I take paranoia as a victim

When they heard the sound, Xiao Yixi and Xiao Yinan were looking into the window with their heads together.

The layout of the classroom is actually similar, there is nothing to see, but thinking that Brother Cheng may have sat in such a classroom when he was in high school, the twins are full of interest again.

Startled by the sound, the two turned their heads to look at Xiao Cheng and Luo Jingshu, especially Xiao Yixi.

He seemed to come to his senses all of a sudden, he actually let Brother Cheng and this wild man walk together, what did they do behind his back just now?

"Brother Cheng, what happened?"

Xiao Yixi stepped forward a few steps, saw Xiao Cheng covering his forehead with his hands, and anxiously wanted to get closer to see clearly.

"What happened to your head?"

Could it be that Xiao Cheng hit his head with the loud noise heard just now?

Although Xiao Yixi always said something that made Xiao Cheng angry, but his concern for Xiao Cheng was also true.

Seeing that Xiao Cheng's eyes were red from the pain, and there was a layer of water in his eyes, Xiao Yixi also reddened his eyes anxiously, "What did you do? How did you hit your head?"

"I'll take you to the hospital to have a look!"

While talking, Xiao Yixi looked at Luo Jingshu with suspicion and resentment.

Could it be that this person pushed Xiao Cheng out of desperation, which caused brother Cheng to hit his head?

Otherwise, he really couldn't understand how Brother Cheng would hit his head for no reason.

Xiao Yinan also looked at Luo Jingshu suspiciously, he didn't think Luo Jingshu had the guts to push Xiao Cheng, but Brother Cheng's head bump must have something to do with him.

Xiao Yinan looked Luo Jingshu up and down for a while, and suddenly found that his forehead seemed a little red too.

It was only because from his angle that Luo Jingshu had the light behind him, so he didn't notice it at the first time.

A guess came to Xiao Yinan's mind, the two of them couldn't have bumped their heads together, could they?

What is the posture to do it?

In other words, when they were looking at the classroom in front, what were Brother Cheng and Luo Jingshu doing behind?

"No." Xiao Cheng rubbed his head while pushing Xiao Yixi away, "I accidentally bumped into it, it's nothing."

He was also confused just now, and he knew that he shouldn't hit Luo Jingshu with his head.

The effect of force is reciprocal. When Luo Jingshu was knocked back by him, Xiao Cheng also felt the buzzing pain.

"Then I'll rub it for you?" Xiao Yixi wanted to get started as he said that, how could Xiao Cheng let him rub it for himself, let alone Xiao Yinan and Luo Jingshu standing here.

The two men stared covetously, and the expression on Xiao Cheng's face almost became stiff.

"No, it doesn't hurt much." He avoided Xiao Yixi's hand, "Let's move on."

Xiao Yixi opened her mouth, wanting to say that you were so painful that you almost shed tears, and now your eyes are still red, how did you say that it doesn't hurt?

Brother Cheng just disliked him.

Fortunately, Xiao Yixi was used to being disliked, even though she guessed what Xiao Cheng was thinking, she didn't feel disappointed.

But then he was no longer as presumptuous as before, and although he was not clinging to Xiao Cheng, he did not let him and Luo Jingshu get along alone.

But in this way, there is another disadvantage.

His problems became more and more.

He wanted to ask Xiao Cheng everything he saw.

Perhaps Xiao Yixi wasn't really curious, but just wanted to take this opportunity to say a few more words to Xiao Cheng, after all, Cheng Ge usually ignored him.

But what he didn't know was that this happened to Xiao Cheng.

The classroom just now can be said to be the renovation of the teaching building, he doesn't remember, but some things have been there for a long time, Xiao Cheng doesn't know how to answer.

Perhaps he didn't even realize that whenever he couldn't answer, his eyes fell on Luo Jingshu.

There was indescribable expectation hidden in those reddish eyes, as if he was waiting for Luo Jingshu to rescue him.

Luo Jingshu's attention was always on Xiao Cheng, and when this person came over, he immediately noticed it.

Luo Jingshu did not disappoint Xiao Cheng's expectations. Whenever the other party couldn't answer, he would explain beside him, and he couldn't find any faults in the reasons he looked for.

Once or twice is fine, but after more times, Xiao Yixi quit.

"I'm asking Brother Cheng, why do you keep interrupting?"

He didn't want to talk to Luo Jingshu, and every time Luo Jingshu explained, the tone made him feel extremely uncomfortable.

Luo Jingshu seemed to be deliberately showing off his closeness to Xiao Cheng.

Isn't it just studying in the same school as Brother Cheng?

There is nothing to be proud of.

Xiao Yixi felt sour, he also wanted to see Brother Cheng every day, and go to and from school with Brother Cheng.

It's really cheap for this dog man.

Xiao Yinan just listened all the way, and seeing Xiao Yixi fell silent at this moment, he suddenly asked softly: "So, classmate Luo, you and Brother Cheng knew each other before?"

Luo Jingshu suddenly fell silent, and his eyes fell on Xiao Cheng, with complex emotions in his eyes.

"It sounds like you two had a good relationship when you were in school?"

Not bad ass.

Xiao Cheng thought, whether it was this life or the last life, he definitely didn't know Luo Jingshu when he was studying.

It's strange to say that the two of them are clearly one grade apart, and the classrooms in school were only one floor apart, so how could it be that they haven't seen each other for two years?

Or that they had met before, but he just forgot.

Thinking of this, Xiao Cheng also set his eyes on Luo Jingshu, as if waiting for his answer.

Luo Jingshu met the gazes of the three people, exhaled lightly, and said in a deep voice, "I've known Brother Cheng since I was a freshman in high school."

"I've always admired him."

fart.

Xiao Cheng immediately refuted his words in his heart.

Luo Jingshu really lied and didn't write drafts, and he could lie without expression in front of him.

If he really admired himself for a long time, why didn't he agree to his confession in the last life, and why did he play with his feelings in this life.

It couldn't be just because he rejected Luo Jingshu's request for help in his previous life.

Although Xiao Cheng also felt faint guilt in his heart, it didn't mean that he had to believe Luo Jingshu's lies.

Thinking of this, the expression on Xiao Cheng's face became colder and colder. He seemed to hum lightly, which was caught by Luo Jingshu keenly.

Luo Jingshu knew that he didn't believe what he said, so he explained again: "Brother Cheng was outstanding when he was in school, he was a celebrity in the school, every time he held a sports meeting, he would hold the flag."

The expression on Xiao Cheng's face suddenly became a little dull. This should be true. Since the last time he came to No. [-] Middle School, when he was enthusiastically stopped by his juniors, Xiao Cheng had vaguely guessed it.

He was probably really famous before, so famous that even though he had graduated, the juniors could still recognize him at a glance.

Xiao Yixi grinned when he heard it, as if he was being praised, "Brother Cheng is of course outstanding!"

He is not bragging, but because every year when the adults come back to celebrate the New Year, the adults will always talk about the results of the juniors.

Xiao Cheng is always the one who is praised.

So it's not surprising that he likes Xiao Cheng, Brother Cheng is not an embroidered pillow, he is smart and outstanding, shining like the sun.

Xiao Yixi was not only attracted by his face, but also because Xiao Cheng was his role model, and he liked every aspect of Xiao Cheng.

It's actually quite complicated for the twins to fall in love with Xiao Cheng.

In addition to their own bold personalities, but also because they always liked to play the game of bridegroom and bride getting married when they were young, which imperceptibly gave the twins a psychological hint.

The foreign environment is bold and open, and the same-sex marriage law was passed earlier than in China. They have accepted the point of view that boys can marry boys when they were young.

The most important thing is that the twins have been exposed to similar cases, and one of their friends fell in love with their uncle.

This incident had a great impact on the two of them, making them feel that people who are related by blood can be together.

But they didn't expect that Xiao Cheng was very resistant to this matter.

The twins thought about the most difficult point, maybe Xiao Cheng didn't like them, but they didn't expect that Xiao Cheng wouldn't even give them a chance to like them.

Just because they are cousins.

Don't look at Xiao Yixi's cheerfulness every day, in fact, the anxiety in his heart is almost overflowing.

If Xiao Yinan hadn't been around to persuade him, Xiao Yixi might have done something irreversible impulsively.

He knew that Brother Cheng cared most about their blood relationship, but what could he do? This was a fact that could never be changed.

He didn't know how to persuade Xiao Cheng.

If there is no Luo Jingshu, Xiao Yixi can still tell himself, take your time and don't rush.People say that dripping water wears away rocks, as long as he is patient, he will be able to influence Xiao Cheng one day.

There is a book of Luo Jing.

This person followed Xiao Cheng like a shadow, and his possessiveness towards Brother Cheng was even stronger than him.Sometimes Luo Jingshu looks at Xiao Cheng's eyes, which even makes Xiao Yixi a little startled.

Xiao Yixi knew very well that if Brother Cheng really agreed to reunite with Luo Jingshu, he would never have a chance.

He wanted Luo Jingshu to disappear even in his dreams.

Especially when this person is holding their handle.

Xiao Yixi didn't understand until now how Luo Jingshu knew.

Xiao Cheng didn't know that Xiao Yixi's heart could be so entangled, he just felt that what Luo Jingshu said was too outrageous.

Because this person not only praised his excellence, but also said that he had met him a long time ago, and he had always affirmed his brilliance in his heart.

"I admit that I didn't like Brother Cheng at that time, but I also know that he is very good." When Luo Jingshu said this, his eyes were fixed on Xiao Cheng, and his voice was tender and gentle, which seemed a bit like a confession .

Xiao Cheng's ears were inexplicably hot.

Xiao Yinan regretted that he asked this question, he just wanted to satirize Luo Jingshu, but unexpectedly gave the other party a chance to confess.

It seemed like he was assisting.

"Brother Cheng, there's nothing to see here, let's go to the other side."

Xiao Yinan casually pointed in a direction.

Xiao Cheng cleared his throat, "OK."

He was eager to escape from this embarrassing and anxious atmosphere, but he didn't expect that the road became more and more familiar as he walked.

In fact, until now, No. [-] Middle School has not left a good impression on Xiao Cheng.

It wasn't because of the school, but because it was here that he discovered Luo Jingshu's deception to him.

The road they are walking now leads to the No. [-] artificial lake. When Xiao Cheng came to No. [-] Middle School for the first time, he had a date with Luo Jingshu here, and Luo Jingshu's words made him blush.

When I came here for the second time, it was here that I heard what Luo Jingshu said.

Luo Jingshu obviously thought of this, he became much more silent, two steps behind Xiao Cheng, staring at the other side's small side face.

Xiao Cheng straightened the corners of his lips, his face was very pale, and there was no joy or anger in his eyes.

In fact, thinking about it now, he was not as angry as before. After all, many things happened later, so Xiao Cheng decided not to think about it anymore.

Just walking to a familiar place, he couldn't control his thoughts, and the picture at that time appeared in his mind again.

The twins didn't know if they sensed the weird atmosphere between them, and they didn't speak.

Several people stepped on the snow, making creaking noises, Xiao Yixi reached out to fiddle with the snow on the leaves, and was so cold that hissed.

This sound seemed to wake up Xiao Cheng's thoughts, he suddenly stopped, looked at the big tree in front of him and said softly:

"That day."

Luo Jingshu also stopped immediately, and Xiao Chengming didn't need to tell him, he knew what day the other party was talking about.

Luo Jingshu didn't show any expression on his face, but his body tensed silently. The hand hanging by his side was clenched into a fist, and the blood vessels on the back of the hand were clearly visible.

"I'm standing here and I heard you talking to that person."

Xiao Cheng pointed to the big tree in front of him, "It wasn't snowing at that time, and it was very dark, so you didn't find me."

He described the situation that day in a calm tone. At the end, he even smiled lightly, "It's a good thing you didn't find out."

At that time, he was so embarrassed that he was crying without image at all. Fortunately, no one else saw him.

The muscles on Luo Jingshu's face trembled, blood seemed to ooze from his clenched teeth, and there was a bloody smell in his mouth.

His eye sockets were very red, maybe it was blown by the cold wind, there seemed to be a faint light of water in those eyes, when he silently stared at Xiao Cheng, it seemed to be full of endless pain.

Xiao Yinan suddenly had a strange feeling, as if Luo Jingshu could cry in the next second.

Does Brother Cheng actually like this kind of man who cries at every turn?

Luo Jingshu relied on this pitiful appearance to gain brother Cheng's love?

"Brother Cheng." Luo Jingshu's straight back seemed to be a little bent, and his body was motionless like a sculpture in the cold wind, but his eyes were getting redder and redder.

Xiao Cheng was finally willing to give him a look, and when his gaze touched the red eyes of the other party, he obviously paused.

"sorry."

There was a slight tremor in Luo Jingshu's voice. Apart from these three words, he didn't know what else he could say to Xiao Cheng.

All of this was done by himself, and all words seemed pale under this kind of hurt, even Luo Jingshu felt that Xiao Cheng should not forgive him easily.

"You are very sorry for me." Xiao Cheng's voice was also a little hoarse, he didn't want to say anything in front of the twins, after all, he was the one who was more embarrassed at that time.

"I came to you in the cold wind that day, and my hands were almost numb."

When he met Luo Yuan at the entrance of the auditorium and learned of Luo Jingshu's identity, Xiao Cheng was really stiff all over, his heart was colder than his body.

He tried his best to support his body and walked to the artificial lake, all relying on the last bit of expectation for Luo Jingshu.

Even though he knew that the other party had been lying to him before, Xiao Cheng was still willing to give him a chance to hear Luo Jingshu's explanation.

The other party's words shattered his last glimmer of hope.

Identity is false, feelings are also false.

There was not a single truth in Luo Jingshu's mouth.

Xiao Cheng sighed, originally he planned to keep this matter in his stomach and never let Luo Jingshu know about it.

But he still couldn't hold back his emotions, Xiao Cheng even thought viciously, why was he the only one who was sad, and Luo Jingshu had to know how desperate he was at that time.

The twins listened silently, even Xiao Yixi, who always liked to interrupt, didn't speak.

What they guessed from the conversation between the two, or what happened here before, Cheng Ge broke up with Luo Jingshu.

And until now, Brother Cheng has not let go of that incident, nor forgave Luo Jingshu.

Although the twins don't like watching Luo Jingshu flirt with Xiao Cheng, they hope to get more information from the conversation between the two, and maybe they can use this to drive Luo Jingshu away.

Luo Jingshu didn't give them any attention at all, he put all his attention on Xiao Cheng, and never took his eyes off Xiao Cheng from the beginning to the end.

Because of the words he said by the lake that day, Luo Jingshu wanted to beat himself countless times.

In fact, he seldom regrets what he has done, but when dealing with Xiao Cheng, he always does something that he regrets.

Obviously it was just a moment of anger that day, and even later he warned Jiang Yi not to talk nonsense, but unexpectedly, Xiao Cheng overheard it.

"Brother Cheng, I know you may not believe it, but what I said that day was not true."

Luo Jingshu also explained before that Xiao Cheng was angry at the time, and he didn't believe what he said at all.

Now he may have some letters, after all Luo Jingshu is a duplicity.

But the injury can never be smoothed over, and it will leave scars if it is patched up. Forgiveness is actually a kind of relief for the victim.

Xiao Cheng withdrew his gaze, "It's not important anymore."

Luo Jingshu had hurt him, and he had also hurt Luo Jingshu invisibly, so the two of them were considered even.

Xiao Cheng looked at the twins, "Shall we continue walking?"

"Let's go."

The twins could see that Xiao Cheng was not in a good mood at the moment, so they didn't move up to disturb him. The two brothers walked slowly behind Xiao Cheng and Luo Jingshu, giving them a chance to talk.

"Brother Cheng, do you still hate me?"

Luo Jingshu and Xiao Cheng walked side by side, their voices were low and hoarse, and there was a bit of imperceptible expectation and pleading hidden.

Even though Xiao Cheng's attitude had softened somewhat, as if he had let go of the original matter, Luo Jingshu still wanted to know his true inner thoughts.

"How can this be explained clearly?"

Xiao Cheng didn't lie to him, his feelings for Luo Jingshu were complicated.

It's hard to define with pure love or hate.

The only thing Xiao Cheng understood was that after experiencing all this, he was still willing to give Luo Jingshu and himself a chance.

After all, he still hoped that he and Luo Jingshu could have a good result.

It's just that Xiao Cheng didn't say this to Luo Jingshu.

People say that once bitten by a snake, they are afraid of well ropes for ten years.

Without being completely sure of Luo Jingshu's intentions, Xiao Cheng would never trust him easily again, nor would he casually show his soft heart and wavering in front of him.

Just like Luo Jingshu considered him at the time, he also gave Luo Jingshu three chances.

It's not that easy to be his dog.

Xiao Cheng glanced at Luo Jingshu, and the gloom in his heart dissipated a little. Looking at Luo Jingshu's red eyes, he suddenly felt a bad mood.

Want to tease him.

"When I come to see you tomorrow, I actually have a gift with me."

Luo Jingshu grasped his palms tightly, even his breathing sank a bit, fixed his eyes on Xiao Cheng, and repeated: "A gift?"

He thought that after breaking up, Xiao Cheng also gave himself a "gift".

It was a huge blow to him at the time.

But he soon thought that maybe when Xiao Cheng came to him, he was holding something that he really wanted to give him.

It's the items on those two receipts.

"I was so angry at the time." Xiao Cheng lowered his eyes, and the corners of his lips curled up vaguely, "I found a trash can and threw it away."

Luo Jingshu's breathing became disordered, "Where is it?"

Xiao Cheng casually pointed his finger, "It should be there."

The garbage in the school will be cleared away the next day at most, let alone it has been several months now.

Luo Jingshu knew that it was impossible for there to be something that Xiao Cheng wanted to give him, but he still stared at the trash can for a long time.

Xiao Cheng really laughed this time, and said softly: "Who made you angry with me?"

"You are not worthy of my gift."

The twins who followed behind did not hear what he said before, but heard Xiao Cheng say that Luo Jingshu was not worthy.

They thought that Xiao Cheng and Luo Jingshu were quarreling again, and there was gloating in their eyes.

Luo Jingshu closed his eyes, "Well, I'm not worthy."

He was a jerk back then, how could he deserve the gift carefully prepared by Brother Cheng?

When Luo Jingshu thought of how many things he had missed, his heart and brain ached, and his body seemed to be frozen in the cold wind, unable to move for a long time.

He really wanted to put on some expression, but his facial features were stiff and motionless, and he could only end in failure.

Xiao Cheng exhaled a foul breath, which he had held for several months finally dissipated slowly.He didn't want to admit that a vengeful pleasure rose within him, but he did enjoy it.

"Okay, let's go."

Xiao Cheng didn't look back, and continued to walk forward.

Luo Jingshu glanced at the trash can behind him for the last time, straddled his long legs, walked to Xiao Cheng's side in two steps, and hugged his shoulder tightly.

No matter how much he regrets the past, he can't undo it. All he can cherish is the present.

After losing one of Xiao Cheng's gifts, he should try to get more surprises from Xiao Cheng.

As well as the things he prepared for Xiao Cheng, Luo Jingshu also hoped that one day, he would be able to give them away in a fair manner.

A few people strolled around the school. After the holiday, there were no people in the school. The surroundings were quiet and empty, and the sun on their bodies was not warm. After walking around, it was even colder than before.

"How about we go back?"

Xiao Yixi originally wanted to invite Xiao Cheng to have dinner outside, but he was afraid that Luo Jingshu, a shameless wild man, would also follow him, so after thinking about it, he decided to go back.

"I might not go back." Xiao Cheng glanced down at his watch, "I have something to do this afternoon."

"What are you going to do?"

The three of them looked at him quietly, especially Luo Jingshu, whose eyes were still a little red, just like his little wife Cha Gang, staring at Xiao Cheng intently.

"Go to the high school reunion."

The twins didn't know much about Xiao Cheng's interpersonal relationship in high school, but Luo Jingshu frowned after hearing this sentence, "Where is it?"

Xiao Cheng resisted the urge to roll his eyes at him, "You ask too many questions."

"That's not what I meant." Luo Jingshu grabbed Xiao Cheng's wrist, "Brother Cheng, come with me."

At this time they had already reached the gate, Xiao Yixi saw that Luo Jingshu dared to move his hands and feet, how could he bear it, so he walked over immediately.

"Let go of Brother Cheng!"

Luo Jingshu glanced at him, his eyes were cold and heavy, and he actually stopped Xiao Yixi, and his outstretched hand froze in the air.

After he reacted, he couldn't help being even more angry.

"Why do you..."

He was interrupted by Xiao Cheng before he finished speaking.

"Okay, you go back first."

He looked at Luo Jingshu not deliberately looking for trouble, but really wanted to tell him something, so he didn't break away from the other party's hand.

Xiao Yixi refused to leave, but he didn't dare to stop them any more, he could only watch helplessly as the two walked a distance and stood talking in the distance.

After confirming that the twins could not hear their conversation clearly, Xiao Cheng shook off Luo Jingshu's hand, "What do you want to say?"

Luo Jingshu lowered his voice and frowned slightly: "Do you not remember what happened in high school?"

Xiao Cheng was startled, and his drooping eyelashes trembled slightly, neither admitting nor denying his guess.

"You forgot." Luo Jingshu's tone became much more certain.

"When you were at school just now, you couldn't answer Xiao Yixi's questions."

Luo Jingshu observed very carefully, every time Xiao Cheng couldn't answer, he would look at him expectantly.

At first Luo Jingshu thought that Xiao Cheng just didn't want to answer Xiao Yixi's question, but after a few times he was sure that it wasn't that Xiao Cheng didn't want to answer, but that he didn't know at all.

But that doesn't make sense at all.

The question Xiao Yixi asked was not difficult. As a person who has been in No. [-] Middle School for three years, it is impossible for Xiao Cheng not to be able to answer such a simple question.

Unless he doesn't remember anything at all.

"When did you forget?"

Luo Jingshu took a deep breath, "Why didn't you tell me before?"

He always thought that what Xiao Cheng lost was only the memories of those five years, but it turned out that this person didn't even seem to remember anything from high school.

Xiao Cheng was a little flustered in his heart, he had been deliberately hiding this matter, and didn't want Luo Jingshu to know.

Luo Jingshu is too smart, he can always find something wrong from some small details, Xiao Cheng was afraid that he would guess about his wearing a book, so he never told him.

"Just...after being reborn." Xiao Cheng paused, "I don't know why, so I just forgot everything."

Luo Jingshu moved closer, carefully observing the expression on Xiao Cheng's face, taking all his reactions into his eyes.

"How much did you forget?"

"Forget everything." Anyway, Luo Jingshu had guessed it, so Xiao Cheng no longer kept it from him.

"You..." Luo Jingshu only said this one word, and did not continue.

Xiao Cheng's heart tightened, as if a big hand was tightly grasping his heart, his heart beat faster, and a layer of cold sweat broke out on his back.

"What do you want to say?"

Did he guess something?

It should be impossible, normal people would not think of such a bizarre thing as wearing a book.

Luo Jingshu sighed very lightly, and suddenly raised his hand to grab Xiao Cheng's shoulder, controlling him in his line of sight, preventing him from having a chance to escape.

"Are you afraid?"

Xiao Cheng was stunned, with a blank and innocent look on his face, as if he didn't understand what he was talking about.

Luo Jingshu's eyes were only distressed and worried, without the suspicion and speculation that Xiao Cheng thought.

"Brother Cheng."

"When I woke up, I found that the world was so strange that I couldn't remember anything."

"Are you afraid?"

He stroked the end of Xiao Cheng's eyes with his fingertips, and comforted him in a low and gentle voice: "I'm sorry, I can't help, all I can do is hurt you."

When Xiao Cheng really needed him, he couldn't be by Xiao Cheng's side.

Xiao Cheng unnaturally avoided his sight.

"What does it have to do with you?"

Luo Jingshu hadn't been reborn at that time, so he had no choice but to help.

Xiao Cheng's heartbeat hadn't calmed down yet, he didn't expect Luo Jingshu's first reaction was to worry about him when he found out about this matter.

This man is real.

Luo Jingshu changed the topic, "So today's class reunion, do you want me to go with you?"

The emotion in Xiao Cheng's heart hadn't come together before he was broken up by this sentence.

He pushed Luo Jingshu's hand away expressionlessly, "Thank you, no need."

"Brother Cheng." Luo Jingshu blinked, "Think again."

"You don't have any memory, what if someone meets you again?"

Luo Jingshu hooked his fingertips, acting coquettishly.

"I am very obedient."

"Take me?" The author has something to say: Cheng Cheng: Oh, a man's mouth, a deceiving ghost!