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"Luo Bai, I'm sorry, I know I have done a lot of things to hurt you, but can you give me another chance? I didn't cherish your kindness to me before, but from now on I will learn to change and be like you What I did to you."

Li Moxuan is completely overwhelmed by regret now, he can imagine Qi Luobai's mood at this time, Qi Luobai must be completely disappointed in him.But when he thought Qi Luobai was from the eldest prince's side, Li Moxuan was not willing to let Qi Luobai go.Not to mention that now that he knows that Qi Luobai has been treating him sincerely and has done so many things for him, he is even more unwilling to let Qi Luobai go.

He also admitted that Li Moxuan was selfish, because he was a selfish person in the first place.Because of his childhood experience, he has always been very vigilant towards people and does not easily trust others.During the time he spent with Qi Luobai, he was always struggling and in pain.Now that the truth is finally clear, Li Moxuan will never let Qi Luobai go.

"Li Moxuan, it's too late for you to say this now, I won't stay by your side anymore. You will be the emperor soon, and you should be your emperor in the capital. I will leave the capital tomorrow. I hope that the two of us will Never see each other." Qi Luobai said seriously.

When Li Moxuan heard Qi Luobai say that, his heart ached as if he had been beaten by thousands of knives, and he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

Is this his retribution?He hurt Qi Luobai so much, now Qi Luobai hated him so much that he would never forgive him.

"Can you really not give me another chance? I know I was wrong, and I really regret it..." Li Moxuan said in a humble voice.

Although Li Moxuan has been weak and sick since he was a child, he is full of thoughts and suspicions, and has a strong self-esteem. He has never bowed his head to others like this.But now facing Qi Luobai's departure, Li Moxuan couldn't care less about anything.

He couldn't imagine that there would be no Qi Luobai in his future life. In the past few months, he and Qi Luobai have been together day and night, and he has long been used to Qi Luobai's existence.It's a pity that he has never realized the importance of Qi Luobai to him, and has been hurting him, until he lost it and regretted it.

Qi Luobai shook his head, "Li Moxuan, it's really late for you to say this now. I used to give you my heart and soul, and I was willing to do anything because I like you, so I can do anything for you. But now I don't I like you, and you are nothing in my eyes. Even if you kneel down and beg me now, I won't feel anything, Li Moxuan, do you understand?"

Qi Luobai's words made Li Moxuan's face turn pale, and he couldn't bear it and took a few steps back.

Li Moxuan knew that what Qi Luobai said was true and did not lie to him.Because Qi Luobai used to look at him differently than now, now Qi Luobai looks at Li Moxuan without any emotion in his eyes, just like looking at a stranger who has nothing to do with him.

"Li Moxuan, in fact, I hated you when I first found out the truth, because I felt that what I did for you was not worth it, and I didn't get anything in return. But then I figured it out, you have nothing wrong with you, your only fault is It’s actually quite normal not to like me. Your childhood experience has determined that you are such a person, and there is nothing wrong with you, it’s just that the two of us are not suitable.”

If Qi Luobai fell in love with someone, he would love this person with all his heart and soul.But Li Moxuan was different. Because of his childhood experience, he was extremely insecure. He only believed in himself, and he couldn't treat the rest of the people with sincerity.

Qi Luobai believed what Li Moxuan said to him now, he believed that Li Moxuan would treat him better than before, and would try to accept him.But Qi Luobai knew that Li Moxuan would always be vigilant towards him, even if he loved him again, there would still be a layer of veil between the two of them, and this barrier would never disappear, because it was Li Moxuan's nature, It can't be changed.

This is completely unacceptable to Qi Luobai, so the two of them are really not suitable.Even though they are now together reluctantly, one day Qi Luobai will leave sadly because of Li Moxuan's distrust of him.So long-term pain is not as good as short-term pain, and it is better to separate now.

After thinking about this, Qi Luobai had let go of his obsession with Li Moxuan.He may feel regretful in the future, but he will not regret parting with Li Moxuan.

After hearing so many serious words from Qi Luobai, Li Moxuan looked at Qi Luobai in despair and pain, unable to utter a word.

Qi Luobai is a very assertive person, since he can say these words so seriously, it means that Qi Luobai has already thought it over.No matter how much he begged to keep Qi Luobai now, it was impossible for Qi Luobai to stay by his side.

This may be the most painful and helpless moment in Li Moxuan's life. The person he loves is right in front of him, but he wants to watch Qi Luobai leave.

"I hope you can be a good emperor, Li Moxuan, goodbye." Qi Luobai sighed, turned around and left after saying this to Li Moxuan.

Li Moxuan knew that Qi Luobai's "goodbye" meant never seeing each other again. Could it be that he and Qi Luobai were going to be like this for the rest of their lives?How can this be?Li Moxuan really couldn't accept that he and Qi Luobai would end up like this.

Li Moxuan went directly to the emperor, and then solemnly rejected the emperor's decision to let him inherit the throne.

"Why Xuan'er? Don't you want to stay in the palace because you hate your father? If you really hate me so much, I promise you that I will leave the palace after you become the emperor." The emperor's expression was very serious. said hurt.

Li Moxuan shook his head, "I don't hate you, but I don't have any feelings for you either. This is my truth and I didn't lie to you."

Li Moxuan's words darkened the emperor's expression, he knew that Li Moxuan did not lie to him.This is something that can't be helped, after all, he and Li Moxuan haven't gotten along for so many years, so Li Moxuan naturally wouldn't have any feelings for him.

"Then why don't you want to be emperor?"

"Your Majesty, I am not suitable to be an emperor at all. I am a very suspicious person and cannot trust anyone. If I become an emperor, there may be blood in the court, and I will do a lot of things because of my own suspicion. Crazy and paranoid things. At that time, the common people all over the world will suffer because of me, will you be willing to see this scene? So I am not suitable to be emperor at all, and the most suitable person is Li Jinqi."

"I know you may think that Li Jinqi is too kind-hearted, but in this peaceful dynasty without war, a kind-hearted person like Li Jinqi is the emperor that the people need most. He will bring happiness and health to the people. , and I will only bring disaster and displacement to the common people."

After hearing Li Moxuan's words, the emperor fell silent, and did not speak for a long time.

I don't know how long it took before the emperor closed his eyes sadly, waved his hands helplessly and said: "Since you don't want to stay in the capital, then I won't force you. Xuan'er, you have to know, father Everything I do is to hope that you will be happy, and my father will not force you to do things you don't like."

Li Moxuan looked at the emperor with a complicated expression, "Thank you."

"Xuan'er, can you call me Father? Since you left the capital this time, we may never have the chance to see each other again, so can you call me Father?" Li Moxuan asked cautiously.

Li Moxuan hesitated for a moment, and finally called out "Father Emperor" in a low voice.

The emperor was moved to tears by this title, and the obsession for so many years was finally relieved.

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The next day Qi Luobai left the palace, and when he rode out from the gate of the capital, he saw Li Moxuan waiting for him on horseback with his luggage on his back.

"What are you doing? You don't want to leave with me, do you?" Qi Luobai looked at Li Moxuan in shock and shouted.

Li Moxuan nodded, "Yes, I won't be the emperor anymore, I want to wander the world with you. It doesn't matter if you don't accept me, I just need to follow you and protect you all the time."

"What about Grandpa and Jiabao? You don't care about them?" Qi Luobai felt that Li Moxuan was simply crazy, completely irrational.

"I have already confessed to my grandfather. Jiabao will stay in the capital to continue learning martial arts, and strive to become a general in the future. Grandpa will also stay with Jiabao in the capital. I have settled down for both of them."

Qi Luobai looked at Li Moxuan who had obviously made all the arrangements and was about to leave the capital with him, and shook his head speechlessly, "You are really a lunatic, what are you doing with me while the emperor is doing well? I won't Accept yours, and don't follow me."

As he said that, Qi Luobai took advantage of Li Moxuan's inattention, and rode away on a horse, trying to get rid of Li Moxuan.But Li Moxuan quickly reacted and followed, "Luo Bai, wait for me! I will take good care of you!"

Li Moxuan really did protect Qi Luobai all his life. After Qi Luobai left the capital, he wandered around and encountered countless dangers on the road. Every time Li Moxuan would save Qi Luobai desperately, several times Almost died.He has been silently following behind Qi Luobai, neither disturbing him nor causing trouble to him, only using actions to prove his feelings for Qi Luobai and his determination.

But even though Li Moxuan treated Qi Luobai like this, Qi Luobai still didn't accept him anymore, and only regarded him as a stranger he met on the road, and occasionally said a few words.

When Li Moxuan's hair became gray and his breathing became weak, he looked at Qi Luobai affectionately, and asked with difficulty: "Luo Bai, can you forgive me now... If there is another relapse... If the opportunity comes...would you like to be with me..."

Qi Luobai looked at Li Moxuan whose life was passing by, his eyes turned red quietly, but he still shook his head, "I'm sorry, we are not suitable, I will not be with you."

A drop of Li Moxuan's tears fell quietly. He spent his whole life and finally failed to wait for Qi Luobai's forgiveness. He could only leave this world with eternal regret and pain.