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Old love rekindled.

The four words fell into the ear, obviously it was only a very soft sound, but it seemed to hit the heart heavily, and the brain became confused.

Yan Ge felt his throat hurt.There is no old love at all, everything in the past is his own wishful thinking, so what is the resurgence?

Jin Siyan looked at him with earnest eyes, expecting what he could say.

Pursing his lips, Yan Ge smiled faintly, and replied warmly, "Okay."

Jin Siyan stared at him for a moment, then lowered his eyes, "You don't feel well in your heart."

"..."

"Every time you feel embarrassed, you will always have this look." Jin Siyan raised his hand, and put his fingertips on the end of Yan Ge's eyes, stroking gently, as if trying to comfort something, "You are not even smiling."

It doesn't feel good to be seen through at a glance, Yan Ge sighed slightly, "I'm not..."

"Yang Ge."

Jin Siyan called him in a low voice, as if helpless, but his eyes softened, as affectionate as a hug.

Leaning slightly to hug the man, Jin Siyan rested his chin on his shoulder, and clasped his arms tightly around the man's waist. It was obviously a strong movement, but it made people feel a little soft and weak.

"I said before that I'm not in a hurry. If you think clearly, I can wait." Jin Siyan said slowly, his voice sounded a little dull, "But I don't want to wait anymore."

Yan Ge paused slightly, his lips moved.

"You're really an idiot when you say things like this again." Jin Siyan shook his head, his arms tightened a little, "If you keep messing around like this, how can you be worthy of your liking me in high school?"

Mentioning this, Yan Ge was still in a daze. He could hear the guilt in Jin Siyan's tone, and he suddenly blamed himself, "I didn't do anything, and you don't owe me anything."

It's his own choice to like Jin Siyan, no one is forcing him, and he can't use this to kidnap someone, that would be too cheap and shameless.

Jin Siyan looked at him for a moment, then smiled helplessly, "You always don't know your own value."

The liking for a person itself is something done for him, how can it be denied because there is no response?

Yan Ge always put himself in such a low profile, so he always felt that what he did was worthless, he didn't need to be rewarded, and he didn't dare to expect a response.

"I'm actually not afraid that you don't like me." Jin Siyan let go of him, leaned against the table next to him, "Because there are many people who don't like me, I don't care too much."

If you like someone, you are destined to have expectations, expecting him to give you the same response, and if you have expectations, you will definitely be disappointed, and disappointment means you will be hurt.

Jin Siyan is not afraid of being rejected, nor is he afraid of Yan Ge's hesitation, deviousness, and hesitation. He is just worried that if he continues to let him escape like this, those precious and rare expectations will be wiped out.

When you no longer expect it, there are very few likes.

"It's been almost ten years since high school," Jin Siyan looked at him with a tilted head, and suddenly smiled, "Even if you have a child, you'll be in fifth grade now."

After such a long journey, he didn't know how Yan Ge came here by himself.

"Yan Ge. I don't want to wait any longer, and I don't want you to wait either," Jin Siyan looked at him seriously, "I want to fall in love with you, don't delay, just now."

Yan Ge paused, tongue tied, "What..."

"Dating." Jin Siyan said, "I'm with you."

"Dating..."

"Yes, I like you, please fall in love with me."

"I follow..."

"Yes, fall in love, I'm with you, now."

"..."

Yan Ge's throat was a little rough, and his palms were sweaty, but he was held in his hands by this man, and he was not allowed to let go.Suppressing his gradually chaotic breathing, but unable to calm down his restless heartbeat, he licked the corner of his lips and looked down at his toes.

want to?Want to fall in love with him?

Of course I do.

In his dream, he wished he could completely possess this man.

But why is it so difficult to blurt out an affirmative answer?

Afraid of showing his heart, others will catch his weakness, but Jin Siyan is so good, why should Yan Ge need to worry, Jin Siyan will use these to hurt him?

Yan Ge clenched his hands and pressed his fist against the edge of the table behind him, meeting Jin Siyan's gaze, with a bit of a voice, "I...I want to..."

The words behind seem to be stuck.

Jin Siyan didn't speak, but stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around his waist, and caught him up and sat him on the desk. Yan Ge didn't expect it, and exclaimed in a low voice, and subconsciously grabbed Jin Siyan's clothes.

With an ambiguous posture, the distance between the two of them instantly narrowed, and Yan Ge sat on the table, instantly feeling ashamed of the current posture.

But Jin Siyan wouldn't let him come down.

The refusal was useless, Yan Ge just wanted to say something, but he blocked his mouth.

A slightly naughty kiss, as if punishing his hesitation.Jin Siyan backed away a little and looked down at him, "Don't you like me?"

Breathing very closely, Yan Ge looked at him and shook his head slowly.

Like a reward, Jin Siyan leaned over to kiss him, and asked again, "I like me in high school, do you really like me?"

Yan Ge tilted his head to hide, but was pulled over again, and kissed the corner of his mouth, Jin Siyan repeated, "Do you like me very much?"

Nodding vaguely, Yan Ge himself couldn't hear what he was saying, "Yeah."

"What about now?" Jin Siyan asked, "Do you still like it?"

Yan Ge pursed his lips, "I think—"

Before he finished speaking, Jin Siyan gagged him himself.

"Wait first—"

Jin Siyan ignored him.

"But--"

Still ignore.

The more evasive he was, the tougher this person was, preventing him from saying anything irrelevant.

"Answer my question." Jin Siyan's voice was slightly panting, "Do you still like me?"

Yan Ge supported the table, and his body couldn't stop leaning back, which gave him an uneasy illusion of exposing the weakness of his chest and abdomen, but Jin Siyan pressed harder and harder, not giving him a chance to escape.

After a long time, Yan Ge finally compromised and nodded, "En."

Jin Siyan, as always, bowed his head and kissed him, persuasively, "Then let's be together, shall we?"

Together, it is no longer the kind of thin and fragile physical relationship, it is not anxiety, it is the entanglement of generous thoughts, it is a long way from now on, even if you are dragging, you must move forward slowly.

That is, I can no longer hide, I can no longer escape.

"All right?" he asked.

The arm on his waist trembled a little, and Yan Ge knew that the person in front of him was not as calm as he seemed, and was even nervous just like himself.

I feel the same way.

Looking at each other for a long time, Yan Ge gritted his teeth, holding down the soaring heartbeat in his chest, feeling that his heart was slowly filling up little by little.

never mind.never mind.

What is the point of these worries?Looking forward and backward, hesitating, what can he gain?

Anyway, the situation will not be worse than it is now.

If this is what he wants, then Yan Ge, why can't he indulge once?

Even if it's an abyss to jump into, it's not hesitating.

With slightly red eyes, Yan Ge raised his hand and hugged the man's back tightly, resting his forehead on the side of his neck, as if he was afraid that he would disappear in the next moment, his voice was very soft and low,

"Okay, together."

Jin Siyan paused for a moment, and then suddenly realized that he almost overturned him. Before Yan Ge could stabilize, he was firmly pressed against the table again.

Jin Siyan almost bit it, and it was unprecedentedly hard to hold back, with a sense of aggressive oppression, which made people a little breathless.

The books on the table fell to the floor, and every sound seemed to reprimand their overheated desires, but it added a bit of immoral stimulation.

The fingertips moved along the gaps in the clothes, and the slight friction became more obvious under the sensitive senses.

The man's thin back was pressed against the table, Jin Siyan tilted his head to kiss him, and keenly caught a muffled moan in his ears.

"...Wait a minute, we can't be here." Jin Siyan regained some sense, propped his palms on the hard and cold table, lowered his eyes, and looked at the person under him with some concern, "Go to bed?"

"It's okay," Yan Ge was about to cry, he gritted his teeth to suppress the voice in his throat, grabbed Jin Siyan's neckline, stretched out his hand to hook his neck, his body was trembling, "it's right here..."

After a pause, the remaining rationality in Jin Siyan's eyes dissipated in an instant, he suddenly picked him up, entangled him and fell him onto the small sofa beside him.

The sky was spinning, Yan Ge didn't recover, he had already sat on Jin Siyan, the dominance transitioned so quickly, Yan Ge's breathing was uneven, but he suddenly stopped.

He didn't know what to do next.

He had never done anything to please people, and the only few experiences he had with Jin Siyan was that this person was guiding everything. He didn't seem to need to think, he just had to leave it to Jin Siyan.

But now, he is in the upper position, clearly feeling the changes in the two people's bodies, but he is a little at a loss, he let go, but he doesn't know where to put it.

Seeing the man's dazed expression, with an emotional blush on his face, Jin Siyan only thought he was cute, and didn't help him, just looked at him with a silent smile, his eyes were gentle and indulgent.

"I..." Yan Ge raised his hand and put it down again, trying to reach out to unbutton him, but he was embarrassed, so he could only retract his hand for a long time, and looked at him apologetically, "What should I...do?"

Grasping his hand that he didn't know where to put it, Jin Siyan lay half-lying, tempting him to lower his head, almost blowing into his ear, with a low and provocative voice, "I'll teach you."

Yan Ge didn't doubt that he was there, and nodded obediently, "Okay."

Pulling the man's callused hand down slowly, when the arrow was on the string, Jin Siyan suddenly smelled a strange smell.

"Wait." After waking up late, Jin Siyan glanced back at the door, "Did you cook porridge?"

"..." Stopped, Yan Ge frowned, obviously not sober, and woke up suddenly after smelling the smell, "I, I forgot!"

As he spoke, he was about to turn over in a hurry.

Jin Siyan didn't let go, hugged him, a little irritated by the interruption, "I'm afraid it's a potsticker."

"I'm sorry." Yan Ge felt a little guilty.

Shaking his head, Jin Siyan rubbed his face in his arms, cursed in a low voice, then raised his head, put on his half-taken pants again, tidied his clothes, and then put him down.

"I'll clean it up, don't blow up the kitchen." With dissatisfaction written all over his face, Jin Siyan kissed him heavily and sighed, "Going to bed is a minor matter, but firefighting is a major matter."