The conservative man who wears the past through the present is crooked

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Ye Xiyu felt that his breath that was taken away was recovering little by little, as if someone was sending his own breath into his body - that breath was familiar and scorching, like a fire, burning his heart, His heart burned more and more intensely with the flame, sinking deeper and deeper...

He opened his eyes suddenly, then sat up covering his heart, and took a few breaths——he realized that there seemed to be a tube inserted in his nostril, and he glanced at the white Sheets, and then belatedly realize that it seems like I'm in a hospital.

"Are you awake? I just wanted to inform your father."

A strange voice sounded beside the hospital bed. He raised his head and saw a tall man in black standing beside the bed, looking at him expressionlessly.

He wondered: "You are?" For some reason, he always felt that he had seen this person somewhere, but he couldn't remember where it was for a while.

"I'm the young master's bodyguard. He asked me to take you to the hospital. I was going to call your father, but since you're awake, it's up to you to decide."

He was stunned for a few seconds before realizing that the "young master" this person referred to was Lu Zheqian, and he immediately remembered what happened before he fell into a coma - Lu Zheqian seemed to have fallen into the water with him? !

He hurriedly asked: "Brother, what about Xiao Zhe? How is he? Where is he? Is he also in the hospital?"

The man shook his head, and said honestly: "Young master rescued you, he said he was fine, and he is at home now."

Only then did he heave a sigh of relief, and then said: "Brother, thank you, there is no need to inform my father about this matter, I am already much better."

The man nodded and said: "Okay, then I'll go back. The doctor said that if you wake up, you can continue to take oxygen here for an hour before you can leave. The money has already been paid, and the young master said that you don't have to pay it back. If you have something to do You can find a nurse." After speaking, the man hurried away without waiting for his answer.

He sat on the hospital bed and was lost in thought, until a familiar cell phone rang, and he came back to his senses.He looked in the direction of the bedside table, only to find that his schoolbag was on the table, probably brought by the bodyguard just now.

He took the schoolbag, took out the mobile phone inside, and found that it was Ye Mingchao's call, so he quickly answered the call——

"Son! Have you eaten yet? Why did it take you so long to answer the phone?" After speaking, Ye Mingchao hiccupped, probably because he had been drinking.

He frowned and said, "Father, I... have already eaten, and you drank again?"

"Hahaha, yes, I had a drink with a client just now. Son, what did you have for lunch? I'm not at home, you have to take good care of yourself!"

He gave a guilty "um" and then changed the subject: "Father too, you have to take care of yourself. Alcohol hurts your health. If you can't drink it, don't drink it."

"Hahaha, it's still my son who cares about me! Don't worry! I'm just happy, I just drank a little. Your father and I just talked about a big business! Well, I won't tell you, I'm going Sending customers off! Remember to take care of yourself! Goodbye!"

After finishing speaking, Ye Mingchao hung up the phone. He glanced at the phone screen, only to realize that it was already 12:30 - he was indeed a little hungry, but he didn't dare to leave early.

He sighed silently, put the phone on the counter, and then suddenly noticed that the clothes on his body didn't seem to fit well.

He looked down, only to realize that he was wearing black clothes - he seldom wore black clothes, and this suit, he seemed to see Lu Zheqian wearing it...

Thinking of this, his face turned red involuntarily—who changed his clothes for him?Could it be Lu Zheqian? !

He quickly stopped his wild thoughts, and then held his beating heart to calm himself down.

An hour later, he came to the entrance of the hospital with his schoolbag on his back, and then stopped in a daze—it was already past 01:30, and it must be too late to go home and cook.But after his rebirth, he hadn't tried eating out by himself, and he didn't know where there was a restaurant nearby, so he was a little at a loss for a while.

Just when he was wondering what to do, a figure suddenly broke into his field of vision, followed by Li Zien's cynical voice——

"Xiaoxi, what a coincidence, we met again." At this time, Li Zien had already come to him.

He glanced at Li Zien, and said with a helpless smile, "Well, it's quite a coincidence."

Li Zien looked at his pale face, and worried: "What's the matter with you? Is there something wrong?"

He shook his head and said, "It's okay, I'm just a little hungry."

Li Zien said with a smile: "I thought it was a big deal, that's just right, let's have a meal together, it's considered as fulfilling the previous agreement, won't you show your face?"

He smiled and said, "Why? I just want to go to eat too." He was actually uncomfortable with being in debt to others for a meal all the time, and he felt that it would be good if he could take the opportunity to solve this problem.

Li Zien said happily: "That's great! Let's go! My car is over there!"

He nodded and followed Li Zien into the car. Fifteen minutes later, Li Zien took him to a cubicle in a restaurant and sat down.

"What do you want to eat?" Li Zien asked him holding the menu.

He was about to say "anything is fine", but inexplicably remembered Lu Zheqian, so he had to change his words: "It's better to be lighter."

Li Zien nodded, then ordered two meat dishes and one green vegetable, and the waiter quickly brought over the food—he was really hungry, and after exchanging greetings with Li Zien, he began to eat quietly .

Seeing him eating quietly, Li Zien curled his lips in displeasure, and then asked with a smile: "By the way, Xiaoxi, why are you in the hospital?"

He was taken aback, and found a reason to prevaricate: "The nose is a bit uncomfortable, so let's take a look."

Li Zien said "Oh", and then asked, "Why didn't you ask me why I came to the hospital?"

He froze again, and then asked, "Why?"

Li Zien said with a smile: "Actually, it's nothing. It's just that there is a high school senior who studies medicine and is doing an internship here. I'll come and see her."

He nodded, and continued to eat quietly.Li Zien felt bored, so he took a bite of food and put it in his mouth.After eating this dish, Li Zien couldn't help but asked, "Aren't you curious about who she is?"

He was startled, then asked again: "Who is it?"

Li Zien looked at him and said, "Yuan Xinlan."

Hearing the name, he was stunned again, then frowned, and searched for the name in the original owner's memory, only to realize after a while that Yuan Xinlan was the original owner's first love girlfriend—he didn't know, the reason for his thoughts The expression, in Li Zien's eyes, is the reluctance and nostalgia for his first love.

He hesitated for a moment, and finally asked: "Is she... okay?"

He learned from the original owner's memory that this relationship was actually very short and innocent. The two were in different classes, so they often exchanged letters for each other. The closest contact was Yuan Xinlan's hug when she graduated.And soon after Yuan Xinlan entered university, they broke up naturally after getting together less and more.He found that the original owner seemed to have an Oedipus complex, that's why he fell in love with Yuan Xinlan who was older than him. In the original owner's mind, this relationship was precious, so he felt that he should also care about Yuan Xinlan's current situation.

Li Zien sneered and said, "You really can't forget her. Don't worry, she's doing well. She's in graduate school now. Her boyfriend is studying medicine just like her. They plan to get married after graduation."

Hearing this, he smiled in relief, and said softly, "That's good."

Li Zien was puzzled and said, "You still agreed? Are you not sad?"

He shook his head and said, "It's good for her to live happily." After speaking, he continued to bury his head in eating.

Li Zien looked at him suspiciously, and then thought about something in his heart.

After eating, he proposed to go home. Li Zien smiled and said, "What's the hurry? It's still early."

Speaking of this, the way Li Zien looked at him suddenly became different—for some reason, he somehow felt that Li Zien looked at him with greed like a hunter looking at his prey, and he couldn't help thinking of After seeing the enemy from the previous life, I felt inexplicably panicked.

He quickly stood up and said, "I still have something to do, so I'll go back first, thank you for today." After finishing speaking, he picked up his schoolbag and turned around to leave.

Unexpectedly, Li Zien also stood up immediately, took his arm, and said, "Hey, Xiaoxi, don't go, I still have something to tell you."

He pulled his arm back forcefully, and said displeasedly, "What do you have to say? Tell me."

Li Zien looked at him and said: "Xiaoxi, you know, I have always liked you, since you have let go of Yuan Xinlan, then stay with me! I will treat you well!"

As he said that, Li Zien suddenly hugged him, and while struggling hard, he said, "Li Zien! Are you crazy?! Let me go! There is no way between us! Let me go!"

Li Zien tried his best to control him and said, "How is it impossible? We have known each other since we were young, which shows that our fate began when we were young!"

He shook his head and said, "Li Zien, please be sober, we are both men, so there is no way between us! If you don't let me go, I will hate you for the rest of my life!"

Hearing this, Li Zien was taken aback for a moment, and then slowly let go of him. Having escaped from the prison, he hurried to the door. Just as he was about to open the door to escape from this terrifying compartment, he heard Li Zien ask: "Little Xi, do you hate me?"

He was stunned for a moment—his kindness made him unable to bear to say hurtful words, so he thought for a while before saying: "As long as you don't do the disgusting things to me like just now, I won't hate you." you."

Li Zien nodded behind him, and said, "Okay, I won't force you. But, I can see that, in fact, you and I are the same kind of people, and you also like men, right?"

Hearing this, he was startled, and then quickly shook his head.

Li Zien smiled and said: "Hehe, one day you will clearly realize your own nature. Don't worry, I won't force you, I will wait patiently until the day you admit that you like men, when the time comes, You certainly won't resist me as much as you do now."

He shook his head again, then opened the door and left without saying anything—a lot of things happened this day. At this moment, his heart was in a mess, and he felt that he needed to find a quiet place calm down.

He walked to the bus stop in a trance, and then got on a bus. Looking at the city scenery passing by outside the window, he couldn't help but think—is it really like what Li Zien said, that he actually likes men in his bones?

He shook his head, telling himself it was impossible.After all, when Li Zien hugged him suddenly, he only felt disgusted and resisted. He didn't like this kind of physical contact at all.

But why didn't he feel this way when Lu Zheqian hugged him?Although he was also resisting at that time, it was only the morality in his heart that was at work, and he was actually secretly happy in his heart. Moreover, he seemed to enjoy Lu Zheqian's embrace...

Thinking of this, his heart couldn't stop beating again—he thought, he likes Lu Zheqian, but it has nothing to do with gender, right?The reason why he likes it is simply because it is Lu Zheqian.

Thinking about it, he smiled bitterly again—whether he likes it or not, does it make a difference?No matter how much he likes it, it is impossible for him to be with a man in his life.

He still remembers that Ye Mingchao often nagged him to get married and have children; he still remembered that he promised Cheng Yongbin that he would take good care of Lu Zheqian; he still remembered that he promised Lu Kunyong that he would not let Lu Yuanfeng's tragedy happen to Lu Zheqian.

No matter how much he likes it, or no matter how deep his love is, his love is destined to be buried deep in his heart, and then gradually melted in the mud of his heart until it turns into ashes and disappears slowly.

Thinking of this, his heart ached for no reason. He took a deep breath, then got off the bus in a daze, and changed to another bus.

When he came back to his senses, he found that he had unknowingly come to the gate of the Lu family's courtyard again - he looked at the two closed gates and felt a sense of loss in his heart.

He sighed silently, then turned around to leave, but saw a somewhat familiar white car galloping towards him - this scene was so familiar, his heart was immediately pulled.

The car stopped in front of the courtyard gate, and the two gates opened immediately, and the car drove in, and he couldn't help but heeled in.

The two white-clothed men got out of the car immediately, and one of them turned around as before, gave him a curious look, and then walked towards the house.

He also walked over, and the door opened quickly. Butler Song said nervously: "Doctor Qin, please, the young master has a severe fever, but he refuses to go to the hospital. Alas, we really have nothing to do with him." gone."

While they were talking, they had already reached the stairs. Butler Song noticed him who had been following him all this time, and he couldn't help being taken aback. When he saw the clothes he was wearing, his eyes widened in surprise. He had no choice but to say apologetically He smiled at Butler Song.

Steward Song frowned, then nodded to him, but didn't say anything, just continued to talk to Doctor Qin about Lu Zheqian's situation while going up the stairs.

While listening to Steward Song's rambling, he walked up the steps -- it felt like stepping on clouds and walking towards an unknown starry sky.He knew that there was an abyss below the floating clouds, but he still stepped on it without hesitation, because his heart had long been lost in that starry sky.