Grim scum attack he's pregnant

江雪坞喜欢干净,闻不惯厨房里的油烟味，穿好衣服后就往大门口走去，想要出去透口气。

He avoided the Xu family, sat alone on the swing in the garden, lit a cigarette, exhaled slowly, raised his eyes to look into the distance, and sorted out what happened during the day bit by bit.

许正燃立遗嘱绝对不是心血来潮,和他的谈话里，江雪坞能感觉到无论许灵卿有没有怀孕,对方都会将股份给他；但按照许虞烟的性子，似乎并不乐见此事发生，说不定会想方设法阻止。

可是许灵卿说到底不也是她的儿子么,许虞烟就算再讨厌林玉珩,又何必迁怒至此？

江雪坞弹了弹烟灰,随着灰烬轰然落地,他的思维不自由自主地发散开去：

Uncle Wu mentioned before that Lin Yuheng became pregnant quickly after her engagement and gave birth to Xu Lingqing. Give birth to Xu Xuanting first?

所以更有可能的是,许虞烟在和林玉珩订婚之前就已经认识了云楚,并且有了许轩亭。

And Lin Yuheng may or may not have known about this matter, but no matter what, he married Xu Yuyan without hesitation.

 … just a month after his Alpha passed away.

Jiang Xuewu met Lin Yuheng. Although he was ambitious, he was not ruthless in the eyes of the world. On the contrary, he was very affectionate and righteous, and he didn't seem like someone who would immediately abandon his old love and find a new one.

He married Xu Yuyan, maybe because he had no choice but to, maybe because he had other plans...

也有可能，是为了掩饰谁的身份。

Thinking of this, Jiang Xuewu's complexion changed slightly, and he suddenly stood up from the swing with a huge range of movements, and couldn't help but started pacing back and forth in the garden.

The hasty footsteps beat invisible like drums on his heart, bringing a little unusual anxiety.

The white mist curled up in his hand, covering his dark eyebrows and eyes, making him almost merge with the white camellias in the garden.Jiang Xuewu restrained and smoked a cigarette slowly, reasoning about the unusual relationship and timeline bit by bit. After an unknown amount of time, he did not press the button until the fireworks were turned into cold ashes. After putting out the cigarette butt, a bold conclusion emerged in my mind:

Perhaps, Xu Lingqing is not Xu Yuyan's biological child.

江雪坞闭上眼，顺着这个思路，在脑海中细细将许虞烟和许灵卿的样貌做了对比，惊觉发现两人长得真的一点也不像。

Even if Xu Lingqing looks more like her father, Lin Yuheng, she shouldn't have nothing in common with Xu Yuyan.

This feature becomes more pronounced the older you get.

The most suspicious thing is that Xu Lingqing has a pair of rare amber pupils, but she looks neither like her father nor her mother, and she doesn't know who she followed.

Judging from Xu Yuyan's previous behavior, she may have doubted Xu Lingqing's identity, but she has not taken action to verify it;

Or maybe I doubted it, but who used some method to prevaricate it?

Jiang Xuewu stood up and threw the cigarette butt into the trash can, then took out the lighter.

The breeze messed up his hair, covering the indifference in his eyes, and the warm golden light quietly flowed across the sharp-edged side face, setting off Jiangxuewu's spring mountain thrush, Han Jiang's gaze, and his body like a jade tree.

The clouds in the sky are like Qiongyu, hiding a little star, and the sunset glow is like glazed tiles covering the sky, calm and clear.

A faint scent of camellias blows in the air, and a little spark flickers on the fingertips.

江雪坞的唇瓣色淡如落满桃花的春水，含着烟神色悠远，瞳仁如浸在水里的宝石，在霞光下折射出昳丽的光彩，长长的睫毛顺着他垂头的动作不安地轻颤着，眉间微皱，凝着霜华。他已经隐隐能从许家众人的举动中察觉出些许不同寻常来，电光火石间像是抓住了打结毛线团中其中一缕，越深想越觉得不对，眼神倏然变的有些锐利，但此时心中疑点虽多，却得不到有效证据证实自己的猜测，莫名有些不痛快。

Coupled with Xu Xuanting's father and son's constant actions in recent days, the three of them must have their own ulterior motives, and under the entanglement of interests, it seems that each has its own purpose.

Distraught, Jiang Xuewu walked unconsciously to the opposite of Xu Zhengran's room. Because the setting sun was dim and the street lights had not yet been turned on, his figure was just hidden in a camellia forest, so he couldn't see clearly.

Jiang Xuewu raised his head in thought, but the door of the room facing Xu Zhengran suddenly opened.

他忍不住微微眯眼。

Three well-dressed men in suits walked out of Xu Zhengran's room.

Appears to be a lawyer.

他们各个皆面色凝重，手里拿着厚厚的纸张和几只录音笔，似乎在交流着什么，许虞烟站在他们身侧，一身红裙迤逦，抱臂凝眉，看上去分外烦躁。

Jiang Xuewu extinguished the cigarette butt.

He was far away, so he couldn't hear what they were saying. He only heard a few fragments, similar to the words "share", "Xu Lingqing" and "children". The more he talked, the uglier Xu Yuyan's face became. Face sent the three of them away, and then returned to Xu Zhengran's room.

Her face was very dark at this time, and she seemed very excited. She had a fierce quarrel with Xu Zhengran, and finally got so angry that even a few servants couldn't stop her. The noodles broke the porcelain vase in the room.

Xu Zhengran was kidnapped abroad when he was young. Although he narrowly escaped death, his heart was seriously injured and he couldn't be affected by the powerful sounds from the outside world. With a rough breath, he slightly rolled his eyes.

片刻后，他似乎有些力竭，搭在扶手上的手臂微微绷起，似乎想要稳住身形。然而天不遂人愿，几秒后他便有些支撑不住，身形摇摇欲坠，下一秒就倒在地上，清瘦的身体佝偻在一起，指尖微微抽搐着。

Xu Yuyan just watched Xu Zhengran's movements with cold eyes, and no one around him dared to step forward to help him. He watched Xu Zhengran fall into the wheelchair, hit his head heavily on the ground, and groaned hoarsely.

The servant on the side was about to help him, but Xu Yuyan stopped him with a look.

Her dark pupils exude a ruthlessness that is different from normal people. She is silent, as cold as a pool of ice, as if she wants to burn to death, which makes people get goosebumps. Standing aside with her arms folded, Looking at Xu Zhengran with a blank expression, his fingertips were trembling, and he slowly reached out to reach for the Quick-acting Jiuxin Pill on the table.

Xu Yuyan's eyes fell on Xu Zhengran, who was struggling to crawl, and suddenly sneered, and kicked Xu Zhengran over with one foot. After a while, under Xu Zhengran's unbelievable eyes, he threw the quick-acting heart-relief pill from the door go down.

She squatted down and whispered a few words silently next to Xu Zhengran's ear, with endless malice and resentment in her eyes, her lips moved slightly, as if she wanted to express all the dissatisfaction she had had over the years.

Although their every move turned their backs to Jiang Xuewu, it was not difficult for Jiang Xuewu to imagine Xu Zhengran's ugly look, his eyes were cold, and he decided to put aside the idea of ​​not meddling with other people's housework, and was about to stand up. Get up to stop Xu Yuyan.

However, at this time, Xu Lingqing came out from the side of the corridor.

He seemed to want to come out to look for the figure of Jiang Xuewu who hadn't returned for a long time. He looked left and right in the corridor looking for someone, but was caught by the Suxiao Jiuxin Pill that Xu Yuyan accidentally threw out of the window.

Xu Lingqing squatted down covering her head in pain, and after a while, she curiously moved over to pick up the bottle of quick-acting heart-rescuing pills that she had smashed and was dizzy. After seeing the words on it, her face changed drastically, and she went straight to Xu Zhengran. to the room.

When Xu Lingqing arrived at Xu Zhengran's room, Xu Zhengran had already collapsed on the ground, pale and lifeless, a little tear slowly flowed from his cloudy pupils, and his body gradually stiffened.

On the other hand, Xu Yuyan seemed completely oblivious to the fact that his father was lying on the ground in need of medical treatment. He focused all his attention on the thick will on the table, rummaging impatiently for something, complaining dissatisfiedly while flipping through it. .

此情此景如一道惊雷猝不及防的劈中许灵卿，他似乎没有料到许虞烟竟然会这么对自己的父亲，只觉手脚冰凉，完全不敢相信眼前的景象，指尖不由自主地开始哆嗦起来，仿佛被人活活切割开淋漓的血肉，连带着神经都开始辗转疼痛。

He clenched his fists tightly, and in desperation, a nameless fire suddenly sprang up from the bottom of his heart, burning him to the point of losing all reason, the dark tide surged in his eyes, silently revealing a bit of fierce determination, glaring at Xu Yuyan , A moment later, he spoke directly, and quarreled with Xu Yuyan.

Xu Yuyan didn't pay attention to him at all, and gave him a very contemptuous look, and responded perfunctorily a few times, her eyes still fell on the will, and she didn't intend to call the doctor at all.

At this time, Xu Zhengran's breathing weakened and he was about to die.

Xu Lingqing's heart throbbed in anger, her whole body trembled, and the end of her eyes turned red, revealing a little evil spirit inexplicably.

After a brief quarrel, Xu Lingqing didn't know which sentence Xu Yuyan said hit Xu Lingqing's nerves. Xu Lingqing suddenly stepped forward and punched Xu Yuyan to the ground without defense.

This punch was so hard that Jiang Xuewu could even clearly see his suddenly obedient eyebrows and tense muscles.

The moment he was extremely angry, he burst out with a power that an Omega could not have, and he directly knocked down an Alpha to the ground.

This was the first time in his true sense that he used his will to resist Xu Yuyan's decision in his own body.

Because of the force, Xu Lingqing's phalanges gradually became painful and numb, but he remained expressionless. He just glanced indifferently at Xu Yuyan, who was lying on the ground with his nose crooked, and turned to help Xu Zhengran.

When he turned around, Jiang Xuewu saw his expression clearly.

瞳仁里似乎不含一丝光，像一口枯井，又像是未曾有人光顾的深渊，对人间红尘的喜怒哀乐嗔痴无动于衷。

他麻木地伸手去摸许正燃逐渐弱下去的脉搏，脑海中忽然想到在很久很久以前，有人曾对他说：“以后和人相处，喜欢什么，不喜欢什么，一定要说出来，不要委屈自己，知道吗？”

Perhaps at some point, Xu Lingqing was no longer a young child who was surviving tremblingly under the shadow of her mother.

Jiang Xuewu taught him what respect is, and also taught him to truly obey his heart.

Xu Lingqing never looked at Xu Yuyan again, and the disgust and indifference in her eyes could not be concealed at this moment.

He turned his head to pick up Xu Zhengran who had fallen on the ground, but was stopped by Xu Yuyan's sharp voice.

许虞烟捂着带血的嘴角，眼睛像淬了毒般扭曲，透着说不清道不明的诡异感，一声令下，便叫人将许灵卿按到在地上。

After all, Xu Lingqing was an Omega. She was hard to beat with four punches, so she could only grit her teeth and resist.

In less than a moment, his body and face were covered with bruises, the corners of his eyes were swollen and ruptured, and even the corners of his mouth were bleeding, but his pupils were shining brightly, like dehydrated jade, clear and indifferent.

他趁人不备，猛地拾起地上的碎瓷片，在众人的惊叫与混乱中，用力割伤了许虞烟的脸。

The bloody wound snaked from Xu Yuyan's temples to his chin, which could be said to be torn apart, causing a scream.

As a woman, Xu Yuyan loves beauty the most in her life, and now she has no time to care about him, so she covers her face and urges someone to call for a doctor.

Xu Lingqing trembled her hands, her eyes were red, she felt that she was walking on the edge of the cliff, it was difficult for her to go left or right, her soul was torn apart, and after a while she threw away the broken porcelain on the ground with a clang, her eyes were blurred by tears, running down her cheeks It fell down bit by bit, and was slowly wiped away by him.

他转过身，扶起地上的许正燃，背着这个曾经短暂地照顾过他的老人，一步一步，步伐摇晃却坚定，慢慢走下楼。

No one dares to stop.

他背上的许正燃病了太久，看上去身形消瘦，松松垮垮，鸡皮鹤发，在他后背佝偻成一团，眼睫颤动，呼吸微弱。

Xu Lingqing had accumulated ten percent of strength when carrying him on her back, but now she can only use seven percent of it.

周遭安静的让人有些不适应。

Xu Zhengran woke up briefly under Xu Lingqing's heavy breathing, as if he had realized something, he tried to wipe the sweat from Xu Lingqing's temples with his hands, but he couldn't even lift his hands.

After a while, he could only give up, moved his lips silently, and uttered a few words with difficulty: "Xiao Lingqing... Grandpa can't, can't accompany you."

“日后不管你身在何处，又听到了什么，都要，都要记得..........你是我承认过的，许家的孩子。”

“还有，很感谢你的.........”

Xu Lingqing kept his back on his back, neither turned his head nor responded, but listened attentively to the second half of Xu Zhengran's words.

然而，对方像是终于力竭般，再也吐不出任何字句，颤着声吐出一堆无意义的音节，随后口气一松，彻底闭上了眼。

Xu Lingqing's body froze suddenly, the blood all over his body seemed to be frozen, and even his mind went numb.

He seemed to have no time to think about the meaning of Xu Zhengran's words, his mind was in a mess, and he felt his heart keep falling, falling, and his blood seemed to be poured into cold mud and wind, making him tremble and his limbs stiff.

身上像背着一个湿重的棉花，冰冷发霉，似乎还能闻到黄泉路上行将就木的气息。

许灵卿不敢松手。他突然有些想哭，又有些想笑。

The one who laughs is that he will resist Xu Yuyan one day, and makes the scene so ugly, and laughs at himself; the one who cries is that he doesn't know whether Xu Zhengran is still alive, and his heart is panicked.Xu Lingqing's thoughts were like a ball of wool scattered on the ground, forming a knot in a knot, her face was in a daze, she only knew how to walk mechanically, and fled from Xu Yuyan with Xu Zhengran on her back.

身形摇摇欲坠，他的思绪似乎陷入了一个怪圈，再也无法有一个正确的判断与选择。

However, in the next second, his body lightened and he was relieved.

Someone lifted the unconscious Xu Zhengran from behind him.

The weight was taken over from him.

so easy.

Xu Lingqing was startled, looked forward, and saw that Jiang Xuewu had called an ambulance and a doctor at some point, and was calmly organizing the crowd to carry Xu Zhengran onto a stretcher for emergency rescue.

Xiaguang cast a golden warm light on the side of Jiang Xuewu's face obliquely, and the breeze blew the ends of his hair. Even the strands of his hair were moist and light, revealing a full and fair forehead. When he turned his head, his face was picturesque and his eyes were gentle.

Seeing Xu Lingqing staring blankly, Jiang Xuewu stepped forward and hugged him in his arms, and said softly, "Scared?"

His voice is very gentle, like flowing water, subtly encompassing everything.

许灵卿觉得自己就像不慎被抛弃在沙漠里寻走的旅客，一个人时还能忍受寂寞，但当有人开口问曾遭遇的种种时，便再也安耐不住汹涌的委屈。他不知为何突然更想哭了，眼泪夺眶而出，双臂从江雪坞的身侧穿过，攀上对方的后背，语无伦次，声音沙哑破碎，像个小孩终于遇到了信任的大人，颠三倒四地将所有和盘托出：

“我，我刚刚打了她，我还划伤了她的脸..........”

"I am, I am a bad boy, sorry, sorry..."

Xu Lingqing didn't know what to think of, suddenly her eye sockets became sour, her eyes were as red as cinnabar, she curled up in Jiang Xuewu's arms in pain, her teeth were biting her lips, bloodstains were already on her lips, she was so strong that she almost rubbed Jiang Xuewu into her body inside.He apologized over and over again, with only the word "sorry" over and over again, as if he had fallen into some kind of nightmare, his pupils diverged slightly, and finally wept bitterly, his eye circles were swollen.

Jiang Xuewu sighed silently, gently hugged him in his arms, half-supported and half-carried him into the car, and followed the ambulance all the way to the hospital.

Outside the operating room, a red light was on.

Xu Lingqing sat on the chair outside covering his face, tears kept leaking from between his fingers, the cold light from the hospital hit his shoulders, which seemed to weigh tens of thousands of catties, and he was almost out of breath under the pressure, repeating nervousness muttering:

"Did I do something wrong..."

“我，我是不是坏孩子.........”

Jiang Xuewu let him vent his inner grievances, closed his eyes slightly, held him in his arms, kissed away his salty tears little by little, put his palms behind his head, stroked him slightly, and whispered softly coaxed:

"No."

"you are very brave."

Jiang Xuewu repeated: "You are very brave."

The words were firm and unquestionable, but just a few words gave Xu Lingqing a great sense of security, like a warm current pouring into his body, preventing him from completely collapsing.

童年的阴影对任何人来说都是经年难愈的伤口，有时仅仅是一句辱骂的话，一个厌恶眼神，也会给孩子带来莫大的伤害，以至于成年后依旧耿耿于怀，有人甚至扭曲了心志，变换了性格，变得卑微、讨好，在人群中胆战心惊，过于在意他人的看法，终日惶惶不安，以至于失去正确的判断。

But he will teach him what is right and what is wrong......

Jiang Xuewu broke Xu Lingqing's face with force, and looked at him at the same level, and the words were clearly audible: "You are not wrong."

"You saved him, you know?"

许灵卿的瞳孔涣散，闻言才勉强聚起一些生气，颤声做着最坏的猜想，又开始神经质地咬着指尖：“他会不会死......会不会又留下我一个人在这里......”

“是不是因为我不乖，没有听母亲的话，所以惹她生气，让他迁怒爷爷.......是我害死了他.........”

因为不听话，做错了事，所以要继续被抛下，独自一人在黑暗里踽踽独行。

没有人关心，没有人在意他...........

Hearing this, Jiang Xuewu felt his heart throbbing. At this moment, he seemed to have forgotten the mission and the plot, and just wanted to hold this person tighter, tighter.

也许在心底深处，他从来没有把许灵卿当做一个没有感情的NPC，一个攻略对象，而是想要牵着他的手，带着他跌跌撞撞地让他重回阳光之下。

也许系统带他来到这个世界，并不是为了毁掉一个人的。

but redemption.

"do not Cry."

Jiang Xuewu let Xu Lingqing cry and wet his clothes, pressed his hand, clasped the back of the other's head, and kissed his brow lightly and tenderly, like a silent comfort, the indifference on his body dissipated little by little Go, turn to endless tolerance and gentleness:

“我答应你，不会留你在这里一个人..........”

“我会带你离开这里，我们会有一个新的家，一个属于你和我的孩子，会比任何人都幸福..........”

Xu Lingqing suddenly clenched his collar tightly, almost tearing the cloth to pieces, and said with red eyes: "Then I won't listen to her, I will listen to you......"

“你别不要我，别留我在那里一个人.........”

"I only have you, I only have you..."

耳边的哭声还在继续，江雪坞的心像是被一只大手紧紧攥住，发胀发酸，几要透不过气来，须臾间便泛出密密麻麻针扎般的刺痛。他任由许灵卿攥着他的衣领，感受到对方攥的很紧很紧，似乎怕他跑掉似的。

像是孤注一掷的赌徒，只能徒劳无功地握住手中最后一块金子。

Perhaps apart from him, Xu Lingqing was alone, and there was nothing else.

江雪坞低下头，捧起许灵卿的脸，慢慢地、克制地吻去对方脸上的泪痕，声音消散在两人相交的唇齿间，含糊不清道：

"it is good."

"I do not go."

Receiving Jiang Xuewu's assurance, Xu Lingqing trembled all over, and hugged him violently, like a stray animal who had gone through untold hardships and finally found a master who was willing to take him home, curled up in Jiang Xuewu's arms Tuan, the admiration and paranoia in his eyes are entangled crazily, exposed at a certain moment, no matter how difficult it is to cover up, even his voice is slightly hoarse, moving his lips silently:

"I love you.........."

"I love you."

He said.

I love you more than anyone.

Because you are my only reason and salvation in this world.