I really did a fake scene with my ex-boyfriend in a love variety show

Luo Nian waited for a long time, the outside of the ward was so quiet that a needle could be heard.

"Only... this sentence?"

The doctor's eyes were sore that she almost shed tears. She was awake for a short time, and it was not easy to finish these words, and her memory was probably before the onset of the disease.

"I'm sorry." Luo Nian turned and went into the bathroom.

Lu He's heart twitched, and he slowly closed his eyes and let out a sigh of relief. Five years ago, Luo Nian was hiding in the bathroom by himself and kept silent.

The doctor left first because he still had work. Lu He comforted the dean and told him to go back first, and then called Sheng Jingyan.

Luo Nian squatted in the bathroom biting his wrist and didn't make a sound. The phone rang many times and he didn't answer it. He didn't hear it and sat there until night fell, when the door was slapped loudly.

"Luo Nian, open the door."

"Luo Nian."

Luo Nian looked at the door that was shaking violently, the yelling sounded far away and then nearer, hugged his knees in pain and begged in a low voice: "Go, you go..."

With a bang, the door lock was smashed.

Sheng Jingyan smelled the strong orange blossom-flavored pheromone, and when he squatted down, he almost fainted from the stimulation. While reaching out to touch his glands, he asked him in a soft voice, "Are you okay?"

Luo Nian suddenly pushed his hand away and shrank back, "Stay away from me!"

"You get up from the ground first, and we'll talk outside." Sheng Jingyan retracted his hand and whispered to comfort him: "It's not your fault, you've done a lot for your aunt, she won't blame you."

"It's me, if I don't let my aunt use that medicine, she won't die, if I don't go to my aunt's house, she won't be beaten, and if I don't go, my cousin won't be hurt. It's all because of me... ..."

Luo Nian's voice was choked with sobs, and Yan Yan who was outside the door's eyes were red with sobs, and he quietly wiped his face.

The smell of orange blossom was getting stronger and stronger, Sheng Jingyan was afraid that he was really out of control, so he put some pheromones to comfort him, and stopped talking to him, just repeated over and over again: "No, it's not your fault."

The leather-flavored pheromone seemed to be a key to pry open the door of Luo Nian's heart. He raised his head helplessly, "Grandpa and grandma don't want me, parents don't want me, my uncle and cousin hate me very much, and my aunt is dead. At first I was alone."

"No, it's not like that." Sheng Jingyan hugged him into his arms, knelt down and reached out to pat his back, slowly releasing pheromones to comfort him.

He had marked Luo Nian, Alpha's pheromone was the best sedative for him.

"You are not alone, I have always been your family." Sheng Jingyan held Luo Nian's hand to give him strength, as if seeing the child kneeling in front of the corpse of his grandparents and apologizing.

His helplessness at that time would only be stronger than it is now. In the face of death and the abandonment of his loved ones, he didn't care about being sad and only apologized, as if they would come back and not abandon him.

Sheng Jingyan couldn't help but think, if there is a time machine in this world that allows him to go back in time, he must exchange the most precious things for him to have a happier childhood.

Sheng Jingyan held Luo Nian with one hand, and held his face with the other to let him look at him, "Listen to me, okay?"

Luo Nian looked at Sheng Jingyan who was squatting in front of him, and nodded slightly.

Sheng Jingyan breathed a sigh of relief, and slowly said: "Seeing the sun, it is predicted that the sun will rise. Human life is a journey that always has an end. Not only your aunt, but you and I also have that day. This is something that no one can avoid. .”

Luo Nian bowed his head in silence, as if he was thinking along with his words.

Sheng Jingyan also said: "Death is a door, it does not mean the end of life, but passes through it, enters another stage, and welcomes another new beginning."

Luo Nian was finally touched and raised his head to look into his eyes.

Sheng Jingyan withdrew his hand, held his hand with both hands and said, "It's not that your aunt is gone, but she has finished a journey first, and you also hope that she can bring your blessing to the next starting point of life, don't you?"

Luo Nian nodded.

"People's ideas and life are not the same as the end with the disappearance of the body. I have been in this world and I am fortunate to leave traces to be remembered by some people. Even if we are gone after many years, some people will see our movie and accept it. The happiness we give is immortal, and that's what I mean by making movies."

"Petals and leaves fall into the soil and become nutrients, and bloom again in another way. You study medicine because of your aunt, and you will become the flowers nourished by her in the future. As long as you remember her and miss her, she will always be by your side .”

Sheng Jingyan pulled Luo Nian and led him to the hospital bed, and turned to look at him: "Your aunt's journey this time has been very bumpy, and now she is leaving for the next section. Do you have anything to say to her?"

Luo Nian looked at the woman lying quietly on the bed. Years of illness had tortured her like a dried orange. Death might really be a good thing for her.

I hope she can have a happy life in her next life and not suffer so much hardship and illness.

Luo Nian's voice was hoarse, and he looked down at his aunt's face and said, "Have a good trip, stay healthy and happy for the next journey."

Zhou Lan asked Sheng Chaoshu to put down all his work and come to help with the aftermath. Luo Nian bowed and thanked each of them. He had no relatives and friends and didn't want to waste money, so everything was kept simple.

Yu Xiao and Jiang Qinqin insisted on coming to see him, Yue Lang came with Zhou Lan, Shang Yu also came, Lu He and the dean also came to offer incense.

Except for Yu Xiao and Jiang Qinqin who had jobs and the dean was on a business trip, the others stayed until the day of the burial.

Luo Nian put the flowers in front of the tombstone, reached out and touched the photo on the tombstone, "Auntie, I will be a good doctor, I will."

Sheng Jingyan walked over and patted him on the shoulder, "Don't be too sad."

Luo Nian plucked the white flowers and put them on the tombstone. When he went down the mountain, he couldn't help but look back. The pine tree was shaken by the wind, as if waving him off.

Yue Lang was afraid of being caught by Sheng Chaoshu, and before he left, he repeatedly told them not to tell his family. Sheng Chaoshu slapped him on the back of the head: "It's not big yet."

Yue Lang shaved his face again, touched the green stubble and got into Shang Yu's car: "Second Grandma, don't let Second Grandpa talk nonsense! I am now out of contact!"

Luo Nian was very grateful to Shang and them for coming, he didn't have many friends, except for Lu He, there were only these few people left, and he cherished each of them very much.

Lu He was still guilty, and he didn't say much during the whole funeral.

Luo Nian comforted him and said: "Don't think too much, no one is sure about the illness, and the dean has cured me, which proves that there is nothing wrong with the medicine itself, please first say thank you to the dean for me , I’ll go there myself when I’m free.”

Lu He gave a low "um".

"Then I'm back on set."

The crew stopped for three days because of his and Sheng Jingyan's absence, and Luo Nian stopped Nie Xincheng and others from coming over to express their condolences, and sent him messages one after another to express their condolences.

Zhou Lan was worried that Luo Nian's condition was not good, so he insisted on sending them back to the set, "Can you film like this? How about resting for a few more days? I'll go talk to Nie Xincheng and give you two more days off."

Luo Nian smiled at her: "Auntie, I'm fine, it's been delayed for three days, and I can't bear it if I don't go back to the set."

Zhou Lan: "I know, but I'm really worried about your current state, or I'll stay and take care of you!"

"I really don't need it." Luo Nian had already seen it, Sheng Jingyan was right, Aunt had never been truly happy in her life, and it was a relief for her to leave.

Zhou Lan: "Don't lie to me."

Sheng Jingyan said: "It's fine if I have to watch over it, let alone take care of you when you go to the set, when the whole team comes to ask you to take pictures and sign autographs, it will be annoying to death."

Zhou Lan squinted at him: "Your mother is popular and embarrassing you?"

"The year before last when I went shopping with you, you insisted on covering your eyes tightly, making you look like a thief. It was written that I would go shopping with Omega in the middle of the night. You should go to Mr. Sheng to welcome you."

Zhou Lan rolled his eyes at him, and Luo Nian couldn't help curling his lips when he heard their mutual quarrel, wondering if his parents were there.

He had never seen a picture of his parents, and his grandparents would not allow him to mention these two words, so naturally they would not show the pictures. He couldn't help but wonder if he would be as good-looking as Zhou Lan, and as restrained and steady as Sheng Chaoshu.

Just as he was thinking, a slender hand stretched out and put it on his palm, stretched five fingers, inserted them into his fingers and clasped them, then dragged them to his lap and placed them.

Luo Nian hardly closed his eyes in the past few days, fearing that Sheng Jingyan would not be there when he closed his eyes and opened them again, he grabbed Sheng Jingyan's hand like he was hugging a driftwood in the water.

Sheng Jingyan turned his head and asked him, "Do you want to sleep for a while? You haven't had a good rest recently. I'll call you when you get to the set."

"I am not sleepy."

"Why don't you feel sleepy? If you suffer any longer, you will die suddenly and lose your hair? You are still studying medicine and don't know any common sense. Go to sleep." Sheng Jingyan directly covered Luo Nian's eyes with his hands, forcing him to sleep manually.

Luo Nian closed his eyes and smelled the faint leather-flavored pheromone, and fell asleep after a while.

When he arrived at the set, Nie Xincheng came out to pick him up in person, followed by many artists and staff, and the momentum was even bigger than the day the film started.

Nie Xincheng sighed in his heart, the people who eat melons are always more perceptive than them, and in just a few days, Luo Nian has been picked up more thoroughly.

Information about his aunt's illness, drug testing, being cheated by the brokerage company, etc. are all connected together, weaving a dilapidated life full of thorns.

Luo Nian is still so young, but he has endured the pain that others cannot endure in several lifetimes, and has experienced more losses than others.

Those voices who insisted that Luo Nian was with Sheng Jingyan for money and hype for popularity disappeared at this moment, and there was nothing but solidarity except distress.

Nie Xincheng was in a panic, feeling that everything he said was useless, so he could only pat him on the shoulder: "It's okay."

Luo Nianchong bowed to the crew: "Thank you for your concern, I'm sorry to have delayed you for so many days."

Everyone chattered and said that it was nothing, so he should not worry about it. Nie Xincheng asked the two to go back to rest and start work tomorrow.

Luo Nian: "It's okay director, I can shoot."

Although Nie Xincheng appreciates his seriousness and responsibility, he still has some concerns: "Is it really possible? No, don't force yourself, the show is not in this day or two."

"can."

Nie Xincheng sized him up for a while, "Okay then, you go back and put on your makeup first, and if you can shoot, let's do it."

Cheng Lu and Feng Shen finally found time to come over to comfort Luo Nian, they also prepared a lot of things to make him happy, especially Feng Shen got a talking duck from nowhere, as soon as he slapped it on the forehead, he would start talking. call out.

"Liang Liang Ye Se kindly opened a game, Zhuge Liang is playing the man-machine, and you dare to hang up the phone if you say a few words, you are obviously a bunch of rookies..."

Luo Nian struggled to distinguish the name of the person from the completely out-of-tune electronic sound, and realized that it was another game, "..."

Feng Shen looked at him earnestly while holding the duck that kept calling: "Luo Nian..."

"Don't play games, get out of here." Sheng Jing extended his hand and squeezed the duck, he didn't know where he pressed it, and the duck let out a scream, which startled him.

Luo Nian couldn't help laughing when he saw that he was so scared, Sheng Jingyan said "tsk": "If you don't laugh for a long time, let's put the beacon fire here to play with the princes, right?"

Luo Nian pursed his lips and smiled, "Are you a prince?"

Sheng Jingyan bent down to pick up the duck, and knocked on his forehead: "Wrong, I am the one who lit the fire for you, Wang."

The studio and the outside seemed to be two worlds. Luo Nian didn't know how to deal with interpersonal relationships or acting skills, so he was afraid of staying here, but now he felt that the popularity made him feel at ease.

Sheng Jingyan said that besides bringing happiness to the audience, making a movie is also a continuation of an unquenchable flame in his own life. If my aunt has already passed through that door, maybe she will see this movie he acted in.

The dressing rooms of the two were merged together. Sheng Jingyan glanced at him in the mirror. The matter of the body donation certificate has always been in his heart, but now is not a good time to ask.

He closed the script and asked, "I want to shoot a horse riding scene today, will you?"

The make-up artist was putting on a headgear for Luo Nian, so he looked at him in the mirror when he was inconvenient to move, "The director said that we can find a stand-in, and for a close-up shot, we can shoot a prop horse in a car."

Sheng Jingyan: "What's the meaning of a prop horse? I'll teach you how to ride a real one. Do you want to learn?"

Luo Nian recalled that when Sheng Jingyan used to film costume dramas, he used to ride horses himself. When the explosion point passed, fireworks splashed and gravel fell from the mountain wall, which was thrilling and exciting.

Nodding excitedly: "I think."

When the two came out after putting on their makeup, they saw Cheng Lu was learning how to ride a horse from a professional, shaking with the reins, "What's the matter? It keeps turning around and doesn't move forward. Will he push me down? Director ahhh~~~~"

Nie Xincheng couldn't stand it anymore, "Find a cloth to gag his mouth, it's going to be a quarrel like hell, and he'll become an Alpha for nothing."

Feng Shen had just finished playing a game, and he was in a good mood after winning the crush. He also started to be happy when he heard Nie Xincheng say, "Cheng Lu, you are too good, riding a horse is like killing you."

Cheng Lu, who had never filmed a costume drama, couldn't sit still, hugging the horse's neck and wailing crazily: "You do what you want, don't make sarcastic remarks over there!"

Sheng Jingyan led Luo Nian to the side of a black horse, Luo Nian was startled by the touch of his palm, and before he could sigh, he turned over on the stirrup and rode on it.

Feng Shen cheered: "Teacher Sheng is amazing! I'll take a picture of you!"

Cheng Lu lay on the horse and watched Sheng Jingyan get on the horse so enviously, "Why is his horse so obedient, the director wants to change it!"

Nie Xincheng simply didn't want to pay attention to him. When he looked away, he caught a glimpse of Sheng Jingyan gently pinching the horse's belly, and the horse actually bowed towards Luo Nian as a salute.

Luo Nian raised his head in surprise, and the next second the horse lowered his head slightly and touched Luo Nian with his forehead. The whole set fell silent, and after a few seconds, there was loud applause.

Nie Xincheng rolled his eyes at the side, "Wonderful."

The assistant director's eyes widened in shock, "Although the crew's horse is obedient, he hasn't heard this much, has he? Is he so charming?"

Nie Xincheng snorted: "What a fool, this horse has a relationship with him in two movies. He had nothing to do to train this horse every day, and it finally came in handy."

The author has something to say:

Sheng Jingyan: As long as you work hard, you can grind an iron pestle into a needle

"Death is a door, it does not mean the end of life, but through it, into another stage, to meet another new beginning." Quoted from the movie "The Undertaker"

"Liangliang Yese kindly opened a game, Zhuge Liang is playing the man-machine, and you dare to hang up the phone if you say a few words, you are obviously a bunch of rookies..." Quoted from the song "Liangliang [Glory of the King] Edition"

感谢在2022-02-1318:43:51~2022-02-1419:34:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: God said there must be light, Star1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：又失雾了13瓶；54211299、，10瓶；易燃装置5瓶；或许你也喜欢梅梅、小锌1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!