[Infrastructure] I'm not a god

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"Wait, wait, Brother Xie, what are you talking about?" Ruan Yi was so surprised that he couldn't speak coherently, he waved his hand but was held by Zhan Xie, which made him startled again.

"I said, I like you."

"..." Well, I really heard correctly.Ruan Yi was silent, or he was in a mess right now and didn't know how to react.This was a development he had never thought of, and was too caught off guard.

He has always regarded him as a brother, a confidant, and a big brother who can be relied on...

Ruan Yi is sure about his sexuality, he doesn't react to the same sex, so he should be straight...

How could such a thing happen to him?Oh no, this kind of thing has never happened before.

Ruan Yi has been outstanding in appearance since she was a child, and has countless suitors, including men and women.

In the face of women, Ruan Yi will politely refuse if she doesn't feel or feels inappropriate after consideration, but in the face of men's courtship, Ruan Yi's rejection is more thorough and heartless, never considering that possibility.

Whether it is to let him be the top or the bottom, he feels that it is outrageous.he is not gay...

Or in terms of physical orientation, definitely not.

But Zhan Yu is different from others, how should he refuse, so as not to hurt his heart and continue to maintain their previous relationship?

Ruan Yi lowered her head in thought, and didn't even notice that Zhan Li was still holding his arm, until her wrist was pinched, Ruan Yi pulled her attention back and looked up at Zhan Li.

Zhan Yu's focused eyes indicated that what he said was sincere and sincere, "What do you think? I want to know your answer."

"I..." Ruan Yi's eyes dodged, and he avoided it. After thinking for a while, he said softly, "Brother Xi, can't we be the same as before? I think it's good for you to be my big brother..."

Ruan Yi felt a little pain from being pinched, but he pursed his lips, but said nothing.

There was silence between the two for a while, and finally Zhan Yu spoke first, with a low voice that seemed to contain a wry smile, and he said, "But I, gradually can't control myself."

I can't control my feelings, it's all under your control.

I don't know how long I can endure, I am afraid that one day I will do something that I regret.

"..." Ruan Yi felt confused, and his heart softened when he heard Zhan Yu's hoarse and painful voice, he had never seen him like this.

He shouldn't be like this.

Ruan Yi closed his eyes, his fisted hands trembled a little, but he still couldn't...

"Would you hate me?"

Ruan Yi opened his eyes when he heard the words, and looked up at Zhan Yu, "How could I hate you, brother Zhan..."

Although I can't accept your confession, how can I hate you because of it.

Ruan Yi couldn't utter these words, all of them were blocked by Zhan Yu, he couldn't react for a while, his pupils shrank sharply, and he was stunned for more than a moment.

It wasn't until he thought about refusal that he realized that he had been tightly locked in the arms of the other party, unable to move.

The tip of his nose is full of the other party's breath, masculine and fiery, making him feel like drinking strong wine, and his mind is blurred.

The breath is constantly being taken away, and then given by the other party as he pleases, but he can only be like a fish off the shore, or a weak dodder flower, not knowing whether to struggle in vain or cling desperately to the only driftwood.

From refusal to obedience, Ruan Yi has no experience to rely on in this matter, and in the end he can only throw away his helmet and armor, cede land and lose the city, and retreat again and again.

On the verge of suffocation, feeling the dizziness in the head is like witnessing fireworks blooming and waves hitting the cliff.

Pleasure or pain is controlled and given by the other party...

This fiery kiss really exposed Zhan Ling's true nature, extremely strong, boundless domineering, and full of desire to control.

Maybe it was because he suppressed it for too long.Like a desert traveler, enduring all kinds of hardships, how can others understand the eagerness to finally quench his thirst.

But for Ruan Yi...

The feeling of being regarded as prey made him instinctively feel fear.

"You, how could you be like this..." Ruan Yi was breathing quickly after being released, and when his reason gradually returned, a look of shame and anger appeared on his face, mixed with unbelievable shock, and exertion Suppressed panic...

"Let me go." Ruan was upset, but he still wanted to struggle, because he didn't know when he was in the position of being hugged and sitting on his lap by Zhan Yu.

"I can no longer treat you as my younger brother." Zhan Yu didn't seem to hear what he said, and put his chin on the top of his head, and said to himself.

Ruan Yi couldn't struggle, so she simply gave up on herself and could only maintain her superficial indifference and calmness.

His breath hit his ear, penetrated into his collarbone from the collar, Ruan Yi turned her head to avoid it, but was pulled closer.

"Don't move, be good. You don't want to... right?" Zhan Zhan's voice was very calm, as if there was no threat in his words, but he was just stating a very common thing.

Ruan Yi's face turned blue, and she clenched her white fists tightly.

Feeling Zhan Yu's pressing step by step, he couldn't help but feel some regret.Maybe his rejection just now should be more tactful, and he shouldn't be provoked like this...

Ruan Yi didn't dare to move anymore, so he heard Zhan Li whispering in his ear, "Don't you understand? If it's for my younger brother, I can't have such a cross-border, close desire."

Ruan Yi: "..."

Do you also know that your behavior has crossed the line?

He didn't hear a response for a while, and Zhan Yu was not angry, but continued, "If you still don't understand, you still have to pretend to be stupid, maybe you need me to prove it to you again..." He will not allow him to continue to escape this time .

Since he has taken this step, he is bound to get a result.

Shameless!What are you talking about?Are you confessing or... hum!

Ruan Yi's face changed between blue, white and red, and at the same time, he gritted his teeth a bit.He really seems to have re-acquainted with Zhan Yu today...

Ruan Yi closed her eyes in passive resistance, still gritted her teeth and kept her mouth shut, unwilling to answer.

Seeing this, Zhan Li sighed imperceptibly, he moved away a bit, and was no longer as aggressive as before.

He knew that he always took soft things rather than hard things, so it was just to scare him.

"You just said you wouldn't hate me..."

Ruan Yi: ...

Can he take it back?

Forget it, it doesn't seem to work.Even if Zhan Yu was like before, he is at most angry and helpless now, and it is far from the point where he hates him because of it...

Of course, if he really dared... that would be another matter.

Ruan Yi felt that he was hopeless.How could the bottom line of Zhan Zhan be set so low, and the tolerance is so high.

If someone dared to treat him like this in the past, he would have chopped him into pieces and thrown him into the sea to feed the fish!

That's right, the former him would never give others such a chance.

Even those who speak lightly of him will be taught by him to doubt life.Not to mention those who dare to touch their mouths... No-one-can!okay!

In modern times, with Ji Chen as his little friend by his side, he is even safer.Basically, without waiting for him to make a move, the blossoming rotten peach blossoms will be beaten back to their original shape, and then they will never have a chance to appear in front of his eyes.

Ugh!

It's all caused by time travel, what should I tell him to do now...

"So now, do you hate me?" Zhan Yu squeezed Ruan Yi's jaw, turned his head, faced himself, looked directly into his eyes, not allowing him to escape.

"..." Ruan Yi seemed to be frozen, her mind went blank like she was out of consciousness.

"Do you hate me?" Zhan Yu asked again with a sigh, lowering his head to touch his forehead.

It's too much.

Ruan Yi suddenly came back to his senses, his ears were burning red, he gritted his teeth and wanted to move away, but this time he was not stopped, and the distance between the two separated again, but he was still sitting on his lap and being hugged by him pose.

Ruan Yi calmed down her messy breathing, then closed her eyes dejectedly as if she didn't want to look at him, "I don't hate it."

Zhan Yu's eyes lit up, flashing an obvious surprise.

"But..." Ruan Yi's voice changed.

"You said."

"You have to give me some time to think about it... okay?" Ruan Yi said this sentence in a broken jar, and looked at Zhan Yu expectantly.

There are too many sudden things today.Ruan Yi was so confused that he couldn't figure out his thoughts, and the only way to do it was to delay temporarily.

[The author has something to say: Thank you [Jun Jiu] for the second reward, so mua!I sometimes think, what kind of article are you giving a reward to remind me to update?Is this one or the Interstellar one... I'm a little tangled haha, I don't know how to make up for the feedback.

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Absolutely.The river crab beasts retreat quickly...

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