Tucao the Great

I curled the corners of my mouth so teased by him, lifted the quilt and walked over, leaned the door panel against the wall, and said pretending to be angry: "Are you sincerely not letting me sleep?"

"No."

Qin Shuang suddenly smiled, and before I could react, he took my hand and pulled me out of the door.

"Hey! What are you doing?"

"I'll take you to a place."

"..."

The sky was gray and it was evening.

Qin Shuang led me to explore a few small paths, turned around and came to an empty grassland, but there were reeds as tall as a person growing all around. When the wind blew, the large reeds were like waves.Not far away, you can hear the gurgling sound of the small river, which is very beautiful.

But there are a lot of fireflies flying up and down here.

"Qin Shuang, what did you bring me here for?"

Qin Shuang was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Don't you think the scenery here is beautiful?"

"Beautiful is beautiful, but there are a lot of fireflies. I'll go, this thing is stinky! Such a large insect-infested area, can't you smell it?" I twisted my nose, almost suffocating!

Qin Shuang's expression was slightly weird, and he said after a while, "Chuchu and the others said...you will like fireflies."

I understood what he said.

My heart skipped a beat, and I said with a dry smile, "Okay, okay, even though it stinks, it's also pretty, like glistening chickenpox." I was afraid he would ask, so I hurriedly said, "What does it matter to Chuchu and the others?"

Qin Shuang smiled, but didn't answer me.Instead, he pushed aside the reeds in front of him that blocked his view, and pulled me to sit down.

He stared at the front intently, and I was embarrassed to keep staring at him.

So he followed his gaze.

A full moon hangs in the night sky, cloudless and windless, surrounded by reeds, and the mottled light of fireflies reflects the surface of the river, like starlight pouring water.The only difference from starlight is that these stars are dancing and dancing, full of vitality.

I suddenly remembered something, hurriedly took out a paper bag from my arms, handed it to Qin Shuang, and said, "Open it!"

Qin Shuang looked at the paper bag in a daze and said, "This is the paper bag I gave you to the fire thistle tree back then?" He said that he had already opened the paper bag, and there were still seeds from the fire thistle tree inside.

I saw that his movements were as slow as a tortoise, so I simply reached out and grabbed his wrist, and put the seed on his hand.

"You didn't say how to eat this kind of seed, and I didn't want to waste it, so I made it into a bracelet. How about it, doesn't it look good?"

Qin Shuang raised her wrist and watched Chi Chi laughingly, and nodded heavily: "It looks good."

Seeing his stupidity, I couldn't help curling my lips: "I know you'll say you're good-looking even if you're not good-looking."

Qin Shuang said, "It's really pretty." He paused, and added, "I like it very much."

Looking at the rippling river, I hugged my knees and asked, "Did you sell the bamboo house to someone else after you left?"

"No, there is no exchange for a thousand pieces of gold."

I nodded in agreement: "But if it's Wan Jin, you can consider it."

Qin Shuang looked at me helplessly, and said with a broken smile, "Ten thousand gold, one million gold, ten million gold, I won't sell it."

"It's really nice there."

Qin Shuang guessed that my answer was too indifferent, so she couldn't help asking, "You Ruo, don't you miss me at all?"

When I heard this sentence, my expression changed instantly, and I was surprised why he asked such a question. Is my alienation not good enough?I really want to keep pretending and keep restricting my heart, but Qin Shuang has already started to babble: "It's already autumn, I asked Doctor Ye to help us harvest all the lotus roots, red water chestnuts, and wild rice stems in the field. You planted them on the fence The chrysanthemums under the sun must have bloomed, but no one has taken care of them for so long, so I don’t know how they will grow..."

I heard every word in my ears, and my heart felt a little hot. Against the night wind and river scenery, I couldn't help replaying the original bit by bit.

So warm and cozy.

The people around me haven't changed, so the feeling is the same.

"I really want to go back again."

Qin Shuang seemed to have been waiting for my words. He nodded happily when he heard the words: "We will go back together when Junior Brother Feng's demonic nature is eliminated."

I smiled and nodded.

Even if the smile is very bitter.

"Qin Shuang, I have always been extremely grateful to you for saving me."

Saved the extreme, stubborn, low self-esteem, helplessness, despair...I was physically and mentally exhausted.

Give me everything after I've lost everything.

I lowered my head and thought of more, I couldn't help but feel guilty and said: "Back then I was so unreasonable and vented my anger on you, have you...have you ever been angry?"

Qin Shuang didn't answer my question directly, but smiled for a long time before saying softly: "The most fortunate thing in my life is to meet you in the bamboo house. You know, it wasn't me who saved you, but you Save me."

I was startled when I heard the words: "You are so open-minded, why do you need me to save you?"

Qin Shuang shook her head lightly, and said, "No matter how open-minded I am, I am still alone. I am not a Buddhist monk who practiced purely. I will be lonely and lonely in the dead of night. But since you came, I will always think of you. , there is at least your company across the wall. You will vent your anger on me, and you will also care about me; you will make trouble for me, and you will open up to me..."

His voice reached my heart through my ears, and I felt that my whole heart was filled to the brim.

"...You always feel that I let you gradually get out of the haze of life, in other words, why didn't you let me get out of loneliness."

Two people who need help from each other meet at the most appropriate time, and then support each other.

I don't know if it's psychological, why did you say these words before I left?I don't want to make myself indecisive, I have always been a decisive and strong person!But Qin Shuang's every three or two sentences made my vision blurred.

always like this.

I sniffed, bit my lip, and asked after a while, "Why did you tell me this?" He turned his head, looked into my eyes and said, "Because I have to tell you everything." I didn't want to be seen by him with tears in my eyes, He hurriedly lowered his head: "It's the same whether you say it or not..."

"Different."

Qin Shuang interrupted me, he opened his mouth, hesitant to speak again.

I clenched my hands tightly, and my heart was full of complicated emotions, like a mess.

My heart stopped suddenly.

Because Qin Shuang put his hand on the back of mine at some point, just when I thought he didn't mean it, he held my hand tightly.

"Love is a word, but it requires mutual consent." Qin Shuang didn't look at me, and I didn't look at him either, just telling the other party's uneasy emotions with slightly sweaty clasped hands.It took him a long time to continue: "You Ruo, although I am not as strong as Junior Brother Feng and Junior Brother Yun in martial arts, I will regard you as more important than myself."

My breath was stagnant, this statement was already very obvious, and I couldn't continue to play dumb anymore.

As if sitting on a nail, I stood up abruptly and turned my back to him: "Your brain is burnt out!"

"No." Qin Shuang thought I really said that he had a fever, so he took my hand and put it on his forehead: "Look, I don't. Every word I said to you is true, I... I I've thought about it countless times."

I know!

I know he won't lie to me!

But I can't say anything, I can only say: "I can't make any promises to you."

Qin Shuang was stunned: "You Ruo?"

How do I tell him?I'm about to reach full level, I'm leaving, don't you want to provoke me?Don't seduce me?

"You don't understand! You don't understand anything! I can't be with you! Although I really want it, I want it so much!!!" I grabbed my hair and repeated "I really want it" many times.

He grabbed my arm and asked, "You always keep your thoughts in your heart. If you don't tell me, how can I understand?"

I was startled when I heard the words, looked blankly at his face, and said very aggrieved: "Someone doesn't want us to be together."

"...Is it Xiongba?"

"She doesn't want us to be together, and I can't help it, I can't do anything..." I clutched my chest, which seemed to be covered with a lump of cotton, in great pain, "I don't know what I did wrong, why they have to think so hard It hurt me. You shouldn't have seen me, and I shouldn't have seen you, but I saw you, and you saw me, so I couldn't move my feet, but this is absolutely impossible..."

I wiped my tears and continued to cry: "If I stay, the system will laugh at me, because I have been showing off in front of her, and I told her that I will not stay here because of anyone, and that going home is my purpose. Leave it and the system will crash!"

"Go home?" Qin Shuang only understood this sentence, "You really want to go back to Tianxiahui so much?"

"No, it's not Tianxiahui, it's my home, my hometown."

Qin Shuang breathed a sigh of relief, held my hand, and said, "If you are worried about this, there is no need."

I looked up: "Why?"

"When we are together, we are home." Qin Shuang smiled: "If you want to go back to your hometown, I will accompany you. No matter where it is, I will accompany you."

So... home is where he is?

My heart skipped a beat and I looked at him for a while, as if he was extremely happy when he said what was in his heart.

Qin Shuang stretched out her hand towards me, and asked solemnly, "Are you willing?"

I let out a breath of foul air, and actually put aside all my scruples in my heart, pushed away his hand, wrapped his arms around his waist, leaned on his shoulder, and said, "Yes."

The moment I said these two words, I suddenly felt that the burden on my shoulders was relaxed, and there was no sense of oppression.

It turned out that this is the true thought in my heart.

No matter what, no matter what, only stability and happiness.

"Youruo!!!"

An ear-piercing scream pierced through the warmth and tranquility here, and the oppressive feeling that had just dissipated just now returned to my heart in an instant.I was so overwhelmed that I could not breathe, and I heard the system screaming and furious: "The surname is Zhang! What have you done?!"

"I didn't do anything!" I subconsciously wanted to push away