sanguine and depressive

After reading it, I refolded the letter paper, picked up the envelope, and found that there was still a thin napkin inside.Take it out and unfold it, and you can see the blurred ink pen writing ten years ago.

It said: I hope Wei Chengyu is happy every day.

The handwriting was more hasty and scribbled than the one on the paper, and the strokes of the pen even scratched two places, which showed that he was very afraid of being seen by the people sitting next to him at that time.

Unfortunately, it is impossible to know whether this wish has come true.I stared at it for two seconds, clipped it into the letter paper, and put it back together in the envelope.

Back in the bedroom, I bent over and dragged the storage box from under the bed.I didn't know my parents had moved until I returned home after finishing my studies two years ago.Fortunately, my things were not disposed of, and my mother packed them for me and put them in the basement, so I took all the books and this storage box and moved them out.This one-bedroom apartment was given to me by a former colleague when he changed jobs. It is very close to the company and I can go to work by bicycle every day.

The cardboard box has not been touched since it was moved in a year ago, and there is a thin layer of dust on it.Open the lid, and on the top is the Polaroid I took when I graduated from high school. I used to carry it with me when I was studying, but once I forgot to take it out of my pocket when I was washing clothes. When I remembered, the washing machine had entered the final spin-drying process. step.

I squatted on the ground and stared at the round door of the drum washing machine for a while. It slowly stopped and rotated, making a proud "didi" sound. When I opened the door, I smelled a damp smell.My heart was beating wildly and I found the photo paper from the stacked coats. The shape was still intact, but when I turned it to the front, I found that there was water in it, and all the colors were blurred and mixed together, just like my abstract memories.

Further down, there is a high school diary, which is very thin, because I don’t record it every day, and I will remember to write it down when I am happy or sad.When I was in high school, my psychological quality was not as good as it is now. Occasionally, one or two pages were stained with tears from my love.

The things below are even more fragmented, a penguin penguin that seems to be drawn by him in college, and a penguin pendant hung in high school. Because the hanging coil was worn out, it was put into a box for preservation.A bubble gun that has been used two or three times and has been scrapped, a stored-value card of Tom Bear, a small stack of game coupons, and a few movie ticket stubs. Because they are thermal paper, the words on them have long since disappeared.

I scribbled through the pages, put the letter on top, closed the box and pushed it back into place.

That night, probably because of the letter, I started to suffer from insomnia again.I finally closed my eyes in the middle of the night, but dreamed that I was back in high school. Everyone was wearing short-sleeved school uniforms and reading papers on the table. I sat in the last row, and the vertical air conditioner behind me was quietly blowing cold air.The head teacher, Lu He, finally finished analyzing the papers and announced dryly, "get out of class is over!"

As soon as the words fell, the squad leader immediately greeted loudly: "It's snowing! It's snowing! Comrades, come and see!"

It is obviously summer, how could it snow, could it be the frost in June.Everyone rushed to the window like a tide, and I stood up curiously and followed, watching the boy next to me pull open the blue curtain to reveal the scenery outside.

It was really snowing outside the window, a piece of silvery white.Pushing open the window, the cool but not cold wind blows in the face, and the surrounding students exclaimed "Wow--".I half-closed my eyes to see the scenery, refreshed by the wind, suddenly someone hugged me from behind and said, "You are not afraid of the cold, just wear a short sleeve!"

I subconsciously looked to the side nervously: "Be careful..."

He hugged me tighter and said, "What are you afraid of? Others don't look here."

The people standing next to him were indeed attracted by the rare scenery outside the window, chatting in a hurry, no one paid attention to this place.I just stood motionless in his arms, watching the snow fall.

After a while, the class bell came from the radio, and he said, "Why is this music, the first...the first..."

Still the cultural level is not high.Sighing, I continued, "Naked Dance No. [-], Satie's."

He replied: "Eh, yes, yes..." I didn't hear what he said after that, because the music was getting louder and louder until I was woken up.

I opened my eyes, turned off the alarm clock and sat up.The bright screen of the mobile phone shows 08:30 in the morning, and the curtains are only half drawn, so the end of the bed is covered with sunlight.

Saw it.

"Lino, I went on a blind date again on Saturday." Lucy turned her head and said to me while researching the company's newly purchased coffee machine at the bar not far away.

She has been on blind dates for two years, with an average of 1-2 a month, and the peak period is before the Chinese New Year. In short, it is not a new thing.

I just turned on the computer, dealt with the unanswered emails, and said casually: "How is it?"

"I'm convinced." She replied, "I'm four years older than me, and I'm 32 this year. He belongs to a state-owned enterprise. Oh, by the way, why do I know he belongs to a state-owned enterprise? Because he emphasized four times to me on WeChat before we met." all over."

I perfunctorily said: "The state-owned enterprise is good, and the job is stable..."

"Do you know how he went on the first date?" Lucy didn't care what I replied, "He called me to Starbucks at [-] o'clock in the evening. I ordered water by myself, and I asked, 'Everyone is here, why not How about a drink?’, he said, ‘I can’t sleep at night after drinking coffee’, so I think I’ll have a drink. But when I ordered, he said to me, ‘Forget it, I’ll also have a cup of hot milk to warm my body , the weather is quite cold here.”

She looked at me calmly: "So this blind date event started with me buying him a cup of Starbucks, and ended with window shopping for half an hour after that."

I:………………

Lucy continued to study the coffee machine with her head down, and she didn't know what button to press. Three seconds later, the machine beeped ominously, and the steam overflowed.She was horrified, and shouted to the office not far away: "Dad! What machine did you choose, come and see for yourself!"

The office door opened, and the bald boss walked out of our company. He said: "I told you, I call my English name Jack in the company... Let me take a look, this is very useful, the ground beans are very fragrant of."

In the past 10 minutes or so, I have been responding to the last unread email in my inbox, Lucy finally came over, took two cups of coffee in his hand, and handed one to me: "Here, I added vanilla syrup, no Got it wrong?" I was a little surprised to thank her, she sat down at the desk next to me, and slid over on the computer chair: "Do you remember last summer when we went to the border to shoot the LMC advertisement?"

"Remember." I said, "Didn't you take a car with their prince and almost go to heaven together?"

"That's right, that's right, I also remember this incident most clearly!" Lucy said excitedly, "That was the moment I was closest to death, and I haven't dared to tell my dad..."

I asked, "Would you like to shoot again? I don't want to trade my life for money anymore."

"No." She said, "This time it's his personal request, saying that he wants to hold a simple wedding, and asked us if there is any recommended photographer here."

"Wedding?" I felt strange, "Isn't there a special wedding company?"

"Well, but he seems to be afraid of not doing well, and strives for perfection. The most important thing is—" Lucy lowered her voice to share information with me, "His lover is also a man, and he doesn't want to follow the traditional wedding banquet."

I understood, propped my face with one hand, and slid the mouse to look at the WeChat address book with the other: "Then you need to find a plane? I don't usually do this, so I don't know much... How about you ask Kevin?"

Lucy: "Okay, actually I just want to share this little gossip with you. I happen to have two photographers who have photographed celebrities. Anyway, Liang Ye should not be short of money. I will push it later."

What else did she want to say, Jack suddenly opened the office door and probed: "Lino, what is the last number of your computer, I will drop a PPT for you, and translate it from Chinese to English for me, thank you!"

Lucy: "You drop a fart! His computer doesn't belong to Apple!"

Jack: "Sorry, I forgot! I sent it via WeChat!"

I responded, and the next second WeChat received a new file from him.I opened it and found that it is an exhibition plan for new energy vehicles. There are some proper nouns, which are slightly beyond my business scope.I can only open Google Translate and scroll through it roughly before manually modifying it.

"May I turn it over for you? Why did he catch you, a sheep that has studied abroad..." Lucy leaned over to look, "Yo, Jiffy?" I said "uh", and she introduced, " This brand of new energy vehicles is quite good, the light of the domestic product. It used to be a hybrid electric vehicle, and it is said that a pure electric vehicle will be released in the past two years, maybe this is it?"

"Maybe." I replied, "It's best to ask us to shoot commercials later."

It was approaching ten o'clock, because there was a morning meeting on Monday morning, and colleagues arrived one after another.Lucy and I had already sat down in the meeting room, when we heard the sound of paws scratching the floor, we turned around and saw Jessica's bichon frise rushing towards me like the wind.

"Here and again, I forget my mother when I have a handsome guy." Jessica walked slowly from behind, took off her sunglasses and said coolly, "I'm so disappointed." The dog's name is Penny, but we call her "Nini" She will also run over and like to act like a baby.I was fortunate to be appreciated by Nini, and I often rubbed her dog's head to play with her during my lunch break.

At the morning meeting, Jack showed everyone the two completed films released last week, and then opened the form and asked: "Lino, how is the COMMO that you and Lucy are in charge of?" Lu opened his first flagship store, which opened a year later.Please let us shoot a promotional video this time.

I replied: "The filming next week is basically scheduled for Thursday. The mall has not been renovated yet, so I didn't give a clear reply." After I finished speaking, I spoke again in English to Andy, another French boss who couldn't understand Chinese.

Jack nodded, followed up with several other projects, and the meeting ended.

Back at the work station, Lucy took two puffs of the e-cigarette and asked me: "It seems that you haven't smoked much recently, are you quitting?"

"I'm not used to smoking e-cigarettes, so I want to give it a try." I said after taking a sip of my cold vanilla latte.

Lucy: "Yes, if you can quit, you should quit directly, don't smoke."

Even though I said so, every time I was on the set, there was a sticker in the corner saying "no smoking on set, offenders will be fined 2000 yuan", and the entire rest area was still smoking, but gradually evolved from paper cigarettes to electronic cigarettes.

There was a lemon scent of e-liquid in the air, and I heard Lucy say "ah" and said, "I miss my ex."

She took a puff of smoke and said in a daze: "I met him in college. When we talk about graduate students, we are separated. He is a programmer. At that time, I thought he was a bit stupid, but now I think he has a different taste, and he is quite cute..."

I would not comment, Lucy suddenly turned on the speaker on the table and started singing.

【I really want to know your recent situation. I heard people say, why don't you tell me...】

"My dearest, how are you doing..." She sang along as she listened, "When I'm not here, you'll be fine..."

Listening to Zhang Huimei and her mixed singing, I took a deep breath, hurriedly took the cigarette and lighter from the drawer and got up: "I'll go to the rooftop to stand for a while."

It was already December, and the wind was bleak on the rooftop.My hand holding the cigarette was trembling, and I couldn't help wondering if he was all right.

It's a pity that in the past eight years, I have actually forgotten what he looks like.

The author says:

Originally the third volume was called [onemoretime, onemorechance], but the number of words exceeded, so it was changed to the current one.Friends who are interested can listen to these two songs, anyway, they should not appear in the text.

Today, the name of Party A’s father is very familiar, but the two stories have nothing to do with each other. I thought of it when I was writing a 30-point boyfriend, and now I dig it out as an easter egg.

Xiao Wei: Your Party A is on the way...

There is a high probability that there will be no update tomorrow, hehe :)

ps The foreign company is that everyone has lost their Chinese names, please be patient