seasonal flu

Zheng Nanyu left very early, and his working hours with the project are not fixed, so he left breakfast for Qi Qi before leaving.Looking at the stuffed buns in the pot, Qi Qi had the illusion that the two were living together.It rained heavily last night and this morning it was sunny. Although the water on the street hadn't cleared up, the sun was shining brightly, and it looked like a good weather.

The kitten was very curious, Qi Qi closed the door of the toilet, it insisted on scratching the door to squeeze in, and jumped into the sink.It saw Qi Qi touching his neck, and stretched out his paw to press it up.

"Coco... go down."

The cat didn't listen, and jumped on the person instead. Qi Qi had to hold the cat in one hand while checking the hickey in the mirror.The dots of red under the neck are very eye-catching, Zheng Nanyu is restrained, the marks are left under the collar, it is not heavy, he kisses hard, and bites lightly.

It felt very similar to the scene in Qi Qi's imagination. After he opened the drawer of the bedside table, Zheng Nanyu said he couldn't, and asked humbly if he should do it or what.Qi Qi felt embarrassed, as if he was a bit rushed to put the duck on the shelves, but Zheng Nanyu said no, he still felt it was a bit late.

"I have a lot to learn, can you teach me slowly, okay?" He said so, but he actually did a good job, and nothing made Qi Qi uncomfortable.

But it is much cuter than imagined, Zheng Nanyu kept calling his name when he hugged him, if Qi Qi didn't answer, he would hold Qi Qi's hand and stick it to his chest.Qi Qi heard that their hearts were beating at the same frequency, and couldn't help crying. He was happy, but at the same time, an uncertain fear lingered in his heart.Amidst the rumbling thunder, he shivered a bit, huddled in his lover's arms, unable to perceive whether it was the thunder that happened in real time, or his restless heartbeat.

Too much happiness may turn bad, Qi Qi has suffered this, in summer.

At that time, he already knew that he was destined to leave after graduation, but because Zheng Nanyu was responsive to him, he had a little bit of luck, thinking that maybe Zheng Nanyu would gradually fall in love with him.They also held hands and hugged, much more youthful than now, they were very careful when their fingers were interlocked, and they blushed when their shoulders were close together while walking the dog.Intimacy takes a long time to manage, and it only takes a moment to destroy, so he is very afraid that happiness is just a temporary illusion.

When he received Zheng Nanhe's phone call, he even thought that it was finally coming.

"Can you accompany me to the hospital?" Zheng Nanyu asked.

Qi Qi clenched the phone tightly: "Okay, shall we go together? Where will we meet?"

Grandma Zheng's critical illness was not without warning. The old man's bones were much weaker than expected. After the fracture, a series of complications occurred, and he was admitted to the hospital and could not get out.

On the way to the hospital, Zheng Nanyu was not in a good mood, Qi Qi could only hold his hand all the time.He knew that grandma was Zheng Nanyu's closest relative, and her death must be a huge blow to Zheng Nanyu.At the same time, he was also flustered and didn't know what kind of identity he should face grandma, was he a friend?

Qi Qi thought of some dry words to comfort people, Zheng Nanyu laughed after hearing this, and said it's all right, you don't have to be so careful.In turn, he comforted Qi Qi not to be nervous. His parents are currently in a meeting in other provinces and the other is unable to come back. "It's okay to see my grandma, she knows about us and will treat you very well." Zheng Nanyu kissed the back of his hand, her eyes were very gentle, "I've always wanted you to meet, she likes you just like me of."

The only ones who went to the hospital to watch over the old man were the nurse and the live-in aunt. The aunt complained to his parents: "We all know that the old lady is like this, but I don't know how to spend more time with her. Work is so important? They say that the parents are not traveling far. This is... Neither one or two can come back, only you are sensible."

Zheng Nanyu signed the relatives' signatures on the side and handed them to the nurse, squatting next to the old man and calling her softly: "Grandma, I brought Qi Qi to see you."

Grandma opened her eyes and looked at them kindly. She was much thinner than the last time we met. There was not much flesh left on her wrists, but her voice was still very clear. "It's Qi Qi, I don't have good eyesight, can you get closer?" She had already begun to look back, smiling, holding Qi Qi's hand, and gently stroking his face.

Qi Qi said, "Grandma is good."

Everyone else withdrew, and there were only three of them left in the ward.

Zheng Nanyu couldn't hold back his tears, and was afraid that the grandma he provoked would be unhappy at the last moment, so he carried his back to wipe away his tears.

"Nan Yu, don't cry." Grandma smiled. "Grandma is already old, and I miss your grandpa very much. It's time to go."

"You are only in your seventies, not old."

"I feel pretty good. Now I can hear with my ears and see with my eyes. My memory is still good. I don't have dementia... Haha, I always think that when I leave, I have to walk with dignity." Grandma stroked him "The only pity is that we haven't waited for Zhiheng to come back..."

Mentioning his younger brother Zheng Nanyu choked up again, and promised with red eyes: "Don't worry, I will definitely find Zhiheng, and I will tell you when the time comes..."

Grandma's rough hand wiped his tears: "Okay, Nan Yu, you still cry so much... It's also very good, don't learn from your father, who said that men don't cry when they cry, no need, grandma will cry when you cry." Knowing that you are sad... Nan Yu, grandma has always loved you very much and felt that your life was miserable." She turned her eyes to Qi Qi, showing a soft smile, "Nan Yu said that you are together, I am very happy."

Qi Qi lay beside the bed and assured her grandma: "Grandma, I will take good care of him."

"Good haha, you take care of each other..." At this point, grandma finally shed tears, "Nan Yu, grandma actually misses you too, I'm glad you have a lover by your side, but it's a pity that I can't see you getting married .My grandson is so handsome, pretending to be a groom, he must be much more energetic than my old man."

"You can wear it!" Zheng Nanyu took out his mobile phone, "I'm going to fix the clothes now..."

"Really? I really want to see it..." Grandma talked to Qi Qi again, "I wrapped you a red envelope, and I will ask Nanyu to find it for you later, and put it in my bedside drawer." She I was exhausted and couldn't talk for a long time, so I looked at the two grandchildren with a smile.

"Don't work too hard..."

"Ah."

"be happy……"

"Well, definitely."

"And then..." Grandma said, "I lied about something..."

The old man still left before the suits were delivered, but Zheng Nan and Qi Qi still changed into them.Zheng Nanyu knelt in front of the bed for a long time, until the hands he held were cold, and the doctors and nurses came in to announce.

Grandma said that she actually said who she liked that day. She just mentioned Qi Qi's name casually, but she didn't expect it to be.She was shocked, but she didn't have the nerve to show it, so she kept pretending to be confident. "Grandma has been thinking about it for a long time... It's good to have someone to accompany you, and you love it. That's right, grandma is... gone, and I can't... where are your parents..." She touched the hands of the two children and said in her mouth He said in a low voice, "You... are fine."

It was already late at night when everything was over, and my mother's plane was still on shift, and my father rushed back to deal with the funeral, but we didn't see each other.The two were dressed neatly and were out of place in the hospital. Qi Qi didn't know where Zheng Nanyu was going, so he followed him all the time.

"Do you want something to eat?" Qi Qi asked in a low voice, he really didn't know how to comfort the other party.

Zheng Nanyu shook his head: "I have no appetite, are you hungry?"

Qi Qi said he was not hungry, so he said he would walk with me for a while longer.

They walked back into the building. The hospital was still busy at night, with people coming and going, crying and laughing.

Qi Qi wanted to complain, why Zheng Nanhe lost two relatives and friends one after another in Xia Tian again.He was worried that the boy he loved would break down, and then the intimacy they had just established would be broken again, and he was most afraid of hearing Zheng Nanyu say sorry.At this time, Qi Qi also felt that he was vicious. What he cared most about was whether he would break up again. Obviously, this matter was the least important one among what Zheng Nanyu was going through...

It was too quiet, and Qi Qi was flustered. At this moment, the hand that was being held was suddenly released. He raised his head, and Zheng Nanyu held a little girl by the window a few meters ahead.

That girl looked like a high school student, thin and small, but fortunately she was relatively thin, so Zheng Nanyu was able to drag her up.All this happened so quickly that no one around could react, and the nurse and security guard rushed over to ask the girl when she had stabilized herself.

Zheng Nanyu breathed a sigh of relief, and turned to look for Qi Qi: "I'm scared to death, what happened to this girl..." He saw Qi Qi's eyes were red and kept crying, so he quickly found a piece of paper from his pocket and handed it to him. "What's wrong?"

Qi Qi couldn't explain his mood at the moment, he held Zheng Nanyu's hand tightly: "I, I'm afraid you didn't hold her..."

Zheng Nanyu hugged Qi Qi, patted him on the back reassuringly, and said, "It's okay, didn't I pull it up? You have to believe me, I have received professional training..."

"No..." Qi Qi hugged his waist tightly and pressed his face against his chest, "I'm afraid that if I fail to hold her, you will feel uncomfortable...I'm sorry, I'm too selfish..."

Zheng Nanyu was stunned for a few seconds, then asked him sincerely: "Can I kiss you?"

Qi Qi was still wiping away tears, unable to adapt to the sudden change of topic, and was dumbfounded: "Ah? But, there are a lot of people..."

"Then let's go down and kiss!"

They didn't take the elevator, and ran down the stairs all the way. It was already dark, and they kissed for a long time under a street lamp in the flower bed.

After parting his lips, Zheng Nanyu asked, "Qi Qi, what is our relationship?"

Qi Qi didn't dare to say, his eyes dodged: "I don't know."

"You're willing to let me kiss you without knowing?"

"...have kissed many times before."

Zheng Nanyu laughed. He had a lot to say to Qi Qi, but he was afraid of scaring him, so he had to say with all his sincerity, "Thank you for liking me."

Qi Qi blushed, and said very politely: "No, you're welcome, many people like you..."