Rebirth Code

When he reached a safe area, before Shen Yi could speak, Xiao Ran said anxiously: "Shen Yi, don't leave me again. Last time... all I said was angry..."

Shen Yi felt deeply wrong, but wanted to say something, but his throat was stuck in his throat. The text messages displayed on his mobile phone just now poured in continuously, all of which were Xiao Ran's words begging him to come back.But now he can't take into account these various blind spots.Shen Yi caressed his eyebrows and asked anxiously: "What's wrong with your eyes?"

Xiao Ran shook his head, his eyes were completely dark: "I don't know... I seem to be blind."

Shen Yi subconsciously clenched his fists, and after a moment of hesitation, he beckoned to stop a taxi, carefully helped Xiao Ran to sit in, and then said to the driver, "Go to Liuchuan Hospital."

Turning around, he said softly to Xiao Ran: "I'll take you to the hospital first, it may be only temporary blindness, don't worry."

Xiao Ran smiled, held his hand tightly and said, "I'm not worried." With you by my side, I won't be afraid of anything.

Shen Yi's eyes darkened, and he didn't speak again.

Xiao Ran checked the ophthalmology department successively in the hospital. Except for the incomplete blindness of the left eye, there was no problem in the right eye, and there was no problem in the head CT examination.

The doctor then transferred Xiao Ran to the psychiatry department.

The psychiatrist did some routine examinations, and then asked Shen Yi behind him: "Are you his family?"

"I'm his brother."

"Oh, that's right, can I talk to you then?" The doctor emphasized again, "Let's talk alone."

Shen Yi glanced at Xiao Ran, and then replied: "Yes."

The doctor took Xiao Ran to the next room and said in a soothing tone, "Sit here for a while."

"Doctor, am I really blind?"

"No, it's only temporary. It will be fine soon after getting good treatment. Don't worry."

"Well...thank you then."

"You're welcome."

After the doctor came back, he asked straight to the point: "His name is Xiao Ran, right?"

"Ah."

"Then has he had any serious psychological problems recently? For example, is there any bottleneck in his life, or an event that made him severely depressed or depressed?"

Shen Yi hesitated for a moment before replying: "Yes..."

The doctor continued to ask: "Has he had any symptoms of emotional instability or hysteria recently?"

"I haven't been with him recently. I just came back and found that he suddenly lost his sight, so I don't know."

The doctor began to lower his head to write and draw in the medical record, then put down his pen and said, "After the previous examination and your answer just now, it can be basically concluded that his blindness is caused by dissociative conversion disorder."

"Dissociative conversion disorder?"

"Yes, converted into popular vocabulary is what we call hysteria. The onset of hysteria is usually due to mental factors, such as life events, inner conflicts, suggestion or autosuggestion, acting on the mental disorder caused by susceptible individuals. At the same time, hysteria is also Divided into two main manifestations, one is called separation symptoms, and the other is called conversion symptoms. Lingdi is obviously the latter. The so-called conversion symptoms refer to emotional reactions caused by mental stimulation for some reason. The huge ups and downs of the body will cause various symptoms in the body, just like the current blindness.

"Once there is a physical problem, the emotional response will fade or disappear. The physical symptoms at this time are called conversion symptoms."

"Of course, this kind of illness requires good psychological adjustment, and it is usually temporary. So can you tell me specifically what happened to Xiao Ran before?"

It is impossible for Shen Yi to tell him the truth, so he can only fabricate the whole story according to what happened. Since it is related to death, then: "A person who is very important to him... passed away recently."

The doctor sighed and said: "It's actually very difficult to deal with a situation like this. Death is indeed the most helpless thing. In this way, I will prescribe some sedative drugs for him first, and outsiders can help him with psychological adjustment problems." , but the most important thing is that he needs to overcome it by himself. This is my business card, if you need help, you can come to me at any time. But I think, the one who can help him the most should be his closest family.”

"Okay, I understand, then I will trouble you."

"will not."

As soon as Shen Yi walked into the room next to him, he saw Xiao Ran sitting there quietly, and when he heard the movement, his whole body was divided: "Shen Yi?"

Shen Yi patted his head: "It's me, the doctor prescribed some medicine for you, shall we go home first?"

"Will I be okay?"

"Yes, it's just that you have been under too much pressure recently and your spirit is too tense, which is why you are temporarily blind."

Xiao Ran felt relieved when he heard the conclusion.Fortunately, he will recover, as long as he can recover before he dies, then he will still have a chance to see this person clearly with his own eyes.

He didn't want to leave this world with regrets.

"By the way, I moved out of your apartment..."

"why?"

"Because living there alone, it's kind of scary." Xiao Ran said jokingly.

"Then move back?"

"Okay, I'll listen to you."

Shen Yi sent Xiao Ran back to the apartment, and went to his previous house to help move his things back.Although Xiao Ran couldn't see it, he could feel the warm sun-like smell of Shen Yi by his side, and everything was still as beautiful as before.

Shen Yi tidied up all his things, walked to his side and held his hand, and said with self-blame, "I'm sorry, Xiao Ran."

He once hoped that his Xiao Ran would not know any negativity mixed in this world, he just needs to feel all the good things in this world.But in the end, he still let him know everything inadvertently.

Xiao Ran hugged him, and slowly shook his head: "I thought a lot after you left that day, Shen Yi, you asked me if I would be happy after you left, but you actually know the answer better than anyone else. I How could it be possible to be happy, 'You brightened my sky and pulled me out of the depths of despair. I should thank you. So, if only one of us survives, it must be you."

Xiao Ran burst out laughing: "Actually, I blurted out that day, but I got impatient and added the rest of the bullshit... When I calmed down, I thought... how could Shen Yi be such a person. Later when I Once you know the truth, you will understand everything.

"You are not here to kill the devil, but the messenger who brought me hope. I have been really happy these four years."

Shen Yi suffocated suddenly: "You said... you know everything?"

"Well, you are really a bad person. You should have told me earlier. I asked you so many times that day, and told you not to hide it from me. I said I wouldn't be angry, but you just didn't tell me, and you acquiesced that it didn't count at all. Factual answers."

"How do you know..."

Xiao Ran smiled brightly: "Because I saw Ming Ke, who is your potential messenger. He told me everything."

Shen Yi's pupils constricted sharply, his heart convulsed suddenly, and his breath was stuck in his throat.

He... could see Minko now.

This also means that it is the last moment.His death is so close, within reach.Maybe a week, maybe... less.How... so fast...

Xiao Ran suddenly couldn't hear the voice of the man in front of him, and he called out worriedly: "Shen Yi?"

Shen Yi hugged him, as if wanting to rub him into his own flesh and blood.

"Shen Yi, what's wrong with you?"

Still, no response.

After an unknown amount of time, Shen Yi let him go slowly.But his clenched fist never let go, and a certain nerve in his head kept twitching.

"Xiao Ran..." Shen Yi lowered his head, grabbed his arm fiercely, but his hand kept shaking, a tear suddenly fell down without warning, it dripped down his cheek onto Xiao Ran's arm, Shen Yi murmured blankly: "I really have no choice..."

Xiao Ran froze in place as if struck by lightning.He stretched out his hand in disbelief, and stroked Shen Yi's arm all the way to his cheek. There was something cool on his cheek, but Xiao Ran's heart seemed to burst.

Shen Yi cried.

The man who seemed to be persevering forever, who seemed to be able to do everything in heaven and earth, just cried in front of him.

If he could see it, then how much he wanted to look into his eyes, Shen Yi would definitely understand with just one look.

Xiao Ran bit his lip, and grinned a smile that was uglier than crying: "Don't cry... Shen Yi. I can't stand it when you cry..." Xiao Ran tried his best to look humorous, "Xiao Yiyi, You know what... I've been living in heaven for the past five years, and that's because I met you. There's nothing to be sad about, I'm really, really content. I feel like I've won a big lottery, With a bang, it hit my head. Look... how happy I am now...

"What about death? As long as you live for me and see all the scenery in this world in the future, I will be happy. I want to continue this kind of happiness. As long as you can live, you will realize my greatest wish, Shen Yi , promise me... okay?"

Shino was silent, after an unknown amount of time, it was Shen Yi's hoarse voice, and he only said one word: "Okay."

No matter how powerful he is, he is powerless to resist the fate he deserves.Just like what the latent messenger said, they fought stubbornly, and what they got in the end was helpless.

Miraculously, on the second day, when the first ray of sunlight hit Xiao Ran's face in the morning, when he slowly opened his eyes, Xiao Ran found that his temporary blindness had completely healed.He tilted his head, looked at the sleeping man beside him, and smiled.

Fortunately, I didn't miss your look at the end.He kissed his lips gently, and the moment the man opened his eyes, Xiao Ran felt a sense of peace and tranquility in his heart, he licked his lips, and smiled slightly: "Good morning, Xiao Yiyi."

……

What do you know, Shen Yi.

I really don't feel sad at all. Since it is my destined fate, I should accept it lightly.

But that doesn't mean it's the end of everything.

Because, that is just the death of the soul, but it is the continuation of life.

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