Abstinence is too tempting

I don't know how long it took, Shen Yanxi felt that her legs were numb, as if she couldn't sense its existence.

Shen Zeyan didn't know when he fell asleep in his arms, breathing lightly and shallowly.

The door of the ward was pushed open with a creak, and then the glaring incandescent lights turned on. Shen Yanxi squinted her eyes uncomfortably, and when she raised her head, she saw Gu Li with a worried face.

"Mr. Shen, you are also injured. Let me take care of it for you first." Gu Li took the medicine box and came in. He actually saw Shen Yanxi's pinched finger at the beginning, but Mu Xingyuan's injury was worse than his at that time. It was much more serious, and all people's attention naturally fell on him.

Shen Yanxi watched him squat down in front of her dully, and asked softly, "How is he?"

Gu Li was afraid that he would have a psychological burden, so he avoided the seriousness and said lightly, "President Mu is fine, it's just that the anesthetic hasn't worn off yet, and he hasn't woken up yet."

"Am I going to jail?" Shen Yanxi continued to ask.

Gu Li was stunned for a moment, then looked up at him, Shen Yanxi's face was lifeless, and his eyes were dim.

Without waiting for Gu Li to answer, he seemed to be talking to himself, "He should hate me this time, right? Can I leave?"

"Mr. Shen..." Gu Li quickly helped him treat the wound on his hand, and wanted to take Shen Zeyan over and put him on the bed, but Shen Yanxi hugged him tightly and refused to let go, and Shen Zeyan woke up from being strangled.

"Brother, Brother Li." Shen Zeyan rubbed his eyes, still a little confused.

Gu Li rubbed his fluffy head and smiled, "Good boy."

Shen Zeyan suddenly remembered something, hugged Shen Yanxi's neck tightly, and looked at Gu Li in panic, "Brother Li, don't call the police uncle to arrest my brother! Which bad brother bullied him first! My brother didn't do it on purpose !"

"Don't be afraid of words, no one will arrest brother." Gu Li reassured, "Can you take the medicine with brother Li first?"

"I don't want to take medicine." Shen Zeyan was afraid that his brother would disappear once he left.

Gu Li had no choice but to ask Shen Yanxi for help.

Shen Yanxi slowly turned his gaze to Shen Zeyan, and the emotions flowing in his gaze finally turned into a sigh, "Ah Yan, you go and take the medicine first."

Shen Zeyan didn't dare not listen to Shen Yanxi's words. He was afraid that Shen Yanxi would be angry, so he asked in a crying voice, "Brother, will you go?"

Shen Yanxi shook her head, "Brother won't go, brother will wait for you to come back."

Shen Zeyan nodded, and reluctantly let go of his hand.

As soon as Gu Li and Shen Zeyan left, Xu Yichen came in.

He looked at Shen Yanxi condescendingly, with a bad tone, "If you are close to Mu Xingyuan because of the money, then I can guarantee that Shen Zeyan will stay with me until the end of the treatment, and I will not ask you to pay a penny for medical expenses as a condition , you leave him."

Shen Yanxi supported the edge of the bed and stood up slowly, maintaining a position for a long time, his legs were sore and numb that he couldn't stand up.

He reached out and grabbed the infusion pole on the bed to barely stand up straight, "Is he awake?"

Xu Yichen snorted coldly, "I'm awake, I'm clamoring to see you."

Shen Yanxi's eyes moved slightly, her throat was choked, "I'm not going..."

"You go! Why don't you go!" Xu Yichen stared at him, "You should really go and see how he has tossed himself into now! When you open your eyes, the first thing you want to look for is you! Shen Yanxi, what did you do? What ecstasy soup did he drink? You are really capable!"

Shen Yanxi didn't refute him, but just glanced at him lightly, "Let's go, take me to see him."

Xu Yichen almost didn't bring it up in one breath.

No wonder Mu Xingyuan was so angry with him that he sulked himself every time. It's because he didn't take your temper seriously at all.

Shen Yanxi supported the wall and limped behind Xu Yichen, walking with difficulty, but Xu Yichen didn't wait for him as if on purpose, and walked quickly with the wind under his feet.

When the two arrived, Mu Xingyuan was about to pull out the needle and get out of bed.

Xu Yichen had sharp eyesight and quick hands, held him down and pushed him back to the hospital bed, cursing bitterly, "You fucking want to go outside! Save my wisdom!"

After speaking, he seemed puzzled, and continued to curse, "Fuck, if I knew it, I wouldn't have spent so much effort to save you, let you die on the operating table and forget it!"

Mu Xingyuan ignored him and kicked him out.

Shen Yanxi stood where she was, watching the blood flowing back from the infusion tube, and just wanted to call Xu Yichen, but Mu Xingyuan frowned and pulled out the needle by herself, and a few drops of blood fell on the snow-white quilt, which was eye-catching.

"Have you relieved your grudge?" Mu Xingyuan asked with the corners of his mouth twitching.

Whenever he speaks now, the wound on his abdomen will be touched, and the pain makes him break out in a cold sweat.

Shen Yanxi didn't speak, and looked down at the gap between the floor tiles, not knowing what she was thinking.

Mu Xingyuan's heart seemed to be pierced with dense needles, continuously.

He wanted to laugh, but the laughter seemed to be stuck in his throat. In the end, only helplessness came out, "Forget it, let's go."

Shen Yanxi didn't seem to understand this sentence, she looked up at him.

"Shen Yanxi, we two, let's do this." Mu Xingyuan took a deep breath, the pain in his arms, stomach, and heart drained all his strength, so he said these words lightly.

Shen Yanxi didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, and turned around to leave.

Mu Xing looked at his back from a distance, as if he was unwilling, and asked him through gritted teeth, "Don't you have anything to say?"

"What do you want to hear?" Shen Yanxi turned to look at him, he was still wearing the clothes that were about to be torn by Mu Xingyuan, "Do you want me to say sorry to you?"

"I'm sorry who needs you!" Mu Xingyuan yelled with difficulty, and after the yelling, he collapsed and panted violently, and then wept faintly, like a child who has been wronged, "I just want to hear you say that you won't leave, How can you... leave as soon as you say... every time... leave as soon as you say, without looking back."

The feeling of suffocation from two years ago enveloped him again, and Shen Yanxi always walked without delay, as if there was nothing he was nostalgic for, and nothing could hold him back.

However, every time he was in pain, it was like being torn apart from the middle.

Mu Xingyuan doesn't know how a person can be so heartless, but he still loves this person to the death.

Shen Yanxi wanted to reach out to hug him, but reason told him he couldn't. Shen Zeyan had been appearing in his dreams for the past few days. For the first time, he had the idea of ​​wanting to get rid of Shen Zeyan, but when he woke up, he looked like he was being abused It will hit his heart like a whip again.

He was about to be tortured insane.

The little Shen Zeyan lying in the hospital and the dead Shen Zeyan were tormenting him.

He can be cruel and ruthless to anyone, but not to Shen Zeyan.

He can bury all his emotions deep in his heart, bear all the pain by himself, and taste all the grievances by himself. This is his retribution, the retribution for not daring to stand up to save Shen Zeyan back then. up.

However, Shepherd Xing should never have suffered these things with him.

Mu Xingyuan is innocent, he is his hope in the dark despair.

From the first time he saw him approaching him with a ruffian smile, Shen Yanxi fell into a trap.

He can treat himself well without reservation, pamper him without a bottom line, and even get close to him with care and love. How could he have the heart to hurt this man who loves him to the bone, and let him bear those burdens with him? .

Shen Yanxi turned around, her voice was so choked that it was unreasonable, he had to lower his voice so that the trembling of his voice could be restrained, "I'm sorry, you take good care of yourself."

Mu Xingyuan looked at his leaving back, roared and smashed the pillow, "I'm sorry who the hell cares about you!"

Xu Yichen leaned against the wall outside the ward, his heart tightened with discomfort.Hearing Mu Xingyuan's heart-piercing cry, he regretted why he didn't beat Shen Yanxi just now.