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After all, Jin Zhi'an went out, and after leaving, he still maintained that proud elegance and dignity, saying "It would be great if Mr. Yan could like my gift", showing off the old-fashioned and superior aristocratic young master. shelf.

Yan Ge watched him go out, and opened the gift box in the next second. He saw a cloisonné enamel jewelry box inside, was stunned for a moment, and suddenly laughed absurdly.

This is obviously a gift for Jin Siyan, why do you say it is for him?

Jin Siyan especially likes to collect this kind of delicately crafted and time-honored accessories, just like a dragon hoarding treasures. Yan Ge has seen his special cabinet for storing these things. It is really big, which shows how much he loves it.

The cloisonne jewelry box lying in the gift box looks very good and is of high value. It doesn't seem like it was bought casually, but more like it was auctioned off from some store.

With a click, Yan Ge handed the gift to Jin Siyan.

"What's the matter?" Jin Siyan didn't want to look at it, but because of Yan Ge's face, he glanced at it politely, and commented reluctantly, "Well, it's very beautiful."

"I think this is for you." Yan Ge said, "Does your brother know that you like this?"

"Will he know? He's just a selfish ghost." Jin Siyan said in a sullen tone. He took the gift box out of his hand and put it aside. A little impatience flashed in his eyes, and he looked up at Yan Yan as if thinking of something. Ge, "Don't believe what he just said, I won't control you."

"I know." Yan Ge laughed, "I have my own judgment."

Jin Siyan felt that the most valuable thing about Yan Ge was that he had always trusted him. Even when he was angry and lost his temper, this person never doubted his character and stood by him from beginning to end.

Now that his close relatives say such things and deliberately sow discord, Yan Ge is not doubting him without grounds, nor is he trusting him ignorantly, but has his own judgment and can think for himself.

Jin Siyan sighed softly and hugged him slowly, feeling that he couldn't like him enough.

The family banquet was as boring as ever, following the rule of not talking when eating or sleeping, there was very little conversation at the table, everyone had their own food, only occasional small talk, Yan Ge couldn't swallow the whole meal.

When I was at home, I cooked and ate with Jin Siyan and often tried different dishes. It was also very relaxing and fun. Although I didn't make too many intimate moves, I still felt happy.

But here is like a huge empty coffin, lifeless and cold as ice.Bi Yange's house is still empty, and it is obviously full of people, but it always makes people tremble.

After dinner, Jin Siyan was called to the study by his father, and asked Yan Ge to sit and eat fruit first, but Yan Ge naturally didn't go to their relatives, but found a balcony and ran to hide and smoke.

When he was outside, he could only take a few breaths. Yan Ge raised his hand to support it on the railing, with a cigarette between his fingers, quietly burning it.

As the balcony door opened and closed behind him, Yan Ge turned his head and saw Jin Zhian approaching as if no one was there.

Thinking that he was probably here to smoke too, Yan Ge didn't say anything, and stepped back a little to give him space.

Glancing at him, Jin Zhi'an's eyes were full of inscrutable obscurity, he lit a cigarette, and took a puff comfortably.

After a while, Yan Ge wiped out the cigarette butt, and spoke first, "I have already handed over the cloisonné enamel collection to Jin Siyan."

As if he didn't hear what he said, Jin Zhi'an ignored him, half leaned on the railing, raised his eyebrows slightly, and let him hang out for nearly 2 minutes before lazily saying "um".

Not interested in continuing to spend time with him here, Yan Ge turned around, opened the balcony door, and was about to leave when he suddenly heard the man behind him speak slowly.

"You seem to be different from before." Jin Zhi'an turned around and leaned on the railing to look at him, from top to bottom, his eyes were so sharp that he wanted to peel his skin, "Jin Siyan is quite good at raising people. "

When we first met, Yan Ge still couldn't get rid of the downcast and cheap shadow, his eyes were dull, as if nothing could arouse his interest, but now, after a long time, he gradually became sharper, as if he was just showing his edge.

Yan Ge looked at him with a blank expression, "I will convey your praise to him."

"You're welcome." Jin Zhi'an said generously.

"..." Yan Ge sighed helplessly, tilted his head, and looked at him lightly, "If you really care about him, it's best to tell him directly that he doesn't like things that go around."

Yan Ge couldn't understand Jin Zhi'an, who obviously spent so much money buying souvenirs for his younger brother, but insisted that they were for him, and who was obviously willing to come forward to help Jin Siyan settle the matter, and usually looked down on him very much.

He thought of Jin Siyan, who was also spoiled and pampered, but he never turned around, he liked it as long as he liked it, Yan Ge couldn't remember how many times he confessed his love to him.

Jin Siyan told him that love should be timely, passionate, and continuous. It will not increase in value just because you keep it silent, but it will definitely fade with time.

He is frank and brave, which Yan Ge admires very much, and he is also fortunate to fall in love with him countless times.

Hearing this, Jin Zhi'an paused, bent his fingers slightly, flicked off the cigarette ash vigorously, his jaw tensed, and he lowered his eyes in thought.

"When you love someone, it's best to let him know." Yan Ge said softly, thinking of Jin Siyan's expression when he said this to him, his face softened.

Jin Zhian raised his head, looked at him coldly, loosened his fingers, and threw away the cigarette butt, "Did he teach you all this?"

"Yes." Yan Ge agreed, very calmly, "For things that you don't understand, there is no harm in learning with humility."

Jin Zhi'an stopped talking, and his always proud face was a little loose.

"He is very good, I think, he will not let down any sincere feelings, whether it is love or family affection." Yan Ge said.

After a long silence, Jin Zhi'an straightened his body, put away his lazy appearance, and sighed vaguely, "...Yes, you are right."

Yan Ge was slightly startled, a little surprised that he was so persuasive, "You agree with me?"

"Well, what you said is right." Jin Zhi'an lowered his eyes slightly, looked at him seriously, "If you love someone, you should tell him directly, and you shouldn't try again and again."

"..." Yan Ge frowned slightly, feeling that he was a little nervous.

"So, Mr. Yan," Jin Zhi'an made a gesture of invitation towards the door, tilting his head and looking at him with a half-smile, "You go first?"

Yan Ge: "...What does it have to do with me?"

Jin Zhi'an changed the subject, with an aggressive look, "You keep talking nicely, but please allow me to make a bold guess, maybe you haven't told Jin Siyan that you like it, have you?"

"..." Yan Ge's throat choked up, a bit like being slapped, and his face became dry.

"It's really funny. You actually teach others how to do something you can't even do yourself." Jin Zhi'an shook his head and looked at him regretfully, "From this point of view, you and Jin Siyan are really a good match."

"The same naive, naive, unrealistic."

"I'm learning, I'm learning to do things I don't know how to do." Yan Ge stared at him with dark eyes, "I'm better than you at this point."

"Oh? Really?" Jin Zhi'an raised his eyebrows, and asked him back with the confidence of winning.

Before Yan Ge could react, Jin Zhi'an suddenly opened the balcony door and walked towards the living room.

It just so happened that Jin Siyan came out of the study and was looking for Yan Ge. The moment he passed by, Jin Zhian grabbed his arm.

"What are you doing?" Jin Siyan frowned, moved his arm, and shook his hand away, with a look of resistance.

"It's nothing, let me tell you something." Jin Zhi'an pulled his arm forcefully, moved closer, lowered his eyes slightly, and looked into his eyes seriously, "Brother loves you, brother really cares about you."

Jin Siyan paused suddenly, his eyes widened slightly, staring at him firmly, then pushed the person away, his voice was irritated, "Go away, disgusting."

"Why do you say that?" Jin Zhi'an was a little sad, "Isn't it good that brother loves you?"

"Did you take the wrong medicine?" Jin Siyan stared at him in disgust, his eyes were cold, "Go crazy and go away."

Yan Ge, who was standing at the entrance of the corridor, could see clearly, and couldn't help sighing in his heart.

Sure enough, from Jin Zhian's mouth, no matter "I love you" or "You idiot", it has the same effect in Jin Siyan's ears.

It seems that his elder brother is already bankrupt in front of his younger brother.

No wonder Jin Zhi'an was so disdainful when I first educated him.

When Jin Siyan saw him, he calmed down a little and walked towards him.

Through Jin Siyan, Yan Ge vaguely saw Jin Zhian leaning against the wall lazily, looking at him proudly, slowly raised his hand, gave him a middle finger, parted his thin lips lightly, and mouthed: I won.

Oh shit.

Yan Ge was furious.

I don't know who is naive.

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When they came out of Jin's house, night had already fallen. The two of them drank alcohol and walked along the road around the island without driving.

It's very windy tonight.

But not cold.

"He didn't make things difficult for you, did he?" Jin Siyan remembered what happened at night and asked him casually.

Shaking his head wearily, Yan Ge brushed his hair disheveled by the wind, and looked up at him involuntarily.

Tonight, the sky is clear, the moon is bright and clear, and there is not a trace of dark clouds. Against the bright street lights, Jin Siyan's skin is cold and pale, with some almost coldness.

But it doesn't feel inaccessible.

Yan Ge's heart was a little swollen, as if it was blocked by something, Jin Zhian's words were still spinning in his mind today, entangled him as if he couldn't get rid of it.

"If you can't do it yourself, why teach others to do it?"

Yes.

Yan Ge sighed lightly.Didn't he himself fail to do it?

He kept saying that Jin Siyan had been teaching him patiently, but in the end he couldn't even say a word of liking.

It's quite funny.Yan Ge curled his lips mockingly.

The two walked slowly, one in front of the other, separated by an insignificant distance, Yan Ge followed behind, and when he raised his eyes slightly, he could see the man's side face.

Tough and deep, sharp and clear.

So pretty.

Such a good person, why don't parents like it?Why did my brother keep suppressing him?Yan Ge thought, if Jin Siyan was his younger brother, then he would not be willing to let Jin Siyan suffer a little grievance.

He has sense of proportion, responsibility, sense of responsibility, and is very smart. What's the point of pampering such a good boy?

But why, Jin Siyan seems to have never been loved.

Even when she was nearly 30 years old, my mother would still believe my brother's lies, and blame him for being fraught and acting like a child who didn't grow up.

Jin Siyan didn't explain, as if he had calmed down.

If it wasn't for the accumulation of disappointment, who would be so indifferent?

Looking at the man's indifferent and handsome side face, Yan Ge's eyes froze, and he couldn't help calling him, "Jin Siyan."

"Huh?" The man turned his head and asked with his eyes.

After staring at him for a while, Yan Ge stopped.

Jin Siyan also paused, turned around and looked at him, "What's wrong?"

Yan Ge just looked at him and didn't speak.

Frowning slightly, Jin Siyan walked closer, looked at his face, raised his hand to touch Yan Ge's ear, "What's wrong? Why this expression?"

Hanging eyes didn't know what he was thinking, Yan Ge raised his hand and held Jin Siyan's wrist, his black eyes were as deep as ink, staring at him, especially attractive, after a moment, he said softly.

"Huh?" Jin Siyan didn't hear clearly, and moved his ear closer.

Yan Ge raised his chin slightly, almost touching his ear, "Hug me."

Jin Siyan paused, then reached out his hand and hugged him forcefully without much hesitation.

The bodies are tightly pressed together, exchanging body temperature in the summer night wind, through the thin fabric, it seems that even the heartbeat of the other party can be heard clearly.

"What happened?" Jin Siyan was a little strange, and rubbed his head gently against the side of his neck, "What did that guy tell you, why are you so wronged?"

"I didn't say anything." Yan Ge shook his head in denial, hugging him tightly, "I'm not wronged."

Rubbing the back of his head to comfort him, Jin Siyan caressed the man's back with his palm like coaxing a child, and was extremely patient.

After a while, Yan Ge called his name again.

"Jin Siyan."

"Yes." Jin Siyan answered him.

The night wind blew past my ears, mixed with the sound of the waves, making it very noisy.Yan Ge pursed his lips and smiled slightly, "I love you."

There was a flat sound, almost dissipated in the wind, but it was still caught by Jin Siyan.

After a pause, Jin Siyan looked at him in astonishment, his pupils trembling slightly, and then hugged him violently, so strong that he almost lifted Yan Ge up.

"……say it again."

Yan Ge smiled helplessly and took a breath, "I love you."

"one more time."

"I love you."

"Say more."

"I love you."

"..."

Yan Ge repeated it over and over again, and each time was firmer, gentler, and more affectionate than the previous one.

Jin Siyan hugged him tightly, as if wanting to melt him into his body, with his forehead resting on the side of the man's neck, with indescribable dependence and nostalgia.

After a long time, Jin Siyan raised his head, the corners of his eyes were a little red.He looked into Yan Ge's eyes, looking deeply like that, as if seeing his heart through those beautiful eyes, seeing those years he hid in himself.

Bowing his head, and gently kissing the man's lips, Jin Siyan's voice was hoarse, a little dry, but still pleasant, firm and calm.

"Yang Ge, I love you too.

Love, love, love. "

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