Rebirth Code

The phone rang, and seeing the name on the caller ID, Shen Changlin's impatience and irritability disappeared instantly.

"Mr.?"

Zheng Zhuojun was halfway in the kitchen when he remembered to call Shen Changlin: "It's very late, are you coming back for dinner later?"

"Well, back."

"Okay." Zheng Zhuojun cracked the egg into the bowl with one hand and said with a smile, "That's good. I didn't remember to ask you until I was halfway through the cooking. If I don't come back, I'll do it for nothing~"

Shen Changlin's heart warmed up: "I'll leave the company right away, and I'll be there in a while."

"Okay, the loofah I bought today is very fresh."

……

Shen Changlin pressed the code to lock the room, and when he entered the entrance, he could smell the aroma of food.Seeing him coming back, Zheng Zhuojun said, "The time is just right, the three dishes and one soup have just been finished."

"You did it all?"

"Yes, I asked Sister Liu to go back, are you hungry?"

"hungry."

Zheng Zhuojun felt that his expression became very cute when he said these two words.

The two of them washed their hands and started to eat. Zheng Zhuojun asked him while picking up some vegetables, "Are you busy with the jewelry exhibition today?"

"Well, I met a particularly long-winded person in charge." Shen Changlin was dissatisfied.

"Liu Muqi?"

"Correct."

Zheng Zhuojun smiled: "That's how he is. I heard that he recently lost his relationship? It seems that every time he is in a bad mood, he will be a little bit verbose."

"Yeah." Shen Changlin nodded and emphasized, "It's very annoying."

Since the incident three years ago, when the butler of Shen Changlin's family died, he never invited anyone else, except Sister Liu who came to clean and cook every day.

And Zheng Zhuojun also officially moved here, and he found a new job, which is to do design planning in a company under Shen's.The working hours are relatively flexible, so he often cooks for Shen Changlin by himself.

As for the past, Zheng Zhuojun almost couldn't remember it after each year.He has always been content with whatever happens. During the three years he lived with Shen Changlin, he felt very happy and always felt that this was enough.

Three years ago, Shen Changlin sent Shen Liang directly to the police station. Zheng Zhuojun understood that he just wanted to solve it through legal means, and he could do whatever he wanted.Shen Liang was finally sentenced to death without reprieve, but later learned that his girlfriend was only 17 years old.As for the members of the Zheng family, they were surrounded and suppressed by Shen Changlin's men and the police before they could escape very far.

As for Shen Yi, when Shen Changlin rushed to the hospital after dealing with everything, he only saw Xiao Ran lying in the ward, and Shen Yi had long since disappeared.

If Shen Yi had been by this person's side all the time, where did he go now?

At that time, Xiao Ran was in a very bad condition, and he had just narrowly escaped death, so it was not easy for the two of them to press him, but after all, it was about Shen Changlin's younger brother, so he had to ask.A month later, when Shen Changlin came to visit again, Xiao Ran gave him a brief account of what had happened in the past four years, of course, there were still some concealments.

Everything is clear, Shen Yi disappeared, and it is not known whether he is dead or alive.It's just that if it is speculated according to common sense, then it is dead.

After the meal, Shen Changlin helped wash the dishes.He is also ready for work, just wait until the jewelry exhibition starts tomorrow.Originally, Zheng Zhuojun was in charge of the layout of the exhibition hall, but because of a sudden fever in the past few days, Shen Changlin forced him to stay at home to rest.

"Hey, Changlin."

Shen Changlin put the last washed dish on the cupboard, looked sideways at the people around him and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Tomorrow I want to go to the jewelry fair."

"Huh? Since when did you become interested in jewelry?"

Zheng Zhuojun replied with a smile: "No, I'm just interested in the people inside."

"Oh?" Shen Changlin's tone was raised, with strong meaning.

"You should know who it is?"

Shen Changlin thought for a while, and immediately understood: "Okay, I will arrange it for you."

Zheng Zhuojun hooked his neck and kissed his lips, and said vaguely: "You are so kind."

Shen Changlin put his arms around his waist, kissed back slowly, then picked him up and walked to the bedroom.As the saying goes, if you have a full meal and think about lust, it is indeed correct.

At [-]:[-] a.m. the next day, the International Jewelry Fair was held on time.Different from previous exhibitions, this time, apart from attracting the attention of everyone with gorgeous and expensive jewelry, the most important thing is that this time there is a special theme named: light.

With the theme of "light", we collect jewelry designs from new designers from all over the world. After several months of screening, the top five works can be selected to participate in this rare opportunity to participate in the international jewelry exhibition.

People outside the venue entered the venue in an endless stream, and everyone attended in formal attire.Everyone greeted each other, then took their seats, and started on time.

The opening was naturally a heinously lengthy speech by several persons in charge, and then Shen Changlin, who was sitting below, had to listen to his "poor" friend Luo Li who had just broken up in love again and again. boring words.

Finally, after the opening speech was over, the next link was to show off the newcomers.

That's right, even the top five winners with "light" as the innovative theme can be regarded as new designers who are in the limelight recently.

No.5 is an overseas Chinese from country M. He flew back from country M to participate in this exhibition yesterday.

No. 4 is from S City, and the design is a gold gorgeous and complicated bracelet.

……

With applause again and again, Zheng Zhuojun's eyes lit up when the host announced that No.1 would be invited to play.

In fact, Zheng Zhuojun hadn't seen him for a long time, but in the past year, he often heard his name.Because of the company's relationship, I often deal with people in the jewelry industry, but I don't expect him to become a designer. Although he is still developing gradually, he is already a little famous.

The young designer came onto the stage, and a slender girl next to him pushed his work display cabinet onto the booth, and the work was magnified by the instrument and displayed on the screen for everyone sitting.

The young designer bowed deeply and began to explain with a smile on his face.

"First of all, I am very happy that I can stand here today. It is something I did not expect to get No.1, but I am deeply honored. In fact, I completed this work a long time ago. I just happened to know that your exhibition held a theme event named "Light" recently, so I came to sign up for it. Because when I started hand-painting its manuscript, I already named it "Liu Guang". Stay, stay stay; light, is today's theme, the light of the sun.

It is inlaid with a small diamond in the middle, surrounded by three slightly folded smooth silver bars made of platinum, which looks like trapped sunlight.The reason for choosing silver instead of gold is because silver represents eternity.

I don't know if anyone has ever experienced a kind of despair, the kind of despair that is like being suffocated in a dark space with no way out.But one day, a ray of sunshine suddenly appeared in your life, and that light penetrated the entire darkness of your existence to bring you light.

Until, that light suddenly disappeared.

It's like, when a person never gets something that he longed for, he just hopes.But when you get it but lose it, it is a more hopeless feeling than despair.

But is it really so?

For whom do people live in this world?

So, what exactly does that ray of sunshine bring to you?

I think it's hope.

He may disappear one day, but at least he makes you see a light you never saw before.This light once illuminated your world, and you can understand that maybe one day you can walk out of this dark area.

Like this necklace, it keeps the sun.Not only in front of the eyes, but also in the heart.

Therefore, my design philosophy is hope, and light is hope.

That's why I call it glow, I want people who wear it to retain eternal hope.

thank you all. "

The young designer completed his speech and an overview of his works very briefly, perhaps because of his sincere and gentle tone, but just a few short words made the audience sitting below feel the infinite charm of this necklace.

It looks simple, not as complicated and cumbersome as the previous ones, but it is precisely because of this simplicity that it imparts a layer of purity to his works, which is even more eye-catching.Although it is simple, it can be seen that the position, length and size of each light crease have been deeply considered.

The most important thing is that this young designer, he gives people the same feeling as this simple but profound necklace, with that kind of detached kindness and comfort.

The crowd below burst into thunderous applause.

Xiao Ran stepped off the stage, he exhaled lightly, and walked backstage.It would be a lie to say that he was not nervous. The people sitting under the stage were all well-known figures in the industry and outside the industry. It was the first time he stepped up to such a big stage with his hard work in the past few years.

When the opening ended, a head poked in from the backstage door.

"Xiao Ran!"

Xiao Ran turned around and saw Zheng Zhuojun running towards him.

He was a little surprised, and then shouted: "Mr. Zhuo?! Why are you here?"

Zheng Zhuojun patted him: "Shen is also the sponsor of this event, and I know you won the first place, so I came to see you~ Long time no see, I heard you were not in T City a few years ago?"

Xiao Ran nodded: "Well, I went to Europe to study for a year, and then I stayed in S City for a while, and I came back this year."

Xiao Ran only briefly described the recent situation in recent years, but he didn't say how hard and difficult it was during the period when he first went to Europe.

"Is that so? No contact at all?"

"No, I'm just..."

Xiao Ran smiled, a little embarrassed.

There were indeed some reasons for not contacting Zheng Zhuojun. After all, he was abroad the year he went to Europe, and he didn't have his internet contact information, and the phone bill was expensive, so he just cut off contact.Later, when he returned to China, it was because he was still very afraid that he would suddenly mention something...

"Forget it, the big designer has to treat you to dinner today, so I forgive you." Zheng Zhuojun didn't make things difficult for him, and said with a smile.

"Okay!" Xiao Ran readily agreed.

After the jewelry exhibition, the two went to a nearby restaurant for dinner and chatted about the current situation and daily affairs. The meal was also very pleasant.

Xiao Ran said goodbye to Zheng Zhuojun, and when he saw Zheng Zhuojun being picked up by Shen Changlin, his heart, which had been silent for a long time, quietly stirred up again.

It was late at night when he returned home, and the feasting and feasting in T City was also extremely intoxicating, but these didn't seem to affect Xiao Ran in the slightest.

The home he returned to was the high-end apartment where he and Shen Yi used to live.

Xiao Ran lay down on the KingSize bed, quietly looking at the ceiling...

Three years later, Shen Yi did not come back.

For the past three years, Xiao Ran has lived very, very hard and earnestly just as Shen Yi hoped.He went to Europe to study, and practiced drawing and drawing design every day.To this day, he can be regarded as a designer standing in front of the stage, and there will be flashes crackling on himself to take pictures non-stop.

but……

Xiao Ran rested his arms on his eyes, and slowly curled up on the bed. It was an extremely insecure posture, which made him look extraordinarily lonely under the dim light.

After an unknown amount of time, the door was knocked suddenly.

Xiao Ran struggled to get up from the bed, went to the hallway and opened the door, there was a man standing outside, to be precise, a handsome man.

"Durek? Why are you here?" Xiao Ran asked.

Du Ruike raised the manuscript in his hand and said, "I think you should use it tomorrow, so I sent it to you."

"Wouldn't it be better to get it directly to the studio tomorrow, why do you deliberately..."

"Shh, I actually just wanted to see you."

Durek is of Chinese-French mixed race, but he went to kindergarten and elementary school in China, so he speaks Chinese very fluently.And he is an architect, and Xiao Ran met in Europe.

Du Ruike is definitely a typical playboy type, the kind of person who changes girlfriends or boyfriends every few months. Xiao Ran still doesn't quite understand why he became friends with this type of person.

So of course Xiao Ran didn't believe his rambling words, and immediately interrupted him: "Come on."

Du Ruike shrugged, and said with a helpless face: "Actually, I really can't stay at home alone and feel lonely when I come today..."

"Are you lonely? Why don't you go find your girlfriend? I remember you had a hot fight with her two months ago."

"I broke up with her a long time ago. In fact, I seem to be in love with someone. But it seems that you are the only one who can let me talk about it."

Xiao Ran rarely saw such a serious expression on this person's face, and finally compromised: "Okay, let's listen."

"It's Zhang Xiaodai from your studio."

"..."

After being stunned for a long time, Xiao Ran slowly uttered a sentence: "Don't shoot at my colleagues."

But apparently Du Ruike didn't hear this person's advice at all, and instead fantasized about how to capture Zhang Xiaodai's heart in the days to come.And self-servingly explained to Xiao Ran how he had uncontrollable feelings for Zhang Xiaodai on the first day he met him.

After listening to Du Ruike's eloquent narration all night, Xiao Ran was hypnotized by him and fell asleep directly when he didn't even know what time it was. He only knew that when he opened his eyes, Durek was no longer there. There was a note: "Dear sunshine, I can't bear to disturb you seeing you sleeping so soundly, remember to send me Zhang Xiaodai's phone number when you wake up."

"..."

Xiao Ran reluctantly got up and took a shower. After all, he was not as relaxed as a mixed-race man who was on vacation recently. There are still many jobs waiting for him in the newly opened studio.

When Xiao Ran walked into the studio, he immediately saw Zhang Xiaodai.

Maybe it was because I was influenced by Du Ruike's chattering words last night, but today I paid extra attention to this person.

How should I put it, it is definitely not a good thing for Zhang Xiaodai to provoke Du Ruike. This boy is only 20 years old this year, and he came here for an internship.With a baby face with some baby fat, it looks like a minor.The most important thing is... this child's heart is really pure, and it is inversely proportional to Du Ruike, a "cunning and cunning" person. If he really succeeds, it is really worrying... After all, he knows himself too well I'm a good friend, I chase after him when I fall in love, and I can say goodbye when the novelty is over. As a friend, he is indeed extremely trustworthy and reliable, but as a lover, he simply can't bear to look directly...

But Zhang Xiaodai, who works hard, still doesn't know that he has been targeted by a handsome but "tough" mixed-race man.

Xiao Ran sighed silently in his heart, but there was nothing he could do.

After four o'clock in the afternoon, Xiao Ran rubbed his sore shoulders and stretched his waist, and it was considered as the end of the day's work.

He drove home after eating something outside, parked the car, and when he was about to walk into the apartment building, he stopped suddenly...

Someone was standing not far from him, watching him silently.

Xiao Ran hesitated for a moment before gradually approaching him...

He stood in front of that person, as if he was used to it, just stared at him closely, then lowered his eyes silently.Xiao Ran was in the huge shadow covered by tall buildings, making it impossible to see his expression clearly.

Soon, he raised his eyes, and sure enough, as he expected, that person disappeared in front of him again.

Huge loss and dull pain filled Xiao Ran's whole body, and he slowly squatted down, just like every time in the past three years.

It took a long time before he stood up with difficulty, returned to the front of the car and started it, and turned the steering wheel to drive in another direction.

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"How are you feeling lately?"

Xiao Ran shook his head, nodded again, but opened his mouth but did not make any sound.

Xiao Ran was sitting on a white soft chair, opposite him was a middle-aged woman who looked extraordinarily intellectual, but full of affinity.

"Son, don't be nervous, have you forgotten that we are already friends, and we can say anything at any time."

As time passed by second by second, Xiao Ran hesitated for a long time before speaking: "I saw him again."

The woman nodded to express her understanding: "Go ahead."

"Then, just like before, it disappeared very quickly."

"Still feeling sad?"

Xiao Ran nodded, his eyes darkened, and then he said slowly: "I think if this goes on, I will...I won't be able to hold on. But, I don't want to do this."

This woman's name is Liu Peici, and she originally worked in S City, but recently, because of her husband's job transfer, she also came to work in T City.Because of her professional sense of responsibility, she still missed this child very much, but she never thought that he would also come to T City.

Then, Peici Liu, who happened to hear the news, naturally called Xiao Ran.

She has received this young man countless times in the past two years, even she herself can't count how many times, most of the time he just sat in front of her, and said very little each time, saying that she often saw hallucinations.

When he was in Europe at the beginning, when he saw the hallucination for the first time, he thought it was real, and ran towards the hallucination happily, but the whole person just passed through him, and when he turned back, he Disappeared.

Many times later, he still didn't believe that it was just a fantasy in his mind, but maybe he had experienced too many times, so he had to believe it.

From Europe, to S city... at any time, anytime, anywhere, they will always suddenly appear in front of me.

And every time, Xiao Ran has to slow down for a long time.

So two years ago, he started to see a psychiatrist, the woman in front of him, Liu Peici.

This was the first time this child came to her after returning to T City.

Liu Peici often feels dereliction of duty. After two years, she has not been able to heal him.

She had seen his news before, he was already a very good designer, very dazzling under the flashing lights.It's just that every time he came here, his expression was not as beautiful as when he stood in front of the stage. The whole person seemed to be covered with a thick shadow, which became more and more intense.

Liu Peici still remembered that when they had known each other for more than a year in S City, she finally gained his trust as an elder and friend, and figured out that the hallucination was a man and also his lover.It's just the specific situation, and she hasn't been able to get a real answer to this day.All I know is that it's missing.And according to Liu Peici's own speculation and observation of Xiao Ran's various demeanors, maybe it's not just as simple as missing, it is very likely that he has passed away.

This kind of mental disorder is like a dead knot. People from the outside can only tell the person the steps to untie it through psychological hints and counseling, but they can't really help him untie it with their own hands. In the end, they still need to rely on themselves.

Of course, the assistance of drugs is also essential.

At that time, Peici Liu prescribed some western medicine for him.

When she told Xiao Ran that it was a drug to relieve hallucinations, that is, it could help him prevent him from seeing things that didn't really exist, but Peici Liu saw fear in the child's eyes.

Although it was only for a moment, as a psychologist, she could easily capture it.

I'm afraid this is a very bad thing.

Even if she forcibly prescribed the medicine to him, it was very likely that the child would just put those pills in the corner as a display after the child returned.

Sure enough, Xiao Ran at that time even asked her a little timidly: "Is there a medicine that can prevent the hallucination from disappearing, or even keep it from disappearing forever."

Liu Peici understands that if he is to be cured, it will be a protracted battle, even...

"According to your resume, you were an unknown clerk working in an unknown small company three years ago, but you have become an outstanding designer in just three years. You can tell Me, what happened between this?" Peici Liu was always advancing step by step, and she just raised this question today.

Because she knew very well that there must be something to do with it.But don't be in a hurry, absolutely not in a hurry, you have to wait until their relationship gets closer before he can be guided to answer.

Xiao Ran was stunned at first, and then said: "Light."

"what?"

"I don't want the 'light' to go away."

"Son, tell me, who is the light?" Peici Liu's voice was leading.

"..." Xiao Ran struggled a little.

But Liu Peici did not persecute him, but gave the answer herself: "Is it that person?"

Xiao Ran finally nodded.

……

Liu Peici found out with some sadness that even if she knew the answer, Xiao Ran's illness seemed to be more serious than the last time she saw him.Although it looks normal to outsiders.

More serious, however, is phantom pain caused by mental illness.This kind of pain has already appeared on Xiao Ran's body, and if it is severe, the patient will feel unbearable pain.

"Then..." Liu Peici wanted to continue talking, and even wanted to use some hints.But he was interrupted by the person in front of him...

He said, "Doctor Liu, I think... I should go."

Liu Peici looked at him helplessly: "Xiao Ran, you can't keep running away like this."

"I……"

"Can you tell me, if you don't want to heal yourself, why did you go to the doctor?"

Xiao Ran was silent for a long time before replying: "Because... I don't want to disappoint him. I want to live a good life, but... I really can't bear it. I'm very conflicted, I don't know what to do..."

Liu Peici took out a bottle of medicine from the drawer and put it in his hand and said softly, "Take it away, Xiao Ran. It's been three years, you can't go on like this."

"..."

"As a doctor I have to tell you honestly, your symptoms are very bad."

……

Xiao Ran walked out of the treatment room, sat in the driver's seat of the car and lay down on the steering wheel with a listless expression...

He knew that his heart was festering day by day, but under his hard exterior, he was completely hidden by himself.

He also knew that this was wrong, maybe...he should take that medicine.Until... he can no longer see that hallucination...

The next day, when Du Ruike approached Xiao Ran again and wanted to discuss his small goals with him, he found that his friend's complexion was extremely bad.

"Sunshine, are you okay! You you you...how are you?!"

Xiao Ran clutched his stomach, just opened the door for him and crawled to the bed in the bedroom with his body curled up, his face turned pale.

"You won't eat your stomach badly, will you?"

"No..." Xiao Ran not only had a stomachache, but also a headache, and there was no pain anywhere in his body.

Du Ruike glanced at the medicine jar on the bedside table, looked at the annotation label, and looked at Xiao Ran in shock: "Are you taking this?! This is not treatment..."

"No..." Xiao Ran gritted his teeth and replied, "I didn't eat... I don't know what's going on, but something is wrong..."

"No, no, no! I have to take you to the hospital, you look very uncomfortable!" As he spoke, he was about to stretch out his hands and carry him on his back.

Originally Xiao Ran didn't refute, but the next second he suddenly withdrew his hand and kept staring in the direction of the window...

Du Ruike just watched him clutching his stomach and walking towards the window step by step, and then pushed the window open.

Then Du Ruike watched him step out of the window, Du Ruike was so frightened that he quickly dragged the man back!

Damn it... this is the seventh floor! ! ! !

Xiao Ran came back to his senses in an instant after being pulled by him like this, and looked out the window to see if there was anyone there.

It was only then that I realized that I probably saw the hallucination again just now...

Xiao Ran lay on the bed, enduring the pain in his body, a trace of despair flashed in his mind...but he was quickly suppressed by himself.

No... definitely can't think like that... absolutely can't...

Du Ruike was terribly frightened by his actions just now, and broke out in a cold sweat, he hurriedly asked: "Xiao Ran...you..."

"I'm fine...Durek, I don't want to go to the hospital, can you leave me alone for a while?"

"That's not right, you were in pain just now..."

"I'm really fine, it's just a moment ago."

"But...you looked really wrong just now..."

Xiao Ran laughed: "I'm really fine, are you free today? I just want to take a rest today, can you help me keep an eye on the work in the studio? How about it?"

Du Ruike looked at him strangely, indeed looking at Xiao Ran now, he couldn't feel anything wrong from Xiao Ran.It's as if... the uncomfortable feeling just now was just a faux pas...

Du Ruike has always been nervous, and thought of his little Zhang Xiaodai, and after confirming that he was fine, he immediately agreed: "Okay, then I'll go now?"

"Go, go! Hurry up!"

It wasn't until Xiao Ran heard that the door of the living room was closed by him that Xiao Ran frowned and bit his lips tightly, curling himself up under the quilt in pain, cold sweat dripped from his neck to his back, soaking his clothes... …

When Xiao Ran woke up, he found that the sky outside the window had already turned dark.And the pain from before has eased a little...

He leaned against the head of the bed, buried his head between his legs and blamed himself wryly, if he continued like this, his body would collapse sooner or later.

If so, how could he be worthy of the man who left his life to himself?

Since he was the one who imprisoned himself in this huge cage, even if his body was smashed to pieces, he would climb out...with all his strength.

Xiao Ran picked up the medicine bottle on the bedside table, with endless reluctance in his eyes, but finally he took two pills from it and put them to his mouth...

Suddenly, Xiao Ran heard someone open the living room door.

who is it?It can't be a thief...

But how can a thief open the door here?

Holding the medicine bottle in his hand, Xiao Ran forgot to put it down, quietly walked to the bedroom door, and listened with bated breath...

He heard footsteps gradually approaching his direction, and Xiao Ran realized that he should find something to defend himself?But just as he was looking around for a weapon, the bedroom door was pulled open...

Xiao Ran's forehead hair was blown away by the wind caused by the sudden opening of the door.

He stared blankly at the person in front of him.

The man was wearing the costume of an unknown nation, but his whole body was in a mess, as if he had rolled around in a certain muddy field, and he was also quite tanned.

With just one glance, Xiao Ran immediately recognized him.

Is it... another hallucination?

Xiao Ran suddenly took a step back belatedly, and the medicine bottle in his hand slipped from his hand, and the pills immediately rolled all over the ground.

"I haven't seen you for a few years, don't you know each other?"

"..." Xiao Ran didn't respond at all.

"Hey, I came to look for you as soon as I came back. Give me some feedback? Huh?"

"..." Xiao Ran squatted down slowly with trembling hands, still without saying a word, he picked up the pills one by one into the medicine bottle, and whispered in his mouth, "The doctor said... I can't go on like this anymore ..."

The man grabbed him, frowned slightly and asked, "What doctor?"

The moment Xiao Ran touched him, he dropped the medicine bottle and covered his eyes with his hands.

"Xiao Ran?"

A familiar voice rang softly in his ears, but Xiao Ran never took his hands away from his eyes.

Because he dare not.

Every time, as long as he turned his head again, he would disappear.

The man realized that something was wrong with him, picked up the small white medicine bottle from the ground, looked at the label on it, and took a deep breath.

"Don't be afraid, Xiao Ran, tell me, what's wrong with you?" The man gently held his hand covering his eyes, and gently pulled it down.

This is the first time that Xiao Ran felt the temperature on that person, the real temperature.

He even looked at him in a daze and fear, and asked, "Are you... a hallucination?"

Distress flashed in the man's eyes, then he smiled and shook his head: "Fool, I'm Shen Yi."

A "whimper" came out of Xiao Ran's throat, like the cry of a small animal.It's so small and thin, but it's so heartbreaking.

He stretched out his hand to grab the tattered clothes of the man in front of him, put his head on his chest, and tears fell drop by drop, continuously... one drop after another...

"Shen Yi..." Like an explosion, Xiao Ran cried louder and louder, until finally he was crying.He had never been in so much pain like today, it was more painful than when he was sick.He was really in pain, he didn't know what to do, every pore in his body was screaming and struggling...

For the past three years, he thought that he would be covered by the sun as Shen Yi had instructed, and there would be no more cloudy days.

The warm and sunny young designer he portrayed in front of the world still has a beautiful and natural smile standing under the flashlight.

He seems to have found the meaning of living in this world, and with every step he takes, he can climb a higher mountain.

He tried hard to forget, to ignore the loneliness and pain he endured when he was alone.

He believed so much that that person would come back, but he just believed blindly.

He couldn't find a reason why he could come back, and every time he tried to find a reason why he could come back, he was blocked by the ruthless reality...

Then there was endless numbness, the body was on that layer, but the heart was on this layer.

With tears in his eyes, Xiao Ran approached the man in front of him, he kissed his neck with his lips, and said with a sob: "Please...don't leave me again...Shen Yi...I really can't stand it...I I really can't stand..."

Shen Yi looked down at the person crying and calling his name in front of him, hysterical, as if he was going to call himself out of a hole.His heart was also trembling, in pain...

Then Shen Yi hugged Xiao Ran fiercely, as if he wanted to rub him into his own flesh and blood.

is warm...

Xiao Ran tightened his clothes, thinking in a daze...

warm sunlight……

Why is it clearly at night, but Xiao Ran feels as if he is in a bright afternoon, sitting on a gently swaying wooden swing bench, which is entangled by several vines.

He leaned there, quietly hugged by someone in his arms, and the radiant warmth sprinkled on his body without hesitation.

Then he heard the man say in his ear: "I won't leave you again, Xiao Ran. I'm back, so I will be by your side for the rest of my life. And I won't allow you to leave by my side."

Xiao Ran slowly opened his tears-soaked eyes, and heard the reassuring promise.He nodded obediently, and replied with a hoarse voice trembling: "...OK."

【"I don't know if anyone has ever experienced a kind of despair, the kind of despair that is like being suffocated in a dark space and can't find an exit. But one day, a ray of sunshine suddenly appeared in your life, and that light penetrated The whole darkness in which you exist has brought you light.

Until, that light suddenly disappeared.

It's like, when a person never gets something that he longed for, he just hopes.But when you get it but lose it, it is a more hopeless feeling than despair.

But is it really so?

For whom do people live in this world?

So, what exactly does that ray of sunshine bring to you?

I think it's hope.

He may disappear one day, but at least he makes you see a light you never saw before.This light once illuminated your world, and you can understand that maybe one day you can walk out of this dark area.

Like this necklace, it keeps the sun.not only