seasonal flu

The door of the bookstore was still heavy and sealed with plastic, so even if Chen Jun slammed the door hard, it didn't make much noise.There is still half an hour to get off work, it is dark outside, and the bookstore is empty.

Lihua Bookstore will only keep two people on duty after six o'clock, and they usually come in rotation. After Zheng Nanyu came, Qi Qi and him stayed every night until the last to lock the door.

The chair that Chen Jun was sitting on just now was overturned, but Qi Qi didn't help him up. He lay down on the counter, looked around to see that no one would come in again, so he buried his face in his arms.

When he was in high school, Qi Qi was very insensitive. Many things were wronged by others, but he thought it was normal. He was a wooden man, a bit stupid, and couldn't read air.So at that time Chen Jun said that Zheng Nanyu would never like him, he was not sad, he was just angry, obviously he knew about it and Chen Jun reminded himself repeatedly, as if he didn't know much about himself.

He never said that he wanted to fall in love with Zheng Nanyu.

For this reason, he was angry with Chen Jun and refused to open the window for a long time.Qi Qi fell in love with someone for the first time, and he didn't want to let himself know.Photos, essays, self-blasphemy, whispers... He wanted to lock them all in the small room on the second floor.Being liked by Qi Qi, who no one likes, is a kind of disturbance, he is self-aware, as long as he secretly likes it alone, he will be happy, but Chen Jun refuses, and wants to smash his shell severely.

Why?Everyone has their own way of life, why must Chen Jun take care of him?

In the end, he was forced to say that sentence, Qi Qi cried after speaking, Zheng Nanyu touched his head and said: "I said it, very good, very powerful, stop crying..."

Qi Qi didn't want Zheng Nanyu to praise him as "very good" or "excellent", he would rather not say it, he knew what the ending would be because he was self-aware.

No matter what Zheng Nanyu does, he is praised as "smart" if he does it right, "cute" if he does it wrong, and "obedient" if he doesn't do it.Zheng Nanyu tried his best to encourage him, he would give everything he wanted, but Qi Qi didn't want the other party to give him everything.

Zheng Nanyu slowly rubbed off his bluntness, and then the sensitive Qi Qi knew that he was the object of sympathy.

Don't give it all to him, he hopes that Zheng Nan and Bie will be so selfless and have reservations, rather than being too generous and having nothing.Qi Qi is of course willing to give his all, but his all is too insignificant, so that he dare not exchange with Zheng Nanyu's share.If Zheng Nanyu doesn't give it to him, he can safely deliver his "insignificant" love.

Chen Jun did not say a word wrong, nine years is too long, Zheng Nanyu has worn away his bluntness and exiled him to the world, no one guards behind him to protect him from the wind and rain.Qi Qi was no longer that simple high school student, he really took advantage of Zheng Nanyu's sympathy, he pretended to be a little pitiful, and asked Zheng Nanyu to pat his head.

He lay down on the table and sobbed softly, complaining in his heart why Chen Jun had exposed him repeatedly.Qi Qi cried with restraint, and the crying in the huge bookstore seemed very small, and he didn't even shake his shoulders, and only wiped his tears on his sleeves.

Qi Qi really didn't know what to do. After he met Zheng Nanyu again, he took one step at a time, and now he is confused.

He never misses every class reunion. He looks forward to seeing Zheng Nanyu again, but what if he really sees him?Qi Qi can fall in love with others. He tried it when he was in college, and he thought he did a good job, so he felt that he only wanted to meet his high school classmates once, but he didn't know that the greed in his heart came out after seeing him.

Qi Qi can be anyone except Chen Jun. If Chen Jun wants to take care of him, he can stay single for the rest of his life, because his most cherished love is on Zheng Nanyu.

But Zheng Nan wants to associate with someone who is equal to him. In high school, that person was Fang Ning, and after college, that person was Weng Hanjiao. In short, it will not be Qi Qi.

So what to do?Zheng Nanhe should be allowed to go away and disappear into his own life again, so that Qi Qi can become a normal person again, no longer always sticking to someone, showing weakness, making progress...

"Om—" the phone rang suddenly, and Qi Qi was in a hurry to pick it up.

"Qi Qi, are you still in the bookstore?" It happened that Zheng Nanyu called him at this time.

Qi Qi sat up in a jerk, took the phone away and sucked his nose, and said, "Yes."

Zheng Nanyu's voice passed through the microphone and stuck to his ear with an electric current, with a sorry tone: "Excuse me, can you help me see if the car key is in the bookstore?"

"Okay." Qi Qi stood up and wiped the tears from his face, "Do you have any impressions?"

"It should be in the coat pocket, but I forgot to take it out."

Qi Qi walked around the store, and sure enough, he saw a coat draped over a chair in the corner. He reached into his pocket, which contained a wallet and keys. "I found it, I'm sorry." He thought it was because he let Zheng Nanyu leave too quickly, so he left his coat behind.

"Why are you apologizing to me again, Qi Qi, what happened?" Zheng Nanyu obviously heard Qi Qi's nasal voice over there, "I'm going back."

Qi Qi said: "It's okay, I have rhinitis, I'm not feeling well..."

"Is there any medicine?"

"some."

Zheng Nanyu didn't go far, he was at the convenience store at the corner of the intersection, drank a can of Coke and planned to go back, but found that he didn't have the car keys.His home is only [-] minutes away by car, and he usually takes the bus and subway, but he got up late today, and the driver had to leave, and he still couldn't find the car keys.He was afraid that he would run into Chen Jun again when he went back directly, so he didn't want to quarrel, so he called Qi Qi first.

When he pushed the door, Qi Qi had already folded his coat and handed it to him.Qi Qi put on the mask again, only showing a pair of red eyes.What rhinitis?Zheng Nanyu knew that when Qi Qi cried, it was obvious that his eyes were full of water, and even the whites of his eyes were pink.

But he didn't expose it. Qi Qi said it was rhinitis, so let's just say it was rhinitis. He was just a little angry, and after walking away for a while, Chen Jun made people cry. From this, he wondered whether Qi Qi cried often in the past few years.

"Where's Chen Jun?"

"gone."

"There's still a while, I'll take you back when the door closes." Zheng Nanyu helped up the chair on the ground, guessing that the two must have had a quarrel, Chen Jun has such a bad temper.He pulled a chair and sat next to Qi Qi, "Is it better?"

"Huh?" Qi Qi responded that the other party said it was rhinitis, and nodded quickly, "It's okay, you can go back."

"How can it be convenient for two people to close the shop by one person, and you have to roll the shutters. Let me come. Have you changed the lights upstairs?"

"Closed, and the door is locked."

The two of them couldn't sit still, Qi Qi thought of Weng Hanjiao's words to comfort Zheng Nanyu, and felt even more guilty for a while, he just wanted to let people go, but forgot about it.They had zero communication when they went back, so they opened their mouths now. "...Did you tell Auntie about the police station?"

"No, forget it, I don't know what to say."

"Then, how did you go back to the police station?"

"Think of a way. If it doesn't work, I'll start from the auxiliary police. The boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge."

Qi Qi glanced at him, and asked cautiously, "Are you uncomfortable?"

"A little."

"Is there anything I can do for you?"

Zheng Namyu said, "Then you can hug me, like in high school."

So Qi Qi put her face on his chest and heard his strong heartbeat.Can't tell who comforted whom, Zheng Nanyu rested his chin on his shoulder, patted his back, and said, "It's not uncomfortable anymore."

"Isn't it uncomfortable?"

"Well, that's great, thank you Qi Qi." Zheng Nanyu let go of him, "Let's go, I'll take you home."