I take paranoia as a victim

The safe in the original owner's room, why is the password for Luo Jingshu's birthday?

Xiao Cheng stared blankly at the scene in front of him, unable to recover for a long while.

He felt as if he was one step closer to the truth, but he couldn't explain it.

Did Luo Jingshu really not know the original owner?

Xiao Cheng licked his lips, and then felt his throat was dry and itchy, and even his forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat.

He is like a pedestrian in the desert short of water, just waiting for the safe in front of him to surprise him.

The contents inside are surprisingly simple, only a black box, which looks small and can be held with one hand.

Xiao Cheng bent down and took out the box, it was light and weightless, and it felt empty inside.

He couldn't help being a little disappointed, but he still opened the top cover. In the next second, the contents inside were completely exposed to Xiao Cheng's eyes.

He suddenly opened his eyes wide, and only felt that it was difficult to breathe. At that moment, everything he saw was blurred.

How can it be? !

Xiao Cheng was short of breath, staring at the things in the box, not daring to take his eyes off for a moment.

Inside the box was a ticket and a photo.

The person in the photo is clearly Luo Jingshu!

But it wasn't any of Luo Jingshu's outfits in Xiao Cheng's memory.

The person in the photo is wearing a light gray sweater, holding a water jug ​​in his hand, and is lowering his head to water the flowers.

He is facing the camera sideways, with a faint smile on his lips. From this angle, Luo Jingshu is so exquisite and beautiful that he doesn't look like a real person. His eyelashes are so long that he can swing on a swing. His temperament is warm and clean, exuding a harmless breath.

He probably didn't notice the existence of the photographer, he only concentrated on watering the flowers, and the smile on his face was especially gentle, indescribably touching.

Xiao Cheng stared at it blankly, his fingers holding the photo were trembling, his eyes went dark for a while, and he smelled blood from his breath.

The Luo Jingshu in the photo is obviously more mature than he is now, Xiao Cheng couldn't even deceive himself that this was taken before.

Then he put down the photo and picked up the ticket underneath.

Xiao Cheng was a little lost. He stared at the destination on the ticket for a long time, feeling like his memory was blurred.

It was an international flight to Rome.

Xiao Cheng suddenly remembered that more than two months ago, he also prepared these two air tickets, but in the end he tore them up with his own hands.

The importance of air tickets and photos to the owner is self-evident.

Xiao Cheng flipped through the ticket carefully, and when he saw the date on it, his tense nerves suddenly relaxed, and he had a feeling that it was true.

As if everything was expected, the most unlikely guess finally came true.

The date on the ticket is five years later.

The inexplicable things suddenly had a reason.

Xiao Cheng thought, his mind had been fixed by transmigrating books, and he always felt that he transmigrated in a few months ago.

But what if it's not just as simple as wearing a book?

Maybe he has experienced a book piercing long ago, the last time he was fetal piercing, that's why the two-year-old Cheng Cheng said that familiar sentence to He An.

As the eldest son of He An and Xiao Yu, his life in the past ten years or so was basically accomplished step by step through the books.

There is no original owner at all, and he is the only one from the beginning to the end.

That's why the Xiao family never doubted him, because he never changed.

It's just that he doesn't know why, it's like going back in time, he will suddenly go back to five years ago, and he has forgotten his memories of the previous ten years, only thinking that he just wore it.

Photos and plane tickets from five years later are the best proof.

That necklace should have been designed by him five years later, so he was so clear about it.

Xiao Cheng looked down at the photo in the box, he was able to take Luo Jingshu so tenderly, it's not hard to see how much the photographer really liked the person in the photo.

Even though he didn't want to believe it in his heart, Xiao Cheng had to admit that whether it was him five years ago or five years later, he couldn't escape Luo Jingshu.

Maybe when he saw Luo Jingshu for the first time by the pool, he was influenced by himself five years later, that's why he fell in love at first sight.

Thinking of this, Xiao Cheng couldn't help cursing.

Now that time has gone back and he has a chance to start over, why can't he remind himself in the future not to fall into Luo Jingshu's trap.

Just look at the lonely airline ticket in the box. After five years, he must be unrequitedly in love with Luo Jingshu, and the love is deep and passionate, and he can't love it.

Can't take Luo Jingshu himself to Rome, just take his photo?

fuck.

How could he be so humble.

Did Luo Jingshu play tricks on him?

Xiao Cheng firmly believed that five years later, he would definitely not have discovered Luo Jingshu's true face, and had always treated him as a harmless little white flower.

Otherwise, he couldn't be a licking dog.

When Xiao Cheng thought of how pitiful he would be in the future, his resentment towards Luo Jingshu was somewhat correct.

Dog thing, it's not enough to play with him once, let's come for the second time, how did he offend Luo Jingshu, making him unwilling to let him go even after he was reborn?

That's right, Xiao Cheng finally understood.

The dog Luo Jingshu was also reborn.

That's why he knows Jiang Ying and others so well, and he knows more about the business situation and development in the next few years.

The last time Xiao Cheng woke up from traditional Chinese medicine, Xiao Yu sighed in front of him, saying that Luo Jingshu knew too much, and acted maturely and ruthlessly, unlike a young boy.

Of course he is not, he has memory, the 23-year-old Luo Jingshu!

Pooh!

Xiao Cheng remembered what Luo Jingshu said when he left just now, maybe it was not only about Xiao Cheng, but also about himself.

Luo Jingshu had seen the necklace before, so he subconsciously thought that Xiao Cheng was reborn just like him.

Anyway, he would never guess the point of wearing a book.

Xiao Cheng breathed a sigh of relief.

He and Luo Jingshu now know each other's secrets, but the big secret of him wearing books has not been revealed yet.

Xiao Cheng put the box away and locked it back into the safe.

He looked at the things in front of him, feeling so complicated that he didn't know what expression to put on.

The long-standing confusion was finally solved, but new troubles followed.

Xiao Cheng didn't know how to face Luo Jingshu. His feelings for Luo Jingshu were true, but the other party was not worthy of his deep love at all.

He sat by the bed and thought for a long time, when a thought suddenly flashed through his mind.

Can his current situation be summed up in one sentence:

My white moonlight became my dog ​​after rebirth?

Inexplicably still a little relieved, what's going on!

After all, this white moonlight is not white at all, it is a pure black lotus.

Xiao Cheng rubbed his sore head, forcing himself to forget about this ghostly thought.

Inexplicably, something five years later appeared in this apartment. Does it mean that there is something weird about this place?

Luo Jingshu took the necklace, perhaps because he wanted to find out why it appeared.

Xiao Cheng inexplicably felt that maybe this apartment was the reason for his rebirth, just like what was written in the TV series, because of some reasons such as feng shui magnetic field, some specific places are located in the gap of time and space...

He couldn't help laughing. He felt that his brain was too big, but it was not impossible. After all, things like wearing books had happened, so what else was impossible.

It seems that this place can no longer stay, lest he wake up and go to a strange place again.

Xiao Cheng stood up from the ground, his head suddenly dizzy for a while, and the feeling of throbbing pain became more intense.

He thought too much tonight, and suddenly knew the truth of the matter, his mood fluctuated violently, and it was normal to have a headache.

Xiao Cheng walked out of the apartment with his body supported, and suddenly received a call from Xie Zhao.

Their family didn't have the habit of watching the year, Xiao Cheng didn't plan to go back at first.

He was not in a good mood right now, so he didn't even want to go home, so as not to worry his family members.

If you want to say that after knowing the truth, Xiao Cheng feels most indebted to his parents and younger sister.

Because of his own reasons, his family members were worried about him. Whenever Xiao Cheng thought of his previous avoidance and indifference, he wanted to punch himself.

He is so stupid.

Can't tell who is really good to him and who is hypocritical.

Treating Luo Jingshu as a treasure actually hurt his family.

Xiao Cheng stood still on the side of the road, and snowflakes fell in the sky again, and his hair was also stained with a little hoarfrost.

"Senior?"

I haven't contacted Xie Zhao for a while, and Xiao Cheng was a little dazed when he heard his voice.

"I sent you a message just now, but you didn't reply to me." Xie Zhao's voice was somewhat imperceptibly nervous.

"Not bothering you, right?"

He hesitated for a long time before making this call. Xie Zhao wanted to say a happy new year to Xiao Cheng himself. It would be good if people who couldn't see him could hear his voice.

"No." Xiao Cheng let out a breath, which immediately turned into white mist in the air.

His voice was still hoarse, and a nasal sound could be heard.

"Happy New Year Senior."

There were probably other people on Xie Zhao's side, Xiao Cheng heard the boy's voice, and within two seconds, Xie Zhao's voice rang again.

"Xiao Cheng, do you have a cold?"

Xiao Cheng sniffed, he felt that his voice sounded okay, but it fell into Xie Zhao's ears, but it was hoarse and low.

The boy he likes doesn't seem very happy.

There was another sound of footsteps in Xiao Cheng's ears, and then the microphone fell silent, Xie Zhao's voice was gentle and low: "Xiao Cheng, are you at home?"

Xiao Cheng looked up at the lights on the side of the road. In the misty light, the snow was getting bigger and bigger.

He couldn't help closing his eyes slightly.

"No."

Xie Zhao was silent for a few seconds, then whispered: "Xiao Cheng, shall we meet?"

"OK?"

Twenty minutes later, Xie Zhao spotted Xiao Cheng at the entrance of the convenience store.

Holding a cup of hot milk tea in his hand, the young man was turning his head to quietly look at the scene not far away. The expression on his face was very calm, as if his eyes were not focused, and he was just staring at a certain place in a daze.

"Xiao Cheng." Xie Zhao stepped up the steps in a few steps.

Xiao Cheng turned his head to look at the people beside him, he probably came in a hurry, Xie Zhao's breathing was still a little short, and there were a little snowflakes on his handsome face.

Xiao Cheng stretched out his hand and nodded his left eyebrow, Xie Zhao wiped it carelessly, keeping his eyes on Xiao Cheng's face, "Why are you here?"

Xiao Cheng seemed to smell the aroma of hot pot on his body. He was probably a little hungry, so he moved a little closer and sniffed it hard.

Xie Zhao's body was a little stiff, he didn't dare to move, he just looked down at the other person's movements, and asked cautiously: "Do I have a smell?"

Xie Zhao's voice was a bit annoyed, he should have taken a shower before going out just now.

At first, he just wanted to call Xiao Cheng and say happy new year to him.But hearing Xiao Cheng's voice was not right, Xie Zhao couldn't care about other things, he just wanted to come to him.

"It's very fragrant, like the smell of butter hot pot."

Xiao Cheng was busy with socializing tonight, so he didn't eat at all, he just drank some wine, and a series of things happened later, so he didn't have time to eat.

When he received a call from Xie Zhao just now, he took a special look at the time, it was already twelve o'clock in the middle of the night.

Xiao Cheng is now in a confused and entangled stage, just like when he was just wearing a book, he looked suspicious at everyone around him, and always wondered if the other party came in through a book just like him.

Now he wondered if other people would be born again.

After all, he was not the only one who was reborn, there was also Luo Jingshu.

Will there be others?

Xie Zhao suddenly felt that Xiao Cheng's expression was a bit strange. Could it be that besides the smell of hot pot, did he have other smells?

"Are you hungry, do you want to eat hot pot?"

Xiao Cheng just drank half a cup of milk tea to relieve the discomfort in his stomach, but it seemed to have opened up his appetite.

"Haven't you already eaten?"

Xiao Cheng remembered that tonight was New Year's Eve, "Don't you keep the year old?"

"I don't have that habit." Xie Zhao said, "I've already eaten, but it's not that I can't eat with you again."

Xiao Cheng seemed to want to say something else, Xie Zhao stretched out his hand to wrap his shoulders, "Let's go."

They went to a hot pot restaurant with a very high rating. Tonight was particularly crowded and the store was full. Xiao Cheng was infected by the lively atmosphere and felt better.

"There are too many people, why don't we change to another one?" Xie Zhao suggested because he was afraid that he would be hungry.

"No senior, just sit down."

Xiao Cheng patted the place beside him. Fortunately, there was still a place to sit and wait, so as not to stand in the cold wind.

It's not interesting to just sit, Xie Zhao saw him looking sleepy tonight, and asked tentatively: "Are you in a bad mood tonight?"

He also saw the circle of friends posted by Xiao Cheng yesterday. The young man stayed with his family, clearly looking beaming.

It's only been a day, why is it so dull?

Xiao Cheng looked at him quietly, "Because I suddenly discovered a big secret."

Xie Zhao couldn't help laughing, because Xiao Cheng's tone was too joking when he said this, and he wanted to look at him seriously, which hit Xie Zhao's cuteness.

"Really, what big secret have you discovered?"

Xiao Cheng then remembered the question Luo Jingshu asked him, and he lowered his voice: "Do you believe that after a person dies, he can still get some opportunities?"

Xie Zhao was stunned for a moment, "For example?"

"Such as resurrection from the dead?" Xiao Cheng said.

Xie Zhao thought for a while, "It sounds quite unscientific, maybe there will be such a thing, although I don't believe it, but we still have to respect metaphysics."

The expression on his face was very natural, Xiao Cheng thought, either his acting skills were too good, or Xie Zhao was not born again.

Seeing his distressed look, Xie Zhao was overjoyed: "Are you just worrying about this?"

"Could it be that the big secret you know is related to this?"

Xiao Cheng came back to his senses, he might be in a daze, he told Xie Zhao this for no reason, the other party wouldn't think he was out of his mind, right?

"No, just think I'm talking nonsense."

Xie Zhao didn't take the conversation just now to heart, "If you have something you can't figure out, you can tell me."

Xiao Cheng suddenly remembered something, he asked Xie Zhao: "Senior, why did you like me before?"

The moment Xie Zhao heard this question, his expression was a little unnatural, because not only before, but now he still likes Xiao Cheng.

If these words came from someone else's mouth, there might be a smell of tea, but when hearing these words from Xiao Cheng's mouth, Xie Zhao somehow felt that the other party really wanted to know the answer to this question.

"I can't describe the feeling. The moment I saw you, I was very happy."

The expression on Xiao Cheng's face stiffened imperceptibly, he stared at Xie Zhao's eyes, and a sense of tension rose in his heart: "You want to say it was love at first sight?"

Normally, Xie Zhao would probably not tell Xiao Cheng his thoughts, because he knew very well that Xiao Cheng didn't like him, and the more he talked, the more psychological pressure he would bring to Xiao Cheng.

But at this moment, the young man beside him was looking at him intently, his figure was reflected in those bright eyes, and he seemed to be expecting Xie Zhao's answer.

Xie Zhao relaxed in his heart, and said seriously: "Maybe it sounds unbelievable to you, but when Jiang Zihe sent me your photo, I had a premonition that I was destined to fall in love with you .”

! !

Xiao Cheng tried his best to control his expression, but his hand on his knee was still clenched into a fist.

Isn't this the same as when he first saw Luo Jingshu?

From the first glance, there is a feeling of deep love.

Could it be that he knew Xie Zhao five years later, and Xie Zhao was his suitor?

The most difficult thing has already been said, and Xie Zhao's tone after that was much more relaxed, probably because he didn't see any uncomfortable expression on Xiao Cheng's face, and he was inexplicably still looking forward to it.

"Actually, when I saw you for the first time, I always had a very familiar feeling, as if I had seen you somewhere before."

"Xiao Cheng, what kind of person do you think I am?"

Xiao Cheng was getting more and more flustered by Xie Zhao's words, because he realized that Xie Zhao was probably affected by his emotions five years later, but Xie Zhao didn't look like a reborn.

Could it be the impact on the people around him after his rebirth?

"Senior, he is a very warm-hearted and gentle person."

Xiao Cheng has always felt this way. From the first meeting to now, Xie Zhao has helped him many times, and has never been cold in front of him.

Xie Zhao sighed, his tone was more gentle, and he seemed a little helpless: "But I'm actually not as warm-hearted as you think, and I'm not as familiar as you think."

He only gave Xiao Cheng all the care and tenderness.

Xie Zhao licked his lips, gripped his clothes tightly with his fingers, "You..."

Would you like to give me a chance?

However, Xiao Cheng suddenly thought at this moment that when Luo Jingshu knew that he knew Xie Zhao, his reaction was particularly intense, as if he was certain that Xie Zhao liked him.

So a few years later, is Xie Zhao really his suitor?

Xiao Cheng suddenly felt as if he had entered a strange circle.

It was Xie Zhao who fell in love with him five years later, and then after his rebirth, influenced Xie Zhao five years ago; or Xie Zhao liked him at this time, and it still hasn't changed five years later.

Zhuang Zhou dreamed of a butterfly, a butterfly dreamed of Zhuang Zhou.

Xiao Cheng felt that he was going to become crazy.

He covered his head, took a hissing breath, leaned back on the chair, and seemed a little uncomfortable.

Xie Zhao was taken aback, and he swallowed what he didn't say, "What's wrong with you?!"

"I'm fine." Xiao Cheng slightly opened his eyes and looked at Xie Zhao beside him. Now he finally understood where Luo Jingshu's hostility towards Xie Zhao came from.

Xie Zhao opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, he heard the clerk call their number.

His expression was a bit complicated, probably because he had already prepared himself, and he was not in a very disappointed mood.

"Come on, go in."

Xiao Cheng didn't hear what Xie Zhao said just now, and he didn't know that at that moment, Xie Zhao was going to confess his love.

He braced himself up, and prepared to appease his stomach first, and then get a good night's sleep. We'll talk about things tomorrow.

Luo Jingshu must know more than him.

At least Luo Jingshu has the memories of these five years.

When Xiao Cheng was eating, Xie Zhao sat across from him to pick up some food for him. By the way, he took a photo and posted it in his circle of friends. As usual, only someone could see it.

Xie Zhao did the same thing when he had barbecue with Xiao Cheng's roommate last time.

He can be called persistent in stimulating Luo Jingshu.

Anyway, Luo Jingshu doesn't like him, and he doesn't like Luo Jingshu either, the two look at each other and hate each other.

Luo Jingshu didn't reply, maybe he didn't see it, Xie Zhao was not in a hurry, and put away the phone slowly.

Xiao Cheng also responded to the message while eating.

After knowing that he was the original owner, Xiao Cheng looked at these people in the circle of friends again, and it seemed that they got closer, and the estrangement disappeared all of a sudden.

These are his friends and classmates.

Xiao Cheng sincerely replied Happy New Year, and joined in the fun, sending out a few red envelopes in the classmate group.

His heart that had been hanging for a long time finally settled down, and he thoroughly felt the lively and festive atmosphere. Even if someone teased him, he responded with a smile.

Until someone asked him if he was in a relationship, the news in the group was posted too fast, and Xiao Cheng was still replying to the last question, so when his message was sent out, it became:

[So-and-so: Did Xiao Te help you fall in love? 】

[Xiao Cheng: Hurry up! 】

There were too many group messages tonight, he was confused, and he didn't even see which group clearly. After replying to this message, he suddenly realized that it was actually the company's large group.

The kind that Bai Yiheng was also inside.

Xiao Cheng: ...

I hope Mr. Bai didn't see it.

Things backfired, and in the next second he received a private message from Bai Yiheng: [Soon? 】

Xiao Cheng vaguely remembered the last time Bai Yiheng proposed to be his fake boyfriend, the reason he refused was: he didn't want to bother Mr. Bai, and there was no one around him suitable for dating, Luo Jingshu would not believe it.

Xiao Cheng: 【This is really a misunderstanding. 】

[Bai Yiheng: So you don't have a suitable love partner yet? 】

I always find it difficult to answer this question.

Xiao Cheng was thinking about how to fool him, but Bai Yiheng sent another message: [Happy New Year, are you home? 】

Xie Zhao seemed to ask the same question just now, Bai Yiheng didn't want to find him, did he? !

[Xiao Cheng: Not here. 】

[Bai Yiheng: Are you eating out with friends? 】

Xiao Cheng admitted and took another photo of him.

Bai Yiheng on the opposite side zoomed in on the photo, and saw a hand that clearly belonged to a man from the corner.

He was thoughtful.

Xiao Cheng ate to his heart's content, his cheeks were flushed, and his lips were even more red.

Xie Zhao focused his attention on him most of the time, and only occasionally lowered his head to pick up food for him.

Fortunately, Xiao Cheng didn't reject him tonight.

Of course, it was more likely that the other party was so focused on replying to the message that they didn't notice Xie Zhao's actions at all.

After an oolong happened just now, Xiao Cheng was a lot more cautious when replying to the message.

There were still many people waiting outside the hot pot restaurant, Xiao Cheng didn't take much rest, so he stood up, "Senior, let's go."

Xie Zhao stood beside him, with one hand on Xiao Cheng's shoulder, "Don't worry, put on your coat."

Xiao Cheng glanced at him quickly, but said nothing.

After coming out, the surrounding air suddenly became cold, Xiao Cheng rubbed his stomach, "Are you going home?"

"Let's go shopping for a while." Xie Zhao smiled at him, "It's rare to come out."

In fact, it was rare for him to stay with Xiao Cheng, and he wanted to make this moment last longer.

Xiao Cheng's attitude towards him has never been warm, he just treats him as an ordinary senior.

Xie Zhao cherished this opportunity very much.

The two walked around the mall.

Although tonight is New Year's Eve, there are still many people in the shopping mall. Xiao Cheng can feel the simple happiness just by watching other people's families walk together.

He suddenly misses his family especially.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, Xiao Cheng felt a little tired and was about to suggest going home when a familiar voice suddenly came from not far away.

"Xiao Cheng?"

Xiao Cheng looked back subconsciously, and it was Bai Yiheng.

The man was wearing a long windbreaker, and his body proportions were extremely superior. Standing there, he was a landscape of his own.

"Mr. Bai?" Xiao Cheng had a surprised expression on his face, why is Bai Yiheng here?

Bai Yiheng walked over unhurriedly, "What a coincidence, this can happen to me."

The corners of his lips curled slightly, and he looked at Xiao Cheng calmly, "Have you finished eating with your classmates?"

The tone of this boyfriend...

Xie Zhao frowned, his expression mixed with displeasure.

At the same time, Luo Jingshu finally saw the circle of friends that Xie Zhao specially sent for him.