sanguine and depressive

Walking out of the theater one of my hands was hot and the other was as cold as the rest of my skin.It was bright and warm outside, a corridor of glass on one side, reflecting the clear sky.I squint to adjust to the changing light.

Wei Chengyu walked beside me and asked me what to do next, so the sun lightly shone on him.

I raised my head and glanced at him, but didn't dare to look again.

So Wei Chengyu is so handsome?

Everyone has two eyes and one nose, why is he so handsome?

When I fell behind and saw the back of him walking in front, I thought he was tall and handsome, and realized that something was wrong.

My hand hangs by the side of my leg, my fingers curled up slightly, I really want him to continue to lead me around, imagine the vines growing in the shade to entangle him, but naturally it is impossible.

Ordinary people will wonder if their friends can hug them, and if they want their friends to hold their hands.Maybe?I get away with it.But the answer is already there.

My friend was cursed and fell in love with a gay man.

I was immediately panicked, because I knew I had done something wrong, but I didn't know how to repent, and I had a premonition that I would go all the way to darkness. I am too good at doing such things.

The mind was cut into two halves. The northern hemisphere clearly remembered that Wei Chengyu said at that time that he could not accept homosexuality. What the southern hemisphere thought was that he smiled at me, hugged me, held my hand, covered me with his coat, and gave me a bubble gun. A box of delicious cookies.

I should have understood earlier, I will definitely like Wei Chengyu, who else treats me so well, no one else.

Why are you so nice to your friends? You are causing trouble.I can't help complaining.Many thoughts crowded together in my mind, like a serious traffic jam.

"I said—" My face was pinched by another hand, "Where are you going to play? Do you want to play in the video game city?"

I was forced to look at Wei Chengyu, but quickly turned my gaze away, because I was guilty of being a thief.

I said: "Play."

The hand that was holding me loosened immediately.We stepped into the colorful video game city, and there were two rows of claw machines at the door. There were a couple of couples standing there catching dolls, and some children were playing with the machines inside, and a lot of tickets were spit out from the ticket gate.

I was so absent-minded that I didn't even notice what was next to me, and then I was patted on the shoulder.

Wei Chengyu said excitedly while taking pictures: "Hey, look, there are so many little penguins." He said, "All of your kind have been thrown in."

I gathered myself together and finally saw clearly what was inside the claw machine in front of me.They are all fluffy little penguins, sleeping in it like a hangover.

"Is it cute?" I subconsciously shook the handle of the machine and asked.Maybe you think the little penguin is cute?Do you think I'm a little cute?

"It's cute," he said, and began to fumble in his pocket for money. "I'll catch one."

"Ah...it's hard to catch." I said, and I saw the people next to me playing with the claw machine, all of them were empty-handed.

"I can catch it." Wei Chengyu walked to the nearest currency exchange machine, put the red banknotes in, and said in a very firm tone, "As long as I spend enough money."

The coin changer started dropping game coins crazily, clanging and rattling.Much like a divine manifestation.I wanted to make a wish again, but there were too many wishes. By the time I figured out which one to make first, the coins had already dropped.

Please let Wei Chengyu hang up a little penguin.I had to second-guess.

In the cheerful music of the claw machine, I stood beside and directed: "A little bit behind...it's almost the same."

I'm not pinching my eyes, the command is very accurate.Wei Chengyu slapped the button with his palm, and we watched the paws land on the little penguin in the glass box, the little penguin was caught, the little penguin was suspended in the air, and the little penguin fell face-to-face again.

Repeated five or six times, the little penguin fell face down five or six times.I'm worried that Wei Chengyu won't be able to catch even one little penguin.

"Discuss with your companions, instead of staying in the glass box, it's better to hang it on the schoolbag and let the wind and rain blow." Wei Chengyu said to me while tossing a coin.I think if I were a penguin, I would still choose to stay inside.

I peeked at a couple in the distance who were still making unremitting attempts. The girl slapped the shoulder of the boy next to him because the doll fell, and it felt very painful.But the boy smiled super happily after being slapped, as if he was being fed a spoonful of honey.

"Hey, I think it's coming soon, these two penguins are holding hands." After many times, Wei Chengyu motioned for me to take a quick look while stuffing coins into the machine.

In the claw machine, there are two penguins close to the exit because of Wei Chengyu's crazy attempt.

I was very nervous, and suddenly had a premonition of "just grabbing this".

"It should be... almost... right here." I said.I ran around the claw machine and saw the little penguin inside was motionless, as if waiting for fate to come.

With a "snap", Wei Chengyu tapped the confirmation button, the silver claws wobbled down, caught the little penguin, and then rose slowly.

This grasp was really steady, probably because Wei Chengyu gave enough, and the claws didn't loosen halfway.But I should only grab one, but I didn't expect the other chain to be hooked on it.The silver claws are like a helicopter, and the little penguins below are grabbing one another and flying towards the exit.

I held my breath, widened my eyes, and witnessed the paws opened, and the two little penguins were successfully rescued together and fell down.

The crane machine started to play the winning music, Wei Chengyu bent down, took out the Penguin Jenga from the outlet, and handed it to me: "Two!"

"Two!" I repeated.

"One for each of us!" he said, squeezed two penguins, and handed me the fatter one.

There were still a few coins left, Wei Chengyu said he was hungry, threw all of them into the coin pusher, and spit out a lot of tickets.He stored the ticket in the card, then gave the card to me, and said he would come again next time.

I said yes, I solemnly accept it.

After leaving the video game city, Wei Chengyu stood in front of the guide boards on every floor of the commercial building, deciding what to have for lunch.I peeked at his shirt, his profile, and thought he was really handsome.If only he could accept homosexuality, I can still have a little hope.

I was peeping obsessively, when he suddenly said, "Aren't you very happy?"

"Ah? No, why, I'm very happy." When I was asked this question, I felt guilty and thirsty.

He looked at me: "You didn't even smile, even when you were hanging to the penguin."

I hastily grinned, probably clumsily.In short, Wei Chengyu glanced at me and then turned back, pointed to a restaurant and said, let’s eat this, and left with a big stride.

I hurried away behind him, thinking he seemed unhappy.

Come to think of it, I've been absent-minded today.Thinking in another way, if I have been working very hard to catch penguins, and Wei Chengyu just stands by and watches blankly, my happiness will be greatly reduced.

But I was actually very happy to be able to come out to play with Wei Chengyu, but I was flustered when I finally found out that my despicable desires couldn't be concealed.

Wei Chengyu walked faster and faster, almost unable to keep up.I looked at his back that was getting further and further away, and wanted to tell him to slow down and not leave me behind, but I couldn't say it.

To get on the escalator, Wei Chengyu was finally forced to slow down, and I trotted to catch up with him.When I got on the elevator, I was too anxious, didn't stand firmly, and almost rolled down, repeating the mistakes of junior high school.

Wei Chengyu quickly grabbed me with sharp eyes and said angrily, "What are you doing!"

I broke out in a cold sweat, stood firm, and whispered: "I can't keep up with you."

He didn't speak any more, but the walk to the restaurant after taking the elevator finally slowed down a bit.

When eating, the atmosphere is not very good, a bit dull.I wanted to say something nice to liven it up, but found that I didn't have that talent, so I had to keep my mouth shut and eat.

After dinner, I followed him out of the commercial building, knowing that this was the end of the day.

The rainy season is officially over, and the afternoon is the hottest time of the day. I followed Wei Chengyu on the sidewalk and heard the noisy chirping of cicadas.

I am really incompetent, I thought sadly.

The author says:

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