[Net King] Cherry Blossom Years
Chapter 54
On the other side, Tezuka and Rukawa Sakura walked side by side on the way back.
Tezuka is almost 1.8 meters tall. Looking down at Rukawa Sakura who is 1.6 meters three by her side, her delicate side face looks radiant, quiet and beautiful.
As if noticing Tezuka's gaze, Sakura Rukawa raised her head to look at him, revealing her fair and graceful neck, as elegant as a beautiful and noble white swan.
Tezuka looked sideways.
Rukawa Sakura smiled, "What's wrong?"
"It's nothing." Tezuka pushed his glasses, "You seem to have changed a lot."
"Hair?" Rukawa Sakura looked at Tezuka's iconic gesture of pushing his glasses to express his embarrassment.
"No, in general."
"Because...it seems to have figured out something suddenly." Sakura Rukawa said slowly, looking at the cherry blossoms falling beside the road.
"I have been working hard on many things, maybe everything, and I have never felt tired after getting used to it. But I don't like to show my sharpness, because people at the top will be lonely. I have never been afraid of loneliness , but I don't like other people's attention and take it for granted. In this way, they will take it for granted no matter how hard or tired I am. I will still care about other people's eyes after all. I will also escape. Nothing in this world should be Of course.
"I do what I want to fill my life. All I want is to be simple and to walk freely.
I'm not the one at the top.I am not afraid of hard work, but I am afraid that after doing too much, it will become a matter of course.
"I have been precocious since I was a child. There are many people, things, and feelings. I don't want to believe them. I don't like cheating, betrayal, or being forgotten. I have always been so contradictory. I seldom examine myself, and I don’t give myself that time to look at myself, even if I can be perfect, I try to leave some flaws as much as possible to prove that I am only a little bit better, which is acceptable.
"I hate cheating, but I've been cheating my heart. For many years, this me seems to be the most real me, but it seems that I have never been real.
"Now I don't think about what I have and what I don't have, but when I was a child, I thought about a lot. My parents left me when I was less than five years old, and I haven't been back a few times. In fact, I They all remember very clearly that their relationship was not good before they left. I thought it would be a matter of time before their relationship broke down. They rarely cared about me and my brother, so maybe my brother has been very indifferent since he was a child.
"My future can only depend on myself. I have always thought this way since I was a child, so I made myself outstanding. Maybe, I suddenly wanted to face myself. Because Teacher Qingchuan said that my paintings will be exhibited in the art exhibition .If I don't face up to my heart, I am not qualified to be like that. It has nothing to do with painting, it is an attitude.
"Every time I paint, I have nothing to worry about, and I use the purest self. This feeling is actually quite good. If you don't paint with your heart, you can't paint excellent works. The reason why I Learning to paint is to feel the comfortable and true self. It is incredible that when I pick up the paintbrush, the six roots become pure. Maybe, I am really talented. Inject the purest and most real into the painting You don’t need to see through your heart, just feel it.”
Rukawa Sakura stopped, "I feel that Hikaru can understand, so I said so much without knowing it."
For the first time Tezuka felt clumsy and didn't know what to say.It seemed that it was the first time for her to reveal her heart in front of him like this, straightforward and thorough, he could clearly see it, and it was within reach.And that heart was placed where he could touch it, but he didn't know what to do with it.
Indeed, she has been very mature since she was a child, making him unable to see through her.She seems to have been hazy as if she is an unreal existence, which is untouchable.There is always a layer of mystery surrounding her.But it is undeniable that she is a reliable friend who can be trusted and entrusted to her heart.
For many years, only she understood the depths of his heart, when he himself hadn't seen it through.It seems to have surpassed the existence of tacit understanding.She was there early for him, encouraging him, understanding him, helping him, smiling at him.And he didn't know what he could do for her, and he couldn't give her any comfort and understanding.
She can go deep into his heart and do all kinds of things when he doesn't say anything, but he can only face her but can't catch her, let alone do everything she did to him.She could understand her, but at the same time, he couldn't.
He has annoyed himself, resented himself.That feeling of powerlessness is unbearable.But he couldn't give anything in return.
Now, she puts her heart in front of herself, but she doesn't know what to do.Telling him such words is already an existence beyond trust.
The two walked silently.
"Sakura——" Tezuka had already seen the door of the house not far away, and felt that if he didn't say anything, he would never have another chance. It was a feeling that he had lost his chance all his life, and he would regret it for the rest of his life.Facing his childhood sweetheart, he would hate even a little bit of estrangement, and he didn't want to let it happen even if there was any chance of estrangement.
Rukawa Sakura stopped and looked up at Tezuka.
Tezuka opened his lips slightly, but couldn't say anything.A trace of annoyance flashed in his eyes, and his eyes dimmed slightly.
The clear breath came oncoming.Rukawa Sakura was stunned.
Tezuka's embrace was not as cold as his temperament, but a very warm feeling.On the contrary, it was her who gave people a very warm feeling, but her body was rather cold, obviously she was born in summer.Probably the physique of the Rukawa family is like this, and Rukawa Feng also has a cold physique.It is also the same when doing basketball practice, with a T-shirt inside and a vest outside, even for summer training.
Tezuka didn't know if this was impulsive, but he suddenly wanted to give her a hug.A blush flashed imperceptibly on his always cold face, and his eyes were dark, filled with unknown emotions.
Ah Guang, you are an idiot.
Rukawa Sakura understands Tezuka's temperament, so she knows that he is not good at words, so she can only tell her his understanding and silent comfort in this way.This answer, she felt, was probably the best response he could give.
She stretched out her arms to hug him back, put them around her waist, and smiled slightly.
Tezuka's face was soft, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised.A shallow smile.
"Dad! Dad!" Tezuka's mother ran over in a panic.
Grandpa Tezuka maintained his usual cold and serious expression, "Ayana, what's going on, in a panic?"
"I'm sorry, Dad! But you'd better come out with me quickly, or it will be too late! Hikari and Sakura are hugging each other!" Tezuka's mother obviously spoke very fast, and her emotions were also very excited.
"What's all the fuss about?" Grandpa Tezuka frowned.But suddenly, the teacup in his hand fell to the ground, "What?! What did you just say? Kunimitsu and Sakura?! Quick! Quick! Where is it? Tell me!"
"Yes! Dad! Please follow me into the yard!"
The two emotional elders hid in the yard, secretly smiling and pointing at the two people who were embracing each other not far away.
Well done!Guoguang!As expected of me, Tezuka Kuniichi's grandson!Grandpa Tezuka's eyes widened, and he almost looked up to the sky and laughed.
Tezuka's mother smiled openly, took out the camera and "clicked" and it was a picture!Mama Tezuka!By the way, when did you get the camera!Are you moving too fast? !ah? !
Grandpa Tezuka watched his daughter-in-law's actions and gave a thumbs up, "Well done, Ayana!"
Rukawa heaven!You old man!Ha ha!In the end, I still won!I've said it a long time ago, Sakura is destined to belong to the Tezuka family!Just regret it, be jealous, be angry!Hahaha!
Tezuka's mother smiled brightly, ah, I've always been worried that Hikari would not be enlightened and would not be able to get a girlfriend, it seems... In fact, Hikari is very good!Don't worry at all!As expected of my son!
Grandpa Rukawa who was far away in Kanagawa sneezed, what happened?I have a bad feeling...Could it be—old man Tezuka is plotting against me again? !
Grandpa Rukawa!Your senses are so keen!One word to describe you is "the truth"!
Rukawa Kaede, do you have the feeling that "after all the hard work, it's just one move away"?The "wolf" in Kanagawa makes you miss it, but Tokyo still has it!
"Ah Guang—"
Tezuka let go of his hand, started to push his glasses again, looked sideways at the cherry blossoms on the side of the road, his face flushed slightly.
Rukawa Sakura wasn't embarrassed, she still smiled as usual.Anyway, A-Guang has always been shy, and when she sees him pushing his glasses to hide something in embarrassment or embarrassment, she actually has a bad taste.
"Here we come! We come!" The two elders looked at the approaching two people and hurried away!
The two walked into the gate of Tezuka House.
"Hey?! Sakura, are you here?" Mama Tezuka, you are an actress!The expression on his face is really true!Are you "surprised" or "happy"?
"Auntie Caicai, hello, I'm here to disturb you again."
"Ah, it's okay, it's good to bother you! If Sakura comes, I'll be too happy!" Tezuka's mother laughed.
"?" Tezuka and Rukawa Sakura looked at each other.
"Come in quickly."
Rukawa Sakura smiled and nodded, "Where's Grandpa Tezuka? I'll go over and say hello."
"Father is in the backyard, Sakura, go there by yourself."
"Okay, then I'll go see Grandpa Tezuka first, Hikaru."
Tezuka nodded and went upstairs with the tennis bag on his back.
Tezuka's mother covered her mouth and snickered twice, humming happily and walked away.
Another night of "harmony"!Under the "weird" (actually ambiguous) gazes of the elders, the two returned to their respective rooms with "?" on their heads.
Tezuka is almost 1.8 meters tall. Looking down at Rukawa Sakura who is 1.6 meters three by her side, her delicate side face looks radiant, quiet and beautiful.
As if noticing Tezuka's gaze, Sakura Rukawa raised her head to look at him, revealing her fair and graceful neck, as elegant as a beautiful and noble white swan.
Tezuka looked sideways.
Rukawa Sakura smiled, "What's wrong?"
"It's nothing." Tezuka pushed his glasses, "You seem to have changed a lot."
"Hair?" Rukawa Sakura looked at Tezuka's iconic gesture of pushing his glasses to express his embarrassment.
"No, in general."
"Because...it seems to have figured out something suddenly." Sakura Rukawa said slowly, looking at the cherry blossoms falling beside the road.
"I have been working hard on many things, maybe everything, and I have never felt tired after getting used to it. But I don't like to show my sharpness, because people at the top will be lonely. I have never been afraid of loneliness , but I don't like other people's attention and take it for granted. In this way, they will take it for granted no matter how hard or tired I am. I will still care about other people's eyes after all. I will also escape. Nothing in this world should be Of course.
"I do what I want to fill my life. All I want is to be simple and to walk freely.
I'm not the one at the top.I am not afraid of hard work, but I am afraid that after doing too much, it will become a matter of course.
"I have been precocious since I was a child. There are many people, things, and feelings. I don't want to believe them. I don't like cheating, betrayal, or being forgotten. I have always been so contradictory. I seldom examine myself, and I don’t give myself that time to look at myself, even if I can be perfect, I try to leave some flaws as much as possible to prove that I am only a little bit better, which is acceptable.
"I hate cheating, but I've been cheating my heart. For many years, this me seems to be the most real me, but it seems that I have never been real.
"Now I don't think about what I have and what I don't have, but when I was a child, I thought about a lot. My parents left me when I was less than five years old, and I haven't been back a few times. In fact, I They all remember very clearly that their relationship was not good before they left. I thought it would be a matter of time before their relationship broke down. They rarely cared about me and my brother, so maybe my brother has been very indifferent since he was a child.
"My future can only depend on myself. I have always thought this way since I was a child, so I made myself outstanding. Maybe, I suddenly wanted to face myself. Because Teacher Qingchuan said that my paintings will be exhibited in the art exhibition .If I don't face up to my heart, I am not qualified to be like that. It has nothing to do with painting, it is an attitude.
"Every time I paint, I have nothing to worry about, and I use the purest self. This feeling is actually quite good. If you don't paint with your heart, you can't paint excellent works. The reason why I Learning to paint is to feel the comfortable and true self. It is incredible that when I pick up the paintbrush, the six roots become pure. Maybe, I am really talented. Inject the purest and most real into the painting You don’t need to see through your heart, just feel it.”
Rukawa Sakura stopped, "I feel that Hikaru can understand, so I said so much without knowing it."
For the first time Tezuka felt clumsy and didn't know what to say.It seemed that it was the first time for her to reveal her heart in front of him like this, straightforward and thorough, he could clearly see it, and it was within reach.And that heart was placed where he could touch it, but he didn't know what to do with it.
Indeed, she has been very mature since she was a child, making him unable to see through her.She seems to have been hazy as if she is an unreal existence, which is untouchable.There is always a layer of mystery surrounding her.But it is undeniable that she is a reliable friend who can be trusted and entrusted to her heart.
For many years, only she understood the depths of his heart, when he himself hadn't seen it through.It seems to have surpassed the existence of tacit understanding.She was there early for him, encouraging him, understanding him, helping him, smiling at him.And he didn't know what he could do for her, and he couldn't give her any comfort and understanding.
She can go deep into his heart and do all kinds of things when he doesn't say anything, but he can only face her but can't catch her, let alone do everything she did to him.She could understand her, but at the same time, he couldn't.
He has annoyed himself, resented himself.That feeling of powerlessness is unbearable.But he couldn't give anything in return.
Now, she puts her heart in front of herself, but she doesn't know what to do.Telling him such words is already an existence beyond trust.
The two walked silently.
"Sakura——" Tezuka had already seen the door of the house not far away, and felt that if he didn't say anything, he would never have another chance. It was a feeling that he had lost his chance all his life, and he would regret it for the rest of his life.Facing his childhood sweetheart, he would hate even a little bit of estrangement, and he didn't want to let it happen even if there was any chance of estrangement.
Rukawa Sakura stopped and looked up at Tezuka.
Tezuka opened his lips slightly, but couldn't say anything.A trace of annoyance flashed in his eyes, and his eyes dimmed slightly.
The clear breath came oncoming.Rukawa Sakura was stunned.
Tezuka's embrace was not as cold as his temperament, but a very warm feeling.On the contrary, it was her who gave people a very warm feeling, but her body was rather cold, obviously she was born in summer.Probably the physique of the Rukawa family is like this, and Rukawa Feng also has a cold physique.It is also the same when doing basketball practice, with a T-shirt inside and a vest outside, even for summer training.
Tezuka didn't know if this was impulsive, but he suddenly wanted to give her a hug.A blush flashed imperceptibly on his always cold face, and his eyes were dark, filled with unknown emotions.
Ah Guang, you are an idiot.
Rukawa Sakura understands Tezuka's temperament, so she knows that he is not good at words, so she can only tell her his understanding and silent comfort in this way.This answer, she felt, was probably the best response he could give.
She stretched out her arms to hug him back, put them around her waist, and smiled slightly.
Tezuka's face was soft, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised.A shallow smile.
"Dad! Dad!" Tezuka's mother ran over in a panic.
Grandpa Tezuka maintained his usual cold and serious expression, "Ayana, what's going on, in a panic?"
"I'm sorry, Dad! But you'd better come out with me quickly, or it will be too late! Hikari and Sakura are hugging each other!" Tezuka's mother obviously spoke very fast, and her emotions were also very excited.
"What's all the fuss about?" Grandpa Tezuka frowned.But suddenly, the teacup in his hand fell to the ground, "What?! What did you just say? Kunimitsu and Sakura?! Quick! Quick! Where is it? Tell me!"
"Yes! Dad! Please follow me into the yard!"
The two emotional elders hid in the yard, secretly smiling and pointing at the two people who were embracing each other not far away.
Well done!Guoguang!As expected of me, Tezuka Kuniichi's grandson!Grandpa Tezuka's eyes widened, and he almost looked up to the sky and laughed.
Tezuka's mother smiled openly, took out the camera and "clicked" and it was a picture!Mama Tezuka!By the way, when did you get the camera!Are you moving too fast? !ah? !
Grandpa Tezuka watched his daughter-in-law's actions and gave a thumbs up, "Well done, Ayana!"
Rukawa heaven!You old man!Ha ha!In the end, I still won!I've said it a long time ago, Sakura is destined to belong to the Tezuka family!Just regret it, be jealous, be angry!Hahaha!
Tezuka's mother smiled brightly, ah, I've always been worried that Hikari would not be enlightened and would not be able to get a girlfriend, it seems... In fact, Hikari is very good!Don't worry at all!As expected of my son!
Grandpa Rukawa who was far away in Kanagawa sneezed, what happened?I have a bad feeling...Could it be—old man Tezuka is plotting against me again? !
Grandpa Rukawa!Your senses are so keen!One word to describe you is "the truth"!
Rukawa Kaede, do you have the feeling that "after all the hard work, it's just one move away"?The "wolf" in Kanagawa makes you miss it, but Tokyo still has it!
"Ah Guang—"
Tezuka let go of his hand, started to push his glasses again, looked sideways at the cherry blossoms on the side of the road, his face flushed slightly.
Rukawa Sakura wasn't embarrassed, she still smiled as usual.Anyway, A-Guang has always been shy, and when she sees him pushing his glasses to hide something in embarrassment or embarrassment, she actually has a bad taste.
"Here we come! We come!" The two elders looked at the approaching two people and hurried away!
The two walked into the gate of Tezuka House.
"Hey?! Sakura, are you here?" Mama Tezuka, you are an actress!The expression on his face is really true!Are you "surprised" or "happy"?
"Auntie Caicai, hello, I'm here to disturb you again."
"Ah, it's okay, it's good to bother you! If Sakura comes, I'll be too happy!" Tezuka's mother laughed.
"?" Tezuka and Rukawa Sakura looked at each other.
"Come in quickly."
Rukawa Sakura smiled and nodded, "Where's Grandpa Tezuka? I'll go over and say hello."
"Father is in the backyard, Sakura, go there by yourself."
"Okay, then I'll go see Grandpa Tezuka first, Hikaru."
Tezuka nodded and went upstairs with the tennis bag on his back.
Tezuka's mother covered her mouth and snickered twice, humming happily and walked away.
Another night of "harmony"!Under the "weird" (actually ambiguous) gazes of the elders, the two returned to their respective rooms with "?" on their heads.
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