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"..."

Yan Ge was stunned for a moment, and after a while, he lowered his head, kicked the precarious pebbles down the hill, and shrugged his shoulders, "I'll save you money, I won't get married."

"Ah, no knot." Jin Siyan repeated his words slowly, with unclear meaning, "Why not knot?"

"If you don't want to tie it up, just do it." Yan Ge was vague.

"The family doesn't urge you?"

"..." Yan Ge was helpless, "Where did my family come from?"

He is now the only person in the entire account book.

Perhaps because he realized that he had touched a topic that shouldn't be discussed, Jin Siyan tactfully kept quiet and changed the subject, "Why don't you take an umbrella when it's snowing?"

Yan Ge:?

"Don't you have an umbrella too?"

Unexpectedly, this man would retort jokingly, Jin Siyan raised his eyebrows slightly, and his voice was frivolous and arrogant, "I won't fight."

Yan Ge:?

"I just came out to get in the snow."

"..."

"My favorite is the snow."

"..."

"So I don't use an umbrella, what's the problem?"

Yan Ge looked at him speechlessly and shook his head slightly.

He really didn't understand why a man who was so indifferent, calm and manipulative outside would always say childish things that a three-year-old child couldn't say.

"Speaking of it." Jin Siyan tilted his head, raised his hand to brush the ice crystals from his hair naturally, "Where did you spend the New Year?"

"Me?" Yan Ge was made a little uncomfortable by his sudden intimacy, his shoulders were slightly stiff, and he replied slowly, "Stay at home."

He hasn't been back to his hometown for seven or eight years, and he spends New Years alone in Qitang. He goes to see his mother at the end of the year, and sits on the sofa alone on the night of New Year's Eve, watching the Spring Festival Gala that is not as good as it is every year. .

Where else can he go?

"Home." Jin Siyan was thoughtful, and didn't say any more.

"What about you?" Yan Ge licked his lower lip, then quietly raised his eyes and asked him.

In fact, I also know that Jin Siyan must stay with his family, and maybe he will go back to his hometown to see his grandparents, but he still wants to make sure, at least know if he is in the same city.

"My cousin gave birth to a girl." Jin Siyan said, "My parents plan to let us go to her place for Chinese New Year this year."

Jin Siyan's cousin got married a few years ago, and Jin Siyan has a good relationship with her, the closest among relatives.

Anyway, Jin Siyan felt that everyone was very close to him except his own brother.

At the beginning of the year, I heard that my cousin was pregnant. Jin Siyan never took the time to see it. Occasionally, I had time, but I didn’t catch up with my cousin in China. A few months ago, because my cousin was going to study for a Ph.D., she flew abroad pregnant. I thought about going back to China to give birth, but I didn't expect that it was a little earlier than the expected delivery date.

The brother-in-law was still working in China at the time. He heard the news and bought the nearest air ticket that day, but he still couldn't catch up with the birth of the child.

"Isn't that a pity?" Yan Ge stared blankly at the continuous mountains, touched the reddish tip of his nose, "I couldn't see the birth of the child."

"I think it's more sad for my sister to have a child alone." Jin Siyan said, with a light tone, "Although there are parents to accompany her, the lover is not around after all."

"Indeed..." Yan Ge responded with a low voice.

Looking down at the snowflakes falling on the ground, Yan Ge suddenly felt inexplicably anxious.

He originally thought that Jin Siyan was not someone who would consider marriage, at least, he thought Jin Siyan was a double, but from his tone, it didn't seem like he didn't want to get married at all.

Although the family didn't care much about his private life and let him play, but everyone around him got married and had children. Even if Jin Siyan didn't feel anything, his parents might not sit idly by.

Thinking that Jin Siyan might get married, Yan Ge felt uncomfortable for a while.

"So... Yan Ge." Jin Siyan said.

Yan Ge raised his head slightly, and saw the man's eyes with a faint smile.

"Don't let your lover have children alone in the future."

The voice was deep and gentle, as soft as if it was about to melt in the bitter wind. The deep winter wind mixed with snow particles rushed towards the face, so cold that it was a little hot and painful when it was scraped on the face.

Yan Ge looked at the man standing beside him, and saw him reaching out to help him wipe the snowflakes off his broken hair over and over again. His breath was close at hand, and his body temperature came faintly with his movements, slightly dispelling the chill.

But he wasn't happy at all.

not at all.

Yan Ge didn't answer, he couldn't say "yes", that way he was sure that he would get married in the future, and he couldn't say "no", because it would make him look like an irresponsible bastard even more.

Can only be silent.

He hoped that Jin Siyan would understand, but he was afraid that he would really understand.

·

Maybe it was because of the wind blowing outside. When he got home, Yan Ge hurriedly took a shower, fell asleep without eating, and woke up in the evening.

The sky was dim and there was no sunlight. The timer showed 18:24, but there was no light outside.Sitting on the bed and shivering, Yan Ge woke up slowly, looking at the empty, dark house, suddenly felt extremely lonely and lonely.

It's like being abandoned by the whole world.

But in fact, he was not abandoned by everyone.

such as--

The moment he picked up the phone, Yan Ge saw the message Jin Siyan sent him, which was a photo of a baby.

Jin Siyan: [Picture]

Jin Siyan: [Do babies look so strange? 】

Jin Siyan: [... My mother said that I looked like this when I was a child. 】

Jin Siyan: [I don't believe it, it's definitely a rumor. 】

Jin Siyan: [I can't be so ugly, wrinkled, and so red. 】

Jin Siyan: [Picture]

Jin Siyan: [Look at her holding my hand]

Jin Siyan: [Are babies' hands so small? 】

……

Slightly startled, remembering that this is his cousin's daughter.Yan Ge was slightly surprised. He thought that Jin Siyan would not go abroad until a few days later, but he didn't expect to meet him in the morning and left at night.

Seeing a bunch of complaints from the man, Yan Ge unconsciously curled the corners of his lips, and the image of Jin Siyan surrounded by the baby appeared in his mind, slightly disgusted but cautiously curious.

He seems to like children very much.Yan Ge bit his lip and twisted his fingers unconsciously.

Pointing her fingertips on the screen, she hesitated and sent out a few dry words: [Mm, very cute. 】

It didn't take long for the message from the other side.

Jin Siyan: [Are you awake? 】

Yan Ge was stunned for a moment, subconsciously looked left and right, absurdly wondering if he had installed a surveillance camera in his home.

Jin Siyan: [I guess, you haven't replied to my messages. 】

Only then did Yan Ge stop, curling his lips wearily: [... Oh. 】

Jin Siyan: [Wake up and make some ginger tea, don't catch a cold. 】

Yan Ge: [I know. 】

Jin Siyan: [After sitting on the plane for a long time, I was exhausted. It was daytime when I left, and it was still daytime when I arrived here. I couldn’t sleep when I was sleeping. 】

Seeing him complaining about jet lag very quickly, Yan Ge smiled, and persuaded him with a bit of regret: 【Then go and rest quickly. 】

Jin Siyan: [I don't. 】

Yan Ge:?

What's the matter with him?

After a few seconds, Jin Siyan sent another message: [I've been waiting for you to wake up. 】

The ambiguous words made Yan Ge close his eyes, and the hand holding the phone was a little hot. He waited for a while to make his response not so urgent: [What's the matter, you say. 】

Jin Siyan: [I actually didn’t just wander around today]

Not knowing what he was talking about, Yan Ge didn't intervene, quietly waiting for what he had to say.

【I wanted to find you. I saw you walking along the bay on the way, so I followed behind. 】

[Followed all the way, I didn't expect you to really not find out. 】

[But I just followed this time, just kidding, don't mind. 】

Yan Ge knew that he was worried that being followed last time would affect him, so he explained it carefully, took a breath quietly, and asked: [What do you want from me? 】

Jin Siyan sent a few words: [Just want to tell you]

After saying something, there was silence again.

Looking at the constant display of "the other party is inputting", Yan Ge was inexplicably nervous, his palms were inexplicably a little sweaty, and his arms on the quilt couldn't help shaking, as if they were cold.

After waiting anxiously for a while, watching the line of prompts intermittently, presumably he was constantly deliberating and modifying, deleting and typing, typing and deleting, Yan Ge opened his eyes and stared at the screen for a moment, afraid of missing something.

After a long time, the other party replied with a message, but there were only a few words.

Jin Siyan: [Don't forget about the contract]

A lukewarm, non-painful sentence, Yan Ge looked at it, and suddenly felt a sense of loss in his heart, but he still replied the message very decently: 【I know. 】

Jin Siyan was silent for a while, and only said: [I'm going to rest, you remember to drink ginger tea. 】

【OK, good night. 】

【Um. 】

Turning off the phone, Yan Ge leaned wearily on the pillow, his warm hands became cold, looking at the pale ceiling, the corners of his eyes were a little dry, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down. After a long time, Yan Ge let out a long breath and turned off Get out of bed.

Standing up from the hospital chair, Jin Siyan moved his somewhat stiff limbs, looked at the chat box to delete, delete, delete, and edited the sentence [If you don't want to get married], but still didn't send it.

Originally I wanted to say 【I just want to tell you, if you don’t want to get married...】

The following words can't be typed anymore.Jin Siyan didn't know what he wanted to say.What if you don't want to get married?

he does not know.

After hesitating for a long time, he could only utter a few dry and irrelevant words to fool him.

He clicked his tongue a little irritably, and raised his hand to rub his temples carelessly. As soon as Jin Siyan turned his head, he saw Jin Zhian's face pressed very close.

"If you don't want to get married..." Jin Siyan read out his unspoken words with great interest.

Before he finished reading, Jin Siyan punched him on the side of the face.

Dodging in a hurry, Jin Zhian looked at him incredulously, "Isn't it?"

"Who told you to be mean? Don't you have a mobile phone? You like looking at other people's mobile phones so much?" Jin Siyan didn't have a good face.

"I have a mobile phone." Jin Zhi'an smiled disdainfully, his tone teasing and teasing, "but I don't have a little padded jacket that asks about my health every day."

"Leave far away."

"It's that little actor again?" Jin Zhi'an asked lazily, thinking for a while, "What's his name? Yan...forgot."

"none of your business?"

"Not tired of sleeping yet?" Jin Zhi'an leaned his head against the wall with contempt in his eyes.I don't know if it's for Jin Siyan or Yan Ge.

"Can you keep your mouth clean?" Jin Siyan stared at him coldly.

"Hiss, can't you treat your brother better?" Jin Zhi'an was a little dissatisfied, and glanced at him, "Your brother is the savior of your little pet, if it weren't for me, do you think Rong Chu is so easy to pester? You That little pet has to live in fear until now!"

Hearing this, Jin Siyan fell silent.

"My brother has done so much for you, you don't think it's for nothing, do you?"

Jin Siyan raised his eyes lightly, and looked at him expressionlessly, "Do you want me to kowtow to you?"

"I'm not that vicious." Jin Zhi'an sneered, looking at him idlely and condescendingly, "Why don't you say something nice, 'Brother is so kind, thank you brother' or something..."

"roll!"