seasonal flu

"Crackling—"

It was the sound of glass breaking. The Zheng family had broken too many things recently, and the auntie had to replace most of the tableware with wooden ones to prevent the hostess from getting angry and splashing ceramic shards all over the floor. "Why did I find Yu—" Zheng Nanyu closed the door in time. He lived on the second floor, and the room was well soundproofed, but he still wore noise-canceling headphones just in case.

Zheng's mother has been very angry recently, not only because of the company's bidding, but also because of the matter of finding her youngest son. Every day, planes, high-speed trains, and so on.The male host is not at home, and Zheng's father has been busy recently, and he always comes home very late. If the two meet, they will definitely quarrel.

Every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite, Zheng Nanyu wanted to do something to divert his attention from thinking about the complexity downstairs.After all the questions are finished, he always revises as he learns, so he will not study hard because of the monthly exam. He arranges his study and life in an orderly manner.Then there was entertainment, the Ghost Bride finale, he couldn't wait, but he remembered that he wanted to watch it with Qi Qi, if he knew the plot in advance, there would be no surprises...

Speaking of Qi Qi, after the Ching Ming Festival, the atmosphere between the two became a little awkward. It seemed that they were back before dating, and it was difficult to look at each other for a while.After school, they would still lean together to watch TV shows or take a nap, but both of them knew that those intimate movements felt unnatural, as if they were forced to maintain them.

Zheng Nanyu said at the time that he was not ready yet, but he could have said other reasons, such as there are too many people here, and there are still classmates, or he could even say nothing.But Zheng Nanyu hoped that he could give Qi Qi a sincere explanation, saying that he still couldn't accept falling in love with a boy, it was too heavy, he looked into Qi Qi's eyes, and always wanted to leave him with expectations.The result is that there are too many times when he can't bear it, and when he gathers together, he finds that he may not be able to fulfill this expectation.

Or just kiss it!When two mouths touch, no one will lose a piece of meat, Qi Qi is happy and she is happy too.

But kissing should be a very solemn thing, because of love, he regards the other party as a treasure, so he has the desire to touch... Does he love Qi Qi?

If Zheng Nanyu had a flower in his hand at this time, he would cruelly pull off all the petals and count them, one piece of "I love him" and one piece of "I don't love him", but no matter what the result of the last petal is, he will Pick up another flower and continue counting.

What does it mean to love someone?

Do you like being near him?Zheng Nanyu doesn't like to have too much physical contact with people, but he likes to touch Qi Qi very much.A lot of meat, heat, skin-to-skin adhesion, sweat... Zheng Nanyu will feel uncomfortable.But Qi Qi is clean, with thin hands and waist, it is very comfortable to hold hands or hug.Especially when hugging Qi Qi from behind, you can rest your head on his shoulder socket, and the Kading card socket is just right.

Do you always think about him?Zheng Nanyu is actually a person who is very focused on his own affairs, but he can't help but want to see where Qi Qi is doing, because Qi Qi is easy to worry and can't leave his sight.

Will your heart beat faster?Sometimes Zheng Nanyu really thinks that Qi Qi is very good-looking, with the prettiest eyes, dark and bright, and when he compliments himself, he sincerely appreciates it.After he finished a question, Qi Qi rested his chin on his hands, looked at him with fond eyes, and said that he understood, thank you, and then he would feel a little flustered and his heart beat fast.

There are many suspected expressions of love, but Zheng Nanyu and Qi Qi made it clear from the beginning that there will be no results between them, because they are both boys, and Qi Qi is not Zheng Nanyu's ideal type.Zheng Nanyu thought again, in the end, does love have to have an end?What does the so-called result mean?Marriage, children, family?

Aunt knocked on his door: "Nan Yu, your mother told you to go down."

He hastily removed his earphones, and with the door open, he heard a mother's hysteria. "It doesn't matter! I don't have a job? I'm just running around, Zhuang Jianping, are you human!" She complained to Zheng's father who was not at home, "Are you still eating and drinking hot food with others outside? Why don't you just get a divorce? You marry another one!"

The aunt whispered as she went downstairs: "Your mother is under too much pressure. She works very hard. You..."

Zheng Nanyu interrupted her: "I see, it's fine, you can go and accompany grandma."

He poured a glass of honey water and brought it over. Mother Zheng looked at him without taking a look, and looked at him with a very sarcastic look: "You are really like your father. The old ones don't stay home, and the young ones don't stay home. I see this The family can almost be separated, and each lives his own life."

"No, I'm helping a classmate with tutoring, so I'm staying at his house." Zheng Nanyu was very calm. In fact, his grandmother felt that the atmosphere at home was too bad to disturb his college entrance examination, so she let him live at a friend's house first.He sent the glass of water forward again, "Mom, drink some water, your throat hurts."

Mother Zheng brushed her messy hair: "You all think I'm crazy, don't you... You don't want to talk to your mother anymore... It's all because of who, because of who this family is like this! I shouldn't have let you Take Zhiheng out, he is so young, he should stay at home... Zheng Nanyu, you know what they say, they say let us be prepared that Zhiheng might not be here!"

"It's because of me, Mom, it's time for you to take a good rest, and it's not your fault..."

"Zhiheng may not be here anymore..." Mother Zheng didn't seem to hear her son's apology, and she repeated in a bad state of mind, "Not here... They said that jade was picked up in a wilderness, and they couldn't find it. Who lost it. Throw away such a valuable jade, child..."

"Mom..." Zheng Nanyu hugged her mother tightly, and after a while she finally stopped crying and recovered a little.

"Nan Yu, mom only has you, so you can live your own life and don't worry about others, okay? Don't be like your father, don't be like your grandpa, you still remember the one you were in province Z..." she said In the middle, he stopped abruptly, and then grabbed his son's hand fiercely, "Where's your piece of jade?"

"In my bedroom." Zheng Nanyu replied meekly.

Mother Zheng picked at her nails nervously, and ordered him: "Put that piece of jade on, put it on quickly, and don't take it off!"

Zheng Nanyu nodded: "Okay, in Province Z you mean..."

"Don't ask!" She screamed, and then felt gaffe again, forced a smile, "You go upstairs to study, study is the most important thing, go to bed early." After speaking, she picked up the satchel on the sofa and left the house in a hurry.

Zheng Nanyu was worried, and asked his aunt to follow to avoid accidents.After confessing that he saw the grandma in the house, the old man also burst into tears, apparently he heard Mother Zheng talking to him.Zheng Nanyu sighed deeply, hugged grandma again, and comforted: "Grandma is fine, I haven't found it yet, everything is possible..."

The grandma choked up and said, "My dear grandson, grandma thinks your life is hard..."

Where is my life?Zheng Nanyu thought, I really have a good life, Qi Qi is the one who is suffering, and so is Chen Jun. He is only responsible for the mistakes he made, there is no isolation, no domestic violence, and no bitterness.

But I'm a bit tired. It would be nice if I could be more relaxed. For example, I don't need to think about the result when I'm in love, just kissing together in a frivolous way.