I take paranoia as a victim

Luo Jingshu swallowed his throat under Xiao Cheng's scrutinizing gaze, the expression on Xiao Cheng's face was uncertain, it was difficult for Luo Jingshu to detect his mood at the moment from his expression.

He once promised Xiao Cheng that he would never lie to him again.

"Brother Cheng, I can explain."

Xiao Cheng fell back, leaned back on the back of the chair, crossed his arms around his chest, and looked at him leisurely.

"Say."

Luo Jingshu felt guilty, a flattering smile appeared on his face, and even his tone was more gentle than usual.

He is like the little daughter-in-law who has been wronged, or like a puppy caught by the owner who made a mistake, looking at the opposite person pitifully with drooping ears, hoping to be forgiven by the other party.

"I did not intend to tell you at the beginning."

Luo Jingshu knew exactly how to use his face. He had carefully observed his expression, and knew from which angle he looked the most innocent and pitiful.

However, Xiao Cheng has already seen through his essence of cutting black and white, and will never believe the innocence and harmlessness shown by Luo Jingshu.

Most of the time he is willing to trust Luo Jingshu just because he doesn't want to care too much.

But when he thought of this person deliberately not telling him, Xiao Cheng gritted his teeth with hatred.

Fortunately, he had complained to Luo Jingshu distressedly before, this person knows everything about feelings, but he didn't tell him, and just watched him worry.

Xiao Cheng gritted his teeth, and the expression on his face became more and more unfriendly. If Luo Jingshu couldn't give him a satisfactory reason, Xiao Cheng would have to let this person know what domestic violence is.

Luo Jingshu stood up, went to Xiao Cheng and squatted down, put his hands on Xiao Cheng's lap, and looked up at him.

"Brother Cheng, don't be angry, listen to me explain to you."

Xiao Cheng lowered his head and glanced at Luo Jingshu's hand. The other party was secretly trying to hook his fingers with his fingers, and he was talking about explaining, but his hands kept making small movements.

"You said."

He wanted to see what Luo Jingshu could say.

Luo Jingshu pursed his lips, but was even more aggrieved than Xiao Cheng: "I'm afraid that after telling you, your guard against the twins will be lowered."

No one likes to create conditions for their rivals in love.

What's more, it's someone like Luo Jingshu who is old and jealous.

He wished he could engrave the four words of blood relationship in Xiao Cheng's heart, always reminding Xiao Cheng not to cross this bottom line, how could he take the initiative to tell Xiao Cheng that he and the twins are not real cousins?

Only a fool would do that.

Of course Xiao Cheng knew that Luo Jingshu was just jealous, but when he thought about what he had said in front of Luo Jingshu because of this problem, he felt a kind of belated embarrassment in his heart.

The culprit that caused all this embarrassment was Luo Jingshu.

Of course he had to bear Xiao Cheng's anger.

Luo Jingshu finally managed to hook Xiao Cheng's finger, he couldn't help but feel happy when he saw that he didn't push him away.

This shows that Brother Cheng is not too angry with him.

Luo Jingshu's heart suddenly became clear.

"I'm afraid that you will agree to the pursuit of the twins after you lose the condition of blood relationship."

Although Xiao Cheng's vision should not be that bad, but what if?

Luo Jingshu never dared to bet on possibility, what he wanted was absolute.

Cut off the possibility of Xiao Cheng agreeing to the twins from the root.

"Brother Cheng, it was my fault at the time. I deliberately hid it from you, but I was just too scared."

Luo Jingshu took Xiao Cheng's hand, rubbed his cheek against the back of Xiao Cheng's hand, and said in a low and gentle voice, "I'm so afraid of losing you."

Those days when he broke up with Xiao Cheng were nightmares that Luo Jingshu didn't want to think about again.

Xiao Cheng felt the soft touch on the back of his hand, and his cheeks blushed unnaturally. Although he had done more intimate things, he still blushed because of these ambiguous little actions.

"You promised not to lie to me before." Xiao Cheng resisted the urge to pinch Luo Jingshu's cheek, "It turned out to be all bullshit."

Luo Jingshu quickly promised: "I will never lie to you again in the future."

"On matters of principle, I will never lie to you."

Xiao Cheng immediately sneered, this does not add conditions, it is a matter of principle.

In other words, non-principle issues can be kept from him?

Xiao Cheng originally wanted to scold him a few more words, but after thinking about it, he also had a secret.Even the closest couples can't tell each other everything.

It was enough for Luo Jingshu to make such a guarantee.

"Then I'll trust you for the time being." Xiao Cheng gave up the urge to endure himself, pinched Luo Jingshu's cheek flesh with two fingers, and squeezed it a little harder, "If you dare to lie to me again, I won't want you. "

When Luo Jingshu heard this, he subconsciously grabbed Xiao Cheng's hand, "I won't lie to you!"

There was a bit of eagerness in his tone, and the slightly pale eyes turned red, "Don't want me."

Xiao Cheng immediately regretted it.

Knowing that Luo Jingshu didn't feel safe, and he never liked to bring up this issue in front of him, he deliberately threatened him with what Luo Jingshu was most afraid of.

Feeling guilty, Xiao Cheng let go of Luo Jingshu's cheeks, rubbed his face with his palm, and said slowly and gently, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't scare you with this."

"The puppy I trained with great difficulty, I won't let it go."

It took him a lot of effort to train Luo Jingshu from a cold-blooded scumbag into a well-behaved and sensible little milk dog.

Luo Jingshu breathed a sigh of relief, "Brother Cheng, don't scare me, I will take it seriously."

His eyes were full of mist, and his voice was slightly nasal, like coquettishness, or complaining, and his tone was full of grievances.

It looks more like a wronged puppy.

Xiao Cheng turned to rub Luo Jingshu's head, the hair under his palm was soft and smooth, and it felt particularly good.

"Okay, I won't scare you."

The atmosphere between the two became relaxed and ambiguous again.

Luo Jingshu confessed to him that when did he know that the twins were not his uncle's biological sons.

He even explained in more detail than He An, even telling how the twins were adopted.

After Xiao Cheng listened quietly, he suddenly asked, "Did I tell you all this in the previous life?"

Luo Jingshu's voice suddenly got stuck, he looked up at the puzzled expression on Xiao Cheng's face, and his eyes wandered unnaturally.

Xiao Cheng squinted his eyes, sensing something was wrong from his reaction.

"Didn't I tell you?"

Thinking about it, no matter how much he likes Luo Jingshu, it is impossible for him to tell Luo Jingshu this family secret.

If he and Luo Jingshu were lovers in the previous life, it could be explained, but they didn't have such a relationship.

How could he tell such a thing to an outsider who is not his boyfriend?

Luo Jingshu didn't expect Xiao Cheng to be so perceptive. He deliberately didn't clarify the source of the news just now, and only focused on his own understanding of this matter.

I thought Xiao Cheng would not notice these small details.

"You didn't say it, I inquired about it myself."

After being silent for a while, Luo Jingshu explained in a low voice.

Xiao Cheng got a taste from his words, hooked Gou Luo Jingshu's chin with his finger, as if molesting a good woman and man, "Didn't you reject my confession?"

"You care so much about my family?"

All his encounters with Luo Jingshu in the previous life were just his pursuit of Luo Jingshu.

Apart from this, Xiao Cheng couldn't think of any other reason why Luo Jingshu could take the initiative to pay attention to his family's situation.

Didn't Luo Jingshu say he didn't like him?

Then why should he care so much about someone he doesn't like?

Luo Jingshu rarely blushed, "Brother Cheng..."

He felt embarrassed by Xiao Cheng's playful gaze, but when he looked up and saw the anticipation hidden in Xiao Cheng's eyes, Luo Jingshu couldn't help sighing again.

In fact, there is nothing you can't say. Brother Cheng knew that he was stubborn. Even if he didn't say it, Brother Cheng should have guessed it.

"It's not that I don't like it." Luo Jingshu's voice was very soft, but with an indescribable firmness.

"I like you, whether it's this life or the last one."

"It's just that I didn't want to admit it in my previous life."

As for why they are unwilling to admit it, both of them know it well.

Xiao Cheng always thought that he was hotheaded in the previous life, but now he suddenly realized that maybe they really just missed it, and while he was excited, he couldn't help feeling a little melancholy.

Maybe Luo Jingshu and Xiao Cheng in the previous life had many opportunities to clarify things, maybe just wait a little longer, and the two of them can communicate with each other.

It's a pity that there are no ifs in this world, and time never waits for anyone.

Before he could explain things clearly, Luo Jingshu was already disappointed in this world.

"I failed to recognize my own heart, and I was always unwilling to believe that you really liked me." Luo Jingshu grasped Xiao Cheng's hand, his voice choked slightly, "I did a lot of stupid things, but fortunately God gave me I have another chance."

When he was first reborn, he actually complained.

It's not enough for God to make him suffer for a lifetime, but is it necessary to give him another chance to make him suffer again?

When Xiao Cheng picked him up by the pool, Luo Jingshu actually thought about jumping into the pool and letting himself sink to the bottom.

Being alive no longer held any appeal for him.

Now he is only glad that he hesitated at that time.

God made him reborn not to torture him again, but to let him recognize his own heart and let him feel the warmth of love.

Xiao Cheng stroked Luo Jingshu's head, "You are fine, Jingshu. Even without me, there must be other people who love you in this world."

"Don't give up your life so easily."

Luo Jingshu smiled at Xiao Cheng, "Fortunately, there is Brother Cheng."

He avoided Xiao Cheng's words and didn't answer. If it wasn't for Xiao Cheng, he might still not be able to find a reason to live.

If Xiao Cheng really leaves him completely, he can only die.

Xiao Cheng was vaguely aware of his thoughts, so he couldn't help being a little silent.

He knew that there was no rush for this kind of thing, Luo Jingshu's ideas could not be changed with a few words.

Xiao Cheng didn't continue this topic, he adjusted his mood and smiled again.

"It's always going to get better."

Xiao Cheng used this sentence to sum up the chat between the two.

He still wants to go to the hospital to see the twins today. Although he is reluctant in his heart, he beat them after all, so he has to go and see them.

Luo Jingshu wished he could follow Xiao Cheng 24 hours a day. Hearing what Xiao Cheng said, he immediately clamored to go with Xiao Cheng.

Xiao Cheng couldn't talk to him, and with the conversation just now, he was feeling sorry for Luo Jingshu now, and when Luo Jingshu acted like a baby, Xiao Cheng compromised.

"You are waiting for me in the rest area."

Xiao Cheng made the biggest concession, he couldn't really take Luo Jingshu to see the twins.

Luo Jingshu nodded hastily, "I promise I won't make any trouble."

After the two packed up, they rushed to the hospital. Xiao Cheng sent a message to He An in advance and asked about the location of the twins' ward.

Just arrived at the entrance of the hospital, Xiao Cheng was about to open the car door and get out of the car when he suddenly saw a person walking out not far away.

The man was tall, with a black mask on his face, hurriedly walked towards the door, and then got into a car.

"what?"

Xiao Cheng frowned and looked at the man intently.

"what happened?"

Luo Jingshu held Xiao Cheng's hand and followed the other's line of sight.

"I think that person looks like Jiang Ying."

Wearing a mask, I couldn't see his face clearly, but the man's figure and walking posture really resembled Jiang Ying.

Xiao Cheng wanted to take another look, but Luo Jingshu replied with a natural expression: "Well, it's him."

Even if Jiang Ying turned into ashes, he could recognize the other party.

Xiao Cheng glanced at Luo Jingshu, always feeling that the other party didn't seem surprised.

"Jiang Ying seems a little anxious, is he sick?"

It is not surprising to come to the hospital, what is strange is Jiang Ying's attitude.

He didn't seem to want others to know that he had come to the hospital. He was always in a hurry when walking, and his eyes kept scanning the surroundings, probably because he didn't want to be recognized by others.

Luo Jingshu snorted and whispered a few words in Xiao Cheng's ear.

The expression on Xiao Cheng's face changed from doubt to shock, and he even became dazed, as if his three views had been shattered.

After a long time, even Luo Jingshu couldn't help shaking his hand in front of him, and Xiao Cheng came back to his senses.

He looked at Luo Jingshu in disbelief, swallowed unconsciously, and lowered his voice: "Say, he, he..."

Xiao Cheng couldn't even say that sentence.

Who would have thought that in the original book, the scumbag who was called a stallion would spend 360 days a year, 360 days a big scumbag who works as a pile driver.

He didn't, lift, it! !

It was Luo Jingshu's good deed!

Xiao Cheng was so shocked that he even began to doubt the world.

They are both protagonists, why is there such a big difference?

Why is Luo Jingshu so awesome? ?

Xiao Cheng suddenly realized that those who offended Luo Jingshu didn't seem to end well.

The twins are still lying in the hospital, and Jiang Ying has changed from a super pile driver to a non-lifting man.

He remembered how many times he had punched and kicked Luo Jingshu.

Suddenly it felt a little cold somewhere.

Xiao Cheng walked away silently, "You..."

I was in a complicated mood and didn't know what to say.

Luo Jingshu was keenly aware of Xiao Cheng's panic from Xiao Cheng's reaction, and couldn't help laughing angrily.

"Brother Cheng."

He forced Xiao Cheng to the car door, and Xiao Cheng leaned against the car door, looking at him nervously.

"How can I be willing to use such means to deal with you?"

He really didn't know what Xiao Cheng was thinking, even if he was angry with Xiao Cheng again, he would not use those dirty methods on him.

"If I'm mad at you, I'll just..."

Before he finished speaking, Xiao Cheng subconsciously said, "What can you do?"

Luo Jingshu's face was calm: "It's so fucking hard that you can't close your legs."

Xiao Cheng's body froze, because he had experienced it himself, Luo Jingshu's words were not a joke.

It's over, why does it feel more scary?