Fu Yunxing hesitated, and the reason for not agreeing to Zhou Qishu's marriage proposal was not that he couldn't say it. After weighing it over and over again, he hesitated for a while, without saying anything else, and said directly: "I don't agree to you... because I want to leave you... a way out .”

"What retreat?"

Fu Yunxing rubbed against Zhou Qishu's neck, and he didn't even realize that he was relieving his tension, "If...if one day you...meet someone you really like...wouldn't...have this aspect The pressure, Qiyu...with me, you just..."

Before Fu Yunxing finished speaking, Zhou Qishu pinched his chin and raised his head. He bumped into the angry eyes, and was stunned for a moment. He felt guilty and couldn't continue.

——When did Zhou Qishu get angry in front of him?

Zhou Qishu's hand was a little bit harder. He had thought about it a lot, his age, the pressure from the outside world, and the obstacles in Fu Yunxing's heart, but he never thought that the reason was this, "You don't believe me."

Fu Yunxing felt that Zhou Qishu was in danger, but he didn't want to back away, "No... I'm just..."

Zhou Qishu stared at Fu Yunxing, "I told you that I can wait until you accept me, but now you tell me that you are not unable to accept me, but that you have decided that I will fall in love with someone else? Right?"

There was a clear pain in his chin, Fu Yunxing didn't resist, but held Zhou Qishu's forearm loosely, "Qishu, calm down..."

"Did you never believe me?"

"Come on..."

Zhou Qishu narrowed his eyes slightly, he knew that he should leave the room and calm down alone for a while, but he didn't want to do that, "You said the reason, I should also tell you, I use the inhibitor... because you Having sex is a bit repulsive, and Alpha's susceptibility period will last at least three days."

Fu Yunxing was taken aback for a moment, and even ignored the pain caused by the fingers on his chin that hadn't let go of the force. This is... the real reason?

Zhou Qishu let go, turned around and wanted to leave, but was hugged by Fu Yunxing from behind.

long silence.

The setting sun receded one by one, and the sky was completely dark, the room was dim and dark, only Zhou Qishu's dark eyes were dark and bright.

When Zhou Qishu noticed the wetness on his shirt, his heart was a little flustered, and then he felt distressed one after another. He didn't want to make people cry. Except on the bed, he had never seen Fu Yunxing cry before. Yun Xing's tears were also rare, except for the one during pregnancy, most of them were physical rather than psychological, but this time it was different.

In fact, Fu Yunxing has always been very aware that this world is very different from his original world. Alpha, beta, and Omega, these three genders are too strange to him, and he understands a series of things related to gender Too little, even... having given birth to a child, he still subconsciously resisted, and didn't pay attention to these things.

Fu Yunxing knew that Alpha had a susceptibility period, and Omega had a estrus period, but he didn't have much contact with them, so he intentionally or unintentionally ignored them. Alpha's susceptibility period is once every two months on average, and it lasts for 3 to 7 days. It has been more than four years. The susceptibility period is not once or twice, so many times, Zhou Qishu came over by inhibitors.

Thinking of this, Fu Yunxing felt depressed and uncomfortable, as if being bitten by countless ants, the pain covered the entire atrium. He is not a qualified father, and now it seems that he is not a qualified lover either. "sorry……"

Zhou Qishu grabbed Fu Yunxing's hand, turned around and embraced him, "It's not your fault, don't apologize."

It's him who should apologize.

Fu Yunxing pushed Zhou Qishu away a little, his eyes were red, he shook his head, he only looked at Zhou Qishu once and then looked away, "If...if it wasn't for me...you don't need Use inhibitors."

People who have changed this world, no matter beta or Omega, under the long-term influence of the environment, they will never ignore the susceptibility period of alpha for so long, let alone do ** to... the long-term susceptibility period *Love is so repulsive, the susceptibility period and the estrus period are nothing more than normal things.

Zhou Qishu caressed Fu Yunxing's cheeks, the gloomyness and harshness at the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were completely removed, showing a little softness, "I love you, it has nothing to do with my second gender, it has nothing to do with your second gender It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter whether there is a susceptible period, you don't need to worry about it."

Fu Yunxing's eyelashes trembled slightly, and when he blinked, the mist in his eyes filled up again, making him unable to see the face of the person in front of him clearly, "Qi Shu...why do you...like me...you Obviously there is... a better choice..." As long as it wasn't him, Zhou Qishu didn't need inhibitors at all, and a lot of people would take the initiative to post them.

It's back again.

Why?For Zhou Qishu, there are many reasons, and it can be said that there is no reason.

Fu Yunxing is very special to Zhou Qishu. His feelings for Fu Yunxing are not only love, but also mixed with family affection and other indescribable emotions.Fu Yunxing was the one who pulled him out of the abyss and the quagmire, the one who gave him love and taught him to love. Although he knew that there might be problems with his way of loving, he couldn't change it. Possession and encroachment belonged to his lover. part.

And Fu Yunxing tolerated all his edges and corners.

How can he not love him?

Zhou Qieshu's thumb gently slid across Zhou Qieshu's lips, "I can't tell you why, but if you want to deny this relationship, you are denying me. If I really fall in love with someone else, then only A possibility, unless I'm not me."

Fu Yunxing shuddered, "You..." While his heart trembled, Fu Yunxing also felt strange, did Zhou Qishu...know something?

"I thought about dying, but you pulled me back, and I'm still willing to live because of you.

"If you don't even want me, what am I doing alive..."

"Shut up! Don't talk nonsense!" Fu Yunxing's tears broke free from the restraints in his eyes again, Zhou Qishu's words fell on his heart, and his heart trembled with pain.

Zhou Qishu suffered too much when he was a child, so he had world-weary thoughts when he was young, and he didn't dare to think about it. If he followed the character of the original owner, Zhou Qishu didn't know what he would look like.Fu Yunxing didn't want to think about whether it's not good for Zhou Qishu to take him too seriously, as long as a person is willing to live a good life, whatever else is fine, the rest... Let's talk about it later.

Zhou Qishu smiled, even though he was smiling, there was a lonely and dim light in his eyes, "You said I have a better choice, but... Yunxing, you are my best choice, even you don't want me , where else can I go..."

The faint smile on the corner of Zhou Qishu's lips made Fu Yunxing startled, his heart filled with pity almost caught his breath, Fu Yunxing hugged Zhou Qishu tightly, "Don't think so , I didn't want you... I will never want you..."

"……you promise."

"I promise."

Zhou Qishu rested his chin on Fu Yunxing's shoulder, closed his eyes, "I take it seriously."

"Well, and... in the future... you are not allowed to use inhibitors in the future. You can do whatever you want. If I... do... that thing with you, I am also willing." While doing it, Fu Yun Xing always... can't save face, and seldom responds. Now that I think about it, it's his attitude that made Zhou Qishu feel repelled, and that's why people feel uneasy.

What a...fool.

"...Okay." Zhou Qishu caressed Fu Yunxing's back, responded softly, and asked again, "I'm 22 this year, I'm not young anymore, I love you not just on a whim, you have to believe me? As long as you believe me, the other We can face things together. OK?"

Fu Yunxing rubbed Zhou Qishu's shoulders and neck and nodded, and added belatedly, "Okay."

Zhou Qishu tilted his head, kissed Fu Yunxing's ear, pushed him away and hugged him up, "Duan Xu said you haven't eaten at noon, so go eat first." Zhou Qishu didn't mention the matter of marriage again , he doesn't want to push people too hard, it's good to talk about the matter, he shouldn't wait too long.

Fu Yunxing responded in a muffled voice, lying on Zhou Qishu's shoulder, "I...don't want to go to the restaurant..."

"Well, let's go back to the room and ask them to bring the dinner." Fu Yunxing's eyes must have turned red, and Zhou Qishu didn't want others to see him like this.

Seeing Zhou Qishu come out with Fu Yunxing in his arms, Duan Xu's heart finally fell to the ground. Although he didn't know what happened, he was fine.

Fu Yunxing came out of the shower, walked to the bed, met Zhou Qishu's eyes, and didn't know how to say, "Qishu..."

Zhou Qishu just finished replying to the message, put the pad on the bedside table, patted the side of the bed, "sit."

Fu Yunxing always felt that he had nowhere to hide from Zhou Qishu's sight, his cheeks burned up, and he was a little at a loss, feeling his whole body went stiff after sitting down.

Zhou Qishu stood up straight, held Fu Yunxing's hand, "What do you want to say?" He had guesses, but no matter how he guessed, he felt that the person in front of him was too cute.

Fu Yunxing lowered his eyes, and raised them after a long time, "When is your... susceptible period?" It was the first time he had discussed the susceptible period with Zhou Qishu so clearly.

Zhou Qieshu brushed the hair in front of Fu Yunxing's forehead, smiled, with a soothing meaning, "Not very accurate." Because he has been using inhibitors, Zhou Qieshu's susceptibility period is not stable, usually two Once a month, and the fluctuation of the time will not exceed a week. Sometimes he does not have it once in three or four months, and sometimes he has it twice in a month.

"No matter what, in the future, unless... extremely special circumstances, no more inhibitors are allowed."

Zhou Qishu got closer and asked, "Are you really... ready, don't you hate it? Even... a week in a row?"

"I said it when I was downstairs." Fu Yunxing looked at Zhou Qishu's eyebrows and eyes, and calmed down strangely. Hearing the word "week", he didn't feel too nervous or scared, "If it was you , it doesn’t matter.” To be honest, it’s not that he didn’t enjoy himself while doing it.

Zhou Qishu knew that people were thin-skinned, and it was not easy to say this. He bent one leg, hugged the person sitting by the bed into his arms, and asked Fu Yunxing to sit * In the vacant seat of **, there was a circle full of people, "Next time, I won't simply let you go."

Fu Yunxing has a new understanding of Zhou Qishu's strength. After all, alpha's strength is not comparable to that of beta and Omega. With such a difficult posture, he can be easily hugged. Looking at Zhou Qishu's legs, he nodded after a while.

Zhou Qishu looked at Fu Yunxing's red auricles, smiled in a good mood, couldn't help but leaned over and kissed him, looked at him like a frightened bird, and raised his hand to pinch Fu Yun The tip of Xing's nose and the corner of his mouth still held a smile.

Fu Yunxing turned back slowly, he couldn't tell if he was ashamed or annoyed, maybe he was a little bit more ashamed, there was no room for his old face in front of Zhou Qishu.

After a while, Fu Yunxing said, "You said you have something to bear together..."

"……Um."

"Keep your word."

"count."

Fu Yunxing was somewhat relieved when he received an affirmative answer.

The next day was the weekend, Fu Yunxing first took Zhou Qishu to have a comprehensive physical examination. After confirming that there was no problem with the person's body, he was relieved a little. I kept it myself.

Facing Fu Yunxing's arrangement, Zhou Qishu cooperated very well, and didn't care where Fu Yunxing put the remaining two inhibitors. Everything was said and it was a good thing, but it was Zhou Qishu's. The good mood didn't last for a few days.

[The author has something to say: read the ABO article, I have only seen O injecting inhibitors for a long time to suppress estrus, but I have never seen A using inhibitors for such a long time. I was a little hesitant when I first conceived it, but I still wrote it like this 23333, I feel sorry for me, Shu Bao, and I will definitely make it up to you~ヾ(?°?°?)??]

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