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Jiang Li was lying on the hospital bed, his lower body was paralyzed, he was half dead. It was supposed to be his 20th birthday. If he died in the hospital with such a lowly life like dry grass, someone should collect his body for him.

Turning his head slightly, he looked at the sunlight falling on him outside the window, which made him unable to open his eyes, it was dazzling and warm.

Although the world is good, I just don't want to come here anymore.

At the age of 20, he was supposed to be a young man full of vigor, but he ended his life with a cold and sharp knife.

Jiang Li's soul floated in the air. It turned out that this was the feeling of death, without sorrow or pain. He thought he regretted his life, but he committed suicide.

Thinking back to his life, it can be compared to a heart-wrenching drama. His mother was a beautiful female college student who was trafficked to the mountains to beat and scold her to give birth to a child. The biological mother wanted him to die. When he was six years old, he watched her run away with his own eyes. He didn't cry or shout. Just quietly watching her back.

Later, his father, a drunken gambler, beat him every day. He was too young to resist, so he could only endure his domestic violence. When he was in school, he was always No. 1, but he received all the cold eyes.

In a poor and backward mountain village, everyone knows all the big things about sesame seeds. His ignorant father, who lost money outside and couldn't afford to be beaten, would only beat him when he came back. dying.

No one loves, no one loves, he is not like other children who can have parents who can act like a baby, because life is too painful, so he is cruel.

That winter, when he was 13 years old, there was heavy snow in the sky, and it was always very cold in the mountains. A group of people blocked his door, and he watched them beating his animal father violently.

"Bah," the crowd acted appropriately and did not beat him to death. After they left cursing, the emaciated Jiang Li dragged his unconscious father back to the house.

That night, Jiang Li closed the doors and windows, helped his father onto the bed, lit a lot of charcoal fires, and the whole room was warmed up, but he felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave.

The next day, his father died, suddenly and as expected.

The grandfather who beat and scolded him every day and dared not make a sound, accompanied him to bury his father. Jiang Li had no expression on his face, but there was a glimmer of light in his eyes.

In the year of the college entrance examination, he was No. [-] in the province and applied for the best university. Suddenly, he had such a good feeling in his life.

He worked desperately just to earn some tuition fees. Before his grandfather passed away, he tremblingly took out the thousands of dollars he had saved for several years, but there was still some moldy money, and gave it all to him, "Live well." At that time, he finally I experienced the most extravagant family affection in my heart.

He will always remember the scene of grandpa's death, but it's a pity that it's a bit late, life, it will always come to you suddenly when you think everything is going to be better, and suddenly hit you with a thunderbolt, which catches you by surprise.

Jiang Li only remembered that when he arrived at the school gate with the admission notice, he was hit by a drunk driver by coincidence and innocently.

His body was in excruciating pain, he had nothing left, even himself now, when Jiang Li woke up in the hospital, he could no longer feel the existence of his lower body, he was already paralyzed, hell on earth, nothing more.

It was almost a desperate blow, what was the use of such a crippled body, perhaps death would be much easier than life.

Jiang Li was in the dark, he never believed in ghosts and gods, but his consciousness didn't seem to die, but he was very lucid, but he obviously committed suicide.

"Master Host, Master Host," a cheerful system voice suddenly sounded in my mind, like an immature child.

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