The conservative man who wears the past through the present is crooked

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Lu's yard:

After Ye Xiyu ran out of the courtyard gate, he continued to run forward. As he ran, he suddenly remembered that his schoolbag and other things were still in the study.He stopped suddenly, then stood by the side of the road, staring blankly at the road ahead.

At this time, a red car suddenly roared past him, and he was startled.

However, in this way, he became sober--what is he doing?Why did he run away?Not only can he avoid the problem in this way, but it may make the problem more and more complicated.

As a tutor, he should face this problem bravely, and then explain it clearly to Lu Zheqian, instead of retreating like he is now.

Thinking of this, he immediately turned around, took a deep breath, and walked back to Lu's house decisively.

He quickly returned to the second floor, but the moment he stepped into the study, he suddenly became frightened again, and then timidly took half a step back.

He took another deep breath, forced himself to calm down, and then walked into the study.When he came to the desk, he saw that Lu Zheqian was seriously brushing up the questions, as if he didn't notice that he came in at all, and was still looking at the questions seriously.

He froze for a moment, then came to his seat and sat down.He read the book for a while, then raised his head to look at Lu Zheqian. After hesitating for a moment, he still said, "Xiao Zhe, are you... free now?"

Lu Zheqian stopped writing, then raised his head, looked at him suspiciously, and asked, "No time, what's wrong?"

For some reason, Lu Zheqian seemed to have forgotten what happened just now, his heart trembled suddenly, and then concealed the bitterness in his heart, smiled reluctantly, shook his head and said, "It's okay, you can continue to do the questions."

Lu Zheqian nodded, and then continued to brush up the questions.While slowly chewing on the pain in his heart, he forced himself to devote himself to studying quickly.

In the evening, the Ye family:

Ye Xiyu sat on the window sill, looking at the flickering lights outside the window, and thought about everything that happened at Lu's house this morning.

He thought for a long time, finally sighed deeply, then picked up his phone, and sent Lu Zheqian a WeChat message:

Xiao Zhe, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have looked through your picture album without authorization this morning.I was really surprised when I saw you drew me though.

And when you told me that you liked me, I was even more shocked.I don't know how to tell you in person, so I have to tell you through WeChat.

You once told me that you like men, and I once told you that you just went astray for a while, and I will definitely help you get back on the right path.

As for today's matter, let's not talk about the issue of gender -- you and I are a teacher-student relationship, and with this level of relationship alone, there is no possibility between us.

I know, these words may be hurtful, but as your tutor, I need to tell you clearly, and try to give you correct guidance and encouragement, lest you go further and further down the wrong path.

It's just that I really didn't expect that I would be the culprit.I'm sorry, Zhe, but I failed to fulfill my duties as a tutor.

However, fortunately, you are still young, there is still time for everything, and I will do my best to help you.

In addition, you are now in the third year of high school, so I hope you can let go of this doomed relationship as soon as possible, and then focus on your studies and get admitted to the ideal university.This is me, and I believe it is also your grandfather's expectation of you.

As I said before, you just went astray for a while. When you grow up, look back at the road you have traveled, and you will understand that "there is no grass in the end of the world", and I am just Just a passer-by in your life.

Of course, maybe, I have left a strong stroke in your youth.However, one day, you will understand that no matter how brilliant the fireworks are, they will dissipate.

And I'm just a wisp of smoke in that fireworks.At that time, you will understand that your feelings for me are more of gratitude between teachers and students than so-called love.

Finally, what I want to say is that no matter what, I will accompany you through the college entrance examination, and I also hope that you can complete this journey seriously.

As for other insignificant complex emotions, if you can let go of them, let them go as soon as possible, and if you can't let go of them for the time being, let them go for a while, and let everything be relieved slowly over time, okay?

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This wechat is very long, so he sent it to Lu Zheqian in several paragraphs.After sending it out, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and then read it again from beginning to end, and found that some parts were inappropriate, and wanted to withdraw it, but it was already time.

He sighed helplessly, then put down his phone and went to the study to read.After an unknown amount of time, he couldn't help but yawned, and then he put the book back on the shelf, and then returned to the bedroom.

He picked up his phone and looked - it's been an hour, but Lu Zheqian still hasn't replied to him.

His heart couldn't help feeling uneasy, and he thought to himself, is Lu Zheqian angry?Thinking of this, he couldn't help but frowned worriedly, then clicked on WeChat again, intending to send another WeChat message to Lu Zheqian, but he suddenly remembered his promise to Lu Kunyong.

He sighed silently, and finally turned off the phone and went to sleep.

The next day was Monday, and he quickly threw himself into his busy study and work, and put this matter aside for the time being in a corner of his heart.

A week passed quickly, and Ye Xiyu came to Lu's house again on Saturday morning with a feeling of anxiety.

He cautiously came to the study on the second floor, but to his surprise, Lu Zheqian was not in the study - he couldn't help but think of what happened last weekend, and his heart beat suddenly.However, this throbbing was quickly overwhelmed by the bitterness in his heart.

At this time, there was a sound of closing the door on the other side of the bookshelf, and he came back to his senses, and then looked at the end of the aisle of the bookshelf with confusion and nervousness.

Soon, Lu Zheqian appeared in his field of vision. He was surprised and delighted at the same time, but he quickly suppressed his emotions, then smiled at Lu Zheqian, and said calmly, "Good morning, little Zhe."

Lu Zheqian didn't respond to him, but stood opposite the bookshelf, staring at him with displeasure——Since Lu Zheqian was standing in a shadow, he couldn't see Lu Zheqian's expression clearly for a while, so he just asked: "Little Zheqian, what's the matter?" gone?"

Lu Zheqian still didn't answer him, but walked towards him along the bookshelf aisle.When Lu Zheqian approached, he saw clearly that Lu Zheqian had a gloomy face, staring at him fiercely like a demon.

He was startled immediately, then took half a step back, and said cautiously: "Xiao...Xiao Zhe, you...what's the matter with you?"

At this time, Lu Zheqian had come to him and stopped. Lu Zheqian frowned at him for a moment, then suddenly smiled evilly and said, "Morning."

He didn't know what happened to Lu Zheqian, so he had to smile and said softly, "Good morning, little Zhe."

As soon as he finished speaking, Lu Zheqian suddenly clasped his waist fiercely with one hand, and he was suddenly startled and shivered all over.

However, at this time, he was much more awake than last week, and he quickly realized that something was wrong, so he quickly put his hands on Lu Zheqian's shoulders, and while pushing Lu Zheqian forcefully, he said: "Xiao Zhe, don't worry about it." ..."

"Tell me, do you like me too?" Lu Zheqian interrupted him, and his eyes suddenly became affectionate and soft.

Facing Lu Zheqian like this, his heart skipped a beat again, and he held his breath nervously.However, he quickly came back to his senses, and then shook his head in denial while pushing Lu Zheqian away.

Lu Zheqian frowned, then clasped his waist tightly with one hand, and held the hand on his shoulder with the other, then moved a little closer to his face, and asked in a deep voice next to his ear: "Ye Teacher, what are you afraid of? Is it so difficult to admit that you like me?"

He shook his head again and said, "Xiao Zhe, I didn't..."

"Are you afraid of Lu Kunyong? Or are you afraid of the eyes of the world?" Lu Zheqian didn't listen to his explanation, but asked questions in his ear.

He didn't know how to answer, so he continued to shake his head, and Lu Zheqian whispered in his ear again: "You said, just a teacher-student relationship, there is no possibility between us. But, do you really feel that you Is it my teacher?"

Speaking of this, Lu Zheqian couldn't help but smiled coldly, and his heart seemed to be stabbed lightly by something.

Lu Zheqian continued: "Think about it carefully, you have been my tutor for so long, what else have you taught me besides the few Chinese questions? If I remember correctly, I spent less time tutoring you in English than You have been tutoring my Chinese for longer, right?"

Hearing this, he was suddenly ashamed, and his cheeks that were originally flushed with nervousness seemed to be burned by fire.

Looking at his reddened ear tips, Lu Zheqian held his breath immediately, and then took a deep breath, the scorching breath immediately set his body and mind on fire.

Lu Zheqian smiled in a deep voice, the laughter carried a bewilderment that made him sink, just when he was in a daze, he heard Lu Zheqian say again: "Although I respectfully call you 'Mr. Ye', it's just a title , I have never regarded you as my teacher."

Hearing this, his heart suddenly ached, but Lu Zheqian suddenly said affectionately and seriously: "So, the teacher-student relationship is not established between us. I say this, do you understand?"

After finishing speaking, Lu Zheqian no longer clung to his ear, but raised his chin, looked into his eyes affectionately, and said solemnly: "Ye Xiyu, I like you. If you like me too, don't go Care about those messy worldly concepts, let's face up to our original intentions and face reality bravely, shall we?"

He stared blankly at Lu Zheqian's deep eyes full of affection, and his messy and throbbing heart once again fell into the lake light in Lu Zheqian's eyes - he was suffocating in the lake, and he was also fascinated and sinking in the lake How should the heart choose?