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A few days before Yan Ge went abroad, the Yawan Sailing Association held an event and formally invited many fans from the upper circle of Qitang. Jin Siyan received the invitation letter without exception.

Originally, he planned to drive the Comet out, but after going to the club to check the records, he found out that Jin Zhian not only took away his Yinhe, but also the Comet.

I don't know where to go to have fun again.

damn thing.Jin Siyan gritted his teeth.

He had no choice but to rent a sailboat temporarily, and overheard Yan Gezhu's idea saying that he had nothing to do recently, so Jin Siyan sent Yan Ge a message again.

Since the incident last time, Assistant Yan Ge liked him very much. He almost regarded him as the second boss, hard-working, Jin Siyan had never seen such a person, and he was grateful for a little favor.

For a moment, Jin Siyan suddenly thought of that man, who was just as gentle and soft, and others would remember every bit of kindness towards him in his heart.

Squeezing his browbones, Jin Siyan's phone vibrated, seeing that Yan Ge agreed as expected.

In my impression, this man seldom refuses my request, and sometimes Jin Siyan even thinks that he is the kind of good guy who has no bottom line and no principles.

Spring is getting late, gulls and herons are flying by the beach, and the evening glow is particularly moving, reflecting the waves of the water, twinkling like a dream.

After checking the lifejacket, throwing one to Yan Ge, Jin Siyan got on the boat and stepped to the bow in two or three steps.

Looking back at the empty back, Yan Ge was a little hesitant, and asked while unbuttoning the life jacket, "Is there no one else?"

Jin Siyan turned his head and looked at him silently. After a while, he frowned and asked, "... am I not human?"

"..."

Yan Ge smiled helplessly, "I mean it's just the two of us?"

"Yes." Jin Siyan took it for granted, and stretched out his hand to pull the sail rope, "It's just the two of us."

"……Oh."

After a pause, Jin Siyan looked back at him with deep eyes and a playful tone, "Who else do you want?"

"No." Yan Ge's heart skipped a beat. He pretended to be calm and licked the corner of his lower lip. Looking at the man's smiling eyes, he lost his focus for a moment, and hurriedly looked away, "That's fine."

"Oh?" Jin Siyan raised his eyebrows, "What's so good about it?"

"..."

Yan Ge sat down, looked down at the sea, and stopped talking.

Jin Siyan looked at his reticence and reluctance to talk, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he gave a slight smile with unknown meaning, then turned his head and continued to play with the sail rope in his hand.

After a while, I heard the man beside me speak in a low voice, his voice seemed to be blown away by the wind.

"Fortunately, it is spacious to sleep at night."

The ship left the harbor and began its southbound journey.The wind in the evening is very pleasant, blowing on the face, so soft that it makes people's heart beat.

Jin Siyan pulled the rope to adjust the sail, then looked back to estimate the time.

"This wind is very suitable." Jin Siyan smiled, his eyes were filled with a gentle luster, he looked at Yan Ge, "Before dark, we can reach the landmark they set up."

"Yeah." Yan Ge nodded.

The sky is getting late, and the lighthouse on the shore is faintly visible on the magnificent sea, which is vast and far away. The sea breeze is salty and slightly cool, and it gradually chills on the body.

Yan Ge shuddered, touched his arm, entered the cabin silently, took out the jacket he had brought and put it on, and took another one for Jin Siyan.

Jin Siyan was loosening the rope and sitting on the boat, before Yan Ge approached, he heard two sneezes.

A coat was stretched out beside him, Jin Siyan was stunned for a moment, looked up at him, and thanked him.

Yan Ge sat down next to him and gave him the thermos.

Looking at the cup containing hot wolfberry tea in surprise, Jin Siyan smiled, "You are quite considerate."

Yan Ge shrugged.

Of course Zhouquan, when the two went out to sea together, Yan Ge prepared everything in advance, and Jin Siyan brought a boat, which was basically new, with no equipment, and Guan Yange borrowed blankets for sleeping at night.

After all these years, this man is still like this.

The sky over the sea at night is exceptionally clear, it is sunny again, there are no clouds, and the Milky Way is vast. Sitting on the boat and leaning back slightly, you can have a panoramic view.

After watching for a while, Jin Siyan moved his neck and complained dissatisfiedly, "Ah... so tired." He was about to lie down.

"Don't lie down." Yan Ge hurriedly stretched out his hand to stop him.

The hull of the ship is so cold, the wind is strong at night, and summer has not yet arrived, the temperature is somewhat low, so it's no wonder that you don't catch cold when you lie down like this.

"My neck is sore." Jin Siyan said.

Reluctantly pursed his lips, Yan Ge saw that he really wanted to look at the stars, and felt uncomfortable with his head raised all the time. After thinking for a while, he tentatively said, "Why don't you lean on me?" After finishing speaking, the topic changed again, "Or I Go get you a pillow."

"Don't bother." Jin Siyan suppressed the smile on his lips, leaned a little closer to him, turned around, and leaned his head back on his shoulder, "That's fine."

When his shoulders sank, Yan Ge stiffened slightly, and then quickly relaxed, adjusting his sitting posture to make him lean more comfortably.

The two were so close that they could feel every breath, Yan Ge lowered his eyes, looking at his cool palm, his peripheral vision was full of a man's side face, and there was a hint of sweetness in his heart instantly.

"Yan Ge." Jin Siyan called him suddenly.

"Huh?" Yan Ge tilted his head.

"Give me your hand."

"what?"

"Hand." Jin Siyan repeated.

"What are you doing..." Yan Ge was puzzled, but he still passed his hand over.

"Let me see if your hands are still cold—hiss." Jin Siyan grabbed his hand and shivered from the cold.

Squeezing Yan Ge's hand, it felt a little cool, the slender fingers resting on the palm, the touch was exceptionally good, and I could even vaguely smell the familiar fragrance from the man's cuffs.

Carrying the care agent, the special breath, along with the body temperature, came out from the wrist.

Jin Siyan was a little reluctant to let go.

Squeezing his hand over and over again, Yan Ge was not annoyed, just indulged him blindly, Jin Siyan raised his head, just in time to see the man's tired and sleepy face.

His facial features are sharp, his profile is gentle, his eyelids are slightly drooping, he doesn't look very energetic, his eyes are a little empty, and he falls on the ship's side or the sea.

Taking a breath, Jin Siyan took out the warm baby from his pocket and stuffed it into his hand, sighed, "Baby——"

Hearing this address, Yan Ge paused for a moment, and as soon as he turned his head, he saw Jin Siyan getting up from the boat and patting the ashes from the corner of his clothes. unruly.

Jin Siyan jumped down and entered the cabin.

Sitting in the same place in a daze, Yan Ge was absent-minded for a moment, and remembered Jin Siyan's flat face just now, only when the words just came out as a joke, the sudden turmoil in his heart subsided.

When we arrived at the sign of the Sailing Association, it was already dark, and there were a few sailboats parked around the haven, and the rest might have gone to other places.

After entering the cabin, the chill from the wind dissipated from his body. Yan Ge hung the life jacket on the hook, looked around, and found that the equipment in the cabin was brand new, but indeed simple.

Jin Siyan moved on the sofa and said with a tusk, "The new boat is not good, there is nothing."

"New ship?" Yan Ge asked.

"Yeah. I rented it." Jin Siyan was wearing a blanket with messy hair, "The Comet was taken by Jin Zhi'an."

"Oh."

Yan Ge found another sofa bed and leaned on it, half lying and half sitting. When he heard him mentioning the Comet, his eyes darkened.

"I wanted to take you to see the Comet." Jin Siyan stared at the phone screen, probably sending a message, and talked to him casually, "There is no other way, but next time."

"It doesn't matter, any time is fine." Yan Ge smiled, drank water from a water glass, and looked at his expression calmly. After a while, he hesitated and asked casually, pretending to be calm, "You...why did you Give it that name? Is there any special meaning?"

Jin Siyan didn't answer him, and after a while, he raised his eyes belatedly, "To whom?"

Pursing his lower lip, Yan Ge took another sip of water and repeated lightly, "Comet."

"Is there any special meaning..." Jin Siyan repeated his question slowly, thoughtfully, after a long while, he put down his phone and looked at him sideways, "Yes."

His eyes moved, Yan Ge held the water glass, trying not to look so deliberate, "Can you tell me?"

"What's wrong?" Jin Siyan asked him back, "Are you curious?"

"..." Yan Ge was silent for a few seconds, and then responded smoothly, "Anyway, I have nothing to do now, let's chat."

"Then I'll tell you, what will you exchange with me?" Jin Siyan smiled slyly.

"What do you want to know?" Yan Ge was helpless.

"Hmm..." Jin Siyan lowered his eyes, thoughtful, and after a while, he said, "No."

Originally, his heart was in his throat, afraid that he would ask some very sensitive topics, but he was a little bit looking forward to it strangely, but he said no again, and Yan Ge didn't know how to react for a while.

"Then..." Yan Ge smiled uncomfortably and did not continue.

"Then do you still want to know?" Jin Siyan asked.

Yan Ge stared at him, trying to see something in his eyes, but it was all in vain. After a while, he shrugged lightly, "It depends on whether you are willing to share."

Jin Siyan laughed out loud, turned his head, and spoke lazily, "There's nothing bad to say."

"En." Yan Ge nodded, waiting for him to finish.

"The name Comet," Jin Siyan paused for a moment, seemed to be phrasing, and then said slowly, "It's related to a person."

"People...?" Yan Ge's face darkened, and he licked his dry lips.

"Yes." Jin Siyan nodded.

Yan Ge was speechless for a moment.

Although he guessed in his heart that it might be the answer, since he knew Li Huixing's name, he had some doubts, but he still didn't want to believe it.

Only by hearing it from Jin Siyan's mouth can I truly confirm it.

Who is Li Huixing...

Perhaps Jin Siyan's playmate since he was a child, his most capable assistant, his friend who has experienced many things through thick and thin, is a very important person to Jin Siyan.

Yan Ge didn't know what Li Huixing's status was in Jin Siyan's heart, whether he was a very good friend, a person with shallow affection, or something else.

All he knew was that Jin Siyan had owned this boat since he was 17 years old.

All he knew was that Jin Siyan had engraved that person's name on the boat since he was 17 years old.

For a moment, Yan Ge suddenly felt a little pitiful.

He had never felt sorry for himself before.

Having played so many understudies, he has never been envious of watching the protagonists rehearse behind the curtain, wearing exquisite costumes and holding realistic props.

Understudies are paid less than the protagonists, receive less attention, and even rehearsal time is compressed because they are not important.

Yan Ge wasn't envious either.

But tonight, he suddenly knew what it was like to be envious of someone.

He used to think with self-deprecation that maybe he could only take over the role in this life, acting as someone else's shadow, and if the protagonist didn't step down from the stage, he would have no chance to stand up.

But he never thought that in love, he would be like this.

He has no choice, and he is not qualified to fight for anything. He can only silently wait behind the curtain as always, and only when some inconveniences befell the lead actor, can he get the chance to give alms.