The Blasphemy of the Queen GL

Chapter 81

Chaoyang took a step back and said, "Xin Zhu, you grew up with me, but for more than ten years, I have always felt that you are a stranger."

"Perhaps what you did to me was to train me. Even though you didn't care about my life and death, you put all your eggs in one basket, but you want to control me with one hand, keep those secrets, and confuse the royal blood. Do you know what you are doing?"

Xin Zhu lowered his head and wept, and kept silent to Chaoyang's question.

Chao Yang pursed his lips in dissatisfaction, but still couldn't bear to force Xin Zhu, but the friendship in his eyes faded away.

She just wants to be loved too much, just like in her previous life, longing for someone to love her with all her heart and never repent.

So she always forgave Xin Zhu, even though she knew that Xin Zhu had used her as a bargaining chip because of the hatred in his heart, but she kept deceiving herself and finding various reasons to comfort herself. In fact, Xin Zhu had at least been with her all the time. The only relative in this world.

It's just that she knew that Xin Zhu still had bigger secrets in her heart, such as her life experience, but she couldn't forgive Xin Zhu anymore. She finally woke up, and it turned out that Xin Zhu really didn't regard her as a complete person, but just a bargaining chip.The truth has five things to do with her, all you need to do is follow Xin Zhu's guidance...

Xin Zhu had calculated everything but failed to figure it out. From the very beginning, Chaoyang was not a player in the game, and he had seen through Xin Zhu's intentions early on.

But Chaoyang can pamper Xin Zhu, but he will never accept being controlled by Xin Zhu, it is impossible for any reason.

"Xin Zhu, what exactly do you want? It stands to reason that as long as Chaoyun withdraws from the altar and you avenge yourself, you won't do anything again. In fact, you have stayed in the Buddhist hall since that day." Chaoyang The voice was low, "But, after all, I was caught out, the force that helped Chaoyun."

"You transferred the rights I gave you to yourself. I don't care. The rights are given to you, but you actually use this to help my father-killing enemy. This not only makes me incomprehensible, but also makes me incomprehensible .”

Xin Zhu raised his head sharply, his eyes were gloomy, "Ah Yang, you finally know."

Xin Zhu, who was like a young man, seemed to be more than ten years old almost instantly, and the wrinkles around his eyes became clearer.

Chaoyang didn't speak, and looked at Xin Zhu with a blank expression, his eyes indifferent.

People are doing it, and the sky is watching. Since you have done it, you must be prepared to bear the consequences.

Chaoyang couldn't understand why Xin Zhu wanted to help Chaoyun, Xin Zhu hated Chaoyun deeply, especially after knowing that the people in the delivery room had been manipulated by Chaoyun, he wanted to let Chaoyun die, but he did it. After these things, if Chaoyun hadn't used Xin Zhu's influence to regain power, Chaohuang would not have been kicked out of the palace because of this.

In order to keep the family, the Xin family not only agreed to the request of the three clans not to be an official anymore, but also agreed to the request of Chao Yun, causing Xin Zhu and Xin Yushi's trusted midwife to do something so that Xin Yushi could not survive the delivery.

The Xin family deserves to die, but the bottom line is that it was Chaoyun who did it. That woman, she is the root of all disasters.

Xin Zhu slid down the red silk on the table, sat on the ground, and said slowly in a very calm tone, "Since you probably know all about it, then I won't keep it from you anymore. I don't expect you to do anything I do." I can forgive, I can't even forgive myself."

Chaoyang was silent, and took another step back to sit on the futon.

"Everything has to start when your father was still a teenager..."

"At that time, your father was still a simple boy in a deep boudoir, and my relationship with him was not only a master and servant, but also a friend, and even... half a lover. Because I helped his first time through , and then each other..."

"Everything was fine at first, and Yushi will always be so simple, knowing nothing, just waiting to marry a wife who loves him and spoils him, and I will always be by his side. It's just that God always He loves to play tricks on people."

"The Xin family's power is too strong, and it can't be tolerated today, so the Xin family can only... choose another emperor, and at that time the crown daughter was the best choice. The one I like today, but at that time Chaoyun was my favorite daughter."

"The Xin family asked Yu Shi to go out to the Lantern Festival, and "met" the princess in casual clothes. The princess fell in love with Yu Shi at first sight. Afterwards, the Xin family reached a cooperative relationship with the prince on the condition of keeping the Xin family and helping the prince to take the position. Yushi is the necessary condition for this relationship. It's just that Yushi doesn't know anything. He regards the concubine as a friend, and the concubine is his first friend other than me..."

"It's just that Yushi doesn't need to know these things, but I must know. The Patriarch asked me specifically to get Yushi together."

"I am the son of the Xin family, and I cannot and cannot resist the decision of the patriarch, so even though I feel sorry for Yushi, I can only push Yushi into the arms of the princess again and again. Finally, one day, Yushi said that he Falling in love with Her Majesty the Empress Dowager."

"This is something everyone is happy with, something that everyone loves to hear and see... But an imperial decree broke these harmony. Today, a decree was given to marry, and the rain stone was bestowed on Chaoyun to be her husband. The relationship between the Xin family and the crown daughter also quickly broke down. "

"Although Yushi cried into tears because of this, he knew that the king's order must not be violated, and even had extreme thoughts, but in the end he was forced back by the tears of Yushi's father and mother, and finally he married Chaoyun honestly. The accident happened on the wedding day..."

"The empress took Yushi away in secret, and I was ordered by the empress to pretend to be Yushi and marry Chaoyun, because no one can imitate Yushi's demeanor like me."

"That night, Chaoyun clearly found out about it. She knew that the princess had taken Yushi away, but Chaoyun still had a bridal chamber with me..."

Although it was a bridal chamber, it was a nightmare for Yu Xinzhu that night. Chaoyun's movements had nothing to do with gentleness. The ferocious movements seemed to tear him apart. Looking at him was like looking at a dead person. At that time, Xinzhu Very scared, very wronged, but couldn't help but have a strange feeling for this woman Chaoyun.

Chaoyang listened quietly, it didn't know when it started to rain lightly outside the house, and the sound of ding ding dong dong came from outside, which made Xin Zhu's voice even more vain.

Xin Zhu's eyes were blank, and he told the past like a story, "It's just that the rights of the princess are strictly suppressed by the present, there is no way to hide the rain stone all the time, and the Xin family will not allow such a thing to happen. And the princess didn't know what she said to Chaoyun, when Yushi and I exchanged back, Chaoyun didn't mention anything."

"Three months after marriage, Yushi was diagnosed with a two-month pregnancy. The child belonged to Chaoyun. Yushi deliberately aborted the child, because for him, this child was Chaoyun forcing him Humiliated him, and betrayed the proof of the princess."

Xin Zhu still remembers Chao Yun's eyes at that time, the storm in those eyes seemed to destroy everything.

"Chaoyun didn't blame Yushi, she still didn't marry a concubine, took care of Yushi tenderly every day, and didn't even force Yushi to share a room."

"The princess is going to lose after all. Without the queen's attention, sitting in that position is a target in itself. Yushi still couldn't let the princess go, and secretly wanted to meet once. After that, the princess was deposed and imprisoned in Nagato , two months later, the crown prince. At that time, Yushi passed out after hearing the news, and then he was diagnosed as two months pregnant. I haven't shared a room before, this time, Chaoyun still didn't say anything, just acted as if she didn't know, and helped Yushi raise her baby."

"The princess is dead, and the position has been passed on to Chaoyun today. Chaoyun ascended the throne and married Mei Jing a month later. The Mei family is a big family like the Xin family. When Shi was about to give birth, he directly promoted Mei Jing to be the emperor, which was unprecedented, and it also slapped Yu Shi and the Xin family twice in the face."

"You should be able to guess what happened next... Everyone thought that it was because of Mei Jing that Yushi had a difficult delivery. In fact, in order to keep the family, the Xin family not only agreed to the request of the three clans not to be an official anymore, but also It was because I agreed to Chao Yun's request, and made me cheat with Yu Shi's trusted midwife, so that Xin Yushi couldn't survive that delivery."

"Furthermore, your body is naturally weak not only because of Yushi's excessive worry and dystocia during pregnancy, but also because... Chaoyun gave Yushi medicine while protecting you from growing up."

Chaoyang moved his tail finger slightly, shook hands, and found that his hands had become cold again, that cold feeling was like a bone attached to the bone, eroding the flesh and bones little by little.

Xin Zhu stood up tremblingly from the ground, looked down at Chaoyang, the smile on the corner of his mouth was pale and weird, "Chaoyun is really a ruthless person, do you know how Mei Jing died? Died of illness, why are there so many strange things?" Chaoyun's illness was just strangled to death by Chaoyun... and Chaohuang, how could she be so stupid? She fell into the water and had a fever and was so stupid. The person who pushed Chaohuang into the water was Chaoyun himself, and he added a bowl of medicine... ..."

"Do you know how I know so much? Because I climbed on the dragon bed and slept for so many years. It is said that Eunuch Lin and Chaoyun are unclear, but in fact, the relationship between them is really clean, unclean it's me!"

"I hate what she did to Yushi, but on the one hand, I can't refuse my affection for her. On the one hand, I defend her that Yushi messed up the harem and died well, but on the other hand, I know my identity, so I should hate the court. Jun. I feel sorry for Chaoyun, she is not doing well, she keeps saying that she is lonely, and she can feel at ease when I am with her...I love her, but I have to hate her...I use her while being with her Lingering... Hehe, how ironic, what you said is not wrong at all, I am such a person who can't be more contradictory..."

When it came to the end, Xin Zhu didn't know what he was talking about. Speaking out the deepest emotion in his heart was like digging out his heart for others to see, bloody and bloody.

Xin Zhu turned her back and said, "You go, come back when it's time to come back. I've said everything today, so you can rest assured."

Chaoyang got up, took a deep look at Xin Zhu, turned around and jumped out of the window.

Her heart was also in a mess, and what Xin Zhu said was true, she could feel that Xin Zhu hadn't lied to her, but there was still something wrong in it, and this wrong place was Chaoyun.

Who is Chaoyun in love with?Xin Yushi?Mei Jing?Or Xinzhu?No, neither.

What Chao Yang didn't expect was that she heard the news about Xin Zhu* not long after...