Abstinence is too tempting

"No, listen to me, I..." Shen Yanxi anxiously wanted to explain, but the words stopped abruptly, what could he say?do you want to say yes

Did Shen Zeyan knock him out and take him away by force?Said he agreed to marry Shen Zeyan?

Shen Yanxi couldn't say that Mu Xingyuan would kill Shen Zeyan.

Mu Xingyuan was even more annoyed by his hesitation to speak, and he was still thinking about helping Shen Zeyan!It is unforgivable!

"Shen Yanxi, will you stay by my side honestly only if you are locked up?" Mu Xing looked at him from afar, with deep sadness in his eyes, "I don't want to treat you like this, I want to get along with you, but you always want to run away from me? Why? Tell me why!?" At the end, Mu Xingyuan almost growled.

Yan Yan shrank behind Shen Yanxi in fear.

Shen Yanxi didn't know what to say, and he didn't want to, but things always happened unexpectedly. His ability to adapt to changes was not strong, and he didn't know what to do with such things.

"Mu Xingyuan, let me go and yourself too, okay?" Shen Yanxi begged.

"Not good!" Mu Xingyuan gritted his teeth, "Don't even think about leaving me in your life!"

Shen Yanxi couldn't understand why he was so obsessed with himself?I would rather be covered in bruises than let him go.

On the same day, Mu Xingyuan was discharged from the hospital, took Shen Yanxi home, and left Yanyan alone in the hospital.

After Shen Zeyan passed out, Mu Xingyuan called his subordinates to carry him away and throw him into the trash.

A person who doesn't even let his brother go, should be matched with a garbage dump!

Shen Yanxi went back to the previous room again. His things in the room were well arranged, and everything was cleaned spotlessly, as if waiting for him to come back at any time.

With a sour heart, he lay on his back on the bed and let himself go.

Mu Xingyuan made lunch and brought it in, Shen Yanxi immediately sat up from the bed.

"Did Shen Zeyan abuse you? Why are you thinner than before?" Mu Xingyuan's tone was cold, but what he said warmed Shen Yanxi's heart.

"No, I ate a lot, but I just don't gain weight." Shen Yanxi pinched his cheeks, and found that there was indeed not much meat, and he didn't know where all the food he ate every day went.

Mu Xingyuan's tone became colder when he heard him say this, "You don't eat when I tell you to eat. You eat a lot when Shen Zeyan tells you to eat? Are you discriminating against me?"

"I didn't." Shen Yanxi really didn't know why this kind of thing could be compared. He ate casually, and didn't notice how much he ate or how little he ate. He stopped his chopsticks when he was full.

"Huh, come over to eat." Mu Xingyuan took the food out of the lunch box and arranged it.

"Why don't you eat downstairs?" Shen Yanxi didn't quite understand.

"Ye Jinnan and Feng Han are downstairs, getting in the way." Mu Xingyuan said it as a matter of course.

When he said that, Shen Yanxi couldn't say anything, so he picked up the rice and ate it in small bites.

Halfway through the meal, Mu Xingyuan looked at him and said, "I wanted to tell you last time, the bone marrow of Yanyan and I have successfully matched."

With a "clang", the chopsticks in Shen Yanxi's hand fell on the dinner plate.

"What did you say?" He couldn't believe it, and asked again.

"I said, our matching was successful."

"Didn't I tell you not to let you go? Why didn't you listen!" Shen Yanxi was extremely emotional, he put the bowl heavily on the table, his eyes were red, he roared, "Mu Xingyuan, I don't need you Do anything for me, I just want you to live well! Do you know what it means to have a successful match? It means that you have to lie on the operating table and feel the things that belonged to your body gradually being pulled away! Even if it does not harm anyone I don't know if there will be any sequelae! Even if there is none,...But I am still afraid of your pain...Why do you always refuse to listen to me..." Shen Yanxi's voice gradually

Getting smaller, in the end, he was even more wronged than Mu Xingyuan.

Mu Xingyuan was a little dazed, although the previous few people had guessed this result during the analysis, but when he heard Shen Yanxi say it from his mouth, he felt another feeling.

He felt that the whole person suddenly became enlightened.

"Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi, I'm not afraid of pain, really." Mu Xingyuan hurried over to comfort him, "If Yanyan can be cured, don't you have to worry about it?"

Shen Yanxi doesn't want to communicate with Mu Xingyuan at all now.

"Xiaoxi..." Mu Xingyuan hugged his arm coquettishly, "Take care of me."

"Get up, get out!"

"No, I want to sleep with you tonight."

"I do not want to."

Mu Xingyuan was a little sad, "I'm going to have an operation tomorrow, can't you feel sorry for me?"

Shen Yanxi looked at him with a complicated expression, "Are you really determined to have surgery?"

"Well, Yan Yan's illness can't be delayed any longer." Mu Xingyuan said sternly, "No matter what, it's a human life. No matter what your scruples are, you can't make fun of other people's lives."

"But I..." Shen Yanxi didn't know what to say, he felt that he owed Mu Xingyuan even more.

Especially since he had just agreed to marry Shen Zeyan, this dilemma made him uncomfortable.

"Okay, let's stop talking, let's eat." Mu Xingyuan knew that he still had concerns, but in fact he didn't want anything about Shen Yanxi. If he could bring back a little life, wouldn't everyone be happy?

He didn't understand what Shen Yanxi was hesitating about.

Mu Xingyuan went to the hospital again in the afternoon, and didn't come back until very late. As soon as he came back, he got into Shen Yanxi's room, climbed into bed after a quick shower, and hugged Shen Yanxi to sleep.

Shen Yanxi was hugged by him, feeling complicated. He tried to speak, but he couldn't overcome his shame, and closed his mouth sleepily. After a few times, Mu Xingyuan noticed his strangeness.

"What's the matter? What do you want to say?" Mu Xingyuan lay face to face with him, raised the hand that was originally on the other's waist, and put it on the other's thin chin, bowed his head and kissed.

Shen Yanxi didn't know what he was thinking, his cheeks were red, he struggled for a long time before mumbling, "I didn't let Ah Yan touch me, I didn't

like......"

What he said was so imaginative, Mu Xingyuan almost couldn't hold back and turned into a hungry wolf and pounced on him. He and Shen Yanxi hadn't done love-related sports for a long time.

"I'm not dirty, do you want to have sex with me?" Shen Yanxi bit the bullet and asked.

He didn't want to use this way to thank Mu Xingyuan for his willingness to exchange his bone marrow for Yanyan. He just wanted to do something to let Mu Xingyuan know that he actually cared about him, not that only Shen Zeyan and Yanyan were the ones. People she cares about.

"Is it possible?" Mu Xingyuan was a little excited, and suddenly turned over and pressed him under him, "Xiaoxi, is it really possible?"

Shen Yanxi's cheeks were flushed, unable to hold back his fiery gaze, she looked away, and nodded slightly.

Mu Xingyuan smiled happily, but he just lowered his head and kissed him on the forehead, "The operation is scheduled for tomorrow morning, and I'm going to rest early today. Once I touch you, I won't be able to stop seven or eight times. It's time to wake up, Xu Yichen should scold me again."

"Why is he always swearing?" Shen Yanxi shrank into his arms and asked with a low smile.

"He loved to swear when he was a child." Mu Xingyuan curled his lips, "I learned to swear from him."

"You don't scold others less. If you don't want to scold, even if you learn it, you won't swear."

Mu Xingyuan was unconvinced, "Anyway, before I met him, I didn't swear in the bedroom." As he spoke, his thoughts jumped to Shen Zeyan again, "If Shen Zeyan came back to look for you, would you still go with him?"

Shen Yanxi was silent for a moment, then replied, "I don't know."

He was telling the truth, he thought that his guilt towards Shen Zeyan was enough to allow him to promise him anything, including marriage.But he found that he was wrong, he resisted Shen Zeyan's touch, resisted any intimate move he made towards him.

However, this will not be the case when he faces Mu Xingyuan.

"Can you not leave?" Mu Xingyuan took his hand and hugged his thin waist, "We will pay him back what you owe him, and if you still don't pay it back, then we will pay it back for the rest of our lives. Why do you have to put yourself in it?" After he finished speaking, he asked a little uncertainly, "You like me, not Shen Zeyan, right?"

Shen Yanxi raised her head to look at him, and nodded again after a long time, "Well, I like you."

"Say it again!" Mu Xingyuan heard Shen Yanxi say that he likes him for the first time, and was immediately excited and excited, wishing to run around the street twice with him in his arms, "Say it again, Xiaoxi, I still want to hear it!"

"I said, I like you." Shen Yanxi took a deep breath, and it was the first time that she expressed her heart so bluntly.

He likes Mu Xingyuan, and has always liked it.

He has secretly hidden this liking for many years without ever telling him, but now that he speaks out, he feels a sense of relief from the bottom of his heart.Seeing Mu Xingyuan's contented smile like a child, he also laughed along with him unconsciously, his thin white fingers slowly stroking his warm cheeks.

"I like you too!" Mu Xingyuan hugged him tightly, as if wanting to rub him into his own flesh and blood, never to be separated again.

"However, Mu Xingyuan, I haven't figured out how to tell Ah Yan. If you like it, you don't have to be together, and if you don't like it, you don't have to be together...so I can't make any promises to you now. .”

Just like what he promised Shen Zeyan, he wanted to go back on his promise.

"I won't force you, but as long as I'm still alive, you and Shen Zeyan won't be together." Mu Xingyuan didn't want to hear Shen Yanxi say anything else.

He said some words that he didn't like to hear. Instead of doing this, it's better to listen to more nice words.

Shen Yanxi also knew that if she continued, the original warm atmosphere would be ruined.So he stopped talking, nestled in Mu Xingyuan's arms obediently, and closed his eyes.

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Sorry everyone, because I moved today, I delayed the update until now.

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