sanguine and depressive

12 years ago.

"Let's adjust the seat." During the lunch break, Lu He stood on the podium and said.

As soon as the words fell, there were two unrestrained sighs in the class, and I sighed a little among them.

Lu He is the head teacher and Chinese teacher of our class.

By the way, I haven't seen her wearing pants until now, and she wears a different dress every day.

Lu He's meaning was very clear.The ratio of male to female in our class has reached an astonishing 11:28. You must know that there are no arts and sciences yet.The seating layout was the same as it was during the report, and there were a few boys sitting next to the girls, and I was one of them.

For me, sitting at the same table as a girl is fine.My deskmate is called Li Dan. He has a lively ponytail but a very quiet personality. He always does his homework between classes.We would occasionally say a word or two, and have always gotten along without incident.

But although my mental activities are very rich, I am also a very quiet person on the surface. I don’t know if Li Dan is the same as me.

The weather has changed.With these three words floating in my heart, I looked helplessly at the chipped paint on the red wooden window frame beside me.But outside the window, the weather at the end of September was sunny and sunny, with white clouds chasing white clouds, and the sky did not change.

Lu He instructed me: "Cen Xiao, sit next to Wei Chengyu."

I was a piece on the chessboard that was picked up alone, with a backpack in my hand, and I glanced slowly and stiffly at the back row.

The boys in the last row all cast their gazes at me, and more than one of them had no deskmate next to them.

Damn it, who is Wei Chengyu?

In the quiet classroom, under the watchful eyes of everyone, I had some pessimistic thoughts in my heart.

I bent down and asked Li Dan: "Li Dan, who is Wei Chengyu?"

Li Dan couldn't hear me because I was speaking too fast because of my nervousness, so I turned my head with my ponytail: "What did you say?"

"I said," I felt Rumang on my back, and repeated it quickly, "Who is Wei Chengyu?"

The sound was not controlled well, and this sentence was heard by Lu He, and she scolded me: "Oh, why don't you recognize everyone now, it's almost a month since school starts!"

But I think it's too much to get to know everyone in the first month of school.

Lu He: "Wei Chengyu, raise your hand yourself and let Cen Xiao get to know you."

Everyone laughed, and my ears seemed to be burned by a lighter.That meant one more scene that would embarrass my vulnerable self enough to lose sleep.

The boy sitting on the right in the last row beckoned me to pass.

The way he beckons is very old-fashioned, with the back of his hand facing upwards, and just flexing his fingers, it reminds me of when I was five years old watching others play hopscotch in the big yard, and the blood color of dusk splashed on the concrete floor, the small sandbags and their immature shoulders superior.And my father stretched out his hand from the gap in the anti-theft window to beckon, with the back of his hand facing the sky to bear the setting sun, and I knew I would go home for dinner.

When I sat down, I glanced at him quietly, in such a hurry that I could only see the outline clearly, as if the eyebrows were thick and the bridge of the nose was straight.

I can only sit in the new seat to comfort myself, the general environment has not changed, but the small environment has undergone slight changes - another tablemate.But it's like not being able to water a succulent frequently, this is determined by nature.I can't change my living environment all day long. I will also wither like succulent and rotten roots, and the analogy is like this.

Lu He was still instructing other people to change seats and separate men and women. A Chinese document was pushed over, and the cover was opened. Three large characters were written in black gel pen: Wei Chengyu.

What an ugly word.

My new deskmate said: "See."

"Hey, I see." I promised.

Class is about to start, and I started to tidy up the table belly and countertops in my new home.Across the line, Wei Chengyu's desk was in a mess. After all, even the Chinese documents for the first class in the morning were still on the desk, and there were three pens under it.

The teacher came in with a smile, I took out the textbooks, the students on duty hurriedly wiped the blackboard, and the class representatives began to hand out the completed homework, everything was going up.Wei Chengyu went the opposite way, swept out some space, and lay down to sleep.So the three pens turned into activated crawlers, and the books he pressed on them were all transported to my desk.

My desk was taken over, but I didn't dare to say anything, so I could only put the textbooks in the empty space.

When the get out of class bell rang, he woke up.His waking up was like a signal, attracting all the few male students in the class.

They surrounded Wei Chengyu, some sat in the front seat and turned around, some stood beside them drinking water with their waists stuck in their sides, and then the water glasses were snatched away by those standing next to them to take a few sips.A water glass can be handed back and forth for three people to drink, and pushing the glass to change makes me dazzled.

They talked about everything, mainly games, and made appointments to play on weekends.

Today is Friday, and there are only two classes in the afternoon.Until school is over, according to my observation, there are seven people in total between classes, and five boys will come to chat with Wei Chengyu at the same time during the peak period.

And Wei Chengyu always leaned on the back of the chair leisurely, with one hand on the edge of the back, facing them, with his back to me, he could pick up whatever he said, and he mainly triggered the next topic.

I realized that Wei Chengyu seemed to be the kind of leader among men in our class.

After school, Wei Chengyu finally threw the things he squeezed on my desk into the belly of the table. I heard other boys ask Wei Chengyu if he would go to the Internet cafe to play games, and Wei Chengyu said yes.

I pack my bag and go, wondering if I need to say goodbye to my new deskmate.Unexpectedly, I raised my eyes and found Wei Chengyu looking at me.

Our eyes met, and he lowered his voice and asked me, "Hey, do you have any money?"

I startled.At that moment, I felt like a field mouse caught by an owl. He stabbed me with sharp eyes, and I was a lamb waiting to be slaughtered.

I asked in a low voice, "Why did you ask me to borrow it?" Who leaked the rumor that I was rich.

He pouted: "Your schoolbag belongs to Prada."

Really know the goods, that is my mother's school gift.

At that time, pessimistic thoughts filled my mind again. I thought, I experienced physical suffering in junior high school, and it seemed that I would suffer financial losses in high school.

Fortunately, I am rich enough.

I asked, "How much do you want?"

He thought for a while: "...do you have one thousand? I'll invite them to play the net today, and I'll book a court on weekends."

I took out my wallet, and there was a thick stack of cash in it, with the same texture and numbers connected together, which is the confidence for my survival.

I calmly ordered ten cards and handed them to him.

"..." He was obviously shocked, and stretched out his calf to touch mine: "I rely on you...why do you bring so much cash every day?"

I didn't answer him with my mouth, thinking that maybe it was to face this critical moment.

He taught me: "Don't bring so much money every day, one or two thousand at most, you know?"

Me: "Understood." Then I gave you a thousand and I went to drink the northwest wind?

He stuffed the wad of money into his school uniform trouser pocket: "Thank you, I will pay you back next Monday, OK?"

Me: "Okay." I can't say no.

Wei Chengyu was leaving with a bag on one shoulder, and the boys outside the door were waiting for the leader.

He suddenly thought of something, recovered his senses and took out his phone: "Hey, Cen Xiao, let's add a friend."

On weekends, I honestly finished my homework at home and saw Wei Chengyu's space to update a few photos of the stadium.There is a group photo at the end. Several boys are wearing colorful basketball uniforms, sweating profusely and huddling together, but they are all smiling happily at the camera.

I looked at everyone in the group photo, and Wei Chengyu really stood in the middle.

I saw them smiling happily, and I was a little envious.Speaking of which, I also have a little relationship with basketball. When I was in junior high school, every time I locked the equipment room, there was a basket of old basketballs, which smelled of inferior rubber.

Early on Monday morning, when I sat down and handed in my homework, I realized that I felt anxious waiting for the lottery.

Will Wei Chengyu return the money to me?

But only 1000 yuan.I comfort myself, it doesn't matter if I don't pay it back, I have enough money. I'marichman.

There were still 10 minutes before the bell was ringing. Wei Chengyu came late, carrying a bag on his back. When he came, the boys in the two rows next to him sent warm morning greetings: "Brother Wei, morning."

I was reading a book and didn't tell him early, but I was very concerned about his every move.

Wei Chengyu sat down and began to copy homework in full swing. After copying, he handed it to the first row, and then boldly threw all the things into the belly of the table.

As a result, the desktop was vacated, the beast fell asleep on the table, and the world returned to peace.

Did you forget?It's been a weekend after all.I hesitated to remind him.

Then I convinced myself that it was only one thousand after all.