sanguine and depressive

I finally arrived at the hotel near nine o'clock and received the room card. I followed Ren Tianhao to the second floor by elevator and found the room number to enter.

The so-called hotel is more like a guest house. The facilities in the room are very old, and the carpet is warped and has holes. Fortunately, the heating is still supplied normally.I don't know Ren Tianhao well, so after the bed is divided, the two of us will do our own thing.I pushed the suitcase to the corner, took out the pajamas and went to take a shower. After washing, I found that he had fallen asleep on the bed, his clothes hadn't been changed, and half of his legs were hanging out.

The incandescent lamp above the head was dim, and it felt that its lifespan was not long.The corridor outside was very quiet, only the deafening snoring of Ren Tianhao between the sky and the earth.

I listened to some songs, but the earphones were really hard to resist the noise, the snoring was intermittent, and the mixed poetic tune was like a disaster.I sat cross-legged on the bed and glanced at my phone again, wanting to play with Wei Chengyu, but Wang Dong said that today, so it would be inappropriate for me to go again.Although I do like Wei Chengyu, he also really doesn't like me.

It seems that I am too attached to Wei Chengyu.I think he is really unlucky, he just takes care of me as a friend, but I am a piece of rice cake that sticks to the pan, dead skin and shameless, sticking to it will not go away, it is so obvious that other people can see that there is something wrong Gossip.

I really had nothing to do, so I got out of bed and looked through my luggage. I found a bag of chocolates. I remembered that I was at the airport last week. Cindy told me that the handmade chocolates were delicious, so I bought some and wanted to bring them to Wei Chengyu. eat.Forget it, with my own strength, I can finish it alone.

After half an hour, Ren Tianhao didn't show signs of waking up. I was bored in bed, but couldn't fall asleep.The phone vibrated, and Wei Chengyu sent me a message: "Aren't you coming to play?"

I immediately convinced myself that it would be no big deal to go play for a while: "Come on, what's your room number?"

I took the room card, properly placed the chocolates in my pocket, and set foot on the way to the appointment. I took the elevator upstairs and found that the third floor was like a downtown area. Almost all the doors of every house were half-open, and excited shouts came from inside.

I:…………

I found 0321 with my slippers on, and the door was indeed open.There were seven or eight people inside, and Wei Chengyu was sitting cross-legged on the bed, playing cards with them: "Two-to-three!"

I poked my head around, Wang Dong moved a chair and sat by the bed, and they squeezed a small coffee table between them.The other boys seem to be Wei Chengyu's classmates in the current class. They had dinner together in the cafeteria, but they don't quite remember their names.

When I walked by, everyone turned to look at me, they also know I'm gay.

Although it doesn't matter to me alone, and what I said is true, I am indeed gay, but Wei Chengyu cannot be entangled with bad rumors because of me.Innocent people are labeled as homosexuals for no reason, and there will always be people who can't accept that they back off and wear colored glasses.

Although I really want to be his follower, I can only do it according to my measure in the future.

Wei Chengyu patted the place next to him and let me go over: "Playing? I'll give you the place."

I shook my head: "I'll watch you play."

Two decks, four people, surrounded by spectators.I was very tired after playing for a day, and I was drowsy, probably because the door was ajar and the temperature in the room was very low. Sitting there in only pajamas was a bit cold, and I couldn't help sneezing.

Hearing the sound, Wei Chengyu turned his head: "Why do you only wear so little, you can get into bed, it's my bed anyway."

From the corner of my eye I saw Wang Dong looking at me, and my every move was under surveillance, how could I be considered decent.I shook my head cautiously: "It's okay, it's not very cold."

Wei Chengyu directly pulled the quilt twice and threw it on me. I hugged a corner, leaned against the bed and sat down, trying not to attract other people's attention.

Maybe because of me, the God of Plague, Wei Chengyu's card luck was very bad, and he lost five games in a row.It seems that nothing good will happen to me with this rice cake. I'm afraid I'm a cursed rice cake.

The loser has to deal with the cards, and Wei Chengyu has been working as a dealer.While he was shuffling the cards, a boy asked, "Where's Tong Ming? He hasn't come back yet?"

Wei Chengyu replied: "I'm writing papers with Wang Xuebin and the others with good grades."

"Fuck, it's too perverted." Wang Dong was shocked. "When I was shopping with Li Xuyang, I also saw them sitting in the open air with a cup of milk tea and reading papers."

"The two of them are planning to go to the same university, so why not work hard together?" Wei Chengyu said casually, "Play two more rounds, and get out when you're done."

So I watched him lose two more sets.Wei Chengyu picked up the cards and put them back into the box: "Take them away, the meeting is over!"

I just warmed up the quilt.I rolled out of bed and said to him, "Bye."

"Wait." Wei Chengyu stopped me, took out a coat from the suitcase and threw it to me, "Put it on, where do you live?"

We walked into the elevator together, and as soon as the door closed, all the noisy sounds outside the door were wiped out.Unlike the loud gongs and drums on the third floor, the second floor is a quiet place, only the soft sound of our two slippers stepping on the carpet.

I walked to 2012, took out my room card and swiped it, and the door opened, revealing the darkness of the room left by turning off the lights when I left, and the earth-shattering snoring sound.

I took off Wei Chengyu's coat and handed it back to him, squeezed the doorknob and said goodbye: "Goodbye, good night."

He suddenly pressed against the door, paused for a while, and then asked, "Is your roommate asleep? Damn...this snoring is louder than thunder."

"Yeah." And he hasn't taken a shower yet.I subconsciously reached into the pocket of my pajamas, and suddenly touched the tinfoil package, and remembered to bring a few chocolates.

I pinched the texture of the tin foil, and heard Wei Chengyu ask, "Why did you choose such a roommate?"

Why not eat minced meat.My eyes flickered back and forth, and finally landed on the carpet dimly: "You are funny, where is my turn to choose." I said, "It's all left over and put together."

He was silent for a while: "Then can you sleep at night like this?"

"I'll try." There was no other way.

I want to enter the room, remembering that the chocolate was not given, I took it out of my pocket and stuffed it into his sweater pocket: "here, you go to rest, bye." Why am I not a chocolate, so that I can be packed in It was in Wei Chengyu's pocket.

But in fact, I have an unpleasant personality, can't make friends, and group activities will always be the one left.I can't get the person I like, I have too much desire, I have too much lust, I like to ruminate those scenes of getting along, so I can't restrain the illusion that he likes me.

I opened the door again and smelled a stale smell, the smell of the carpet, the dust swirling in the air conditioner, the smell of my soul.

Wei Chengyu stopped me again: "Hey, then you, then you go to sleep at my place."

"...Ah? No need." I quickly refused.Since the two of us playing together can spread the rumor that we are a couple, presumably sleeping in the same bed will produce a big news tomorrow that the two of us slept together.Words are scary.

"Ah? Why? You'd rather sleep in snoring than share a bed with me?" Wei Chengyu seemed to be angry again.

I said no, he and I looked at each other for two seconds, and I looked away.Wei Chengyu said: "Oh, then go to sleep." He turned around and left.

I looked at his back and wondered why.

Wei Chengyu turned a corner and disappeared.I stood still for two seconds, closed the door again and ran to the elevator, tripped over the carpet in the corridor, and the slippers flew out with wings.I hopped over and put it on impatiently.When they got to the elevator room, a door was slowly closing.

I subconsciously reached out to stop it.At the same time, the people in the elevator were quite frightened by the hand that appeared on the side: "Damn!"

The door reopened a second before it was about to close, and I saw Wei Chengyu who pressed the door button in a panic.

I retracted my hand and put it in my pocket, and stood in the corner.

He didn't look back at me, but cursed: "Do you still have your hand? Do you know how dangerous it is?"

I said, "Don't be angry."

The elevator doors closed, and he didn't speak.The first floor went up quickly, and when the door was about to open, he said, "I'm not angry, why am I angry." But he was obviously angry.

The third floor is not as lively as when I came here before, and some doors have been closed.I followed behind Wei Chengyu, and he swiped his card to enter the door.I was very afraid that he would close the door in front of my eyes, and I would be a bit like a stray dog, but luckily no.I followed into the house, but everyone was gone, and Tong Ming hadn't come back yet.

I rolled on the bed again, hugged the quilt, and asked, "Are you sleeping?" It's best not to drive me off.

He took off the black sweater he had worn since the first year of high school, revealing the white short sleeves inside: "Don't sleep, I'll take a shower."

"Oh." I said, "then you can take a shower."

I huddled under the quilt, thought for a while and turned off the headlight, leaving only a desk lamp.The bathroom glowed in the dark, and there was the sound of water from the shower.

I began to worry again whether Tong Ming would mind if there was one more person in the room when he came back, or else he would just run away quickly.But Wei Chengyu is still angry, this is the first priority that needs to be dealt with.

I was anxious to wait until the bathroom door opened again, and the water mist poured out of the room, and the shadow hit the beige wall, vaguely, and I couldn't help but feel strange in my heart.This is too ambiguous.

I lay down slowly, pretending to be asleep.

There will be the sound of the hair dryer in the bathroom, and then the sound of slippers.

I closed my eyes tightly, and heard Wei Chengyu's "Huh?", and then there was a very subtle tidying sound, the suitcase closed, and there was a "bang", which was not light.Wei Chengyu said "grass" in a low voice.

My eyes are closed tightly like a newborn, and the lights are red in front of my eyes.But his ears were very sensitive, and he caught the sound of the approaching slippers rubbing against each other, and then the desk lamp dimmed.Someone was standing by the bed.

I even slowed down my breathing, and felt Wei Chengyu pat me very lightly: "Hey, sleep in." I pretended to be asleep and didn't hear it, and didn't move at all.

He sighed again.I thought he just gave up and let go of his heart.

In the next second, I thought I was a dangerous building and was completely shoveled up.Opening his eyes in horror, he saw Wei Chengyu who was working as a forklift.

"What are you doing...?" I asked.

He glanced at me, arched me in again before landing, and then retracted his arms: "You sleep too outside, I'm afraid you will fall."

"Oh." I pursed my lower lip, and it was a bit hypocritical to fall into a deep sleep right now, so I simply opened my eyes to see his blurred outline: "Are you still angry?"

He glanced at me and then looked away, staring at the desk lamp that had been turned off.The only source of light in the room is the lit bathroom.I continued: "That's right, some people say that we are rumored to be a couple in grades."

Wei Chengyu walked around to the head of the bed on the other side, and the mattress sagged slightly.I turned over to look at him. He was leaning against the bedside to look at his phone, the cold light reflected on his straight face, and his slightly damp bangs were sticking to his forehead jerkyly.

He said: "Who has such a broken mouth." I swallowed secretly, your good brother.

"I care so much about him. In half a year, everyone pack up and get out together." Wei Chengyu said, holding the mobile phone with both hands and typing, "Besides, what is being passed on is all nonsense. Why do you care about him? Do you care?"

I don't care, I wish he was real.I rolled up the quilt twice, looking for something to say: "Oh, let's go to sleep. You don't snore when you sleep?"

He smiled, turned off his mobile phone and lay down: "Xue Nong, won't I just sleep on your lower bunk?"

Everyone laughed, so I shouldn't be angry.I took a long breath and thought of the empty bed next to me: "Why hasn't Tong Ming come back yet? It's already twelve o'clock."

Wei Chengyu said: "I just finished my studies, and I went to find Yang Borui and the others. Maybe I should continue playing cards or games. I heard that I plan to stay overnight."

Tong Ming is really an iron man.I was a little sleepy when I heard the word "all night", so I yawned.We were all lying down, but he suddenly reached out and patted my hair.I simply sank down and covered my head with the quilt, but it was lifted off immediately, and fresh air poured in.

He said, "Aren't you bored?"

I swallowed my anger: "Then why are you patting my head." Primary school students.

"Playing with you." He pinched a handful of my hair and pulled it gently, "You are so funny." The tone was not like teasing, but there was an illusory tenderness.

I turned my back to him, Wei Chengyu finally let go, stroked my hair twice, like stroking a cat, and said, "Good night."

I murmured "Yeah" and closed my eyes.

The author says:

Please do not imitate Cen Xiao's action of blocking the closing of the elevator door.

Some audience friends may be curious, why do you play cards all the time while resting and having fun?

The answer is, because it is the author's bad taste.When I was in high school, I really liked pulling people to fight against the landlord. There is no deep reason.