seasonal flu

Sometimes Qi Qi doesn't understand where Zheng Nanyu's guilt towards him comes from, just like now, as if he is some kind of glass man, Zheng Nanyu has to carefully apologize and take care of his "fragile" heart.

Why on earth should I feel guilty?

Qi Qi tried many times to tell him that he didn't need it, but maybe because of his limited expressive ability, he was never listened to.Those who feel guilty about him can be Chen Jun, other classmates, or teachers, but only Zheng Nanyu has never done a bad thing to him, and he still helps him everywhere, why should he be ashamed?

Zheng Nanyu frowned slightly, his eyes were complicated, the corners of his mouth were downcast, and his face was full of regret and wanting to make up. "I should contact you properly, don't thank me, I'm not worthy of being your friend..." He seemed to be caught in a strange circle, apologizing non-stop, the two of them walked around the bookstore, every step he took was like walking The ladder of redemption.

But how could he be guilty?Qi Qi couldn't hold his wrist as vigorously as Zheng Nanyu. He was stupid, and it was difficult for him to be quick-witted. If he didn't have a good draft, he couldn't speak well.At this time, he could only grab Zheng Nanyu's sleeve and motion him to stop and look at him.

The two stopped in the children's literature area, surrounded by children, chirping and the sound of trying out the reading machine.Zheng Nanyu lowered his head and looked into his eyes. Qi Qi was very apprehensive in the face of this kind of direct gaze, but he thought he could say something to comfort the other party, so he mustered up the courage to stare into his eyes.

"Don't say whether you are worthy or not, we, uh...you, you, I have already..." The more anxious you are, the more embarrassing you are.

Zheng Nanyu gently stroked his back, his palm was very hot: "I'm listening."

"I..." Qi Qi clenched his fists and rubbed his fingers uneasily, "I just want you to know that you are fine, really, are you...you, you can't, you can't feel that it's wrong to not like me... ..."

Inevitably, the topic of "like" was brought up again between them.Qi Qi felt that he was not something worth liking, and was even a bit annoying, but saying this would make Zheng Nanhe criticize, so he couldn't use this reason to explain "you are not wrong".

Zheng Nanyu looked at Qi Qi standing in the corner between the bookcase and the wall in distress, took out his mobile phone and flipped through it, and then showed it to him.

"This is a photo from military training. There are 23 people in our class..." Qi Qi opened the QQ photo album. His space is neat and tidy, and there are fixed albums every year. "And here are my roommates. They are very good... …It’s a birthday photo, they celebrated my birthday with me.”

In the photo, Qi Qi was sitting in the middle wearing a birthday hat, with cream on his face, looking at the camera a little stiffly, and other people were also painted on their faces, hugging him and making faces.

"I participated in practical activities during the holidays..." He seemed to be replying seriously, showing Zheng Nanyu photos one by one.Class dinners, staying up late to do homework, music festivals in the background... There are many, many photos, and there are many school sunsets in the photo album.

"This is...my boyfriend from college. We met in the music club." This photo looks like it was taken by the two of them alone after the event. They were both holding a bouquet of flowers. The boy was handsome and had facial features. A bit like a mixed race, he held Qi Qi's shoulders, and both of them laughed happily.

Zheng Nanyu saw that Qi Qi's ears were bloodshot and red again, and he briefly reported through the photo album of the four years of college. "...I went back to City B after graduation. I didn't get used to the class for a year, so my father asked me to come back to manage the bookstore, and that's how I am now." He told him in a low voice, "I didn't make a lot of money, but I didn't lose money either. .”

Lihua Bookstore cooperates with the second-hand platform. There is a special counter, which is filled with recycled, cleaned and plastic-packed second-hand books. Usually, second-hand books are recycled, and a certain amount is collected and sent to the platform warehouse.Zheng Nanyu will also be responsible for collecting the books, but he has never opened them himself, since they are sealed in plastic.Qi Qi opened a book for him, and inside was a card with photos of the lost children and the contact numbers of the parents.

Zheng Nanyu held the thin card, and was speechless for a while, he couldn't suppress his emotions, and hugged Qi Qi tightly.Qi Qi froze, and after a few seconds, he gently wrapped his arms around him and patted him on the back.

"Thank you, Qi Qi, really..."

"No, I, no need..." He began to speak incoherently again, almost forgetting what he had just thought, "Well, I want to say, your grandma is right, good people will be rewarded. Because you helped me, I just had a good time later, and I wanted to do something..."

He was looking at Xiao Yu passing by, and the other party greeted him wildly without understanding the atmosphere, and took a photo.Qi Qi was so embarrassed that he was reluctant to push him away. When Zheng Nanyu calmed down and let him go, the two of them looked at each other and smiled.

"Are you crying?" Qi Qi pulled out a tissue and gave it to him.

Zheng Nanyu took it over, nodded and said, "I'm crying, I made you cry."

"Still looking for it?"

"Ah."

"I'll find it." Qi Qi stuffed the whole package of papers to him, "...can I go upstairs?"

Zheng Nanyu was helpless again: "How much do you want to run? Go, go...I'll look for you later in the evening, don't let me come down." He patted Qi Qi and pushed him upstairs.

It was almost dinner time, and Weng Hanjiao came with two bags of cherries.

"Buy so much? No need." Zheng Nanyu said.

"Come on, do you think I'll give you both bags? I bought them for myself!" She was dressed very beautifully when she got off work, and through the lipstick, Zheng Nanyu judged that she specially put on makeup before coming, "Your little girl Where's the boss?"

"Upstairs, do you want me to call you down?"

"No, no, no, there is a limit to advancing and retreating, and I can't seem too anxious for the first time."

"You...don't pay attention to him." Zheng Nanyu originally wanted to say directly that he had a boyfriend, but he felt that it was not good to say that, and he didn't know whether Qi Qi would like to reveal his sexual orientation. "You two are not suitable."

"How do you know if it's suitable if you don't try it? I think we are a good match, are you jealous?" Weng Hanjiao was very unconvinced, but she didn't come here purely to tease the handsome guy.Back then, they were also regarded as the gods and couples in the school team, and they broke up peacefully. They were busy with work and couldn't contact each other, so their relationship was still good.So Weng Hanjiao also came here to care about him, "Hey, what's the matter with you, you can't just switch to selling books if the city bureau doesn't want you, or you can set up a stall to sell breakfast, and you can also save the country and support the police for breakfast Woolen cloth."

Zheng Nanyu couldn't help it either: "The higher ups just won't let me go back, what can I do? I can only talk about it."

"Is your body all right?"

"No, it's ready."

"I think you're fine, and you're very aggressive in catching thieves." Weng Hanjiao rubbed his chin, "Tsk, it shouldn't be, you can understand that you've been suspended for a few days, there's no reason to just roll it off for you... so, I'll give it to you Ask, don't be too uncomfortable."

"I don't feel bad, it's good to just rest in the bookstore for a while." Zheng Nanyu turned his head and saw Qi Qi going downstairs, looking up at him, and was robbed by Qian Zhi and dragged away to the cashier. "After all, the boss loves me."