the end of the day

Chapter 7

Think of it as being seduced by evil spirits.

Duan Zhichu half-kneeled, and gradually squeezed to the edge of the bed to lie down again.Further in, under the moonlight, dim figures flickered.

It's always cold at night, and I don't know if it's because of the coolness that the heat on my body is showing, or if my body is really overheated.He seemed to be drawn by something instead of himself, as if he had to find water if he was on fire, his fingertips touched Yu Jiazhen's bare back of neck - just a fleeting moment, the ice suddenly became hot, and he shrank back in fright , but the whole person fell into the fire, and had to stick to it.

Waking up in panic, Yu Jiazhen's chest twitched and heaved, almost out of breath.He wanted to open his mouth, but something covered it.

"It's me, don't be afraid." Duan Zhichu tentatively let go, he put his forehead on Yu Jiazhen's back, and dodged his distorted face towards the moonlight, "I just want to hug you."

The lips trembled, trembling, unable to speak the whole sentence, and could only search for redemption unconsciously.

Yu Jiazhen was stunned for a moment without moving, and as if gradually trying to understand something, he also trembled: "You are crazy!"

"You just think I'm crazy..." The palms of his hands were carelessly rubbing like that, he was only touching a thin undershirt, after tonight, there was nothing wrong with him, he was already ashamed anyway.

He broke Yu Jiazhen's head and turned him around to look at him.They really turned around, but they didn't dare to look at each other.He lowered his head, got into the almost transparent white undershirt, and took a long, long breath.

A faint scent of soap locust pours into the nose, and odorless fine sweat is distributed on the top of the short down on the belly.

He stretched out the tip of his tongue to lick it, it was cool and salty.

Duan Zhichu rolled up the undershirt and pushed it straight to his armpits. On his white chest under the moonlight, there was a zigzagging jade carving.

Yu Jiazhen was lying on his back like that, with his hands crossed to cover most of his face.

"I miss you for a few months, and I can't sleep well." Duan Zhichu gently kissed his forearm, lips, and neck, "Even if you blame me, I will admit it."

"You go now, I don't blame you." Through the thick moonlight, the voice reached his ears, trembling uncontrollably.

Duan Zhichu pressed his face against his, and felt a burning liquid, but he could only say, "It's too late."

It is too late to do today's things, and it is too late to not do things in the future.

He pulled out an old tie, wrapped it around both wrists, and tied it high on the head of the bed.

"You could have said it directly. Just ask me." Losing the cover, it appeared almost naked at this moment. It was a fresh exhibit in the butcher shop. Yu Jiazhen had to look at Duan Zhichu's eyes and pretended to be calm. "We might still have a chance."

This is angry talk, Duan Zhichu thought.

"I will treat you well." With a guilty conscience, he felt guilty, but at the same time he still couldn't hold back, biting Yu Jiazhen's ear loosely, and he still said, "I really... like you."

Yu Jiazhen didn't speak anymore, he looked out of the window with emptiness in his eyes.

Duan Zhichu pried open his legs, feeling like a sword waiting to be forged, overflowing with hot iron juice, but those two eyes drowned him out, and a deep fear suddenly surged in his heart, the sword did not take shape after all , In the end, he only rubbed twice in vain. He hugged Yu Jiazhen and didn't move.

It was an unseemly parting.Before dawn, he fled home in a hurry.About two months later, he received a letter written by Yu Jiazhen before he left, and there may be some clear-cut remarks. He couldn't remember it clearly because he didn't dare to read it carefully.

Later, he blamed his father and that vicious young actor Ji Yuhe for his unreasonable evil nature.He felt that Ji Yuhe must be a ghost, just like the beautiful painted skins of various animals recorded in ancient books, maybe he confuses himself, but maybe he is not a good thing in the first place.

Life is dark and dark, but it will go on after all. Who would have thought that in autumn, the little fox Meizi in the family would commit suicide.

I heard from the servants that he didn't eat or drink for two or three days, just lying on the bed.

Out of secret curiosity, Duan Zhichu went into his room anyway.No matter how bad it was, it couldn't be any worse. With such an idea, he wasn't afraid that Hu Meizi would be fooled.

He caught Xiao Qi, the servant in the room, without asking why, and finally held Hu Meizi's hand, and asked thoughtfully, "Why can't you think about it?"

Ji Yuhe seemed to have just come back to his senses, turned his head to look at Duan Zhichu, his hair was disheveled, his cheeks were thin, only a trace of ashes remained in his eyes: "I don't want to live anymore, life is meaningless."

Duan Zhichu kneaded his paw, pondering: "But why?"

No one answered his words, so he continued to ask himself: "Could it be because of that old thing?"

Hearing this, Ji Yuhe let out a weak mouthful.

"Why did you come here? I see that you are decent now. Compared with the time when you were stealing and getting beaten outside, it's not much better."

A tear rolled down without warning, shocking both of them.

"He treats me like a beast." Ji Yuhe bit his lip, "I'll be locked here when I'm done using it."

"Scary," Duan Zhichu was not surprised, "I am his son, and I have never seen him treat me as a person."

He warned Ji Yuhe almost pessimistically: "You still don't understand. In this family, if he is happy, everyone is happy. If he is unhappy, no one can take advantage of him." He raised his hand and touched Ji Yuhe's head, "You're just a little thing. Don't treat yourself as a human being. If you think about it, your life will be easier."

In fact, it is too early to talk about the whole life. However, it is not difficult to predict that one can live to adulthood without worrying about food and clothing.

Duan Zhichu turned his head, and while instructing Xiao Qi to serve water and rice, he continued: "Compared with other houses, my family has many advantages. There is neither a wife in the main house nor more than a dozen concubines. What is there to be dissatisfied with that person's grievances?"

Ji Yuhe curled up lazily, closing his eyes for a while, and opening them again for a while.

Whether to be a wild dog or a domestic dog, there are only two ways out in front of him, and these are his limited choices.Admit it, if you don't admit it, can you really go back and sing?If he can't sing, he knows in his heart that it's not material for that line of work.

"Besides, I don't want you to die." Duan Zhichu said sincerely, resting his face on his hands.

For a long time, he felt that he fell into a bottomless quagmire. No one rescued him, and no one even saw him. It is better to be accompanied by many people than to be alone.

Ji Yuhe blinked: "Really?"

"Really." Duan Zhichu held his two paws upright, thinking that he was doomed, this is a male fox who can act, "You are dead, who shall I buy cakes for in the future?"

"I'm greedy for your two mouthfuls." Only then did Ji Yuhe smile a little.

"I think you're quite greedy. You only eat and sleep. When you're full and sleep enough, you have to think about other people's things."

"You're talking nonsense." Ji Yuhe shook his face again when he heard this.

At this time, there was a knock on the door, and it was Xiao Qi who brought up the freshly prepared meals neatly.Duan Zhichu took the small spoon, picked up a bowl of meat porridge, blew it cold, and brought it to Ji Yuhe's mouth.

Ji Yuhe swallowed the words he was about to say, opened his chapped lips, and swallowed the mouthful of meat porridge.