei sighed in a low voice: "Your school grass is so stupid, if it were me, I wouldn't say that."

"Then what do you say?"

Shen Haoyun's calm and indifferent voice in his ear was full of warmth at the moment, and Ding Lei liked to hear it very much.

Smacking his lips, Ding Lei sighed: "I, I will tell my dad, 'I brought you a son back, is your old man still not happy? Beat up."

"Will you be beaten?"

"Don't worry, I grew up under the fists when I was a child, and I'm used to it. Every time he gets beaten up, he calms down. I, it's also because of the incident in the third year of junior high that I haven't been beaten again."

"What happened to the third grade?"

"I was ignorant at that time, so I went to be a gangster. At that time, I was stabbed in a gang fight with him and almost died." Shrugging his shoulders as if it was no big deal, Ding Lei changed the subject and said: "Hao Yun Ah, let's take a shower, okay, this hotel is too much, the air conditioner is so low."

Holding Shen Haoyun in his arms was very warm, but he couldn't stop his body from feeling cold, and there was no dry place on his body, so Ding Lei couldn't help sneezing.

When Ding Lei said this, Shen Haoyun remembered that Ding Lei was still dripping wet until now, so he hurriedly let go of Ding Lei, frowned and said, "You just took off the plaster cast, I asked you to take a bath first."

"It's okay, it's the same for washing now," Ding Lei said as he walked up to grab Shen Haoyun's hand, and said as he walked, "You're soaked too, and you slept in wet clothes just now, let's wash together."

After finishing speaking, she smiled obscenely: "It's not like I haven't seen it before... It just so happened that my plaster was removed, so we wash it together, and we together..."

The bathroom of a high-end hotel is different. The bathtub is placed in the middle of the bathroom. There is a shelf in the shape of a staircase on the left side of the bathtub, and four stacked towels are neatly arranged on it. The faucet shower is on the right side, and the toiletries are placed on both sides , There are many shells under the toiletries.

They said they came in to take a shower with Shen Haoyun, but it was such a late night, everyone was tired after such a night, so Shen Haoyun was allowed to soak in the bathtub while Ding Lei stood beside the shower to wash his hair and scrub.

Shen Haoyun, who was lying in the bathtub, looked at Ding Lei, whose head was full of foam, his back was turned to him, and his eyes were closed and he lowered his head to flush the water. He felt an indescribable peace and tranquility in his heart. Looking down, he saw a slender piece on Ding Lei's back. At first glance, he saw the scar that was stabbed by a sharp weapon. He saw it when he helped Ding Lei take a bath in the hospital.

At some point, Shen Haoyun came out of the bathtub, approached behind Ding Lei, and gently stroked Ding Lei's scar.

Suddenly being touched by someone, Ding Lei couldn't help shaking, and was about to tease Shen Haoyun, but felt that the place Shen Haoyun touched was his own scar.

"Will it still hurt?"

Hearing Shen Haoyun's voice behind him, Ding Lei, who was made a little itchy by Shen Haoyun, smiled and turned around and grabbed Shen Haoyun's hand: "It doesn't hurt anymore, it just feels a little numb when you press hard."

The moment he turned around, Ding Lei knew something was wrong. He originally wanted to turn his back on Shen Haoyun, and he could hold back the impulse in his heart without looking at Shen Haoyun's appearance, but Shen Haoyun came to approach by himself...

Looking at Shen Haoyun who was close at hand without any cover on his body, Ding Lei swallowed...