sanguine and depressive

As if I had been warned, I straightened my body and dared not rub against it.Would a normal man do this, could it be done between friends? It seems that maybe not.But I am not a normal man, and I have never made friends, so I can only try to figure out my thoughts.

The doctor wearing a mask diagnosed me with acute gastroenteritis and asked me what I had eaten.I recalled the recipes from the previous week. I didn’t eat lunch when I was at school. I didn’t tell the doctor about this, because Wei Chengyu was standing beside me and listening very carefully.

Aunt Jiang will cook when I go back at night, but because I eat too little, she will reheat the leftover food from the previous few days for me to eat. This is the food in the refrigerator this morning.

The doctor said that it is more likely that the food is unclean, and the heating is not thoroughly heated.I nodded, and said that I had a fever due to a large amount of dehydration in a short period of time, and I needed salt water.I didn't learn the osmotic pressure well, and I don't understand the principle. I just know that I have to draw water.

On the way to dispensing medicine and hanging water, I felt more and more uncomfortable because of the fever in my body, and walking became a burden. I really wanted to ask Wei Chengyu to hold me, and it would be better to lift me around directly, but naturally I didn't dare.

I sat on a chair and waited, Wei Chengyu went to dispense the medicine for me, and then came back to look for me in a hurry.He is really warm-hearted and knowledgeable, he can do everything, but I can't do it.

There were not many people in the infusion room in the morning. Wei Chengyu sat next to me, looking serious like a family member sorting out the medicine in a plastic bag. The nurse sister came on stage pushing a small trolley and asked, "What's your name?"

"Cen Xiao." He rushed to answer.

I said, "I have a mouth." I was glared at by him.

The nurse sister smiled and hung up all the medicines, pulled up the sleeve of my left hand clothes, tied a rubber band, and sterilized the needle.When he left, he asked Wei Chengyu: "When the bag is finished, ring the bell and call for someone to change it."

"You just stay here and don't move around." Wei Chengyu watched the nurse and said to me, "I'll go back as soon as I go."

No matter how polite I was, I nodded and said yes, I'm not the type to run around with an infusion stand.

Cold salt water poured into my trunk, and I felt a little chilled, shrinking back into my chair.The child next door has a needle-pricked tape on his forehead and is hanging water in his mother's arms. It must be very warm.

I looked up and watched the liquid drop by drop. After counting 34 drops, I felt tired and fell asleep.

Nothing was dreamed in the dream, and not fully awake when woke up.I opened my eyes in a daze, and found that I was a tree with a crooked neck, covered with a school uniform, and there was a faint fragrance of laundry detergent from the clothes.

It was me leaning against Wei Chengyu, who was listening to music with headphones on.

I straightened up, feeling a bit of ice swishing on my forehead, touched it, and found an ice sticker.

Wei Chengyu took off one earphone, and looked back at the saline bag hanging on the infusion stand: "Hurry up, there's the last half of the bag."

Then he loosened his shoulders and grinned: "You are a pig, you have been motionless for so long."

It would be a little embarrassing for anyone to be told that, let alone me.I clenched my unpricked hand into a fist: "I'll knock it for you."

Wei Chengyu seemed to enjoy it very much, but he didn't let me knock after a few knocks.

He opened the plastic bag in the convenience store: "What do you want to eat, I bought some light food, and there is water, do you want some water?"

I am very grateful: "I think..."

Wei Chengyu:?

"Spit..." Before I finished speaking, Wei Chengyu's face remained unchanged, but he moved very quickly. He took out a plastic bag from his pocket, shook it, and handed it to me.

But I've been moth-eaten, and there's nothing to vomit, just teary-eyed from the irritation.There were other people sitting in the infusion room, and I buried my head in the plastic bag and was embarrassed to lift it up.Another scene that could make me sleepless was born. Today, I vomited several times in front of Wei Chengyu, and I lost all embarrassment.

I took the bag in his hand, and he began to stroke my back: "Do you want to call a nurse? It shouldn't be, it's all water."

I shook my head and whispered, "I want to rinse my mouth."

Wei Chengyu carried the infusion bag and water for me. In the bathroom, after I rinsed my mouth, I looked up in the mirror. Inside was me with red eyes and the kind Wei Chengyu. In order to maintain the height difference, he raised his hand very high, the transparent infusion The tube is connected to me like a kite string, and the dropper is dripping like an hourglass counting down. The countdown is very ominous, and I stopped here thinking about it.

Back in the infusion room, Wei Chengyu hung back the saline bag for me.I picked up his school uniform, which had been covered up on the seat, and was reminded that it was back to school day.

"Wei Chengyu, where is my report card?" I asked.

Wei Chengyu was drinking water and almost choked on hearing this.

"Isn't it? Why do you care about grades after all this?" He teased me, then slowly pulled out a piece of pink paper from his schoolbag, "Here you are."

I looked down one by one.Although I was in such a poor state during the exam, I actually improved, and this time I was No. 90 in the sixth grade.

I asked, "What is your name?"

He looked at me warily: "Why do you care about me so much?"

I had no choice but to shut up, and suddenly thought of another person I cared about: "How is Wang Dong?"

"Are you going to take care of Wang Dong's points? Did he offend you with the last trick?" Wei Chengyu said, stretched out his hand and tore off the ice sticker on my forehead, "I'll change it for you."

Great, Wang Dong's grades are not as good as mine.My forehead was frozen, and I felt a little relieved.

I had just finished agitating, and it was Wei Chengyu's turn to pretend to be mysterious.Holding his schoolbag, he only opened a dark mouth: "Come here, let me show you a treasure."

I leaned over to look, and there was a stack of papers inside, like new ones, like test papers.

I raised my eyes and met his eyes.

"Did you see, half of the inside is yours. Winter vacation homework, surprise!" Wei Chengyu zipped up the bag with a "wow", with a happy expression on his face.

Crazy.I lay back and covered my face with his coat.

After hanging the water, I feel better.It was already afternoon, Wei Chengyu called another taxi, and we left the hospital.

I thought I was going straight home, but Wei Chengyu took me to a porridge shop next to the neighborhood.When I paid the bill, I almost knelt down, and he finally gave me this precious treat.But I said I would give him today's medical expenses, but he refused again.

"You can't pay for everything," I said, "I'm rich and I can pay for it myself."

"I'm also super rich, so I like to pay for my buddies," he said.

I swallowed what I wanted to say, Wei Chengyu said that I was his buddy.

The porridge shop is very close to the community, and we walked home after eating.But strictly speaking, I am going home, and Wei Chengyu is escorting me, the patient, home.

I stood on the steps in front of the door. When we were parting, Wei Chengyu gave me the report card and winter homework in the bag, and told me: "Remember to communicate with your aunt, how can I give you leftovers all day long?" .”

I had no choice but to nod: "Okay." Say goodbye to him: "Thank you, goodbye. Happy winter vacation."

However, Wei Chengyu reached out to me for the school uniform jacket in my hand: "Here."

I don't.I hugged the coat: "I'll wash it for you and return it to you."

"Thank you, I also have a washing machine at home." Wei Chengyu said.

I was about to blush and argued, "...it's dirty." I was covered by a person who had vomited several times.

He wanted to slap me on the head, but maybe he held back because I was a patient: "It's dirty, I don't dislike you... bring it, it will freeze me to death." Only then did I realize that he only wore clothes A black sweater.

I'm so short-sighted.I honestly handed him the coat, and Wei Chengyu said goodbye to me after putting it on: "Goodbye, contact me online."

He turned around with his hands in his pockets, ran two steps and disappeared before my eyes.

Instead of going straight to the house, I sat on the steps with my homework and report card in my arms.

The Samoyed on the opposite side is sleeping outside the hut. It gets dark quickly in winter, and the sky has already turned orange, and it will turn blue and black in a while.

I sit in the wind and turn into a quiet tree.

I thought a lot in the taxi.I don't want to be a bare tree without a single leaf.Since Wei Chengyu doesn't know that I'm gay, we can still be friends as long as we don't tell him.I warned myself not to do anything beyond the boundaries in the future, so as not to let Wei Chengyu misunderstand that I have unreasonable thoughts about him.

As long as I don't personally tell Wei Chengyu that I like boys, or fall in love with a male classmate in high school, God knows what I know, and the rest of the people around me will know.

What's more, I have already learned some life lessons in junior high school, my heart is as firm as a rock, and I will not be easily tempted.

I'm afraid I haven't understood the true meaning of love, and I don't understand what liking is at all. After all, I haven't even figured out friendship.But staying with Wei Chengyu is very happy, I guess this is a major feature of getting along with friends.

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Cen Xiao set up a flag