sanguine and depressive

Before everyone was going to the military training, He Yuetong organized a teacher appreciation banquet for us.The math teacher and the English teacher came to the scene one after another. Lu He wore a dress when he came, and was welcomed by everyone.

The cold dishes were served one after another, and the girls rushed to sit at the table with the teacher, while the others crowded at the other table like me and waited for the meal.

When the students arrived, He Yuetong decided to serve the meal, and everyone raised the glass to respect the teacher, clanging.Qin Qi sat next to me, and kept adding vegetables to Liu Zifan, including smoked fish and grilled bran, and a spoonful of Malantou.Then I heard Liu Zifan say: "Don't pinch it! I will take what I want to eat myself!"

Halfway through eating, Lu He began to ask what school everyone was admitted to. She walked over to our table, first asked Ren Tianhao and the others who were sitting opposite, and then leaned slightly to my side: "Cen Xiao, what is your last question?" What school did you go to?"

I said, "Shenda University, which has entered the line, has been transferred to advertising."

She said: "Oh, it's pretty good, this score is not wasted at all."

Lu He asked again: "Do you know where Wei Chengyu was admitted? He did very well in the exam and performed super-level!"

I replied: "It's also Shenda University, a science experimental class."

"Oh, you guys went to the same university? You can take care of each other again." Lu He Yile said, "Wei Chengyu is studying theory? I thought he would study business. But it's pretty good. This college is the golden signboard of Shenda. You don’t have to worry about getting a job. Oh, but he doesn’t have to worry about getting a job, hahahahaha. Very good, everything is very good!”

Lu He was extra excited today, he was very satisfied after asking one by one, and they all said it was very good, and he asked them one by one when he finally left.She touched the back of my head and said, "Cen Xiao, please go to college." I responded with a smile, "Yes, definitely." I'm probably also the type of teacher who is very worried.

The teachers left after eating at eight o'clock, but there were still a lot of dishes left, and they even ordered the pan-fried buns after they left.After seeing off the teacher, everyone seemed to be unshackled, and the atmosphere became more heated.The four great talents yelled that they wanted to drink. Although He Yuetong gave them a lot of stares, he still handed over the drink list, warning that enough is enough.The girl at the table next to her didn't know what to say, she kept laughing, mixed with short, not harsh screams.

After another half an hour of quarreling, the door of the private room was suddenly pushed open, and a boy walked in with a large bouquet of flowers.

The stereo in the corner suddenly played music, and then I saw the boy took a microphone and started singing: "The street in the drizzle and wind-soaked at dusk..." went out of tune.

Not knowing who made the first fuss, Lin Kaiyue was pushed out from the crowd, and she stood there, stroking her hair embarrassedly.Everyone gathered around, so I had to put down the half-drunk Jiuniang Yuanzi and join in the fun, standing in the outermost circle.

The students clapped and beat to the beat of the music. The boy was still singing, very emotionally, but kept going out of tune.gosh.

I had to turn my attention elsewhere. The bouquet of flowers he had in his arm was very fancy, not red roses, but a few white roses, with a blue hydrangea in the center.

"This flower is so beautiful." I said to Qin Qi.

Liu Zifan turned around and told me, "This is a hydrangea! It's called Endless Summer."

"Endless summer?" I asked.

Liu Zifan explained to me in the howling "Black Pineapple": "Yes, endless summer, endless summer." Then she said to Qin Qi: "I want one too, you buy me one." Qin Qi was in a slightly drunken state. In this state, he readily agreed and said that it would be on him!

After dinner, I said goodbye to everyone and walked home alone.After the song was sung, Lin Kaiyue took the flowers, and the two kissed in public.Everyone booed, and I applauded too, a little envious and envious.

At this moment, it seems that summer is endless, youth is eternal, and lovers will eventually get married.

I was walking back down the sidewalk when suddenly there was a shock in my pocket.I took out my cell phone and found that it was Wei Chengyu calling me.I happened to miss him very much, so I was happy to connect: "Hello?"

On the other end of the receiver, the ambient sound is very noisy, and several people's voices can be heard.The first is Wang Xuebin, who is not very clear: "Forget it, let's change to someone else! Or wait until he comes back."

Then came a boy's voice, very close: "Oh, what's the matter, I confessed my love to Fu Jiaxin before! Hurry up and take advantage of his absence, and I am willing to admit defeat—oh, it's connected!"

He said, "Are you A Cen Xiao!"

I was taken aback: "I am."

Someone at the other end said: "Oh, isn't it a man, what's the matter?"

He said: "Tell you, Wei Chengyu likes you!"

I pinched the phone, looked at the interface, and hung up.

I was in a daze and was about to call back when another call came.

After connecting, the voice on the other end became Wang Xuebin.

"Hey, are you Cen Xiao?" Wang Xuebin said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, they are playing Truth or Dare, Wei Chengyu just got a Dare, and was called out, and they took the opportunity to snatch the phone... Tong Ming, you fucking Hurry up and call someone here! Where has he gone!"

She said: "I'm sorry, don't worry...I'll let Wei Chengyu come and talk to you!"

"Ah..." I said, my mouth was opening and closing, I didn't know what I said, "It's okay, no need, I understand, then I'll hang up first."

I cut off the phone, my heart was beating fast, I held the street lamp with my hands, and touched a hand of ashes.The light shines on me alone, and I'm the buffoon who leaves the scene sadly.

There was moisture in the air, as if it was going to rain again.This year's Huangmei was exceptionally long, and after the end, he began to face typhoons again, one after another.

I quickened my pace and walked back, the phone rang twice again, it was Wei Chengyu's call.I simply turned off the machine and put it back in my pocket.

The wind gradually picked up, blowing the whole body into a mess, and almost thought it was going to fly like a kite with broken strings.After finally arriving home, Aunt Jiang had already fallen asleep and left a lamp in the entrance.

With a blank mind, I took a shower according to the procedure, and then buried myself in the quilt.

God knows what it feels like to hear the phrase "I like you" just now.Fortunately, he subconsciously thought it was impossible, and Wang Xuebin called right away, so the truth was clarified before he was really happy.

I slept in the same bed with the darkness for a while, pulled out my phone and turned it on again.While thinking about blaming me for making such a joke on me, at the same time feeling that I am really self-indulgent.Thinking of the day in the library, Wei Chengyu wished Li Xuyang to find a girlfriend as soon as possible, and admitted that he also wanted to get out of the single.

In the future, the two of us will still be in the same school. I should be lucky enough to watch him study and study, watch him make many new friends, and watch him... fall in love.

He is so good to ordinary friends, he will be even better to girlfriends.well.

The screen of the mobile phone turned on, and many notification messages popped up, and there were still many missed calls, all of which were Wei Chengyu.

The last text message was 10 minutes ago: I am downstairs at your house, are you at home?I have something to tell you.

I jumped up in a jerk and looked out the window where it was already raining.

If it was a fine night, I would have asked him to go home at this moment, but now it is dark outside, mixed with the sound of wind and rain.

I jumped out of bed and hastily changed clothes, took an umbrella and went out.

I went downstairs to open the door and called, "Wei Chengyu...?" Suddenly, I realized that although he usually called me in various ways, I rarely even called his name.

Wei Chengyu stood in the dark place where the entrance could shelter from the rain, holding something in his arms, and walked towards me.

I put up the umbrella and saw that half of his hair was wet, and he was a little embarrassed. According to the time of the text message, he waited for at least 10 minutes.

I felt a little guilty and distressed: "Can't you ring the doorbell?"

He looked down at me: "The room is dark, I'm afraid I'll disturb your rest."

I asked, "Then what if I really took a break and didn't see that text message?"

He said, "Then I'm not stupid. I'll stand for another two hours at most and then go back."

"...what on earth did you come to see me for?" I said.

He handed me the well-covered item in his arms.I saw through the night light on the eaves that it was the "Love Letter" lent to him in winter.

Wei Chengyu said in a low voice: "I haven't found the time to return it to you, and I brought it here today..."

I smelled the stuffy water vapor and couldn't breathe for a while.At that time, I lent this book out and never thought of getting it back.He even secretly rejoiced, thinking that rounding up was sending a love letter to Wei Chengyu.

I smiled awkwardly at him: "No, I gave it to you, you can accept it." Please, please accept it.

Wei Chengyu shook his head and said, "I've already finished reading, what's yours is yours..."

"I said, don't give it back to me, I'll give it to you!" I took a step back holding the handle of the umbrella, and leaned against the wall, with no way to retreat.

But as if he had never heard of it, he grabbed the umbrella with one hand and tried to stuff the book into my arms, more stubborn than I imagined.

We confront each other silently.In the end, although I was very reluctant, I let him succeed.

After all, this "Love Letter" came back to me after going round and round.

I gripped the book tightly and asked calmly, "Is there anything else?"

Wei Chengyu paused, and said: "Dinning tonight, they are playing games, the big adventure I drew is to call the first person in the address book to confess..."

"Well! I already know, you don't need to explain." I interrupted him, forced the corners of my mouth to cover up, and my tone became so brisk.

"Hmm..." Wei Chengyu stumbled, "I haven't finished yet..."

I hugged the book, tears still hatched from my eyes, and evaporated together with the rain on this humid night.The emotions that had been suppressed all night finally swelled and grew wildly because there was no outlet for venting, and then exploded with a "bang".

I suddenly realized that for me, youth will not last forever, and summer is not endless. Even the adventurous "I like you" cannot be heard from Wei Chengyu himself.

I leaned my back against the wall, thinking wildly, thinking of the luxurious [-]-day banquet that my mother bought for my sister on Weibo, and thinking of me staying in the shadows, she said it was "unhygienic".It's obviously all about autumn and winter, but I suddenly recalled it while standing in the summer.

In fact, I remember them all. I have a very good memory. I can remember everything, even three words.

Why does Wei Chengyu even want to return a book to me? Does it feel unhygienic? Is it because I am gay?

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and he was about to continue to say something. I lowered my head and whispered: "You are so annoying." After knowing that I am gay, you should be vigilant and stay away from me, so that I will not have anything wrong. Think about it.

After all, there is only a thin line between imagination and obscenity, but when imagining, there is also the illusion that you can really get it.

Wei Chengyu paused, and asked: "...are you crying?"

I saw it and asked again.I said angrily, "No, goodbye."

His movements suddenly became cramped, and he changed the umbrella to his left hand first, intending to wipe my tears.I waved it away impatiently, and the next second he dropped the umbrella and hugged me.

Both of us were only wearing short sleeves, he hugged him tightly, and the body temperature higher than mine was quickly transmitted.

Wei Chengyu hugged me with one hand, touched the back of my head with the other, and stroked my hair, like stroking the soft fur of a puppy or kitten.

"I wanted to say..." he went on.I don't know why, although I can't see his face, I feel that he is nervous.

"Although...'I like you' is something I would say on a big adventure, but it is also my sincere words...I...have really liked you for a long time." He said, "Eh, although...I am not your ideal type, but you Can you consider me?"

My heart was beating very fast, I thought it was in a dream, I looked over his shoulder and saw my transparent umbrella with a straight handle fell on the ground, the umbrella was facing the ground, like an open boat in the lake, the raindrops fell and stored a lot of water. water.

As soon as I moved, Wei Chengyu pressed me into his arms harder, and suddenly felt his hands trembling. It turned out that he was so nervous.

I asked, "You didn't lie to me, did you?"

"Why would I joke about such a thing?" he said.I just laughed and buried my face in his arms, hoping to have more dreams like this come true in the future.

His head was also pressed down, and he asked, "You...do you want to?"

"Will what?"

"Willing... to fall in love with me."

"I do."

"Really?" he asked, "Are you sure? You didn't lie to me, did you?"

"Why do I make fun of this kind of thing?" I returned this sentence, and continued to stick my face into his arms. Like many imaginary scenes, I was completely hugged, and this moment finally came true.

The rain is getting heavier.I raised my head and put my chin on his shoulder to look outside: "What's this called, pouring rain or pouring rain?"

The rain is like a curtain, thick and dense, covering everything.The rain was rumbling, and the two of us stood under the eaves, tightly attached, like the last sandwich biscuit in the world.

"It's pouring rain," he said.

I choked: "I'm sick." Then the two laughed together.

After laughing, he asked, "Have you watched "Singin' in the Rain"?"

I said I saw it, and he said, "Now I really want to dance in the rain like that."

I lifted my chin and pointed to the transparent umbrella that was about to become a reservoir: "I gave it to you, let's use it to dance."

But he didn't move.

I looked up at him, his eyebrows fell into mine.We have looked at each other countless times, and this is probably the most tacit understanding.

Wei Chengyu bowed his head again, his movements were not very neat, maybe he was struggling in his heart, and the progress reached about [-]%.

I hooked my arm around his neck, and the remaining [-]% was completed.

Our lips are pressed together.

It turns out that people who are often angry and whose hair is always like needles have soft lips.

Sanguine and Depressed, Part Ⅰ-end.

The author has something to say: The first part is finished!