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Qi Qi has become more attached to Zheng Nanyu recently. It is easy to see that he follows Zheng Nanyu except when going to the toilet. Once the teacher asks Zheng Nanyu to get some materials, he will definitely follow Zheng Nanyu.The head teacher transferred Chen Jun to the seat at the other end. He was in the third year of high school, and he didn't have time to investigate why the two of them always didn't get along, so they simply separated.So Chen Jun and Qi Qi basically stopped talking during the day, and they came a lot less at night.

Zheng Nanyu never cared about the rumors, he was more happy to be able to study quietly.But he was also a little distressed, Qi Qi was too attached to him, and he was buying things for himself every day, and it didn't work if he said no, and it was impossible for him to say anything harsh to Qi Qi.Playing basketball between classes, you will be able to meet Qi Qi's eyes when you look back.When he got home, he kept playing QQ, and Qi Qi wanted to tell him everything that happened.

Qi Qi will send a message telling him that the yogurt in the supermarket is on sale today, that there is a litter of kittens on the side of the road, that the clouds in the sky are in the shape of dinosaurs, and that ants on the steps are surrounding a candy... Zheng Nanyu will reply patiently at first , Later, there were too many posts, so he selectively replied.But even if he doesn't reply to the message, Qi Qi still enjoys the stand-alone machine, "buying a bottle of water", and taking a photo for such a thing.Zheng Nanyu sometimes wonders whether Qi Qi on the Internet is actually himself, and how can he talk so much.

I sent a message saying that I couldn't find my school uniform T-shirt and probably had to buy a new one.Within 2 minutes, Qi Qi sent him a private message saying "I have two", and attached a photo.In the photo, Qi Qi himself was kneeling on the bed in a white T-shirt, without showing his face, and another extra school uniform was spread on the bed, with one hand propped on it, his forearm was slender.The flash was turned on, showing the blue veins on his wrists, and the overlapping legs under the dark blue school shorts were very white.

Zheng Nanyu felt a little strange, but he couldn't tell what the problem was.He didn't reply, and the photo stayed in the chat box, slowly getting crowded out by other conversations.It wasn't until the evening self-study was over, Qi Qi sent him another message while he was walking on the road, that he realized that he hadn't replied.Qi Qi sent a photo of the moon, and said good night to him, and Zheng Nan and Hui Hui you too.

The dialogue is very short, and the photos are still on the interface. Both of them are dark toned, black and white.Zhang Yonghui came over to take a look, his jaw dropped in shock, and said he didn't expect Qi Qi to be this kind of person.

"What kind? Don't talk nonsense." Zheng Nanyu locked the phone screen and put it in his pocket.

Zhang Yonghui saw that he didn't look like he was joking, and said sarcastically, "I don't mean anything else, it's just that... the photos I posted look a bit like girls would take."

Zheng Nanyu was noncommittal, and walked in front without saying a word. Zhang Yonghui was also a gossiper, so he walked a few steps and asked him in a low voice: "How many messages has Qi Qi sent you? I see that your mobile phone has never stopped popping up, don't you?" Annoyed?"

"Maybe it's boring. He likes it. It's good to talk more."

"That's right, he's only your friend, so why not rely on you?"

Zheng Nanyu felt that it made sense. Qi Qi might focus on himself because he had too few friends, so he turned around and said, "Qi Qi is fine, she is good-looking, and she works hard at studies. Except that she usually reacts slowly. Not very talkative, I don't understand why you don't like him. Zhang Yonghui, talk to Qi Qi more."

Zhang Yonghui said: "Before you came, I was the one who talked to him the most! I also told him, but he only talks to you. What can I do?"

"Why? It must be that you guys bullied him before."

"I didn't! I never bullied him the whole time! Why don't you ask, Qi Qi hasn't told you what's going on until now?"

Zheng Nanyu shook his head: "Let's talk about it after he wants to."

The school has a six-person dormitory, and the dormitory in high school is very strict. There are very few dormitory places in each class. Only Zheng Nanyu and Zhang Yonghui live in the dormitory. The other students in the dormitory are from Class [-] and Class [-].Their dormitory relationship is quite harmonious. Classes five and six are experimental classes, but they are not nerds. They hide from the dormitory supervisor and check the dormitory. Everyone still chats on the mobile phone at night.So when we talked about Qi Qi, Zhang Yonghui couldn't keep his mouth shut. He kept thinking about gossip, and he must tell Zheng Nanhe the reason why Qi Qi was isolated.

Zhang Yonghui said that it happened in the first year of high school. At that time, everyone was not very familiar with each other. Old Yu saw Qi Qi's good grades and good grades, so he made him the monitor.At that time, Qi Qi was more introverted, but he still talked to everyone.Probably in the next semester, the physics teacher was pregnant and was about to take maternity leave, so Lao Yu asked Qi Qi to organize everyone to prepare gifts for the teacher.

"You also know that Qi Qi's voice is easy to be hard to hear. The people below are doing their own things, and then Qi Qi patted the podium in a hurry, saying that it must be settled today and let everyone be serious. It was very embarrassing, and everyone was quiet..." Zhang Yonghui recalled the scene effortlessly, "Then Wang Zhihui said, he said that he was playing an official style, that he was pretending to be a classmate, and um, that he was really pretending to be himself. Something happened or something."

"Then your class isolated him?" The classmate on the upper bunk was surprised, "It's that simple?"

"Ang, that's it... Then no one talked to him, and he also resigned the monitor."

"Why?" Zheng Nanyu asked, "Do you know how much isolation can hurt a person? It's been like that for a year, and he didn't do anything wrong. Wouldn't your conscience be disturbed by doing this?"

Zhang Yonghui heard that Zheng Nanyu was angry. He knew that this person had such a personality, so he quickly defended himself: "Wang Zhihui took the lead. I really didn't say a single bad word..."

"You are silent, you are an accomplice. He should have spent three years of high school happily making friends, just because you... people from other classes are laughing at him. Have you said a word for him? He is a freshman in high school. When you got good grades, why were you so bad in the third year of high school? How important the college entrance examination is to a student, do you know that you almost ruined him?"

"Hey, brother Zheng, calm down, my brothers won't be so angry, don't be so angry..." the other roommates persuaded.

Zhang Yonghui didn't know how to answer. He heard Zheng Nanyu's deep breathing, and then slowed down and said to himself: "Zhang Yonghui, what if he couldn't bear it and committed suicide? School violence can kill people, and he was thrown from the stairs. Pushed it down. If Qi Qi really died, would you feel guilty and uneasy? Or, as you said, you didn't bully him, so you don't care at all?"

No one spoke in the dormitory, only the sound of breathing one after another.

Zheng Nanyu will always say some lines that seem to only appear in TV dramas. No one can say this kind of lines except him. 18 is already an adult, and everyone feels that they can't say such childish and passionate words when they step into the society.It would be embarrassing to talk about ideals, it is better to say that I want to make a lot of money in the future.But no one thinks that Zheng Nanyu said it naively. It seems reasonable that such words come out of his mouth, because they know that Zheng Nanyu will really do what he says. He is just jealous and idealistic.

During the mid-term exam, Zheng Nanyu explained a question to Qi Qi, just happened to pass the original question, and Qi Qi got the ninth grade in the class. The next morning, some students wrote words like "Qi Qi cheated" on the blackboard. .Zheng Nanyu went up to wipe the blackboard clean and asked who wrote it.

"The last big question was taught to Qi Qi by me. If you suspect that someone is cheating, you need to have evidence. Doing this kind of thing secretly will only make people think you are low. Whoever gets a high score is cheating. Heh, if you have the ability to stand up, see It depends on your score—oh, it’s not as high as mine anyway, after all, I’m number one.” After he finished speaking, he pasted his paper on the blackboard, “I want to learn this question by myself, I wrote the process very detailed .”

Everyone laughed at Zheng Nanyu, and everyone secretly worshiped him and wanted to be him.Because it is easy to be Chen Jun and Wang Zhihui, but it is very difficult to be Zheng Nanyu.

After a long time, Zhang Yonghui said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I'm really wrong, that...I'll apologize to him another day."

Zheng Nanyu didn't answer, he was looking at Qi Qi's QQ space.Qi Qi seldom posts and only reposts occasionally.In fact, he rarely commented on himself.Qi Qi will like him, and then send him a private message to comment.He seems to live in a world with only Zheng Nanyu, so he wants to share everything with himself.Zheng Nanyu didn't want to do this, he wanted Qi Qi to live in a bigger world, make many friends, have someone to accompany him at meals, have someone to share his thoughts, and be less lonely.

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