Abstinence is too tempting

Shen Yanxi pressed all her emotions into the bottom of her heart, and her clenched fist nails sank deeply into her flesh.

He took a deep breath, took the facial tissue that Gu Li handed over, pressed it on his eyes, then straightened up and smiled at him, "I'm fine."

Gu Li looked at him, except for his red eyes, there was nothing unusual about him.

"Are you really okay?" Ye Jinnan poked his head past Gu Li and asked in disbelief.

How can someone control their emotions so well?

"Well. It's okay." Shen Yanxi said.

Xu Yichen restarted the car and drove to the hospital.

When several people arrived, Shen Zeyan was taking a nap.Her small nose fluttered and her long eyelashes trembled slightly, as if she had dreamed of something, and her cheeks were sleeping pink and tender, as cute and quiet as a doll.

"Wow... This child is too cute!" Ye Jinnan saw Shen Zeyan for the first time, and couldn't help but want to reach out to touch it, but was stopped by Shen Yanxi.

He glanced at Ye Jinnan and remembered that this person had rescued him at noon, then let go of his hand and said softly, "He is my younger brother, Shen Zeyan."

Ye Jinnan held her hand to keep it from moving, and asked cautiously, "Can I pinch his face? I will be very light."

Shen Yanxi nodded.

Ye Jinnan stretched out his hand excitedly, and gently touched it with his fingers. The soft touch made his heart melt, "Ah...how can there be such a cute boy, I really want one."

Feng Han was still thinking in his heart that he himself is very cute and envied others, but when he heard the next sentence, his expression immediately changed, and he said, "Don't think about it, you won't be born."

"...I'm looking for life!" Ye Jinnan refuted him in a low voice.

"How dare you!" Feng Han pulled the man to his side with a big hand, not allowing him to get close to the child on the bed, lest he make another mess!

As if sensing a familiar atmosphere beside the bed, Shen Zeyan slowly opened his eyes, rubbed his eyes with tender white hands, blinked twice before turning his head to look to the side.

The moment he saw Shen Yanxi, he was still a little dazed, and looked at it for a while uncertainly, until Shen Yanxi smiled and said, "Don't you know brother?"

"Brother!" Shen Zeyan suddenly got up from the bed and threw himself into his arms, hugging his neck tightly, big tears fell down like broken beads, and fell into Shen Yanxi's clothes, scalding hot "Brother, I miss you so much."

Shen Yanxi felt the warm and soft body in his arms, and his empty heart was filled again. He responded to Shen Zeyan with a stern voice, "Brother also misses Ah Yan so much."

"I thought you didn't want me anymore...I'm so scared...Brother..." Shen Zeyan was crying out of breath in his arms, choking intermittently, "Brother...I don't want...don't want to be treated, Let's go home... let's go home... shall we?"

"Ah Yan, take good care of your illness, brother... my brother will come to see you often." Shen Yanxi didn't know if he could do what he said, and Mu Xingyuan would definitely not agree to him coming to see Shen Zeyan often, but he must now We must stabilize Shen Zeyan and make him agree to stay here for treatment.

"I don't want...I don't want to, brother, take me home...I don't want to stay here." However, Shen Zeyan refused to obey this time.Shen Yanxi has been away from him for too long this time, so long that he is not sure if his brother still wants him, "Brother, shall we go home? Ah Yan will be very good when he comes home, and he will never faint again, never again Sudden nosebleeds won’t worry my brother.”

Shen Zeyan is still too young, he doesn't understand what his illness is, and he doesn't know that these symptoms are brought about by the illness, not something that can be avoided if he is obedient.

Xu Yichen rubbed his sore eyes, left the ward without saying a word, leaned against the wall and let out a deep breath.

Fuck, he was a person who wouldn't shed tears when he was beaten to pieces by his father when he was a child, but his heart was stuffy and his eyes were sore because of a child.

It's really going backwards.

After a while, Feng Han also withdrew.

Xu Yichen twitched the corners of his mouth and said mockingly, "Can't stand it anymore?"

"Yeah." Feng Han stood straight, although his face was still calm and cold as always, but only he knew that the softest place in his heart seemed to be stabbed with tiny needles.

In the ward, Shen Yanxi, Gu Li, and Ye Jinnan were still coaxing Shen Zeyan, but he refused to stay and continue the treatment no matter what he said.

Shen Yanxi had no other choice, if not treated, Shen Zeyan would have to die in the end.

He pushed Shen Zeyan away cruelly, and pretended to be stern, "Shen Zeyan! If you are disobedient, I really don't want you anymore!"

Shen Zeyan, who was suddenly pushed away, looked at Shen Yanxi with tears in his eyes, his outstretched arms were still in mid-air, wanting Shen Yanxi to hug him, "Brother..."

"Don't call me brother! I don't want a disobedient child!" The heartache just now hit again, and Shen Yanxi's figure was a little unstable. He held the cabinet in front of the hospital bed to stabilize his body.

Shen Zeyan bit his lower lip tightly, and his thin little arm was still stretching out towards Shen Yanxi. Finally, while crying, he moved towards Shen Yanxi, "Ah Yan is obedient... Ah Yan stay here, brother don't Don't want Ah Yan... Ah Yan is really obedient."

Shen Yanxi still didn't reach out to hug Shen Zeyan, but endured her distress and asked, "Do you listen to Brother Li?"

"Be obedient, Ah Yan is obedient." Shen Zeyan cried heartbreakingly, his whole face was soaked with tears, and his long eyelashes became darker and thicker from the tears.

He finally hugged Shen Yanxi's waist, buried his small face in his stomach, and hugged him tightly.

Shen Yanxi's uncontrollable tears gushed out of his eyes crazily, he hugged Shen Zeyan tightly, wishing he could rub him into his flesh and blood.

If possible, he would also like to accompany Shen Zeyan every day. If possible, he would not ask Shen Zeyan to stay in the hospital in such a despicable way. If possible, he would not choose to leave Mu Xingyuan two years ago. If possible, he would hope for many years. He was also the one who chose to commit suicide after being raped and raped because he couldn't get rid of the nightmare.

However, there are no ifs in this world.

He needs to carry everything to live in this world, and he needs to make up for the debt he owes Shen Zeyan to this child, so that he has a reason to live in this world with peace of mind.

Gu Li and Ye Jinnan did not know when they left the ward.

Shen Zeyan was tired from crying in his arms, and even when he fell asleep, he would still choke a little in his dreams.Shen Yanxi kissed him on the forehead, gently put him on the bed, covered the quilt, and quietly backed out.

Seeing him coming out, the four people at the door didn't have the heart to comfort him.

Because it was Mu Xingyuan who restricted his freedom, Mu Xingyuan's hostility towards Shen Zeyan was something they couldn't change.What's more, their comfort doesn't change anything.

"Go back, Xingyuan is leaving get off work soon." Xu Yichen looked at the time and said.

"Yeah." Shen Yanxi nodded, "Ayan... Please take care of him. When he wakes up, please comfort him more. What I said just now..." Shen Yanxi pursed her lips and did not continue.

Xu Yichen nodded in response, "I know, you... don't take it too seriously." Xu Yichen originally wanted to say that your physical condition is not very good, but he was afraid that he would worry too much because of it, which would only increase his sadness.

"Thank you."

Xu Yichen drove a few people back.

As soon as Shen Yanxi entered the door, she saw Mu Xingyuan who was sitting on the sofa reading a newspaper.

Mu Xingyuan glanced at the three people who entered the door, "Where did you go to play? Played all afternoon."

Shen Yanxi didn't speak.

Ye Jinnan was afraid that Mu Xingyuan would find out that they had gone to the hospital, so she quickly answered, "Go...to many places."

Mu Xingyuan glanced at Ye Jinnan, then shifted his gaze to Shen Yanxi, and asked in a low voice, "Are you happy?"

Shen Yanxi smiled weakly, "Happy, thank you for letting me out."