Rebirth Code

Shen Yi didn't wait outside for a long time, he soon saw Xiao Ran coming out of the temple, and his figure was getting closer and closer from a distance.

Xiao Ran stood in front of the man in a daze, with a dazed expression.

"Is the incense finished?" Shen Yi gently stroked his hair.

Xiao Ran forced a smile and nodded.

"Is the photo taken too?"

Xiao Ran said, "I've got it in my mind, so I don't need to take pictures."

Shen Yi looked at his watch and said, "It's still early, is there any place you want to go?"

Xiao Ran stared at him blankly, suddenly feeling physically and mentally exhausted, he said softly to Shen Yi: "I'm a little tired, I want to go back..."

"What's wrong with you?" Shen Yi asked strangely.

Xiao Ran smiled and shook his head: "It's nothing... let's go back first." After speaking, he took the lead and walked in the direction of the car.

On the way back, Xiao Ran didn't say another word, he kept leaning against the car window and tightly closed his eyes, as if he had fallen asleep...

Shen Yi drove the car and looked at him occasionally, but he didn't know what went wrong, or maybe... he just thought too much.

When they got home, the two had just walked to the door, but Xiao Ran suddenly stopped and stood motionless in front of the door.

"Xiao Ran?"

Xiao Ran turned his head and lowered his head slightly and said: "You go in first, I... go out for a while."

"Where to go?"

"I'm going to buy some food and I'll be back in a while."

Shen Yi looked at him suspiciously for a long time, and finally nodded.

Xiao Ran didn't even look at him, turned around and left.He went to the elevator and pressed the down button several times, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't come, so he ran to the stairs.He went down the stairs step by step, then walked faster and faster, and finally ran out of the apartment door running fast and short of breath.

He didn't know how long he ran, let alone which direction he was going. His brain was always in a state of shutdown, and he couldn't tell the difference between south, east and north.It's just that he ran to a dead end that blocked him in the end.

He stopped suddenly, and slowly sat down against the wall...

Under the sun's rays, Xiao Ran's shadow seemed to be pulled apart into a long, terrifying black hole-like species, which stopped behind him and waited for an opportunity to move.

He didn't dare to see him, he didn't even dare to look into his eyes anymore.

Xiao Ran could endure the absurdity of his parents when he was a child; he could endure the helplessness when he faced his sexual orientation for the first time; he could endure Liu Yaotian's various deceptions...

He always regarded all these as all kinds of sufferings sprinkled by the heavens. After getting through the past, everything will be bright and bright, and the future will be bright and bright.

But this is the only thing he can't afford.

Xiao Ran felt for a moment that he never knew what love was.

what is love?nice to that person?Care about that person?Distressed about that?Or are you willing to bear all the pain and pain for him?

He couldn't see clearly, and he didn't understand.

All he knew was that he couldn't even stand up now, he was obviously not sick, but he was huddled in this deserted corner and his whole body was tingling.

In the summer of the sun, the flowers are blooming, the grass is overgrown, and the scenery is full of scenery. The body that should be warm and alive is cold uncontrollably.

Painful and cold, like just waking up from a terrible nightmare.

Xiao Ran didn't believe it.He could accept the fate that his life would end from now on, but he didn't want to think about the possibility of Shen Yi deceiving him.

Will Shen Yi lie to himself?He is the one who has been by his side year after year.Time flies by, and the sun is accumulating, even he himself can hardly count how long Shen Yi has been by his side.

Such a him, will deceive himself?

"His purpose is to get your body, and he can possess it after you die, so that he can be more compatible with your body, so he will always be close to you."

Master Decheng's words seemed to still be lingering in his ears, unable to stop for a long time.

"Did he appear in your life during your sophomore year?"

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"Is he born on September 21?"

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"Did he ever tell you that one day he would be reborn? However, he never really told you how to be reborn?"

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"He should be outside, right?"

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"Almsgiver, you should trust the poor monk. You and I have never met, so there is no need for me to deceive you."

Xiao Ran closed his eyes and tightly covered his ears, and suddenly shouted: "Get out! Get out!!! I don't want to hear it! Get out!..."

There was no one around, and he yelled like crazy, but he didn't know who he wanted to get out of here.

He just felt that even this air was an unnecessary burden to him.

All of these are not things that I should believe in.

"Xiao Ran, there is no one here, so you don't have to be afraid. Even if your left eye is almost dark, you still have your right eye to see, and you can still hear the voices of the world. With what you have, you can still take pictures Basketball, you can still play very well..."

his encouragement.

"Don't care about those irrelevant eyes. You don't even need to cry about those people's eyes. Because the only people who can really hurt you are the people who are important to you. If it really happens in the future, brother will tell you a ghost story, don’t worry……"

his comfort.

"Xiao Ran, it's okay, isn't there still me here?"

his company.

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Xiao Ran suddenly turned around and slammed his head hard against the concrete wall behind him. He immediately felt a "buzz" in his head, followed by overwhelming pain.

Xiao Ran fell headfirst to the ground, his whole body became numb, he stared blankly at the clear sky with his eyes open, and the sun was pouring on his eyes.

It turned out that all he had been looking forward to was a hopeless tomorrow.It turned out that he always thought that the world didn't just give up on him, it was all a lie.

He is an abandoned son, an abandoned son who has long been abandoned by heaven.

Hahahahaha... This is too ridiculous, such a ridiculous thing, he actually believed it?

Xiao Ran's thinking has been confused, and his nerves are beginning to approach madness.

He tried again to tell himself, Xiao Ran, calm down, Xiao Ran, calm down, Xiao Ran, calm down...don't believe what the monk said, he was talking nonsense and playing tricks, if you believe him, you just fell for him Trap... The person you should trust the most is Shen Yi, it's Shen Yi!He won't lie to you, he is the only one in the world who won't lie to you.As long as you go back and ask clearly, and he denies it, everything will return to the way it was before... the sun is still the same sun that rises as usual...

Tears welled up in Xiao Ran's eyes, but he never let him shed them.He just lay on the ground laughing, laughing at himself for being so stupid to believe what a fake monk said, the louder he laughed, the more he laughed and fell to the ground unconscious...

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