Abstinence is too tempting
Chapter 43
When Shen Yanxi woke up, the whistling wind and the roaring waves could be heard in her ears.The wind blowing in from the window is mixed with the unique salty and humid smell of sea water.
He was stunned for a moment, his mind was as blank as if it had been emptied.
After a long time, he turned his neck and looked out of the window, and what he saw was an outrageous blue sky.
He sat up suddenly, and the memories before being knocked unconscious by Shen Zeyan flooded out like a tide. He still couldn't believe that Shen Zeyan really kidnapped him.
"Ayan!" Shen Yanxi got out of bed, walked to the door and wanted to go outside to see where this place is, but he found that the door was locked and he couldn't open it, so he had to knock on the door while calling Shen Zeyan's name.
Hearing Shen Yanxi's voice, Shen Zeyan put down the coffee in his hand leisurely, walked slowly to the door of the room, took out the key and opened the door.
He looked at Shen Yanxi with a smile, and said in an ambiguous tone, "My brother has slept for a whole day, and he doesn't even have time to rest when he's with that man?"
"I didn't, I told you before that I've been taking care of Yanyan in the hospital for the past few days." Shen Yanxi's tone was full of helplessness, but when facing this younger brother, he still tried his best to explain to him patiently .
Shen Zeyan smiled indifferently, as if he didn't care what he did before, he stretched out his hand to pinch Shen Yanxi's chin, and moved closer, Shen Yanxi looked at the face that was close at hand, and subconsciously wanted to distance the two of them , but when he saw the threat in Shen Zeyan's eyes after only moving a moment, he didn't dare to move anymore.
"Brother, as I said, after three days you have to go or not." Shen Zeyan's eyes lingered on the thin lips that he had been thinking about for many years, and the fingers that were pinched on his chin , slowly moved to Shen Yanxi's lips and rubbed back and forth, "Your first kiss was also given to that man
Let's go. ”
Shen Zeyan's current state made Shen Yanxi feel that he was here to settle accounts with him.
"Brother, you gave him your body and your heart, what are you going to give me?" Shen Zeyan's hand rubbing his lips gradually tightened, as if to wipe blood, "Aren't you You also think I'm dirty, you think I'm disgusting, and you don't want me anymore?"
Shen Zeyan's words pierced Shen Yanxi's heart fiercely like a knife. He raised his arms and hugged Shen Zeyan, fearing that he would have any thoughts of hurting himself, he shook his head desperately and comforted him, "No, I didn't want you. Don't you have a bee in one's bonnet."
Shen Zeyan hugged him back, with a triumphant smile on his face, "Brother, let's get married."
Shen Yanxi's body froze suddenly, but he quickly returned to normal. He stopped hesitating and said softly, "Okay." He owed Shen Zeyan that he couldn't escape after all.
Hearing Shen Yanxi's answer, Shen Zeyan was as happy as a child, held his face in his hands, and kissed him reverently, "Brother, don't go back on your word this time!"
"En." Shen Yanxi nodded, her heart was not as relaxed as she thought, but even more heavy.
His "yes" may have completely cut off all kinds of relationship between him and Mu Xingyuan, no memories of the past, no contact in the future.Completely disappear from the opponent's world.
This realization made him so distressed that he couldn't breathe.
It was also at this moment that he completely understood how important Mu Xingyuan and Shen Yanxi were in his heart.
He smiled bitterly, wondering if he understood too late, when Shen Zeyan came back late, he also thoroughly hurt Mu Xingyuan.
Shen Zeyan wanted to kiss Shen Yanxi, but he avoided him.
Shen Yanxi put her hands on his chest, turned her face away, and said softly, "Ah Yan, can you give me some time to adapt?"
"Brother, sooner or later you will do these things with me, even more intimate things."
Shen Zeyan's words made Shen Yanxi feel ashamed for an instant.
He didn't want at all to let Mu Xingyuan touch him unexpectedly.
Even Shen Zeyan didn't want to.
When things don’t come, he can comfort himself in every possible way to persuade himself to accept them, and even say irresponsible words easily, but when things come, everything before is nonsense, and he can’t accept it, no matter what, he can’t convince himself to accept it .
This experience is terrible.
It made him feel that he was not only sorry for Mu Xingyuan, but also for Shen Zeyan, and even felt that he was... very cheap.
Shen Yanxi was tightly wrapped up in negative emotions, and she had a bad complexion and was in low spirits for several days.Shen Zeyan didn't restrict his freedom too much, as long as he didn't leave this seaside villa, he could walk around and do whatever he wanted.
However, he didn't want to do anything.The only thing I do every day is to sit on the bay window and look at the sometimes calm and sometimes rough sea in a daze.
Shen Zeyan was not at home often, he would never tell Shen Yanxi what he was going to do, and Shen Yanxi would not ask.
The relationship between the two is delicate and seemingly balanced, but Shen Zeyan knows that one day this superficial peace will be broken.
Shen Yanxi disappeared for a week, and Mu Xingyuan looked for him for a week.The wounds on his body healed and opened again, and the hospital gown was soaked with blood every time.
Yan Yan looked at Mu Xingyuan with a gray face on the next bed, and while he was asleep, quietly climbed out of bed, took the business card he was holding tightly in his hand, and slipped out of the ward.
He knew that Brother Mu liked his brother, and he also knew that every time Brother Mu sneaked out and was caught by Brother Yichen, he would stare at this business card in a daze.
He didn't want to see Brother Mu not talking every day, he wanted to hear Brother Mu tell him ghost stories.
Yan Yan didn't have a mobile phone, so he ran to the store in front of the hospital to make a phone call.
Holding the 100 yuan that Shen Yanxi gave him before, he hesitated a little.My brother said that you can't spend money randomly, but he just made a phone call, so it shouldn't be considered a waste of money, right?
After making up his mind, Yanyan stepped on his feet and handed the money in his hand to the store owner, "Uncle, I want to make a call."
The store owner is a middle-aged man, Wei Wei sat up and glanced at the child in front of the counter, borrowed money and asked, "Do you know the phone number?"
"I know." Yan Yan looked at him, blinked his eyes and replied in a childish voice.
"That's fine, you can fight."
Yan Yan was short, and struggled to hold the counter and dialed the phone number. When the boss saw it, he took the phone down and held it in his hand for him to call.When the phone rang, Shen Zeyan was in a meeting. When he saw a series of unfamiliar landline numbers, he hung up without thinking.
Listening to the beeping busy tone, Yanyan called a second time, but the call was still hung up mercilessly.
Yanyan continued to call for the third time, holding the phone with two small hands, a little nervous.
He didn't know who would answer the phone, and he didn't know if he could find his brother.
Finally, the call was connected, and Shen Zeyan gave a hello impatiently.
Immediately afterwards, I heard the soft and timid voice of the child opposite, "Brother?"
Shen Zeyan was a little surprised when he heard this voice. He took off the phone and glanced at the phone number, then put it on his ear again and asked, "Yanyan?"
"It's me!" Yan Yan nodded desperately, "I want to find my brother."
Shen Zeyan narrowed his eyes, he wasn't sure if Yanyan was instructed by Sleeper when he called, so he asked cautiously, "Why are you looking for brother?"
What? "
Yanyan lied once in a rare way, "I...I'm dying, I miss my brother, can you let my brother come to find me?"
After Yan Yan finished speaking, he didn't hear the response from the other side. He was a little puzzled, and then he heard a beeping busy tone.
He was a little lost.
My brother doesn't want brother Mu anymore, and I don't want him either.
Yan Yan pouted.want to cry.
The store owner could hear his words clearly. He had been doing business in front of the hospital for a long time, and he was more or less used to hearing about life and death, but seeing such a small child say that he was about to die, he still couldn't help but feel acid in his heart.
He returned the 100 yuan to Yanyan, "Hurry back to the hospital, kid, don't give up even a little bit of hope."
Yanyan couldn't hear what he said, now his mind is full of his brother not wanting him, so he took the money the boss gave him in a daze, holding it tightly in his hand, his small body walked slowly out of the store.
When Mu Xingyuan woke up, it was already evening.
The sky was a little dark, he had just woken up, and his senses were not very sensitive, he was hysterical for a while, and habitually glanced at the bed on the left, only to find that the quilt had been pulled back, but there was no one on the bed.
Mu Xingyuan thumped in his heart, and immediately sat up, the wound was torn, he gasped in pain, but he still managed to get out of bed and turn on the light, and searched the entire ward without seeing Yanyan.
Mu Xingyuan panicked all of a sudden.
He found his cell phone and called Xu Yichen to ask if he saw Yanyan.
Xu Yichen had just finished an operation and was resting in the office. Hearing that Mu Xingyuan had disappeared, he immediately ran to the monitoring room of the hospital and asked the technicians to call out the monitoring in the afternoon.
Surveillance could only see that Yanyan left the hospital and never came back.
"Have you found it?" Mu Xingyuan asked impatiently as soon as he met Xu Yichen.
Xu Yichen shook his head, "I only saw him leave the hospital, I don't know where he went."
After Mu Xingyuan listened, his face was ugly and scary, he walked outside without saying a word, Xu Yichen stopped him
try to find. "
"I'll go look for it." Mu Xingyuan has become extremely irritable these days, and will curse at people and throw things at the slightest thing that goes wrong.
Knowing that he was anxious, Xu Yichen followed him out of the hospital.
you rest, i go
He was worried that Mu Xingyuan was alone, so he followed him all the time, but the city is so big, it only depends on the two of them to find when, so he called Feng Han and Ye Jinnan to come out to look for it together, and Gu Li stayed in the hospital , If Yan Yan goes back, call them.
Even Xu Yichen didn't dare to get too close to Mu Xingyuan's hostility, fearing that if he didn't pay attention, he would become cannon fodder.
The two of them searched for nearly an hour but couldn't find anyone, Mu Xingyuan's patience was completely worn out.
Shen Yanxi is gone, and Yanyan is gone now.
The feeling that Shen Yanxi disappeared from his world again drove him crazy.
"—!" Mu Xingyuan slammed his fist on the wall, and the tyrannical factor in his body roared and boiled.
"Don't worry too much, I've sent someone to look for it." Xu Yichen tried to comfort him.
"Don't follow me, let me be quiet." The remaining reason made Mu Xingyuan want to get rid of Xu Yichen.
Although he was worried about him, Xu Yichen still agreed, "Then don't turn off your phone, call me if you need something."
"En." Mu Xingyuan responded, and continued walking forward in a daze.
He was stunned for a moment, his mind was as blank as if it had been emptied.
After a long time, he turned his neck and looked out of the window, and what he saw was an outrageous blue sky.
He sat up suddenly, and the memories before being knocked unconscious by Shen Zeyan flooded out like a tide. He still couldn't believe that Shen Zeyan really kidnapped him.
"Ayan!" Shen Yanxi got out of bed, walked to the door and wanted to go outside to see where this place is, but he found that the door was locked and he couldn't open it, so he had to knock on the door while calling Shen Zeyan's name.
Hearing Shen Yanxi's voice, Shen Zeyan put down the coffee in his hand leisurely, walked slowly to the door of the room, took out the key and opened the door.
He looked at Shen Yanxi with a smile, and said in an ambiguous tone, "My brother has slept for a whole day, and he doesn't even have time to rest when he's with that man?"
"I didn't, I told you before that I've been taking care of Yanyan in the hospital for the past few days." Shen Yanxi's tone was full of helplessness, but when facing this younger brother, he still tried his best to explain to him patiently .
Shen Zeyan smiled indifferently, as if he didn't care what he did before, he stretched out his hand to pinch Shen Yanxi's chin, and moved closer, Shen Yanxi looked at the face that was close at hand, and subconsciously wanted to distance the two of them , but when he saw the threat in Shen Zeyan's eyes after only moving a moment, he didn't dare to move anymore.
"Brother, as I said, after three days you have to go or not." Shen Zeyan's eyes lingered on the thin lips that he had been thinking about for many years, and the fingers that were pinched on his chin , slowly moved to Shen Yanxi's lips and rubbed back and forth, "Your first kiss was also given to that man
Let's go. ”
Shen Zeyan's current state made Shen Yanxi feel that he was here to settle accounts with him.
"Brother, you gave him your body and your heart, what are you going to give me?" Shen Zeyan's hand rubbing his lips gradually tightened, as if to wipe blood, "Aren't you You also think I'm dirty, you think I'm disgusting, and you don't want me anymore?"
Shen Zeyan's words pierced Shen Yanxi's heart fiercely like a knife. He raised his arms and hugged Shen Zeyan, fearing that he would have any thoughts of hurting himself, he shook his head desperately and comforted him, "No, I didn't want you. Don't you have a bee in one's bonnet."
Shen Zeyan hugged him back, with a triumphant smile on his face, "Brother, let's get married."
Shen Yanxi's body froze suddenly, but he quickly returned to normal. He stopped hesitating and said softly, "Okay." He owed Shen Zeyan that he couldn't escape after all.
Hearing Shen Yanxi's answer, Shen Zeyan was as happy as a child, held his face in his hands, and kissed him reverently, "Brother, don't go back on your word this time!"
"En." Shen Yanxi nodded, her heart was not as relaxed as she thought, but even more heavy.
His "yes" may have completely cut off all kinds of relationship between him and Mu Xingyuan, no memories of the past, no contact in the future.Completely disappear from the opponent's world.
This realization made him so distressed that he couldn't breathe.
It was also at this moment that he completely understood how important Mu Xingyuan and Shen Yanxi were in his heart.
He smiled bitterly, wondering if he understood too late, when Shen Zeyan came back late, he also thoroughly hurt Mu Xingyuan.
Shen Zeyan wanted to kiss Shen Yanxi, but he avoided him.
Shen Yanxi put her hands on his chest, turned her face away, and said softly, "Ah Yan, can you give me some time to adapt?"
"Brother, sooner or later you will do these things with me, even more intimate things."
Shen Zeyan's words made Shen Yanxi feel ashamed for an instant.
He didn't want at all to let Mu Xingyuan touch him unexpectedly.
Even Shen Zeyan didn't want to.
When things don’t come, he can comfort himself in every possible way to persuade himself to accept them, and even say irresponsible words easily, but when things come, everything before is nonsense, and he can’t accept it, no matter what, he can’t convince himself to accept it .
This experience is terrible.
It made him feel that he was not only sorry for Mu Xingyuan, but also for Shen Zeyan, and even felt that he was... very cheap.
Shen Yanxi was tightly wrapped up in negative emotions, and she had a bad complexion and was in low spirits for several days.Shen Zeyan didn't restrict his freedom too much, as long as he didn't leave this seaside villa, he could walk around and do whatever he wanted.
However, he didn't want to do anything.The only thing I do every day is to sit on the bay window and look at the sometimes calm and sometimes rough sea in a daze.
Shen Zeyan was not at home often, he would never tell Shen Yanxi what he was going to do, and Shen Yanxi would not ask.
The relationship between the two is delicate and seemingly balanced, but Shen Zeyan knows that one day this superficial peace will be broken.
Shen Yanxi disappeared for a week, and Mu Xingyuan looked for him for a week.The wounds on his body healed and opened again, and the hospital gown was soaked with blood every time.
Yan Yan looked at Mu Xingyuan with a gray face on the next bed, and while he was asleep, quietly climbed out of bed, took the business card he was holding tightly in his hand, and slipped out of the ward.
He knew that Brother Mu liked his brother, and he also knew that every time Brother Mu sneaked out and was caught by Brother Yichen, he would stare at this business card in a daze.
He didn't want to see Brother Mu not talking every day, he wanted to hear Brother Mu tell him ghost stories.
Yan Yan didn't have a mobile phone, so he ran to the store in front of the hospital to make a phone call.
Holding the 100 yuan that Shen Yanxi gave him before, he hesitated a little.My brother said that you can't spend money randomly, but he just made a phone call, so it shouldn't be considered a waste of money, right?
After making up his mind, Yanyan stepped on his feet and handed the money in his hand to the store owner, "Uncle, I want to make a call."
The store owner is a middle-aged man, Wei Wei sat up and glanced at the child in front of the counter, borrowed money and asked, "Do you know the phone number?"
"I know." Yan Yan looked at him, blinked his eyes and replied in a childish voice.
"That's fine, you can fight."
Yan Yan was short, and struggled to hold the counter and dialed the phone number. When the boss saw it, he took the phone down and held it in his hand for him to call.When the phone rang, Shen Zeyan was in a meeting. When he saw a series of unfamiliar landline numbers, he hung up without thinking.
Listening to the beeping busy tone, Yanyan called a second time, but the call was still hung up mercilessly.
Yanyan continued to call for the third time, holding the phone with two small hands, a little nervous.
He didn't know who would answer the phone, and he didn't know if he could find his brother.
Finally, the call was connected, and Shen Zeyan gave a hello impatiently.
Immediately afterwards, I heard the soft and timid voice of the child opposite, "Brother?"
Shen Zeyan was a little surprised when he heard this voice. He took off the phone and glanced at the phone number, then put it on his ear again and asked, "Yanyan?"
"It's me!" Yan Yan nodded desperately, "I want to find my brother."
Shen Zeyan narrowed his eyes, he wasn't sure if Yanyan was instructed by Sleeper when he called, so he asked cautiously, "Why are you looking for brother?"
What? "
Yanyan lied once in a rare way, "I...I'm dying, I miss my brother, can you let my brother come to find me?"
After Yan Yan finished speaking, he didn't hear the response from the other side. He was a little puzzled, and then he heard a beeping busy tone.
He was a little lost.
My brother doesn't want brother Mu anymore, and I don't want him either.
Yan Yan pouted.want to cry.
The store owner could hear his words clearly. He had been doing business in front of the hospital for a long time, and he was more or less used to hearing about life and death, but seeing such a small child say that he was about to die, he still couldn't help but feel acid in his heart.
He returned the 100 yuan to Yanyan, "Hurry back to the hospital, kid, don't give up even a little bit of hope."
Yanyan couldn't hear what he said, now his mind is full of his brother not wanting him, so he took the money the boss gave him in a daze, holding it tightly in his hand, his small body walked slowly out of the store.
When Mu Xingyuan woke up, it was already evening.
The sky was a little dark, he had just woken up, and his senses were not very sensitive, he was hysterical for a while, and habitually glanced at the bed on the left, only to find that the quilt had been pulled back, but there was no one on the bed.
Mu Xingyuan thumped in his heart, and immediately sat up, the wound was torn, he gasped in pain, but he still managed to get out of bed and turn on the light, and searched the entire ward without seeing Yanyan.
Mu Xingyuan panicked all of a sudden.
He found his cell phone and called Xu Yichen to ask if he saw Yanyan.
Xu Yichen had just finished an operation and was resting in the office. Hearing that Mu Xingyuan had disappeared, he immediately ran to the monitoring room of the hospital and asked the technicians to call out the monitoring in the afternoon.
Surveillance could only see that Yanyan left the hospital and never came back.
"Have you found it?" Mu Xingyuan asked impatiently as soon as he met Xu Yichen.
Xu Yichen shook his head, "I only saw him leave the hospital, I don't know where he went."
After Mu Xingyuan listened, his face was ugly and scary, he walked outside without saying a word, Xu Yichen stopped him
try to find. "
"I'll go look for it." Mu Xingyuan has become extremely irritable these days, and will curse at people and throw things at the slightest thing that goes wrong.
Knowing that he was anxious, Xu Yichen followed him out of the hospital.
you rest, i go
He was worried that Mu Xingyuan was alone, so he followed him all the time, but the city is so big, it only depends on the two of them to find when, so he called Feng Han and Ye Jinnan to come out to look for it together, and Gu Li stayed in the hospital , If Yan Yan goes back, call them.
Even Xu Yichen didn't dare to get too close to Mu Xingyuan's hostility, fearing that if he didn't pay attention, he would become cannon fodder.
The two of them searched for nearly an hour but couldn't find anyone, Mu Xingyuan's patience was completely worn out.
Shen Yanxi is gone, and Yanyan is gone now.
The feeling that Shen Yanxi disappeared from his world again drove him crazy.
"—!" Mu Xingyuan slammed his fist on the wall, and the tyrannical factor in his body roared and boiled.
"Don't worry too much, I've sent someone to look for it." Xu Yichen tried to comfort him.
"Don't follow me, let me be quiet." The remaining reason made Mu Xingyuan want to get rid of Xu Yichen.
Although he was worried about him, Xu Yichen still agreed, "Then don't turn off your phone, call me if you need something."
"En." Mu Xingyuan responded, and continued walking forward in a daze.
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