Hua Hui was a little uneasy because of her words, and he asked, "Why do you suddenly feel indifferent?" After he finished asking, he was afraid that the other party's answer was because of himself. Although he felt that the possibility of such an answer was very small, it still existed. , if he delays the red poem because of himself, he thinks he can probably remember it for half his life.

"You think I'm like this, isn't it annoying?" Hong Shi's mood was a little depressed, she said: "I expected a vigorous love, but I didn't dare to fight it, and finally I succumbed to reality."

Huahui comforted her and said, "There is no one who does not succumb to reality, it's nothing, Hong Shi, don't think too much about it."

"To put it in a simpler way, it should be like this. This is like the choice between love and bread. I hoped for love, but in the end I chose bread." Hong Shi's voice was low and calm, and she asked: "Yes Isn't it annoying?"

"Hong Shi, there is nothing wrong with that." Hua Hui sat back and leaned on the back of the chair, and he said, "Let me tell you about my mother, she..." Hua Hui couldn't think of how to describe the woman who was there. His impression of the woman who had been completely blurred, he could only say in the end: "She is very good. I heard that many people chased her at that time, and she chose love."

In the dead of night, there was only the sound of "Wu Chi Wu Chi" from the computer running, and Hua Hui said calmly: "My grandma disagrees with them, because the tear mole in the corner of my mother's eye is said to be Kefu, and my grandma does not agree with it." I agree with them, because my father’s family conditions are poor, and they each live outside of home.” Hua Hui explained: “At that time, it was not as open as it is now, and my father’s hometown was a relatively closed place in the countryside. Those who are not married live together outside, and people will poke their backs. Maybe they think that they are happy enough, but it didn’t take long. My mother was pregnant with me. The family had softened and accepted their marriage, but my father At that time, he died unexpectedly..."

Hong Shi interrupted him and said: "Let's stop talking, you don't need to use this method to comfort me, I'm not sad, really, not at all." Hong Shi's tone was very serious and sincere.

"You don't want me to say it because you think I'm sad, right? I'm not very sad, you listen to me." Hua Hui drank the water that was poured there just now, and experienced the feeling of heart-chilling again, he slightly She frowned, and then continued: "My mother gave birth to me, which is probably the pinnacle of love. Of course, this is just my opinion. She was kicked out of the house by my grandmother because she insisted on giving birth to me, but she lives here in my house. I often argue with my grandma. I also have an aunt who has a similar attitude towards my mother. She can quarrel with me in a few words, saying that she killed my father. Later, when I was older, my mother went out to make money, and I lived with my grandparents, and my feelings for her became even weaker, and I didn’t look good when she came back, and then I only sent money back, and she didn’t go back.”

When Hua Hui said this, his mind was full of those harsh words, some of which were said by himself and others. He grew up with his grandparents when he was young, so naturally what they say is the truth.

"and after?"

"Actually, there is no later in this story, and the later is now. What I want to say is still behind." Hua Hui paused, sorted out her thoughts, and continued: "My grandfather also has several brothers and sisters in his family. His youngest brother has a good relationship and has frequent contacts. I have a little cousin who is eleven or twelve years older than me. He took good care of me since he was a child. He took me to play and bought me food. When I was a rebellious teenager He is a jerk, his grades are not good, and he fights all day long. Everyone gave up on me, but he was the only one who patiently explained a lot of truths to me, and also told me that my mother is not easy." Hua Hui couldn't continue when she said this , stopped for a while, Hong Shi just waited quietly without saying a word.

"I couldn't listen to it at the time, and I quarreled with him many times." Hua Hui felt that it was still difficult for him to finish the story when it was reduced to this level. Some scars still hurt no matter what method you use to uncover them. Neng concluded hastily and said: "Later, I found that the same pair of men and women with similar physical conditions walked in front of me. I have completely different feelings towards men and women, and I even have a little more feeling for men in my heart." Hua Hui still After pointing out his sexual orientation, he put on a smile on his face, very bitter and astringent, and he said to Hong Shi: "So, Hong Shi, your choice is not wrong."

There was a moment of silence in the channel, neither of them noticed that the sub-channel was also streaming continuously, the light on the button in front of his id that would only light up when he was speaking lit up, and finally went dark again without any sound coming out.

Hua Hui heard the sound of windows opening on Hong Shi's side, and Hong Shi said, "It's raining here. Can you hear it?"

Maybe it wasn't raining heavily, Hua Hui listened quietly and didn't hear anything, he said: "I can't hear it here, so close the windows when it rains, don't catch a cold."

Hong Shi listened to the sound of rain quietly for a while, and the slanting wind and drizzle outside the window made her face wet after a while. At this moment, she really understood that Hua Hui couldn't feel the coolness of the night rain in her place, and she couldn't warm his baby. Heartbroken from time to time, he took a deep breath and let it out slowly, then raised his hand and closed the window, and said to Huahui, "Do you want me to wish you stay away from AIDS?"

Hua Hui replied to her very seriously: "If I meet someone who can be together in my lifetime, I will go to the Center for Disease Control and Prevention with the other person for relevant inspections, and then we will be together."

Hong Shi didn't speak, Hua Hui asked, "Are we still friends in the future?"

Hong Shi replied briskly, "Of course. Haven't you always been you? How could I stop treating you as a friend just because I heard one more story from you."

Hua Hui gave a soft "hmm".

"Call senior sister to listen."

"Called, do you have a red envelope?"

"Okay, I ordered one for you."

"Sister."

Hong Shi smiled and said, "You're so good, come and let senior sister touch your head."

"Don't be disrespectful."

Both of them laughed briskly, and then there was silence but not awkward, as if it should be this kind of silence, the swordsman and the archer sat side by side, occasionally flicking the fishing rod.Hua Hui felt much better after saying the words. He originally thought it was not wrong to like a man, but since he knew what Hong Shi might be thinking, he felt very guilty. good result.

The situation at home has never been discussed with anyone before, and his words are simple and he does not want to recall the screams, curses, and tears occasionally accompanied by blood when the women quarreled. She committed suicide. After she was rescued, she was forcibly left by her grandmother's family. She never went back. The money was sent all the time. My uncle said that she is a woman and has her own family to support. She can't just because your father talked to her A love will cost a lifetime of life and happiness.After that, Hua Hui refused her money.Later, his grandfather fell down and was bedridden for more than a year. After a while, his grandmother disappeared, and Huahui became the one nobody cared about. It was here, although he had never seen it before, and of course he didn't dare to see it.

Originally, it was supposed to be all night, but after one o'clock, Hongshi said it was going to be downloaded, and Hua Hui naturally had no objection.

"I'm serious, come to my place when you have time, my sister will take you to play, and you will be provided with food and accommodation!"

Hua Hui smiled and agreed: "Okay, it's best to have a brother-in-law together."

Hong Shi said bluntly: "No problem, there are men chasing my sister three times around the world, and you will soon have a brother-in-law."

Hua Hui laughed all the time, and then the two said good night, and each went offline and turned off their phones.

The author has something to say: It was agreed to rest on Thursday, so I didn’t update it yesterday!How wise, this week's list has a bye.

My collection target for this article is 200, please help to collect it if it is convenient, I will not ask for it in the future, I am afraid that you will be annoyed by it.

I actually quite like this article.

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