After three years of reconciliation, the emperor regretted

What?envy?

Chu Jingrong frowned, feeling that Murong Xun was talking crazy, trying to delay time.

Otherwise, why he could understand every word, but couldn't understand them together.

"Murong Xun, what exactly do you want to say?" Chu Jingrong's patience was almost exhausted.

Murong Xun was extremely calm, and he put forward his request in a calm tone: "Chu Jingrong, I can tell you everything, but before that, you have to tell me, where is Chu Jiuci's tomb?"

Chu Jingrong took a deep look at Murong Xun, and in the next second, he picked up the man's collar, walked quickly through the purple bamboo forest, and came to the thatched hut in the valley. Then he shook Murong Xun hard Throw it on the ground.

Chu Jiuci was buried here, with a pinch of loess and a tombstone, which was buried by Chu Jingrong himself.

Abandoned disciples like Murong Xun don't deserve to be bothered, if not for...

"Murong Xun, can we talk now?"

Getting up from the ground in a state of embarrassment, Murong Xun looked at the two tombstones standing side by side in front of him, his eyes gradually turned scarlet.

One is Chu Jiuci, and the other is his beloved wife.

Murong Xun suddenly looked up to the sky and laughed wildly, he should have understood a long time ago, shouldn't he?If this man was not buried with his wife, would he still be buried with himself?

Such a crazy side reminded Chu Jingrong of Xiao Yunyan who went crazy on a rainy night.

Murong Xun supported the tombstone and sat down paralyzed. He wanted to get closer to Chu Jiuci, but he was afraid that the blood on his body would stain the tombstone. The way he treated it carefully and cautiously reminded Chu Jingrong of Xiao Yunyan again.

Looking into the distance, the spirit in his eyes was gone, Murong lost his soul, leaving only the flesh | body shell.

He had hidden many things in his heart for decades, and before he died, he wanted to talk to someone, even if this person was Chu Jingrong who wanted to take his life.

"Do you know why I was expelled from the sect when I didn't break the rules or do anything harmful?"

Chu Jingrong frowned lightly, about Murong Xun, the master didn't mention much before his death, only said that his intentions were not righteous, and he couldn't pass on his mantle.

"I knew that Chu Jiuci would definitely not tell you, how can such a high-minded person like him tolerate his own stains?"

Murong Xun's voice was faint, as if floating from the sky: "It's all because, as a disciple, I fell in love with my master."

Chu Jingrong's pupils shrank suddenly to the size of a pinhole, but before he could speak, Murong Xun continued to talk to himself: "That's right, just like Xiao Yunyan, falling in love with someone who shouldn't be loved."

"Since it's someone I shouldn't love, I can't express this feeling. It makes me suffer so much. One day, I will break the boat and confess my love to him in the purple bamboo forest. He slapped me hard and called me treasonous."

Speaking of this, Murong Xun's face suddenly became fierce: "Don't I know that I am a rebellious person? But what can I do? I have tried everything I can, but I can't stop myself from loving him."

"He doesn't want to accept me, and wants to drive me out of the teacher's school." The sternness on his face disappeared suddenly, as if it had never appeared before, Murong Xun lowered his eyes and said in an aggrieved voice, "I knew it would be like this, so I Kneel down, cry and beg him, don't drive me away, beg him to give me some time, give me a chance."

"Chu Jingrong, do you know how desperate I was? There is no way out. If he doesn't nod, I don't know what else I can do?"

"I knelt in the purple bamboo forest for three days and three nights. Maybe it was because I looked so miserable at that time, which softened that person's heart. Can you believe it? Chu Jiuci actually agreed?"

"After I had a serious illness, I finally had the opportunity to get along with Chu Jiuci day and night. Everything is still the same as before, but everything is different. Looking back now, I lived forty years in a floating life, and only those half years were truly lived."

The smile on Murong Xun's face made Chu Jingrong stunned, a person who killed innocent people indiscriminately would show such a pure smile.

It turns out that no one is full of evil from the very beginning, if someone can give him a hand before he falls into the mud...

"Until...until late autumn half a year later, he was lying in the gazebo taking a nap, and I walked up to him lightly..."

The smile on Murong Xun's face froze, the pictures of the past are vivid in his memory, the sweetest memories of his life are all left on that day.

"I went up and kissed his brow and eyes lightly. I knew he wasn't asleep, but he didn't push me away. He actually... didn't push me away." Murong Xun choked up, crying and laughing at the same time.

At that moment, Murong Xun thought that he was finally accepted by Chu Jiuci, he finally didn't have to worry about it anymore, and they would be able to enjoy each other in the years to come.

Murong Xun thought, this way he would no longer be Chu Jiuci's apprentice, they would take in another apprentice and raise him like a son, their common son.

He thought a lot, what should he eat for three meals a day, and where should he settle all year round?He arranged for the rest of his life with Chu Jiuci to be full.

Even if there are long years to spend together, he wants to seize every minute and second with Chu Jiuci, and he doesn't want to waste it.

So when Chu Jiuci proposed to go out of the valley to relax and think about their relationship, Murong Xun happily agreed.

If time can be turned back, what Murong Xun wants to do the most is to go back to that day, then no matter what, he will not let Chu Jiuci leave.

After Chu Jiuci left, snow fluttered in the sky. That year, it snowed continuously for several months.

The mountains were covered by heavy snow, and Chu Jiuci was trapped in a farmer's family. After careful consideration, he abandoned Murong Xun and made a love affair with the farmer's daughter.

By the time Chu Jiuci came back, it was midsummer.

The purple bamboo grove was green, and Murong Xun went to greet him full of apprehension, hoping that Chu Jiuci would open his heart completely, but he saw the man intertwined with a gentle and kind woman.

The smile froze on his face, and for a moment, Murong Xun still remembered how glaring the sun was, and how heart-wrenching that couple was.

After a long time unable to recover, Murong Xun asked suddenly: "Chu Jingrong, do you think Xiao Yunyan is stupid? In my opinion, he is not stupid at all. He is smart, and he never gave you a chance to look at others from the beginning. "

"You and Chu Jiuci are the same type of people who seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, and will make the most correct choice. In fact, you are simply spineless bastards."

"How easy it is to be able to spend a lifetime with a woman! You don't have to face the eyes of the world, and you don't have to struggle with ethics. It's great! It's great!" Murong Xun said it was great, but tears streamed down his face.

Chu Jiuci is relaxed, but he has been suffering in the sea of ​​swords and flames all his life.

After that, he went to pester him again, and asked Chu Jiuci for an explanation, but he was expelled from the teacher by that person and became an abandoned disciple.

"Is this the reason why you harmed Xiao Yunyan?" Chu Jingrong still felt that Murong Xun was unreasonable.

"Yeah, why are they both masters and apprentices? I didn't get Chu Jiuci, but Xiao Yunyan got you?" Having said that, Murong Xun coughed desperately, and he looked at Chu Jingrong with a hint of sarcasm in his eyes .

"Chu Jingrong, you didn't even realize it yourself. In fact, Xiao Yunyan has already got you, and you can't do without him."

A person who is used to being deeply loved will no longer look down on the good stories in this world that treat each other like guests and raise their eyebrows.

Is this the answer?In Chu Jingrong's view, it was absurd and ridiculous.

If you don't get it yourself, do you want to destroy the person who got it?What's the point?

Chu Jingrong stepped forward, turned his wrist, and the folding fan that Murong Xun left behind appeared in his palm.

Putting the fan bone on Murong Xun's shoulder, Chu Jingrong pressed his fingertips on the organ without hesitation.

The protruding sharp blade suddenly pierced Murong Xun's pipa bone, and the tip of the blade still had uncleaned drunkenness. He wanted this person to experience the pain that Xiao Yunyan had suffered.

Chu Jingrong leaned down, pressed it against Murong Xun's ear, and whispered softly, "Did you know? This is just the tomb of Master's clothes."

Hearing these words, Murong Xun's eyes suddenly widened. His heart, which had been dead for decades, actually beat alive after hearing these words.

Murong Xun panted carefully, for fear of missing what Chu Jingrong was going to say next.

"Master, the real bones were buried in the Purple Bamboo Forest, in..."

Before he finished speaking, Murong looked for a dying person, and with the strength he didn't know where he came from, he pushed Chu Jingrong away, and ran down the mountain like crazy.

There was no need for Chu Jingrong to tell him, he knew where he was buried, it was in the field of tea flowers, and it was also the place where he summoned up the courage to confess his love to Chu Jiuci.

Seeing Murong Xun's staggering back, Chu Jingrong suddenly understood why Chu Jiuci asked him to bury his clothes with his teacher and mother before he died, but buried his body under the tumulus.

Master...does he regret it?

But he has a family and a career, and he has no way out. In his whole life, because he avoided his own heart, he not only hurt Murong Xun, but also failed his teacher and wife.

One loves him like a madman, and the other misses him like a sickness.

I thought I could stay together for a lifetime with superficial liking, but in the end I found that what I was thinking about was still the love that penetrated into the bone marrow.

Just like what Murong Xun said, once you have seen vigorous love, that little liking is not enough to grow old forever.

So he buried himself under the Tumi flowers, wanting to promise Murong Xun his next life.

The poison of drunk time had already begun to take hold, Murong Xun tried to stay awake, his body strength was pulled away little by little, he fell to the ground, failed to stand up, and tried to crawl over.

The time was tormented every minute and every second, and Murong Xun relied on his obsession to climb into the purple bamboo forest. At the end of his sight, he saw the inconspicuous loess mound in the field of tutu flowers.

Chu Jiuci erected the tombstone beside the thatched hut, but buried himself in this barren wasteland.

So, what you really love is me, right?

Murong Xun exhausted the last bit of strength, crawled over, stretched out his arms, and hugged the grave mound into his arms.

At this moment, he is more ragged than a beggar, his clothes have been worn out during the climbing, and his fingers and knees have also been worn out by the rugged mountain road.

Murong Xun didn't care, he leaned his head on the grave mound, reached into his bosom with trembling hands, and took out a jade white porcelain vase.

Inside, there is a Resurrection Pill.

That's right, as a disciple of Guigu, Murong Xun also knew how to refine the Resurrection Pill, and he successfully formed it. If he hadn't been expelled from the master's school, his aptitude was no worse than Chu Jingrong.

Unscrewing the porcelain bottle, a vermilion elixir rolled into the palm, Murong Xun just took a look, then slowly let go of his hand, letting the elixir roll away.

He didn't want to live a long time ago. This elixir just wanted to tell Chu Jiuci that he was no worse than anyone else, and that he should be Chu Jiuci's pride in the first place.

Instead, he took out many tonics from his bosom and stuffed them into his mouth frantically.

If I knew Chu Jiuci had him in his heart, why didn't he dare to come back for decades?He should come back, come back and guard Chu Jiuci, even if it is a pile of dead bones.

Before he died, knowing that Chu Jiuci had him in his heart, Murong Xun had died without regret.

He let go of his tense consciousness, allowing the toxins of drunken time to invade and devour him.

Half asleep and half awake, it seemed that someone came against the light, just like back then, making him fall at a glance.

Master, you have come to pick me up!

Murong Xun stretched out his hand, but before he could lift it into the air, he suddenly fell down.

He closed his eyes peacefully, and the strands of black hair on his temples gradually faded. In his dream, he could finally bid farewell to Chu Jiu and get married, with flowers and candles in the bridal chamber.

After being expelled from the school for 24 years, Murong Xun didn't breathe his last breath until the sun went down 24 days later.

The same stubbornness, the same madness, as if making up for the 24 years missed with Chu Jiuci.

Murong Xun finally died in front of Chu Jiuci's grave, ending his desolate and lonely life, and going to the illusory promise in the afterlife.

The author has something to say:

If Xiao Yunyan, like Murong Xun, did not get married first but pursued first, then Chu Jingrong would be the next Chu Jiuci.

Because I am too sensible, as long as there is an easy choice, I will not choose a difficult and unrecognized path.

Some people only have the ability to be unfettered, but they don't have an unfettered heart.

(1. I mentioned at the beginning that Chu Jiuci was ashamed of his wife and Chu Xiner, because he chose Chu Xiner's mother, but failed to persist for a lifetime. In the end, he did not return home for many years, just to escape , and because he has a wife and daughter, he cannot go to Murong Xun)

(2. I have mentioned between the lines that Xiao Yunyan often has intuitions about what will happen in the future, such as panic or something, but he doesn’t take it seriously. Only at the beginning, his father said that he would give Chu Jingrong a marriage. He took it seriously and felt scared so he took action)

(3. To justify myself, I’m so awesome, just praise me, I don’t want to be too proud)

To sum up: Xiao · Big Fool · Yun Yan, hit by mistake, every step is right, that's it, I don't accept refutation~ hahaha (crazy · jpg)