Unchangeable

Cold wind and rain swept through Xiaofudu, the sky was filled with dark clouds, and every day seemed like the end of the world.

Mi Beiming came to the company to work, and sat in the workstation either sleeping or in a daze.No one spoke to him, and if they did, he turned a deaf ear.Seeing this, the supervisor was annoyed, but he didn't dare to speak up, let alone give a small report to the young master, and simply didn't assign any work tasks, so that the master was free to dawdle.

Including last weekend, a total of seven days, Mi Beiming was walking dead, so depressed that he felt sick.

He slid his chair up to the window to look out at the rain, up there looking down on the city, thinking everything was so fucking boring and he should just copy his old mantra and kill him.

boring.

Mi Beiming stood up abruptly, the wheelchair slid backward according to the inertia, and hit the edge of the table with a "bang", causing a large number of people in the office to look here.

No one said anything, and Mi Beiming ignored them, just grabbed the phone and left, just skipping work with such fanfare.

Break up, rainy day, but also a glass of beer to soothe the sorrow.

A pine frost green macaron pulls into the main road.

This is the car that Mi Beiming bought when he was a sophomore in college, and he has been driving it for so many years.It is often parked side by side with the elegant and luxurious Maserati on the parking lot. Compared with it, it is as cute as a toy car popping out of a picture book.

Liang Xu laughed at him: "Childish."

Then they drove his naive little car together to go out on a date, the tall man sat in the main driver and held the steering wheel, how disharmonious was it?It seems that when Alpha exerts force, the steering wheel will be unscrewed.

The car has unlimited potential and can withstand a field battle.

Mi Beiming was lying in the back seat, and because of the continuous shaking, his head hit the car door. He yelled at Liang Xu to lighten up, and Liang Xu obeyed. After a few minutes, he changed his mind to be more serious. Scolding Liang Xu: "Hurry up and finish it! Be careful not to be seen by others naked!"

Liang Xu never got tired of teasing Xiao Ming. He got into the car, kissed Beta on top of him, and then carried him out of the car. .”

Under the body are thick fallen leaves of sycamore, dry and soft, Mi Beiming will not explode for the time being, sandwiching Liang Xu not to be outdone, his hands wrapped around Liang Xu's neck to force him to lower his head, and his lips touched again, kissing together.

Macaron broke through the rain and drove towards Han Fei's bar.

Mi Beiming dialed the phone, hung up after ringing several times on the other side, and followed up with a message: Brother, there is a meeting.

Mi Beiming took care of him and said in a voice: "Come out for a drink, Han Fei."

He could still imagine Miao Baiyue secretly typing under the table, but after waiting for a while, he saw: No problem, I'll be there right after get off work!

Miao Baiyue, Beta, this buddy is Mi Beiming's one-year elementary school classmate - that year, Mi Beiming pulled up his trouser pockets in music class, holding a clarinet while crying and playing, feeling ashamed and angry. He transferred to another school in just one day, vowing to die to never see these classmates again.In the end, the fate was unstoppable, high school and Miao Baiyue were classmates again, and the university also studied in the same department, and they met every day on the basketball court.

Therefore, Miao Baiyue became a good brother who holds important handles in Mi Beiming's life.

Han Feili is always lively.

Mi Beiming chose the booth, ordered a draft of cold beer, and drank it in a delusional attempt to wash away the depression and depression of the past few days, but it was useless.

Someone on the stage was present at the bitter love song, and Mi Beiming listened hard. During the period, he finished his beer and ordered another pinch. His unbearable drinking capacity was almost here. The numb throat and stomach are too cold, and the tongue hurts too. After a while, the sense of taste disappears, and I taste the sour bitterness only after I realize it.

Mi Beiming leaned his head on the table, thinking that he should have succeeded, Liang Xu really didn't come to him again.

really broke up.

In the past few times, he also broke up, like the most asshole scumbag in the world, he would turn his face when he got out of bed.

Knotting was bearable, he even liked it, being stretched and full, feeling Alpha's deepest possession in his vestigial cavity.

Isn't that enough? Why do you have to bite, it hurts so much that you want to die.

Having sex deteriorates into a heart attack, and becomes irritable when you mention it.

But the more he talked about breaking up, the more Liang Xu couldn't help but want to mark him the next time he went to bed. The instinctive desire made Alpha become tense and violent, and even the neck ring could be bitten and deformed.

Mi Beiming was really afraid that his neck would be broken.

But, but.

If it weren't for these crap...

Fuck, sexual disharmony is the root of all evil.

Mi Beiming was thinking wildly, his eyes flushed with hot flashes.

It turned out that these fierce conflicts were so melancholy when they finally ended at this moment.

Miao Baiyue came, bringing with her a suit of cold wind and rain.

He walked around the bar, but couldn't find Mi Beiming, so he went to the bar first to ask for a cup of hot coconut milk to warm up, while keeping his eyes on the direction of the bathroom. If not, within 5 minutes, he had just finished drinking the milk. Just stared at Mi Beiming.

After throwing up, their stomachs were empty. As soon as the two sat back at the booth, Mi Beiming asked the waiter to serve another pinch of cold beer.

Seeing that he was not in the right state, Miao Baiyue stopped laughing and laughed, and asked, "What's the matter, buddy? Tell me something, even if I can't help you settle it, I can still listen to your grievances."

Mi Beiming toasted him: "How about the social animal?"

Speaking of this, Miao Baiyue took a deep breath, and immediately drank the iced one after drinking the hot one, and her face was distorted in pain.

He said: "The chief of the section is an old hag. He always has a meeting. He hates it the most. There were two appointments with the girl, but the old hag worked overtime for a meeting and ruined the appointment for me. Don't worry about it. explain."

"Alpha?" Mi Beiming asked casually.

Miao Er shook her head: "Beta."

The snacks came up, and Miao Baiyue took a piece of waffle to eat, and continued: "But as I said, my brother is waiting for me tonight, even if my dad comes down from the general manager's office to stop me, it won't stop me." .”

Mi Beiming smiled: "I don't know what kind of coward you are?"

"What about you?" Seeing that he drank wine like water, Miao Baiyue was already blushing, red to the ears, "How about your social animal? When your father wanted to send you abroad, you refused to do it—"

Miao Baiyue suddenly froze: "Fuck, could your father know about it? You and Mr. Liang were found to be secretly in love? You beat a mandarin duck? That's why you got drunk with this?"

"No." Mi Beiming leaned on her chin and shook her head, "No."

"what is that?"

"It's okay. The supervisor is a bully. He asked me to work overtime, I worked overtime, asked me to work, and I worked. But I'm in a bad mood recently, so I don't bother to talk to him, and he even threatened me to report. How dare he Tell my dad, and I'll tell him to fuck off. You idiot, stay silent for a second."

Miao Baiyue hit the point straight: "What's wrong with your mood?"

Mi Beiming looked at him and said, "You know, Miao'er, I haven't even touched a girl's hand."

Miao Baiyue was speechless, what was he going to do after repeated topic jumps, he curled his lips, and said, "Then let me describe to you how easy a girl's hands are to touch." Before he could say it, the beautiful girl came to the table with a triangle cup and put The two handsome guys who were one on top of the other took a look, and finally chose Mi Beiming, who failed the game and asked for a risky kiss.

Mi Beiming leaned back, as if in a gesture of acquiescence, but his expression was not quite right, and then he vomited, almost spit it out, but closed his mouth tightly.

Mi Beiming rushed to the bathroom, leaving Miaoer and the girl rolling their eyes at each other.

The bathroom is designed in a humane way, with two compartments dedicated to venting rainbows.Mi Beiming supported the wall and spit out tears. He laughed at himself, even if he wanted to drink too much.

Back in the seat, Miao Baiyue had already sent the beer back to the bar.

He became serious again: "Rice, you—"

"A few big ones."

Miao Baiyue pursed her lips, held back her lips forcefully, but didn't hold back: "You are so easy to change and open-minded, beware of being known by Mr. Liang and wanting you to look good."

"He won't know."

Miao Baiyue really didn't understand, so she deliberately said: "I'm bored, I have to talk about it again, not to mention falling down. Today is the beginning of winter, I won't go home to eat hot dumplings, I will accompany you here to guess charades, No time."

Mi Beiming rubbed his neck, his insides were astringent and uncomfortable from the stomach acid, and his voice became hoarse.

He asked: "Lidong?"

It's the beginning of winter, and winter is very face-saving. It rains during the day and snows heavily after nightfall.

Miao Baiyue drank less and was in charge of driving. According to Master Mi's instructions, he first went to the mall to buy flour and minced meat, as well as crispy roast duck.

"There are ready-made dumpling wrappers, so you don't have to bother to make them yourself."

"It's delicious when you roll it yourself."

Miao Baiyue nodded, okay, he is the uncle, and the uncle wants to make dumplings for himself, so don't talk so much to spoil the fun.

But Miao Er still wanted to ask, he had already noticed: "Is there something wrong with Mr. Liang?"

"Yes, we're separated." Mi Beiming looked out of the car window at the couples holding hands in pairs, cuddling in the heavy snow, their heads would be covered with snow in a short time.

"Divided," he said again, "completely."

Flour and meat filling should be three parts fat and seven parts thin, shallots, and a crispy roast duck with sliced ​​skin.

There are many people in the shopping mall and the heating is turned on. After shopping, I am sweating, but when I come out, I face the wind and snow. After a few steps, I am blown completely cold.

Miao Baiyue shivered and got into the macaron, looking at Mi Beiming's blushing mature shrimp, she was a little worried whether he would get sick and have a fever.

"I'm almost home." Miao Er said, "This house is the only thing I can continue to hold after graduation. The car was confiscated, the pocket money was confiscated, and my father said that I would not work hard, and the house would be given to me a year later. Confiscated, let me go to the street to drink northwest wind."

"My father didn't say anything." Mi Beiming cracked a smile, "My father was too busy to see anyone, so he left me at home to listen to my mother playing allegro."

"Ah, it's good to have no father to take care of you."

Mi Beiming turned her head, recalling the drowsiness and confusion of the previous seven days, and recalling that today she finally seemed like a person who could take a breath.

He smiled and said, "It's great to have Miao'er by my side."

The kitchen was all handed over to Mi Beiming. Miao Baiyue really wanted to take pictures and post them on Moments, but she was not allowed, so she had to lean on the door frame and gossip.

Back to the topic of touching the girl's hand before, Miao Baiyue urged: "The best way to forget a relationship is to devote yourself to a new one. You and Liang were always in accidents back then, and you didn't even talk about it with the girl. After falling in love, maybe you can come back straight."

Yes, accident.

Mi Beiming can't talk properly when this matter is mentioned.

He mixed the stuffing, closed the lid and smelled fragrant, and cursed: "Where is that idiot now? He can drug Omega at the age of 20. Isn't he more capable now? Put the medicine in his water glass sooner or later. Immortal."

"I don't know where, who cares about him." Miao Baiyue saw him skillfully kneading noodles, and asked curiously, "I didn't know you could cook before, did you learn from Mr. Liang?"

Mi Beiming lowered her eyes and let out a "hmm".

Miao Baiyue remained silent for a while, feeling a little emotional after a while: "Didn't I strongly oppose you when you were really together with Liang Xu? You said you would split up right away, just for fun, but I never saw you put it into action. Later I thought it was pretty good, Liang Xu is a good-looking talent, he is an Alpha, he wants nothing, he only likes you like a demon, a dog is not as loyal as him—”

"Shut up!"

Mi Beiming kneaded the dough vigorously, and the panel slammed against the glazed platform. He was panting heavily, blushing and neck thick, as if he was enduring great anger: "Shut up, don't talk."

"Don't say it, don't say it!" Some words ignited the explosive line, Miao Baiyue hurriedly comforted him, "Oh, turn the page!"

"Go away and leave me alone."

"I'm going, I'm leaving now."

Miao Baiyue wandered to the living room and stood there, when he heard the dull sound of pounding on the wall from the kitchen.

He sighed silently, hey, it's nothing if you don't fall in love.

Wipe the dining table, take a bottle of red wine, anyway, Xiaomi must not be allowed to leave tonight, such a heavy snow, what good is a small broken car, not to mention a more stylish one, at least it should look like a car.

Put the crispy roast duck back into the oven to warm up, and put it on the table deliciously.

The smell of dumplings was also wafting from the kitchen, Miao Baiyue shouted inside, "I want dumpling soup."

Mi Beiming replied: "Drink."

All served.

The dumplings are evenly sized, and the pleats are beautifully pinched. Once you take a bite, the stuffing is oily and delicious, and you can't wait to take another bite.

Mi Beiming asked, "How is it?"

Miao Baiyue nodded again and again: "I caught up with my aunt to make the bag. You can really do it, rice, super rice."

Then just drink the soup with your head down, sip it again and again, and wipe it all away.

The two of them didn't move, and the stomach was much more comfortable than drinking cold beer, and it was suitable for a cigarette.

"Do you smoke?"

"smoke."

Miao Baiyue handed over the cigarette, and the ashes were dusted in the rice bowl, he said, "Tell me, I feel uncomfortable holding it in."

Mi Beiming didn't know much about smoking, so he coughed so much, he licked his lips and smiled again.

"A few months ago, he changed the manager of a cooperative project. The person he changed was his high school classmate. When he was in school, that person liked Liang Xu, but he was rejected when he confessed to him. Got it."

Miao Baiyue asked: "Omega? Also male?"

Mi Beiming nodded: "He came to me and declared a fair competition with me. He said that Alpha and Omega are rare. It is destined that an Omega can meet Alpha who is still in love after so many years. He has no reason not to Fight for yourself."

He laughed again as he spoke, and it came out of his nasal cavity, like a mockery: "He asked me, have you ever smelled Liang Xu's pheromone?"

"I can't fucking smell it, so fucking nonsense. I almost flipped the table over and punched him with a broken nose so he couldn't smell anything anymore."

Miao Baiyue lit another cigarette, puffed it up with a sad face, and cursed for a while, "Fuck."

The smog is lingering, stimulating the sense of smell and brain nerves.

Mi Beiming stood up and put the cigarette butt out at the bottom of the bowl: "There's nothing to do, just because I'm tired of his endless possessiveness, so I split up. It's been seven days, maybe Ji Rong will use pheromones to seduce, the two of them It's rolling the sheets right now."

Ji Rong, Miao Baiyue muttered silently, and said again: "You just gave up Liang Xu to Ji Rong?"

Mi Beiming didn't say a word, put away the dishes and put them in the kitchen, and said, "You do the washing."

In the early morning of the night, there were numerous snowflakes.

With a "pop", a cluster of flames ignited, and after it was extinguished, only a red dot remained.

Miao Baiyue came out of the bedroom, leaned against the wall and silently looked at the person lying on the sofa.

The strong smell of red wine seemed to have been spilled, and the wine bottle fell on the carpet, dyeing the long white blanket and blending into the night.

"Liang Xu, Liang Xu."

The person on the sofa whispered, intermittently, softly, over and over again.

"Liang Xu."

Miao Baiyue sighed, walked up to him and knelt down, took his cigarette away, and said to him, "I'm drunk."

The cigarette was groped to snatch it back again, and it was sucked between the lips. The sparks suddenly lit up, and the next moment, the smoke fell on Miao Baiyue's face.He just closed his eyes for a while, and then opened them again to see Mars being pressed against Mi Beiming's heart.

"You!" Miao Baiyue was startled, and quickly slapped Mi Beiming's hand off, "What are you doing!"

It was the same when I washed the dishes at night, the walls were stained with blood, and the tiles that were replaced might have been cracked.

What self-abuse.

"Liang Xu..." Mi Beiming whispered hoarsely, her face was buried in the pillow and shed tears, "If there were no such things, I think..."

"What are you thinking?" Miao Baiyue was convinced, picked up his shoulder and pressed it on the wine bottle.

"I want..." Mi Beiming closed her eyes, as if dreaming, "I want to love you to death."

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