Abstinence is too tempting

He found that Shen Yanxi was always rejecting him, as if deliberately against him, thinking about this, Mu Xingyuan felt even more annoyed.

"Tomorrow you have to go or not!" Mu Xingyuan said with a firm attitude.

Shen Yanxi turned to look at him, "Then what are you asking me for? Do I have a say with you?"

Mu Xingyuan was at a loss for words for a moment, unable to find any words to refute.

Shen Yanxi sighed, "I told you to let me go, out of sight and out of mind, but you just don't listen..."

"I'm happy even if I'm pissed off by you! If you want me to let you go, there's no way!" After Mu Xingyuan finished speaking bitterly, as if remembering something, he asked with a strange expression, "Both When Shen Zeyan made the bone marrow type match years ago, I also had an examination, but you took away the examination results, right?"

Shen Yanxi was taken aback for a moment, looked away, and responded lightly, "En."

"When Xu Yichen called me today to talk about you, he mentioned by the way that it would be best for me to do a matching too. I said I had done it before but it didn't work." When Mu Xingyuan said this, he kept staring at you. Looking at Shen Yanxi, hoping to see something from his expression.

But Shen Yanxi's expression didn't change at all, even the look in his eyes was frank, "Didn't I tell you that you were not there when the doctor sent the results, and Ah Yan accidentally sprinkled the paper on it?" It got soaked, so I threw it away."

Mu Xingyuan looked at him, "You better not lie to me."

Shen Yanxi sneered, "Mu Xingyuan, do you think you are more important to me than my brother's life? Don't think too highly of yourself."

Mu Xingyuan's face turned red and turned white, and Shen Yanxi's words could really choke him to death sometimes.Every time he wants to have a good communication with Shen Yanxi, this person can always succeed in irritating him. Therefore, from the reunion to the present, there has never been a happy conversation between the two.

"Shen Yanxi, the current Shen Zeyan is not the real Shen Zeyan, so how did the real Shen Zeyan die? Your heart disease is also because of this person!" Mu Xingyuan looked at him straight and asked, with an uncompromising tone.

"You don't need to worry about it." Shen Yanxi didn't want to recall the past, he stretched out his hand to push Mu Xingyuan, "Get out! I'm going to rest!"

Mu Xingyuan clasped his wrist with his backhand, "I will definitely find out what I want to know!"

Shen Yanxi didn't want others to know about the past, but Mu Xingyuan insisted on uncovering his scars and throwing the naked truth in front of him, he was a little bit broken, "Mu Xingyuan! Can you mind my business! Shen Zeyan How you die has nothing to do with you! My heart disease is because no one needs you to care! Whether I die or live is my own business! I don’t need you to worry about it! You just go about your career! Go spoil you downstairs My little master! I beg you to stop being so concerned about my affairs!"

In the last few sentences, Shen Yanxi yelled heart-piercingly, his voice was a little hoarse, he breathed heavily, and looked at Mu Xingyuan with red eyes.

"Why do you think I care about Shen Yanxi? If I can let you go, I will toss you and torture myself every day!? When you were lying on the bed half dead, I knew that I hated you! But I also I love you!"

Shen Yanxi was a little taken aback.

"Do you know how I came here in the past two years when you left? If you say you break up, you break up, and if you say you come back, you come back. Have you asked my opinion? Have you considered my feelings!?" Mu Xingyuan held His shoulders and eyes were scarlet.

"I really, really hate you. If I knew that loving you is so painful, I would rather not have met you in the first place!" Mu Xingyuan slowly put his head on Shen Yanxi's shoulder, his voice choked.

Shen Yanxi's eyes were a little empty, and it took him a long time before he chuckled, "Hate it, anyway, I don't like you anymore."

Mu Xingyuan looked up at him in disbelief, "What did you say?"

Shen Yanxi's eyes slowly moved to Mu Xingyuan's face, and said word by word, "I said, I don't like you anymore."

After finishing speaking, he tilted his head innocently to look at him, his eyes were full of doubts, "Didn't you know it from the beginning?"

Mu Xingyuan feels that he is a fool right now, because he can't eat or sleep because of Shen Yanxi, and he is the one who suffers after tossing him every time. He uses all his relationships for Shen Zeyan's bone marrow, and even tries every means to force him to eat It was because Xu Yichen told him about Shen Yanxi's long-term malnutrition when he had a high fever!

Now that he thinks about how fucking stupid he is, he is still thinking about reuniting with Shen Yanxi one day. In order to get rid of his father's control, he secretly develops his power at the risk of being found out and dying. , if Feng Han and Xu Yichen hadn't stood in the way, his company wouldn't have developed so fast.

He has risked his life and owed all the favors, and now Shen Yanxi tells him that he doesn't like it anymore.

So what's the point of him doing this?

Mu Xing looked at Shen Yanxi from afar as if he was about to eat him, it was terrifying and desolate.

Shen Yanxi couldn't see his eyes like that, so she looked away calmly.

"Shen Yanxi." Mu Xingyuan's voice was full of exhaustion, "In your heart, besides Shen Zeyan, there is really no one else, right?"

Shen Yanxi clenched her fist against her side, as if she was ruthless, she answered firmly, "Yes."

"Can you save me some space?" Mu Xingyuan looked at him, with some pleading in his eyes, "For the sake of me...doing so many stupid and forceful things...you feel sorry for me, okay ?"

Shen Yanxi turned her face away, everything was self-evident.

Mu Xingyuan felt that he was about to suffocate. He wanted to escape from Shen Yanxi, but he couldn't move as if roots had grown under his feet.

It wasn't until Shen Yanxi made a sound that he found some strength to move his body, "Is there anything else?"

"...It's gone." Mu Xingyuan said lifelessly.

"Do you want me to open the door for you?" Shen Yanxi asked.

"No, you can rest." Mu Xingyuan turned around dully, and left Shen Yanxi's room.

We have already talked about this part, and if we continue to talk about it, it will be a bit stalking.Mu Xingyuan didn't want to waste the little bit of dignity he had left with Shen Yanxi.

Looking at the tightly closed door, Shen Yanxi let out a sigh of relief and sat down on the bed.

He and Mu Xing are far away, they shouldn't be together in the first place.

He promised Shen Zeyan that he would not marry anyone in this life, nor would he fall in love with anyone.

However, he didn't do it.

This is a person who is guilty, and does not deserve such heavy love from Mu Xingyuan.

At night, Shen Yanxi had a dream, dreaming of the last 18 years between him and Shen Zeyan.

In the dream, there were still Shen Zeyan's desperate and tragic cries, as well as the foul language of those people. He watched Shen Zeyan being tied up by them and threw him on the bed, unable to move, watching Shen Zeyan being tainted by their fingers, watching him gradually Without the strength to struggle, her lower body and body were covered with filth mixed with blood, and her body was covered with shocking scars left by the torture.

He just hid in the cabinet and didn't dare to make a sound, he knew that if he went out, his end would be the same as Shen Zeyan's.

The atrocity, which lasted for nearly six hours, was not over until dawn.

When Shen Yanxi crawled out of the cabinet, his legs were weak, and he couldn't even stand tremblingly. He knelt and crawled to the bedside, looking at the dying Shen Zeyan, tears covered his entire cheeks.

He wanted to hug Shen Zeyan, but as soon as his hand touched him, Shen Zeyan's body began to tremble uncontrollably, and he was still crying and begging for mercy in a coma.

Shen Yanxi was on the verge of collapse. He didn't dare to call the police. He felt that Shen Zeyan should be sent to the hospital, but he didn't know where he lost his mobile phone, and he couldn't find it anyway. He had never been so at a loss as at this moment today.

Fortunately, when Shen Zeyan woke up, although he was weak, he still tried his best to smile at him, but when he smiled, tears came out, and he said, "Brother, I'm not clean anymore."

Shen Yanxi touched his face and cried with him.

Seeing that he was crying more sadly than himself, Shen Zeyan felt a little distressed, so he forced his broken body to sit up, hugged him and said, "Don't cry, I'm fine, to me you are nothing more than everything I'm happy."

"I'm sorry... Ah Yan, I'm sorry."

"Don't cry, you know I don't want to see you cry the most, my heart will break when you cry." Shen Zeyan was a little helpless, why did he encounter this, but it was him who cried out of breath Shen Yanxi.

"Ayan... let's go home, I told my parents, we are together, let's get married, okay?" Shen Yanxi held his hand hard, tears falling down like broken beads.

Shen Zeyan suddenly felt a little sad. He wiped away the tears from the corners of Shen Yanxi's eyes with his thumb, and said with a sigh, "Brother, I like you, but I don't want you to choose to be with me because of sympathy or guilt."

He paused and said, "I used to always hope that you could like me. It's not the love between a brother and a brother, but between a man and a woman. But now, I don't want you to like me."

"I'm so dirty," he said.

"You're not dirty! Ah Yan! Don't talk nonsense! I like you! I like you!" Shen Yanxi hugged him, not knowing what to say, such Shen Zeyan scared him, afraid that he would end his life at any time .

Shen Zeyan patted him on the back with a smile, and changed the subject, "Brother, I'll sleep for a while, and we'll go home when I wake up. I don't have any strength right now."

"Okay, sleep, sleep, I'll wait for you to wake up." Shen Yanxi hurriedly covered Shen Zeyan with the quilt, knelt on the side of the bed and waited quietly for him to wake up.