sanguine and depressive

On Monday afternoon, after I finished the exam, I suddenly received a call from the counselor: "Cen Xiao." He asked, "Are you in school now?"

I said, "Yes."

"Okay then," he said, "come to my office now, right away."

I'm not a class committee member, and I don't have much communication with the counselor at ordinary times. Calling me at this time makes me feel a little inexplicable and a little uneasy.After all, the final exams are over, and some students of the same major are going home in the afternoon.

When I got to the counselor's office, he welcomed me in, turned around and closed the door behind him.There is a pair of sofas next to the desk, two men sat with their backs to me, and turned their heads when they heard the sound.One of the faces I recognized was Uncle Wang who drove us off before, and the other was very unfamiliar.

The strange one spoke first: "Here you are, hello."

I walked over and sat down on the sofa opposite them. Uncle Wang shook hands with me first: "We know each other." I smiled at him: "Hello, Uncle Wang."

The other one stubbed out the cigarette in his hand, and stretched out his hand: "You don't know me, but you should have heard of me. My name is Chen Minbo." There is a watch on his wrist, which was chosen by Cindy, and I bought the green water ghost.

"I know." I replied, and shook hands with him, "Hello, Uncle Chen."

He asked, "Do you have class in the afternoon? We won't waste your time."

"The exam is over." I said, "It's nothing."

Chen Minbo nodded, leaned back on the sofa, and lit another cigarette.The room is filled with a smell of tobacco that cannot be ignored, and the red-orange cigarette butt emits blue-blue smoke, which hovers quietly into the air.None of the three spoke, I sat and waited, my brain was already struggling to function, only my sixth sense was beating my nerves like a clock pendulum.

"Do you know why we are looking for you?" Chen Minbo spoke first, "Actually, we didn't want to look for you, or came here so abruptly. But there is no way, the old man's condition is not good, and Cheng Yu is too uncooperative, so we can only follow the clues." Came to find you."

I asked, "What can I do for you?"

Chen Minbo glanced at Uncle Wang, who took out a transparent folder from the side and handed it over.I took it and opened it, and it was a stack of paper documents.

The first and second pages are all the room opening information based on the identity of Wei Chengyu or Cen Xiao, some of which are hotels around the school, and most of them are hotels in the city center.In fact, there are not many, only two sheets of paper can be listed.

From the third page, there are color printed photos, each of which is Wei Chengyu and I staying together, some backgrounds are on campus, some are off campus, a small part is during the day, and most of them are at night.The same thing is that my face can be clearly seen in each of them, while Wei Chengyu only has the back of his head.

I stared at one of them and recalled that it seemed to be in the back street of the school, Wei Chengyu turned his back to the camera, and happened to grab the hood of my coat with one hand.At that time, I thought he was boring, so I turned my head and smiled at him.The next second he puts my hat back on and kisses me.

I didn't finish reading it, so I closed the document, feeling chills from the soles of my feet, and even feeling ashamed.In every photo, my face is very clear, and my eyes are also very clear, and everything I say is trying to cover up.

No longer waiting for me to force my mouth, Chen Minbo took back the folder: "We don't want to talk about unnecessary things today, because you have seen everything." He took out his mobile phone, "This is my mobile phone number, reply to me before Friday ,May I?"

"What reply?"

"I don't understand what you mean by coming to see you?" Chen Minbo asked.

"...You guys are inexplicable." I said, "Dating a relationship is a matter between two people. You showed me now..."

"Hey, you're wrong." This time it was Uncle Wang who interrupted me, "Dating is a matter between two families."

I asked, "So this is how Dad investigates his son?"

"The main reason is that Chengyu is too stubborn. If he is soft-hearted, he will not come to this point." Uncle Wang said, "But since it is a fact, it may be discovered sooner or later, and our attitude will not come sooner or later. changing."

"So that's what his father meant." I urged my brain to work, and said stubbornly, "What if I tell Wei Chengyu when I go back now?"

"I suggest you don't." Chen Minbo was very relaxed, pinched his cigarette and crossed his legs, as if he expected such a situation, "Of course this document is only printed today, and a small part of it is printed for you to see. You Tell Wei Chengyu, or the emotional problems between the two of you cannot be resolved before Friday, and there is no guarantee where this information will appear."

"It's a coincidence." He said, "Your father is Cen Zhiyong, isn't he?"

When I walked out of the office, 10 minutes had passed, and after waiting for half an hour at the bottom of the teaching building, Wei Chengyu just finished the exam.When he came out, he saw my eyes light up, and he approached me sullenly and said, "Crap, what kind of questions are there? Damn it, there are four more classes."

I followed him to the library, and he took out a thick professional book from his bag, turned it to the folded corner, and read it intently.

I sat at the other end of the round table with my face buried in my arms.In fact, I also thought about what would happen if my family members found out, and what would happen if they disagreed.But each time I quickly passed this thought, thinking that the less I think about it, the lower the probability of it happening.In fact, there is no necessary relationship between the two.

I raised my head and complained: "Is your family a gangster?"

"Ah?" Wei Chengyu was drawing a highlighter on his book, confused, "No, I'm very white."

The way he studied was so serious that I swallowed all my words.I also understand that now is not a good time to speak up, and telling him won't solve any problems, and it will also affect his final exam.The final exam is also very important, and everything seems to be very important.

I endured it for a while, but still asked casually: "Have you ever thought about it?" My throat was a little dry, "What if my family doesn't agree with us being together."

Wei Chengyu put down his pen, looked up at me, and asked suspiciously, "Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

"I asked when I thought about it." I smiled at him, "Prevent problems before they happen."

"They don't care if they don't agree." He said, "We talk about ours. After work, who can control it." There is a kind of cruel innocence in his words, as if we really only need to talk about ours and there will be no problem.

He was still looking at me, and I nodded slowly in agreement with his answer.

The roommates gradually finished their exams and went home. Luo Qinyu went back on Monday night, Huang Yi on Tuesday, and Feng Yucheng on Thursday.When he left in the morning, he cared about me: "Cen Xiao, aren't you going? It's been three days since the exam."

I replied: "I'll wait for Wei Chengyu to finish the exam tomorrow and go together."

"You two have such a good relationship." He smiled, and then told me not to forget to close the windows and lights, lock the door, and unplug the socket when I left.I agreed one by one.

In the morning, Wei Chengyu was taking the exam, and in the afternoon he said that he would review with his classmates, so I had lunch with him in the cafeteria, and then followed him to the empty classroom in the teaching building.They got together to discuss, and I sat by and listened in a daze.

It's not so much a discussion as one of them directing all the others.I also know the classmate who taught, that is, the girl with long hair. She taught very well and spoke concisely. Several other boys and girls sitting around listening, including Wei Chengyu, nodded frequently.After finishing talking about the papers in their hands, Wei Chengyu and another girl asked a few more questions, and she answered patiently after thinking about it.

By the time they finished their discussion, it was already evening.Wei Chengyu and I went to get the takeaway that everyone ordered, and the others put desks and chairs into strips and ate KFC together.The girl with long hair is called Yang Menghuan. The other girls called her "Huanhuan" and handed her the hamburger and drink she ordered. ?” Another boy raised his hand: “My mine.”

Wei Chengyu brought the two of us, and I sat next to him to eat together.Some people said it was too hot, so they turned on the air conditioner.Through the window of the classroom, you can see the main road outside. The summer solstice is approaching, and the day is very long. At this point, you can clearly see pedestrians on the road, and some people pass by on bicycles.

The boy who ordered the crispy chicken leg burger said vaguely while eating: "I asked the seniors and sisters. Li Qiuhua never pulls anyone in tomorrow's class. If you fail, you will fail... It is said that every year, [-]% of the students will pass." Failing subjects need to be rehabilitated."

The short-haired girl said, "Oh, do your best and obey the destiny. I'll be satisfied as long as I pass the exam."

Another boy retorted: "What, it's fine if you fail the subject and retake it, the main thing is that this course is still a major... When you are split, you also need to look at the grade point of this class. The higher the credits, the higher the weight. 1.0, wouldn't that seriously lower the GPA..." Wei Chengyu nodded along.

Yang Menghuan said: "The teacher gave the question types. We have also analyzed the papers of the past few years just now. I think everything is the same. In fact, it is almost the same. After all, the knowledge points are only there."

They began to talk about the diversion major they wanted to go to. Wei Chengyu said that he wanted to go to a practical major. Yang Menghuan suggested: "Then you can consider electrical engineering automation." He said that he did have this idea, which was planned in previous years. The rankings are all high.Yang Meng laughed happily: "I also want to choose this, maybe I will be a classmate in the future."

I couldn't get in the conversation, so I drank Xueding coffee through a straw, bumped Wei Chengyu's thigh with my thigh under the table, he turned his head to look at me, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

I sat closer to him: "Are you going to study hard in the dormitory tonight?"

Wei Chengyu said: "Yes, the last one has the highest failure rate. Fortunately, the exam is over tomorrow. Where do you want to go?"

But tomorrow is the deadline to give Chen Minbo a message.

Everyone dispersed after eating, and he and I walked slowly to the bottom of the dormitory.Wei Chengyu raised his hand and pinched my face: "Go up, bye, see you tomorrow."

I said, "See you tomorrow, and review well."

Back in the dormitory, after taking a shower, I went to the balcony to get some air.The sky was slightly dark, and overlooking from the seventh floor, you could see a cat squatting faintly in the grass, and a student squatting down next to him with a schoolbag on his back.In the carport, a bicycle fell over, which was suddenly obvious.The study room at the bottom of the opposite building had just started to light up, and the two dormitory aunts were standing and chatting next to the trash can.

I calculated with a fluke mentality, although I don't know why Chen Minbo and the others knew who my father was, but since they can find the record of opening a house, it may not be difficult.But the bargaining chip they are threatening me at present is that if I do not agree to break up, they may have to show the document to my parents.It's somewhat disgraceful, but I can live with the consequences.

Wait for Wei Chengyu to finish the exam tomorrow, wait for Chen Minbo's countermeasures, and wait for my parents' reaction when they find out that I am gay.Seeing the tricks, maybe they don't care that their son is gay.After that, we can discuss how to try to persuade Wei Chengyu's father.In other words, even if it is not persuasive, his opinion is not so important.

I stood on the balcony to dry my hair, and the lights in the dormitory area will be turned off in half an hour.What is Wei Chengyu doing?Definitely reviewing, professional diversion is also very important.

I changed my pajamas, ran downstairs to his dormitory, and called him: "What are you doing?"

"Ah?" Wei Chengyu replied, "Just after taking a shower, I took a last look, and then I will go to sleep after turning off the lights."

"Come down." I said, "I'll wait for you downstairs."

"What's the matter?" He asked, "You need me?"

I paused: "Let's go to the hotel."

"Today? So suddenly?" Wei Chengyu was surprised, and discussed with me, "Let's talk about it tomorrow? We'll talk about it after the exam."

I refused: "No, you come down now."

After a while, he appeared from the stairs with a frizzy face, not quite understanding why I tormented him so much.I grabbed his hand and ran out of the school gate. There was no one on the road when the lights were turned off. The security guard saw us and shouted: "Why are you going out? You won't be able to get in soon!" I pretended not to hear it.

We opened a double room in the hotel next to the school. When I entered the room, I turned around and hugged him. Wei Chengyu patted my butt and said clearly, "Can't hold it anymore?"

I shook my head, he picked me up and walked over to put me on the bed: "I'll go and see..."

I said, "If you don't want to do it, go to bed." He was a little puzzled, but he turned off the headlights, turned on the desk lamp and said, "Then go to bed first, and I'll look at the formulas stored in the phone."

I lifted the quilt and wrapped myself up.After an unknown period of time, the backlight behind him went out, and Wei Chengyu also lifted the quilt and lay down.I turned over and got into his arms, looking for his lips with my lips, he responded, and then patted me, his voice was a little tired: "Not asleep yet? Go to sleep." I stopped moving.

Wei Chengyu fell asleep quickly, and the sound of breathing became steady after a while.I waited for my eyes to gradually adapt to the darkness, and raised my head to look at him.Even if they are very close, the contours of the facial features are very blurred, like a black tide.Because I was asleep, my arms were only loosely placed on my body.I snuggled into his arms again, listening to his heartbeat, and heard someone coming home drunk in the corridor in the early morning, their footsteps tango-like, and the door next door slamming open and shut.Wei Chengyu seemed to be disturbed by the noise, and turned over in his dream, leaving his back to me.

The curtains began to glow red.After ten or ten minutes, Wei Chengyu's cell phone vibrated, it was his alarm clock.He quickly reached out to press it, and sat up.

My face was full of tears, and I quickly buried my face in the pillow towel, and heard the sound of him getting out of bed and washing.After a while, the bathroom door opened again, and he walked back to the bed, pulled the quilt for me, touched the back of my head, and said softly, "I'm going to take the exam."

I pretended that I was just waking up too, with my head still buried, and I just nodded scribbled.

When I heard the sound of closing the door, I opened my eyes, unable to suppress the premonition of losing.

The author says:

I originally wanted to finish writing it all, but found that things are not that simple, and there are still about half of the plot, which is expected to be finished on Wednesday night, and the rest should be finished within the next week.The normal update frequency will resume from next Friday, thank you for your understanding...